I heard you want to let me down

Rong Jin's sudden decision to go abroad for study, although everyone was a little surprised, didn't think it was a big deal.He has been a girl for too long, staying at home all day long, even if he goes out, he must cover his face with a veil, surrounded by everyone.Now that I have finally regained my freedom, it is normal to want to go out for a walk by myself, study in other colleges for a few years, and meet some new friends.

In fact, there are countless things to deal with these days.He should go to the palace to thank the new emperor for his rewards and various graces; many of Lu Jiansu's old friends sent messages; people from the Lu family also contacted him several times, hoping that he would return to Lu's house more often.

He should have done it.

The system gave him a month to say goodbye.Logically speaking, he should take care of all these things properly before going on a study tour.But Rong Jin doesn't want to do anything now.

This month, he attended the funeral where Lu Jiansu and Rong Wu were buried together, dressed them in sackcloth and filial piety, and fulfilled his parent-child responsibility.

For the rest of the time, he bid farewell to Dai Xun'an who was going back to Huainan City; had dinner with Rong Huaisong every day; he also went to Chen Feng and Zhao Yu's small home, and confirmed with his own eyes that Chen Feng really treated Zhao Yu very well; She already had a sweetheart, but it was only because of Rong Jin that she refused to get married. Now that Rong Jin's identity is known, he finally convinced her.

Then, it was with Gu Ruzhuo.

Although he was reluctant, Rong Jin didn't worry much about others.There is no need for the system to lie to him about this kind of thing. After he leaves, there will naturally be a Rong Jin who is exactly the same, even with the same personality, memory and emotions, to replace him.If that Rong Jin is really similar to him, then he will definitely take care of Rong Huaisong and Dai Xun'an, and take good care of Zhao Yu and Shuang Yun.As for the others, they didn't have much entanglement with him in the first place, there was no difference between him or the Rong Jin behind.

No one will notice his departure, and no one will be hurt, except Gu Ruzhuo.

Rong Jin knew that if he really went according to his plan, it would be best to slowly become indifferent now and distance himself, but he wanted to see Gu Ruzhuo.Maybe this was the last time he was with Gu Ruzhuo, Rong Jin couldn't bear to be indifferent to him.He suddenly became very obsessed with Gu Ruzhuo, except when Gu Ruzhuo was not at home, he was with Gu Ruzhuo almost all the time.Others didn't know what he said, they thought that Rong Jin had been away for three years and was reluctant to part with Gu Ruzhuo.

Rong Huaisong looked blind all day long.The third princess came to the door occasionally and would tease them.

Gu Ruzhuo's expression was uncharacteristically indifferent.

Rong Jin knew it because Gu Ruzhuo was angry.Although he wasn't angry enough to move the quilt to separate them, but at night, when they lay side by side on the bed, Gu Ruzhuo silently ignored him and stopped making trouble with him for several days.The lights were turned off tonight, and the room was silent again. Rong Jin waited for a while, then slowly put his hand into Gu Ruzhuo's quilt, held his hand, and shook it flatteringly.

"Haven't you thought about it yet?" Gu Ruzhuo took his hand away and turned his back to him, "Don't touch my hand."

"Can't you touch it if you think about it?" Rong Jin hugged Gu Ruzhuo from behind, a little smile mixed into his bitter heart, so he said softly, "Then what should I do if I want to touch it?"

Gu Ruzhuo silently retracted his hands under the pillow and ignored him.

Rong Jin simply lifted his quilt, and pressed on Gu Ruzhuo like a huge koala.He pressed Gu Ruzhuo even the quilt tightly, then lay down beside Gu Ruzhuo's ear, and said with a smile, "Master, don't be so stingy, let me touch it."

Gu Ruzhuo said sullenly, "I'm narrow-minded. It's not like you don't know."

Rong Jin's heart softened, so he coaxed him in a low voice: "Don't be unhappy."

Gu Ruzhuo remained silent, Rong Jin leaned over and kissed his neck.

Gu Ruzhuo suddenly pushed Rong Jin away, and he sat up, trembling with anger: "I didn't want to do this!"

"You don't have to do this kind of thing on purpose to please me! I'd rather you not go for these three years, and I'd rather sleep by the door frame forever!"

"I like you, not for this."

The smile on Rong Jin's face also slowly faded.He lowered his head, and said in a calm voice, "If you don't want to, don't think about it, why get angry."

Rong Jin lay down again, and got back under the quilt.In the dark, he also turned his back to Gu Ruzhuo, feeling as if someone had placed a cold stone in his heart and kept falling down.

He smiled self-deprecatingly, but he was really shameless.They all said to keep a distance, and they knew that they might not come back, but they still didn't want to let go of Gu Ruzhuo.He found that he really couldn't stand Gu Ruzhuo treating him like this, he couldn't bear Gu Ruzhuo being indifferent to him, and he couldn't stand Gu Ruzhuo being sad because of him.

But he can't help it.There is nothing he can do.

Gu Ruzhuo sat on the spot, wearing a single shirt, looking at Rong Jin's back, with an indescribable grievance and resentment: "Rong Jin, you deliberately played with me just because I like you."

Gu Ruzhuo stammered a few times before softly saying: "Before, you were the one who said that I was very important to you. I can be bold and say that you will not leave me. I, I hate you a little bit."

Rong Jin felt that his eyes were filled with heat, he grabbed the quilt tightly and did not speak.

After Gu Ruzhuo finished speaking, he was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "A Jin, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that. I'm just a little scared, so ignore me. If A Jin likes to go on a study tour, then go. You I just want to think about it carefully and live a comfortable life for a while, not to say that I will definitely leave me, right? "

"I'm sorry. I shouldn't have treated you like this these days. I'm out of my mind." Gu Ruzhuo said softly behind him, "I will be obedient and won't bother Ah Jin. Three years later, I will Go find Ah Jin."

Rong Jin really exhausted all his strength to force back the tears in his eyes.He was afraid that if he opened his mouth, he would collapse uncontrollably.

They made up.At least on the surface, it looks the same as before.

If anything, they spend more time together.Rong Jin refused to let Gu Ruzhuo resign, so he asked for leave.The two were inseparable all day long, reading, drinking tea and chatting together.

Once, Gu Ruzhuo was called by Rong Huaisong, and when he came back, he saw Rong Jin packing his bags.His expression dimmed for a moment, then he pulled himself together and even smiled at Rong Jin: "Are you sure you want to go to Jingren Academy?"

Rong Jin didn't dare to look at him: "Yes."

"Kingren Academy is very good. The gentlemen are knowledgeable and talented, and the classmates are also very friendly."

Speaking of this, Gu Ruzhuo suddenly laughed with nostalgia: "Ah Jin, do you remember? That's what Ah Jin told me the night before she sent me to Bailu Academy."

Rong Jin thought about it, and felt that it was really a long time ago.At that time, he had just rescued Gu Ruzhuo from Ren Yazi. Gu Ruzhuo was only 15 years old and had a thin body. Rong Jin couldn't help but treat him like a child. Before sending him to study, he was also worried about him. Being bullied at school.

Time really flies by.

No matter how much Rong Jin cherished it, no matter how much he couldn't bear it, it was the last day of the system deadline, the day he set off for Jingren Academy.

Gu Ruzhuo sent him all the way to the pavilion ten miles away in the suburbs of Beijing.Send it down and go to the next town.Rong Jin finally asked the carriage to stop: "Just send it here."

Sending it on is futile.

The carriage stopped by the side of the road, and the two of them sat and talked in the gazebo.

Gu Ruzhuo didn't know what to say, he had a lot of things to say, but they were all stuck in his throat, and finally he just asked: "A Jin, I originally wanted to give you the birthday gift in advance, but I didn't do it. Finish. When I arrive, can someone send it to you?"

In fact, it was because he wished he could spend every second with Rong Jin, and he didn't dare to take the time to carve hairpins.

Rong Jin looked at Gu Ruzhuo's face: "Are you carrying that hairpin now?"

"Take it."

Gu Ruzhuo took out a small, slender wooden box from his sleeve.

Rong Jin opened it, and the hairpin had been carved into shape, but it was still very rough and simple.

Rong Jin took out the hairpin and handed it to Gu Ruzhuo: "Put it on for me."

"I'm not done yet."

"It's ok."

So Gu Ruzhuo took off the one in Rong Jin's hair and replaced it with this one.Rong Jin said softly: "Gu Ruzhuo, why don't you carry me to the carriage."

Gu Ruzhuo was a little surprised, but obviously very happy: "Okay."

In fact, at this moment, there are many people coming and going in this place.He used to be okay when he was dressed as a woman, but now that he has changed into men's clothes, anyone can tell that he is a man at a glance.Let Gu Ruzhuo carry him on his back again, and it's inevitable that others will stare strangely at him.But Rong Jin and Gu Ruzhuo didn't care.

Rong Jin lay on Gu Ruzhuo's back, thinking that Gu Ruzhuo had carried him like this many times in the past, and then a little water stain fell on Gu Ruzhuo's shoulder.

It was impossible for Gu Ruzhuo to notice through the thick clothes, but he suddenly paused: "A Jin, what's wrong?"

"It's okay. I probably miss you a little bit."

……

Rong Jin got into the carriage.The carriage was driving fast and fast, but it was only a day, and it was already far away from the capital.At night, Rong Jin stayed in an inn.

The voice of the system came as promised: [Host, the time is up, we should go.Are you ready? 】

Rong Jin took a deep breath, he was about to speak, but suddenly felt something was wrong, his heart skipped a beat, and he didn't speak.

The system asked again: [Are you ready? 】

【wait wait wait! ] Rong Jin suddenly thought of something, and immediately shouted loudly in his mind, 【No!I disagree! 】

The system's voice paused slightly: [Host, what's wrong? 】

Rong Jin felt his heart beating fast for an instant, he had never felt his head spinning so fast before: 【I actually have a card, I actually have a card in my hand! 】

【I didn't think about it carefully before, you obviously have the absolute advantage, you can take me away at any time, why do you talk so much nonsense with me, and you promised to send me back after completing the second world. 】

The system said coldly: [I'll take you away directly, how could you be willing to do the next task for me. 】

[You can take me away directly and negotiate terms with me.When the time comes, the deal is done, and I will only compromise faster.Why are you taking this effort now?It was weighing the pros and cons, making promises, and leaving me a full month to say goodbye. 】 Rong Jin said softly, 【Maybe I'm just too sensitive.But after listening to the two questions you just asked, an idea suddenly popped up. 】

[Brother Tong, the reason why you ask me this is because I must agree to go to the next world! 】

The system sneered: [Have you watched too many Gongdou dramas? 】

Rong Jin's beating heart slowly calmed down, and he even smiled a little: [Brother Tong, if I guessed wrong, why didn't you just take me away? 】

The system didn't refute him anymore.As Rong Jin said, if Rong Jin's thinking is wrong, he can take Rong Jin away now, and Rong Jin's words will be self-defeating.

He hasn't left yet, which proves that Rong Jin's guess is right.If Rong Jin didn't say yes, he couldn't take Rong Jin out of this world!

Rong Jin felt that his back was covered with sweat: In fact, he was not sure at all, it was just a hasty inference and six-point intuition.Fortunately he guessed right.

[You are unilaterally breaking the contract. 】The voice of the system is very dangerous, 【I can't take you to the next world, but I can send you back to reality directly. 】

Rong Jin didn't have time to think about it at all. When the system brought it up, he could only smile wryly: [Brother Tong, I'm just taking a gamble.Since you are willing to spend this effort to fool me, it proves that I am valuable to you, doesn't it?Although what this value is, I don't know. 】

【Are you not afraid of losing a bet and losing your life? 】

[Then you will lose your life.Gu Ruzhuo has never been afraid of losing his life for me. ] Rong Jin was relieved, 【I want to stay, I don't want to gamble on the unpredictable future, I just want the present. 】

I don't want him to suffer for these three years, and I don't want him to be in so much pain after three years.

In fact, Rong Jin also knows that the three-year buffer is just his wishful thinking, it's not that he and Gu Ruzhuo have been separated for three years.If he really failed to come back after three years, would Gu Ruzhuo not be able to tell his lover apart?If he really recognized that the person was not Rong Jin, what would he do?

【Brother Tong, I know that you did this because you were afraid that Gu Ruzhuo and I would grow old together and would not want to go on. 】Rong Jin tried his best to persuade the system, 【Brother Tong, I swear, as long as I accompany Gu Ruzhuo through this life, I will definitely go with you and go to the next world with you. 】

The system sneered: [Can I believe you? ] You big pig's trotter.

Rong Jin noticed his looseness: 【Brother Tong, I swear!Sign a contract with you!Write a blood book! 】

The system thought for a while: [Then send it.You just say, if you regret not going with me when the time comes, then Gu Ruzhuo will be told to eat chaff and swallow vegetables in his next life, be beaten and irritated, and be unlucky every day, going up mountains and falling into pits, and crossing rivers into water. 】

Rong Jin: […]

【You don't even have this bit of sincerity? ! 】

[No, no, I'll send it! 】

……

Gu Ruzhuo bid farewell to Rong Jin, he wandered aimlessly in the street, his whole body seemed to have lost his soul.

From the age of 15, every step of his life is related to Rong Jin.At first I wanted to marry Rong Jin; after I married him, I was afraid that Rong Jin would reconcile with him, but at the same time I felt that I should give Rong Jin a sigh of relief, so I studied hard to take the imperial examination; later I became the number one scholar, and I started to check Rong Jin's life experience, I hope he can recover his male body freely.If you really want to talk about something related to yourself, there is nothing serious about it.

Now, Rong Jin left suddenly, he couldn't do anything except "wait", he felt that his life had become empty, and his heart was empty.

He walked for a long time, and the people on the street seemed to see that something was wrong with him, and avoided him one after another.

Until a female voice stopped him hesitantly: "Master Gu?"

Gu Ruzhuo raised his head, saw the signboard, and realized that he had actually walked into Baihualou.

The woman at the door walked over with an extremely warm smile: "Your Majesty Gu hasn't been here for a while. Is it also an appointment with Mr. Yao and the others today?"

Gu Ruzhuo thought for a while: "I don't want girls here, I just want to drink alone, okay?"

The woman also saw that Gu Ruzhuo was lost at the moment, and immediately said winkingly: "Of course."

Gu Ruzhuo is a very popular person nowadays, so naturally he should be careful to please him.

A jar of wine was put on the table, Gu Ruzhuo hesitated before drinking it: If he gets drunk here, will Ah Jin be unhappy?But after thinking about it, Ah Jin is gone, maybe he is not wanted anymore, who cares?

So, he thought about it, and finally decided to carry the wine jar home to drink.

A heartbroken, drunken mess.

The next day, when he woke up, he saw Rong Jin in a daze.

Gu Ruzhuo thought he was dreaming for a while, and said in a daze, "Ah, Ah Jin, didn't you go to Jingren Academy?"

Rong Jin was standing in front of the window. Hearing this, he turned his face away and smiled softly: "Oh, because I was halfway there, and suddenly thought, did you not explain to me why you went to Baihualou when you had nothing to do before?" Run away? By the way, I heard that you went to Baihualou again yesterday? It seems that I am in the capital, and you are living in a very depressed way."

Gu Ruzhuo was startled before he was happy: "No, no! I, I didn't!"

【End of this story】