deserved

There was no news from Ji Jinglin for a long time.

After I recovered from my injury, Qin Huai and I both chose to forget about this quarrel, as if it was just a small episode in life not worth mentioning.We resumed our usual relationship, and I began to care more about Qin Huai and enjoy the time with him.After ignoring Qin Huai's trivial problems, he is still good.Sometimes, I even hope that this state can be maintained for a lifetime.

When I woke up, I was sore, hungry and devastated.

It's all Qin Huai's fault, he's just a beast, he doesn't care about it, and prostitutes himself day by day.

"Qin Huai? Qin Huai! Where are you? Go buy me something to eat?" I pulled Qin Huai's big and thin nightgown, put it on, and looked around.

No one answered, Qin Huai was not there.

I got out of bed and nearly fell to my knees the next moment.I could only barefoot and walk slowly to the door.

Pushing the door open, I decided to go downstairs and empty the refrigerator.

I went downstairs very slowly, thinking only of cursing Qin Huai, angry that he was not by my side.

Qin Huai was on the sofa downstairs, and there were bustling conversations in the living room.

Seeing me coming, Qin Huai hooked his fingers and called me over.

I followed his orders naturally, until I realized my inappropriate attire and the large scars on my collarbone, Qin Huai stretched out his hand, and I retracted as if I had been scalded.

I stood where I was, helpless.

"Woke up early enough, why? Are you unhappy? Blame me?" Qin Huai asked.

"No...no." I was so ashamed that Qin Huai and his two friends looked at me. "I'll go back and change."

Qin Huai smiled, noncommittal.

My face turned red, I stopped looking at anyone, and ran back to the bedroom in a panic, without even closing the door.

I leaned against the bed, panting loudly.

For a while, I couldn't do anything except breathing until my brain gradually recovered, reminding me of Qin Huai's friends.

The one with brown hair is Ge Shu, and the one with elegant black hair is Ren Yuzhi. I have seen their photos in Qin Huai's study.I also answered several calls when Qin Huai was away, but they probably didn't know me.

I got up from the ground and prepared to change clothes.

Their voices came from downstairs.

"Tsk, it's really a treasure in the golden house. Your latest little lover?" Ge Shu blew on his mask and said warmly: "Is this the future sister-in-law? How long has it been since you brought anyone back from this place?"

"It's rare that Qin Huai is interested." Ren Yuzhi's voice was full of laughter.

Qin Huai smiled briefly, and I can imagine his appearance: the corners of his handsome mouth are raised, making his whole body shine.

"Don't hide it, we've all seen it. Tsk, you made me so miserable, I was afraid he would fall down the stairs just now." Ge Shu joked.

"It doesn't matter, it should be fine in the evening." Qin Huai replied.

"I didn't expect your family to have thousands of calculations, but I didn't expect you to hide people here." Ren Yuzhi asked, "Is this true love?"

"It's just a toy, keep it by your side, and tease it when you're bored." Qin Huai said casually, "I'm so busy at home, so it's convenient here."

Their conversation drifted in through the never fully closed door.Like a dull knife, it stabs into my body, and then slowly stirs until I feel the pain.

I fell to the cold floor, my hands were shaking uncontrollably.I couldn't believe Qin Huai's words: Although Qin Huai had a bad attitude and often bullied me, and his words were often ridiculed, I just took it as his revenge.And there will always be less and less until it evaporates with time.Unexpectedly, such light and flirtatious words revealed such true feelings. Qin Huai showed his truest side to his best friends.

Ren Yuzhi failed to grasp Qin Huai's handle, so he could only say brightly: "It's indeed a good idea. So you still like this one."

"Which one?" Ge Shu answered, "I didn't even see it clearly, can I ask him to come down again? Is there any right one?"

They paused for a few seconds, only to hear Qin Huai lazily laughing: "How can there be any real master? It's just a joke."

"Well, he looks much better than my careless one. How did you raise him with this figure and skin?" Ge Shu asked curiously.

Qin Huai seemed unwilling to talk more, "Put it in the room and keep it under control." He said lightly.

"Ah, good idea, duplicity Ah Shu, just said you didn't see clearly." Ren Yuzhi interrupted, "Talk first, I'll go to the bathroom. Qin Huai, did you put croton in your food? That's all. Will it work?"

"Shut up, Ren Yuzhi." Qin Huai said angrily, "Go quickly, don't make excuses for your meddling."

They are Qin Huai's best friends, they can talk freely without any grievances.What am I compared to that?It's just a toy.

It turned out to be the case.

My heart hurts so much, I just want to - just want something to make me not so painful.

The fruit knife on the bedside table is still in place, here is the apple I peeled in half for Qin Huai.

Qin Huai still didn't like the things I handled, and in the end the apples ended up in my own mouth.I was so hungry, but I didn't have a chance to find food, Qin Huai just kept tossing me.I hate apples, no matter how much I emphasize, Qin Huai will ignore them.I know, he did it on purpose, I thought it was just Qin Huai's bad taste, but now it seems that Qin Huai is happy to make me suffer.

Suddenly, I picked up the fruit knife and scratched it on my trembling hand. In the numbness, my pain eased a little, and I became a little clearer.

It hurt a little, and there was sticky blood, but it was a hundred times better than the pain in my heart.

I held it up and watched how it looked in the light.

It was so unique, and tainted with a bad apple smell, the light made it even more aggressive.

"Qin Huai, your little lover won't be scared away. I want to see him again."

"He's always so slow, he's just a stupid thing, what's there to see?"

"Come on." Ge Shu began to recall, "It must be him who answered the phone a few times before, no wonder you didn't want to tell us, how sweet your voice is."

……

"Jiang Lin, come down, are you growing up there?" Qin Huai's voice suddenly became louder, and I regained my sanity.

The flesh was cut, and the blood flowed down my hand, sweet and dark red, like lost life, lost feelings, flowing on my pale and thin wrist, passing through my hand, and falling to the ground.

I pulled out a tissue, wrapped it up, and wiped off the blood. The pain hit me belatedly, and I started to panic.

I hastily changed into a pullover pajamas, rolled up the sleeves, and the blood seeped much slower.

It won't work, someone will find out.

I thought for a moment, and my eyes fell on Qin Huai's ugly tie, heh, it was his favorite tie: it was ugly as hell, completely different from Qin Huai's usual style, cheap and gorgeous, even I wouldn't wear it, and I couldn't wear it. I don't know which goblin gave it to him.

I want to dirty it, destroy it, make Qin Huai mad and make him unhappy.

I tore it off, gritted my teeth, wrapped it around my wrist, and tied it hard.Then he put down his sleeves and pretended nothing happened.

Now, everything works perfectly.