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"Where's Ji Jinglin?" I couldn't help asking Qin Huai once when he accidentally pushed me down three flights of stairs and knelt down to apply ice to my swollen feet.

Qin Huai under the sofa froze, I expected that he wouldn't dare to hit me, after all he was awkward and over the top, and I was clinging to him all day long.

Qin Huai raised his head and gave me a warning look, wanting me to shut up.

I should have listened.But I've wondered the answer to that question for far too long, and now is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

"He is also in City C, how is it? Do you often meet?" I decided to follow my curiosity and asked with my feet up.

Qin Huai was a little annoyed, he pressed the ice cube against my ankle: "You don't need to know."

I inhaled lightly, the cool ice cubes relieved the pain slightly: "Why?"

"There is no reason." Qin Huai said in a low voice. "That's not something you should be concerned about."

I couldn't believe these words came out of Qin Huai's mouth, what do you mean by "it's not something I should care about"?It is me who sleeps next to him, the person who gets along with him day and night is me, and the one who makes him hate him so helplessly is also me.

I stared at him and said sourly, "You are so kind to him."

Qin Huai seemed to be aware of my curiosity, and in an instant, he became cold, stopped handling my ankle, and said coldly: "Shut up now, don't force me to hit you."

I wouldn't believe him. Qin Huai's most taboo thing is beating someone, so he continued to speculate: "Have you got him? Are you two going out together very happy?"

Qin Huai squatted halfway, raised his head, his face was ashen, not to mention how happy he was.

I smiled at him, tempting him to answer.He squeezed my ankle with his hands, making me scream.

It really hurts, like a bird with a broken leg, trapped in a cage forever.

He doesn't like me, why should he find me again?

"Forget about you, and live a life worse than death for you. Which fool will continue to be fooled by you, how could he fall in love with a poor man like you!" Choose words.

"Jiang, Lin, horse, get on, stop, get off." Qin Huai paused every word.

"You don't want to say anything, you hide everything from me." I was furious. "What's wrong with me, how can I be inferior to other people? You never look down on me, why do you provoke me?"

Qin Huai said nothing.I have a dull pain in my ankle, watching him patiently handle my ankle.

He seemed to have calmed down and stopped hurting me.

"Did I treat you badly? Jiang Lin? Huh? What?" Qin Huai said restrainedly.

Qin Huai has only one good thing, he absolutely does not practice violence, because he knows that there is a bottom line, even if the best people cross it, they will not return to the original situation.

His eyes are dangerous, like an eagle overlooking a rabbit, a cat observing a mouse, trying to eat me like a belly.

"I..." The terrible thing is that my heart has betrayed me and I have been treated as a prey, and I am willing.

And the mouth is the last line of defense.I don't know if foolishly telling Qin Huai that I love him will make me more humble.

Qin Huai smiled lightly, and in an instant his face was pleasant: "Are you angry? Want me to hug you?"

It seems that I am not the only one who has changed over the years.

He sat on the sofa and put his arms around my shoulders, "Want to make up for it?"

I saw the enlarged version of Qin Huai's charming face and was attracted by some small details: the mole at the corner of the eye, the fluff on the bridge of the nose, and the slightly tight corner of the mouth.

I fell into it again, my body became weak, my blood rushed, my breathing was uneven, and my lips were dry.

I long for a kiss even if there is no tenderness in Qin Huai's eyes.

Qin Huai seemed to be amused by my reaction, and his hand caressed my throat, causing me to tremble.

"Still good or not?" he asked.

"Jiang Lin? Are you obedient?"

I was short of breath and shivering.

I slid down into his tender arms.

Speech is seized, breathing is controlled.

We kissed, and the Qinhuai bedroom was swept away.

I tried to close my eyes, but Qin Huai pushed them away with his hands, and he let me go.

"Want to talk, huh?"

Saliva dripped from the corner of my unclosed mouth, "I..."

Qin Huai's breath hit my face again.

Nostrils tickled my face.

I whimpered, almost wishing I could die, wallowing in this tender illusion forever.

"Be obedient." Qin Huai said in my ear, "I can give you freedom, but you also need to know yourself."

A small part of me screamed, but my body nodded involuntarily.

"That's about the same." Qin Huai smiled with satisfaction.Reach out and hold my cheek, don't let me worry about others.

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Fortunately, my ankle was only slightly sprained, so Qin Huai asked a nurse to help me.It is very embarrassing to be urged by an unknown adult to change the dressing and take care of the daily life. Qin Huai no longer shows up, and I am trapped in the house.

Qin Huai seemed to think that his beauty strategy had achieved the initial effect, so he stopped coaxing me.On the surface we live in peace, but deep down I am extremely frustrated.

I don't want others to take my place. I just got Qin Huai. What right do others have to take him away.

I can't do anything, because I have no connections, no life span.

So I contacted Ji Jingcheng.

I don't know why Ji Jingcheng didn't ignore me out of his mentality. He posted his photos on my Moments, and he was the least likely to mention Qin Huai. Therefore, my silent spying on the screen in the past three years made me even more serious. Get to know him better.

I won't use Ji Jingcheng to touch Qin Huai's back, and I can't sit still. I want to grasp the root of the matter and contact Ji Jinglin, the person I hate, have pity on, and pity.Under the cinnabar mole in Qin Huai's heart, there is an existence that I will never be able to replace.

Ji Jing has become an easygoing person, at least to me.I got Ji Jinglin's contact information and a contact recommendation.

On the business card is a back view of Ji Jinglin, who is thin and weak, with his back to the camera, on a beach, with a special parasol behind him.

That was the sea they had been to three and a half years ago.There is a travel log in the locked cabinet in Qin Huai's study, the first one is Qin Huai laughing in front of the umbrella.

No wonder Qin Huai never smiled at me before.

Did they suddenly realize that love is fixed for three lives, honey is mixed with oil, and then I messed up the situation?

Do I hate Qin Huai as much as I love him?Tell him to be blinded by hatred and remember me forever and ever?Was this my plan at the time?

I forgot.

Shaking his head, he stopped his wild thoughts.

Reality usually lies beyond fantasy.

I worked up my courage, clicked add, and waited for a reply.