deserved

The process of our acquaintance is very simple.

One summer two years ago, it was very hot.

Under the scorching sun, I was distributing leaflets that no one wanted on the street in a doll costume.

The unnutritious breakfast has long since disappeared without a trace, and my stomach has started to make a series of embarrassing "grunts", not to mention that the inside of the doll suit is already like a stove as the temperature continues to soar.

At the time, I just wanted to get away from it all, and every second here was torture.I just want to lie down, throw away the heavy skin, and hide in a cool air-conditioned room; or escape, go back to the library for a nap, drink a cold drink, and doze off while studying.But I can't, it's the only short-term, well-paying job I can find.If I don't want to be accompanied by steamed buns and kelp strips every day in the next month, then gritting my teeth and persevering is the best choice.

I'm still in school and desperately need the money to survive.Since one day in college, I woke up from a drowsy class and the "treasures" in the room at home were discovered by the mother who cleaned the room. Contact with nothing to say other than yelling.I can't blame my parents, they have had enough trouble raising me, who would have guessed that I also like men: after all, I have been an introverted freak with nothing but learning and looks since I was a child.

The conservative town can't tolerate a pervert. Loving a man is a more terrifying thing than Zhang's daughter giving birth out of wedlock decades ago in the town.Thankfully I have a sister by my parents side.But she doesn't like me anymore, and it's all my fault.

In their eyes, this has become the biggest stain in my life. It overshadows all the advantages I have ever had, spanning the days of companionship and acquaintance, until my six relatives do not recognize me.I know that I deserve to be nailed to the pillar of shame forever.

I know that liking men is not my fault, it's just because I was born this way, but liking Qin Huai is indeed the biggest mistake in my life.

I force a smile on my face when I take pictures with girls, even though they can't see my face.

The girls are in groups of three or four, chattering and full of energy.They set up their poses, and out of thin air, they caught a sister who had lost in the game of boxing games to take on the task of filming.He even gave me a cute hug after the shoot.I should have been honored, but cuter in my eyes were the sorbets and umbrellas in their hands.I sweated profusely and took the opportunity to give them two leaflets, until they all left with a satisfied smile.

If I can have a cold drink in the cold drink shop on the opposite corner, I think I will buy my heat and happiness to the devil in the middle of winter.

but I can not.

Alas, a little kid started to grab my bear's tail. I yelled at him, but he cried loudly at me.

I want to cry too, but who else can I rely on in this world?

His mother gave me a stern look and quickly pulled him away.

More people don't stop, they just want to rush to the destination.

So did Qin Huai.

When Qin Huai passed by this street, he didn't step on the colorful auspicious clouds, and he wasn't my hero either.He was carrying a briefcase, frowning, and walking in a hurry.A handsome ascetic face, crisp tailored suit, slender limbs, graceful gait; I just glanced at him and couldn't take my eyes away.

What else do I need to do?I could only lick my dry lips and stare at him intently, almost dizzy, oh my!He is so handsome!

Well, there are too many clothes. In the high temperature of 34 degrees, it must be very hot.He, like me, is a fool under the hot sun.

My brain had shut down and I must have mistakenly thought I was going to die.At this point in my life, false perceptions have made me irrational, bold, and unscrupulous.I started to act: I unceremoniously stretched out my bear hand and stopped Qin Huai from the street three meters away - I shook a dozen leaflets in front of his eyes, took off the bear's hood, and threw it aside, revealing a mouthful of canine teeth.The whole set of movements was done in one go, as if I was born with the ability to evolve like this.

"Handsome guy, are you interested in taking a look at this event?" I locked his pretty outline with my big eyes so that he couldn't escape.

"No, thank you." He frowned, then declined coldly and politely.

God, he was such a joy to watch.In fact, I don't think he will pay attention to the shopping mall rewards in the flyers.But it doesn't matter, does it, how charming he is.

"You can watch it, it's very interesting," I said, putting my hand on his arm.

"You can give me some leaflets, I have to go, sorry, I'm in a hurry." He said patiently.

"Just take a moment of your time." I rolled a playful smile, and put my foot close to his ear.

He frowned slightly, feeling a little displeased.Going to get rid of me and move on.

I absolutely can't let him go, my brain is spinning like crazy.

I whispered to him: "Then do you want to see me?"

Qin Huai's attitude of walking away suddenly stopped, probably shocked by my shameless straightforwardness.

I made persistent efforts, climbed onto his shoulder and blew into his ear: "Do you want to contact me?"

I must be possessed.

Qin Huai pushed me away from his shoulder, and his face turned cold, as if he was going to get angry.But I don't care.I just raced against the clock to admire his face, so that the few seconds were magnified into tens of thousands of seconds; the time became longer, the surrounding scenery gradually blurred, I felt dizzy, my eyes suddenly dimmed, I fell down, but He was held by a pair of warm and strong hands.

Everything that followed went smoothly: Qin Huai dragged me to the cold drink shop on the corner, and I half-lyed on the seat with my eyes squinted.Qin Huai knelt down, wiped my face with the cold wet towels from the service desk, fed me water with a small spoon, and finally a whole creamy ice cream.The best part is, because the air conditioner in the store is too cold, I got Qin Huai's coat.During the period, the young lady in the white shirt at the cash register kept scanning us, as if we were her source of happiness for the day.

We sat for about an hour, during which Qin Huai went outside to answer a phone call.We didn't have much direct communication, he just asked me nonsense like "Is it better?" "How do you feel?" If it weren't for his deep and sweet voice, I would have covered his lips to shut him up.

My mind is elsewhere.Qin Huai's coat was draped over me, and his breath surrounded me. I poked my elbows on the table, wrapped a glass of lemonade in my palm, and immersed myself in the daydream of meeting.I was already in high spirits, and the only thing I could do at the moment was to grin silly at him.

He was very patient, and it wasn't until I was fully back to normal that he got up and said goodbye.

Three hours later, I finished the disastrous doll costume job, the boss Nian didn't give me a hard time when I almost passed out, and I got all the money.But I wasn't happy at all, I jumped onto the bus with Qin Huai's coat in my arms, the whole journey was ups and downs, shaking me so much that I wanted to vomit.When I was about to reach the station, someone pushed me, and I fell to the ground together with my clothes.When I stood up, a red heart sticky note was drawn out of my clothes pocket and landed lightly, with scrawled words on it:

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Nine p.m

Room 202, 401 Crescent Street

On the afternoon of the 6th, Qinhuai stayed

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I got out of the car and I changed direction without hesitation.

An hour and a half later, I arrived at my destination: a building with shining stars, a place where Jiang Lin dared to set foot only after spending his whole life in courage.

I mustered up all my courage and walked into it.

What I didn't understand at the time was:

For Qin Huai, there is no reason not to want fresh and delicious prey delivered to your door.

Especially for a naive and stupid person like me.

A week later, I moved out of my small rental house, and Qin Huai became my boyfriend.

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