deserved

I fell into a dreamless sleep, but when I woke up, I was very uncomfortable: my mouth was extremely dry, my whole body seemed to have been disassembled and reassembled, and there was a huge thing pressing on me, which made me almost suffocate.

Qinhuai is as heavy as a pig.I tried to push him away, but my wrist was so weak that I couldn't move him an inch.I turned to grab Qin Huai's ear, watching him wake up leisurely.

Qin Huai didn't feel any dissatisfaction, he took my hand away, turned over, faced me, and touched my flushed face.

"Why is it so hot?" He asked in a low voice, his gentle voice almost penetrated the fog of time, bringing me back to that summer five years ago.

We must have reconciled, otherwise how could Qin Huai be so nice to me.

I huddled into his arms to absorb the coolness, and called out weakly: "Qin Huai, I feel so uncomfortable."

Qin Huai's body froze, he might be a little embarrassed by his duplicity, but it might also be an illusion produced when I was out of my mind.

He patted my back and comforted me: "You have a fever, you should be fine if you take some medicine, I'll get it right away."

He pulled away and left, I squinted my eyes to see Qin Huai use the key beside the bed to open the door, and went downstairs, I gradually shrank into a ball without anyone to support me.

What followed was a stolen happy hour.The changes in Qinhuai are very subtle, I can't describe it in exact words, I can only immerse myself in it.

Qin Huai gradually loosened the restraint on me and no longer restricted my actions. He said that I can go anywhere I want, of course, the premise is that I have enough strength.

Of course I don't have enough strength, I'm always tired, Qin Huai has set up a gate control, I always have to come back at a certain time.Apart from the tenderness on the first day, Qin Huai's desire to control reached its peak.

He came back often, kissed me, hugged me, played with me, and made me cry whenever he wanted when he was upset.At this time, he would cover my mouth and let me hear him laugh out of tears.

This kind of Qin Huai is very bad, but I just can't refuse, I can't control my body, and I can't control my crazy heart.

Although I didn't want to admit it, my heart was revived; the deep-seated hatred disappeared after three years of day and night thinking, leaving only worry and longing.On the nights he didn't come back, I started trying to figure out where he was and who he was spending the night with.

I didn't do well in City C, I only knew the small circle of cake shops, and I couldn't even get some hearsay news.I wanted to repeat the old trick and hire a private detective to investigate Qin Huai, but I was afraid that Qin Huai would break my leg after the incident was revealed.

I was troubled by my own imaginings, and I was always worrying about gains and losses. I began to be happy to leave scratches on Qin Huai's back and bite his shoulders, so that I could swear my sovereignty when Qin Huai got along with the naughty little goblin.

I almost started to despise myself like this.I easily fell into Qin Huai's existence, thinking wildly every day.I had no time to care about other things, I was caught up in his voice, his face, in his embrace, hopeless, three and a half years of persistence, all of a sudden vanished.

I almost tore off my dignity and tried my best to keep him under my control, trying to squeeze Qin Huai dry: this is not an easy task; The fit Qin Huai is simply a nightmare.He is getting more and more excessive, and he won't allow me to cut my hair short.I fought in vain, and was tied with a silver hair tie. It happened to be my birthday that day.

"Is this a gift for me?" I asked.

Qin Huai barely perfunctory: "That's right."

"It's getting more and more perfunctory." I was dissatisfied with his attitude, but I could only mutter in a low voice: I was afraid of making him angry, and also afraid of being abandoned again.

Some people may think that as a man, wearing long hair and moving around another man seems alternative and girly.I also know, so on the eve of Qin Huai's return from a business trip, I secretly cut my hair short, and in a blink of an eye, the person in the mirror changed, with short hair, full of smiles, so spiritless, even the hair stylist made a fuss.

I was triumphant, thinking of giving Qin Huai a surprise.

I dialed Qin Huai's number, and he answered quickly: "Jiang Lin?"

"Are you back? I'll pick you up this afternoon, okay?" I asked carefully, because Qin Huai didn't like me appearing near his company.

Qin Huai's voice was noisy, as if he was walking on the street, he was noncommittal: "Have you finished training?"

I laughed: "Of course, then I'll be there at five o'clock in the afternoon?"

Qin Huai said lazily: "What's the matter? Do you have to drive here?"

I replied: "To give you a surprise."

"Surprise? Well, I'm outside. See you at the hot pot restaurant last time at six o'clock."

When they met, the surprise turned into shock.

Qin Huai looked at me who was sitting in front of the hot pot restaurant eating happily, and gritted his teeth: "Cut your hair? Huh? Who agreed?"

I said vaguely, "Myself."

"Okay," Qin Huai sneered, "Eat all of these, and I'll take care of you when I get back."

……

I slumped on the couch, squinting, not wanting to get up at all.

The scrunchie fell out of my trouser pocket, where I put it in the afternoon.I picked it up, and it was a tangle of hair.

Qin Huai was not far away, never leaving his phone for a moment, and he didn't know which little wild cat he was talking to.

These days, I am proud of my favor, and I am less and less afraid of him.

I threw the scrunchie to Qin Huai and hit him right in the face: "Qin Huai, clean up the hair on it for me."

He was attacked, with a puzzled look on his face: "Why?"

I lazily said, "Don't play dumb, you obviously heard me."

"Okay," Qin Huai got up, "You won't need it anymore, just burn it with fire."

"Okay," I said angrily, "It's better to burn it."

Unexpectedly, Qin Huai took out the lighter and ran to the kitchen, which is what he did.

"Don't!" I jumped up from the sofa in fright, but it was too late, this is my birthday present.

"Don't yell." Qin Huai shouted in the kitchen.

I dropped the remote, pulled the blanket over my face, and kept my mouth shut.

Five minutes later, Qin Huai pulled me out of the blanket and put a hair snare on my finger.

Everything is intact.

He pressed against my clenched lips and pushed them away with his fingers, forcing me to speak.

"How did you do that?" I asked sourly.

"Use scissors." He was in a rare good mood and explained with a pleasant face, "You are the only one who is so easy to deceive."

……

Later, when I thought about it, I realized that Qin Huai was right: only a stupid person like me would fall twice in the same place.

So deceitful.