deserved

It's a trap, eventually I've come to the conclusion.

On Sunday morning, Liang Chen arrived as scheduled.

As usual, she is responsible for delivering food and daily necessities here.

We hate each other.Normally, around this time, I would hide in my bedroom, counting down silently until the downstairs door clicked, and I would go downstairs, frowning at the contents of the refrigerator and the hallway.

The towels with childish patterns, the gray cotton pajamas, the socks that don't fit, the slippers that are one size smaller, and even the unbelievably small underpants are all inspired by Qin Huai.Qin Huai tried his best to make my life a disaster, and Liang Chen was his accomplice.

I'm not sure if Qin Huai also likes women, but he really doesn't like Liang Chen.Otherwise, she wouldn't have entrusted her with such an extremely hateful job.

This time, uncharacteristically, I went downstairs after counting down halfway in my heart, and called Liang Chen who was about to leave.

"Please wait."

"...What?" She stopped closing the door, raised her willow eyebrows in half-surprise, and looked at me.

I snorted coldly in my heart, but on the surface I remained calm: "Please tell Qin Huai a word for me."

"Okay—" she dragged out her voice, "please tell me."

I took a breath, and then spit out the words: "Tell Qin Huai, just say, say..."

What do you say?Say 'anything goes'?Then what is left of me, even the soul does not belong to me?I stopped and couldn't continue.

"With all due respect, Mr. Jiang, I'm in a hurry, and there's a meeting at nine o'clock." Liang Chen said impatiently, "If it's something urgent, you can definitely call the boss."

I still had time to avoid Qin Huai, so how could I take the initiative to contact him.What's even more ridiculous is that after half a year, Qin Huai said thousands of nonsense to me, but none of them mentioned contact information.

I refused: "No, just tell him."

Liang Chen waited with a cold face.

I opened my mouth, and words swirled on the tip of my tongue.

After 1 minute, silence spreads between us.Liang Chen decided that I was fooling her, she crossed her arms, rolled her eyes, and turned around.

Seeing that Liang Chen was about to leave, I started to panic, and hurriedly said: "No, I...please tell him, 'Anything is fine'."

Liang Chen became more and more impatient, she frowned: "What did you say, can you repeat it again?"

Normally, I would have quarreled with Liang Chen and picked on her rudeness, but now I'm not in the mood at all.

"Tell him 'everything' and he'll know." I repeated reluctantly.

"Okay then. Do you have any other needs?" Liang Chen asked.

"No more." I whispered.

"Okay, goodbye. Have a nice morning." She left immediately.

I closed the door, feeling drained of all strength.He stood in the hallway for a while before using both hands and feet, climbed the stairs with difficulty, and fell into the bed.

In the afternoon, someone pushed me.

"Get up, don't sleep." Qin Huai's voice sounded above my head.

"Go away." I said unhappily.

The blackout curtains were pulled open, and the room was brighter immediately. I turned over and buried my face in the pillow.

Qin Huai lifted the quilt from me, grabbed my shoulders and pulled me up. I leaned against the head of the bed, and suddenly became more awake.

I stared at his evil face and saw him open his mouth: "Last chance, what are you going to trade for?"

I yawned: "Didn't I say everything?"

"Everything? Huh?" His deep voice scratched my neck, cold.

I refused to think, and turned my head away from him.

Qin Huai snorted coldly: "Coward."

I have sold myself, what else does he want?I walked around him and took out tight jeans and an ugly jumper from the closet.

"I need to change clothes." Please go away.

Qin Huai ignored it, I waited for a minute, and seeing that he didn't respond, I simply took off the pajamas, leaving only the underwear, and then quickly put on the jeans.I felt his gaze stab me like a knife.

"I can't think of any value for you." Qin Huai said critically.

"Yeah." I agree, I don't know.

"It's so ugly." Qin Huai spoke again.

I froze, numb pain spreading from my heart to my whole body.I knew I was ugly: so thin, weighing just over a hundred, with a body that looked like a chicken, and a face that looked like a ghost.It's completely different from the young and cheerful Jiang Lin a few years ago. I already knew it, but why should I care about his words?

I felt an awkward moment of shame, then anger.I turned around and sat down beside Qin Huai, determined to disgust him.

Qin Huai looked at me and didn't seem offended.

"Want to get out?" he asked.

I nodded.

"Promise not to escape?"

"I don't have the strength." I replied, "The food delivered these days is too unpalatable."

Qin Huai narrowed his eyes, assessing the credibility of my words.It must have turned out badly, given my record of bad faith.Since he always pushes back and forth for a small trip, let alone other requests?I have long suspected that this is just a new game.

Seeing him not agreeing for a long time, I lay back on the bed and completely lost my confidence.

The sun is so big and the temperature is so high outside, it is not interesting to think about it.That must be it... I cover my face with a pillow, ready to fall into the next deep sleep.

Qin Huai pulled away my pillow and looked down at me: "Okay, little waste, trust you for a while."

I am full of doubts.

He said impatiently: "I just have time today to replace all your messy clothes. Which idiot chose these?"

It's you.

I laughed out loud.