I heard you want to let me down

From beginning to end, Gu Nian did not say what happened.Rong Jin didn't ask either.He was hugged by Gu Nian, and the two curled up in a small corner.This position is actually not comfortable.Rong Jin shrank his legs, and Gu Nian was still carrying the weight of a person.But neither of them said anything, just sat quietly.

After a while, Gu Nian finally said, "A Jin, are you hungry?"

Rong Jin leaned in his arms: "Is Ah Nian hungry?"

According to the man, Gu Nian didn't leave the house all day, so he must have eaten nothing in the morning.

"I'll bring the food in, let's eat together, okay?"

Gu Nian shook her head, her voice hoarse: "I have no appetite. Ah Jin went out to eat."

Rong Jin said naturally: "Actually, I don't want to go either. Before I came in the morning, Auntie baked some pancakes, and I ate several. Before class was over, the mother and concubine of the eleventh prince brought a large bag of snacks. I Now I'm not hungry at all, I just want to stay with Ah Nian."

Gu Nian hugged his hand tightly, and did not persuade him again: "Okay."

In the darkness, the two could hear each other's breathing.Gu Nian suddenly murmured: "A Jin, choose a word for me."

Rong Jin didn't understand what Gu Nian meant at first: "What word?"

Gu Nian rested her head on Rong Jin's back, like a child who depended on him: "It's the word I want to use after my weak crown."

Rong Jin was startled: "I choose for you?"

When a man comes of age, he should take a sign.After taking the characters, only the teacher can call the name, and other people can only call the characters on a daily basis.So as a very formal and commonly used appellation, isn't Biaozi always chosen by respected and close elders?

Gu Nian: "Yes. Ah Jin will choose for me."

Rong Jin hesitated a bit: "Is this inappropriate?"

Rong Jin is not a teacher or a teacher, so what's the matter with taking the name of him, let others know, and Gu Nian will be laughed at.

Gu Nian insisted: "Theoretically speaking, you can also pick the watch characters by yourself. Ah Jin and I are not different from each other."

The person I originally wanted to bestow words for me can no longer choose for me.Now, the person I care about and love the most is Ajin.

Rong Jin agreed: "Then I have to think about it. Anyway, it's still early."

Although Rong Jin himself can't be said to be ignorant, but for such an important matter as reading and picking characters, he decided to go back and look through the books, ask the masters for advice, ask the masters to test the good and bad, and after careful consideration, he can make a decision.

Gu Nian insisted uncharacteristically: "Right now. Ah Jin can think of anything."

Hearing Gu Nian's words, Rong Jin's heart sank slightly. He wanted to ask, does it mean that you are leaving soon because you are in such a hurry?Can't wait any longer?But if you leave, shouldn't you be happy?What happened to make you so sad.

But he couldn't ask anything.

Gu Nian was still waiting for his answer, Rong Jin suddenly thought of what the system called Gu Nian when he and Gu Nian looked at each other for the first time.He said in a strange way: "Then call it Ruzhuo, okay?"

Having said that, Rong Jin felt that such a playful decision was too absurd, and was about to say that he would think about it again, but after thinking about it, he felt that it was very appropriate.

There are gangsters, like cuts are like consultations, like cuts like grinding.

Gu Nian was born in a noble family, and should have always been well-clothed, but at the age of 14, he left his hometown and suffered a lot.Rong Jin hoped that Gu Nian, after going through all these setbacks and sufferings, would become like a jade scripture, without losing its warmth and luster.

"it is good."

There is no light in the room, it is very dark, and the passage of time has completely lost the concept.The two huddled together in a small corner, very warm, talking one after another.Slowly, sleepiness came up little by little.

……

When Rong Jin opened his eyes, he found himself lying on the bed, his coat was taken off, and his body was covered with a quilt.Just after waking up, Rong Jin was still a little dazed, he lifted the hanging curtain of the bed, and belatedly remembered that he was in Gu Nian's room.

Before going to bed, the windows, doors, and roller blinds that were still tightly closed in the room were all opened.After Rong Jin lifted the thick curtain of the bed, he saw a bright room with a large area of ​​light coming in from outside.It was probably already sunset time, and the orange light in the room was very soft.

Rong Jin got off the bed, hurriedly put on her shoes and coat, and went out to find Gu Nian.

Just as he walked out the door, he saw Gu Nian walking towards him.

Gu Nian looked the same as usual, with neat clothes and a calm face. When his eyes met Rong Jin, he naturally smiled softly.I have to say there is no difference, but my face is a little pale.But Gu Nian was usually pale, and Rong Jin couldn't tell for a while, whether it was really paler than before, or it was his own psychological hint.

It's as if he really was just having a horrible dream, and now the nightmare is waking up, laughing it off, and returning to his usual self.

Gu Nian came over, bowed his head to tidy up Rong Jin's coat, and buttoned it one by one: "Ah Jin, did you sleep well?"

Rong Jin nodded.

The two exchanged a few words, Gu Nian looked at the sky, the sun was about to set: "It's getting late, Jin, you should go back."

Rong Jin took a few steps forward, then looked back at Gu Nian again.As usual, Gu Nian stood at the gate of the courtyard, watched his back, and watched him leave.Seeing him turn around, she smiled at him with a gentle light in her eyes.

Nothing is wrong.

Nothing is right.

Rong Jin thought to himself, Gu Nian looked very pale, as if he was about to melt away at any moment.Rong Jin really wanted to say, how about I stay.It doesn't matter if you get punished, I will stay here with you tonight.I stay and look at you, can't you just leave?Maybe, I'm not willing to leave.

You can stay for one day, two days, but you can't stay for a lifetime.

Didn't you think about it a long time ago?If you have wine today, you will be drunk today, regardless of whether tomorrow is right or wrong.Since I was too drunk yesterday, I deserve to wake up today.

Rong Jin laughed: "A Nian, I'm leaving."

Forget it.

……

On the second day, when Rong's mother was eating breakfast, she found that Rong Jin hadn't appeared.

Rong's mother went to knock on Rong Jin's door, and Rong Jin's voice came from the room: "Mother, I caught a cold from the wind last night, and my head hurts so much."

When Mother Rong heard this familiar but long-lost sentence, she raised her eyebrows.

Rong Jin used to pretend to be sick, skipping Gong Xue's classes, and hang out with his cronies.Rong's mother protected him and often turned a blind eye, but since getting to know Gu Nian, Rong Jin has never done this again.He had to stay in the palace until evening before coming back.What happened today?

At noon, Rong Jin finally came out of the room with a slow pace, and Rong's mother sat at the table: "Did you quarrel with Ah Nian?"

Rong Jin sat down sleepily: "No."

"Then why do you look like you were abandoned and sent home?"

I don't know why, it's obvious that my son can run a horse, draw a bow, and fight, and Gu Nian looks gentle and elegant, but Rong's mother always feels that she wants to marry her daughter out.Rong's mother was thoughtful: Maybe it's because of the face?The younger son is indeed more beautiful.

Rong Jin didn't say a word, he was pawing rice with chopsticks in his mouth.

Rong's mother felt a little distressed when she saw the energetic youngest son, and gave Rong Jin something to eat: "There will always be stumbling blocks in the life of the two of you."

Rong Jin's chopsticks stopped: "I thought about it, and I think the two of us are not suitable."

Mother Rong's face was slightly serious: "What's wrong?"

She knows it.Her youngest son is not bothered, but really likes Gu Nian.Gu Nian treats Rong Jin very well, with the kind of tenderness and love from the heart that can be clearly seen.

Yesterday, she happily went to the palace to look for Gu Nian, why did she become like this after one day?

Rong Jin didn't say what was wrong, when Rong's mother asked him, he said that Gu Nian was too strict with him, and he felt annoyed.After much deliberation, I still feel that it is better to be alone.

Rong Jin's attitude made Rong's mother very angry.But Rong Jin refused to enter the palace, she could not force him to go, she simply ordered him to reflect at home.Unexpectedly, Rong Jin jumped over the wall and went out from the backyard.

Rong's mother sent someone to look for him, and searched the whole capital city, but couldn't find him, and finally found out that he went out of the city directly, saying that he was going to live in Biezhuang for a few days.The general asked in a low voice if he wanted to call the young master back, and Rong's mother sneered angrily: "Let him go! Leave him alone. Sometimes he will cry."

Probably feeling that Rong's mother was still angry, Rong Jin didn't go home for several days.Ann and several others accompanied him.

An and the others were very surprised when they received Rong Jin's letter.Ever since Rong Jin and Gu Nian got married, she wished she could stay with Gu Nian every day.Even meeting with them has become less.How can you be so polite and willing to abandon Gu Nian and go to another village?

When they got there, seeing Rong Jin's lack of interest, they guessed that Rong Jin had quarreled with Gu Nian, and tried to persuade him a few words.After all, everyone saw what they looked like before, and it was really good.It's a good time to be angry now, and it will be even more troublesome to reconcile when the time comes.But they expressly hinted that Rong Jin just didn't take this problem back.

In the palace, Rong Jin hadn't been here for three whole days.Gu Nian was as calm as before, Liu Yi couldn't sit still, and quietly looked at Gu Nian's expression: "Your Highness, have you had a dispute with Mr. Rong before?"

Gu Nian looked down at her book: "No."

Liu Yi thought about the day Rong Jin came last: "Did Mr. Rong guess something?"

Gu Nian raised her head with a calm face: "It doesn't matter anymore."

Anyway, in a day or two, the news should arrive.Sooner or later there will be such a day.

Liu Yi tentatively said, "I'm going out of the palace today to find Mr. Rong."

Gu Nian tightened the hand holding the book slightly: "Why are you looking for him?"

"Your Highness, don't you want to see Mr. Rong again?"

Maybe it was the last time we saw each other alone.

Gu Nian shook her head: "It's the same whether you see it or not."

Liu Yi smiled wryly: It doesn't matter if you see it or not.Then what are you doing sitting in this porch all day, Your Highness?

It's not that you don't want to see him, but you are afraid that he doesn't want to see you.