deserved

My boyfriend, Qin Huai, is a talented, good-looking and handsome guy, and he treats me very well.

Not only did he give me endless money, a spacious and bright house, and all kinds of tender feelings.The most important point is this: He just appeared in my hopeless life, paving a rainbow bridge over my abyss.

"I will take you seriously, Ah Lin." Qin Huai approached me holding my face, his voice was deep and gentle, with an indescribable charm.

"Hmm...um..." I avoided his eyes and opened his hand, but I couldn't avoid his lips.His lips were hot and strong, moving forward unquestionably.

I whimpered, words spilling out of my mouth, but I couldn't make a coherent sentence.I am Qin Huai's prey, open myself and let him knead like dough.

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I don't think too much about the future.There was a sensitive and pessimistic child in Jiang Zhen more than ten years ago.He left home, went upstream, endured loneliness and criticism, and finally became who I am now.Time has bleached the years, and the things left by growth will last forever, but for me, it is a deepening hidden danger.

I have a secret; since the lonely afternoon of my childhood, I sat alone in front of the window and watched the flying red leaves, and the red leaves fell in a dream, which has become my creed since then: I will never live beyond the age of 35.

On the 135th day when I fell in love with Qin Huai, I told him the secret.In an instant, Qin Huai's face became scary, and he grabbed my shoulder and said to me seriously: "You will live to be 84 years old, stay with me, and become an old child who likes to whine and whimpers Panting. You want me to hug you, but I'm already 90 years old, I can't hold you anymore, so I can only eat you... We will hold hands in the sun, and neither will leave the other first, do you hear?"

Qin Huai's idea was so absurd that it really appeared in my mind, I froze for a moment, then shook my head.In the mirror was my own young and plain face.I have pointed teeth: "Then you will become a 90-year-old old Qin, with a wrinkled face like a rotten peach. Teeth fall out, hair is bald, there is no one around, let my ghost suffer with you Is it? Get out of here!"

I'm a reserved person who only shows my fangs to those I love.

To die young is my delusion.The flower of life will be the season of thanks, and it will be the best time to leave.In this way, in the memory of others, I will always be young.There will be no pain, parting, or ties.

"I can accompany you for ten years and spend the rest of my life, isn't that enough? I can—"

Qin Huai interrupted me, and the next words melted into his lips and teeth.His sexy body pressed over, and I had to press against the full-length mirror, and at the same time, I was dizzy and almost suffocated by the kiss.I wanted to yell, but I didn't have a mouth. I wanted to grab his back, but my hands were locked.Kiss is everything, kisses are all over the world.

I was already quiet when he stopped.I was facing the mirror, my breath was disordered; there was a guy I didn’t know in the mirror: his face was flushed like a juicy peach; The eyes are squinting, and the eyes are terribly bright.

Qin Huai has always been gentle and domineering, which made me want to stop.

Our home is located in a residential area near R University.The transportation here is convenient, the environment is elegant, and only the first-line bus is needed to go back and forth.But the University City is located in the suburbs, so it is definitely a long distance for Qinhuai Company, which is located on the other side of the city.

Qin Huai is a person with terrible self-control: he gets up on time at 5:30 every day-runs in the morning-takes a shower-watches the news-eat breakfast.I would be woken up by a kiss at 6:00 on time, usually 15 minutes later, and would be picked up by Qin Huai in a daze to have breakfast, and then I would bid farewell and crawl back to the quilt for a good night's sleep.When I really woke up, Qinhuai was already at the other end of the city.

I don't know if he worked so hard before we met, sometimes I have an illusion: falling in love with him is more like an obligation that needs to be fulfilled.Qin Huai seldom smiles, his handsome face is always cold, giving people who are not familiar with him a sense of oppression, he can't smile even when he is the happiest.I don't know who took that smile away from him.After getting acquainted with him, in order to make him laugh, I often licked the corners of his mouth shamelessly.Qin Huai is so gracious that compared to him, I'm a little waste who only knows how to eat and drink.

I protested: we should move farther away.But he never accommodated me in this matter.Whenever this happened, he would change the subject and kiss me.My protest was ineffective, and I became his appendage in the end. The truth is: the first time I saw Qin Huai, I could no longer look away.

Because it is far away from the city center, I seldom see Qinhuai's colleagues and friends.Taking a taxi to his company will cost me the equivalent of three days of living expenses in one go.But the bus is too slow, and the subway is too tiring; so it is Qin Huai who controls the time of our meetings every time.I don't see him every day.President Qin always has to go on business trips frequently, and there are also unavoidable entertainments. Sometimes he will get drunk, and then under the noisy background sound, he will randomly dial my phone, regardless of whether I am sleeping or not; Hearing my voice, he forced me to say some nasty words, which made me blush.

Every night on a normal working day, Qin Huai would come to our common home.We meet at night and part in the morning.I don't know what prompted old Qin Huai to drive his car around more than ten kilometers, wasting thousands of seconds, to meet me.But I really like him very much, every night I can see him, my heart will be filled with stars.