I heard you want to let me down

When Gu Ruzhuo woke up, he immediately realized something was wrong.

Rong Jin was sleeping next to him, and Gu Ruzhuo could feel the heat from his body without touching him.His face changed slightly, he touched Rong Jin's forehead, it was so hot.

Gu Ruzhuo pushed Rong Jin: "Girl?"

Rong Jin's face was extremely red, his eyes were closed tightly, and he didn't respond.

Gu Ruzhuo hurriedly got up and went out to ask for help.

The doctor from the village rushed over, touched his forehead, and also frowned: "It's a fever."

Gu Ruzhuo nervously said: "Doctor, aunt, why does Ah Jin have a fever?"

The doctor raised his beard and said, "You two fell off the cliff and fell into the river in winter. He even dragged you up from the river and carried you for so long. It would be strange if you didn't have a headache. Now the main thing is to bring down the fever. I'll go get the altar of spirits first, and you wipe his body."

Gu Ruzhuo took a step back: "I, I wipe? Is it inappropriate?"

The doctor glared at him: "What's wrong? The faster the fever subsides, the better. If the high fever persists, you will lose your life if it is severe, or you will be a fool if it is mild."

The doctor hastily brought over the liquor: "You rub it on him first. I'll make some medicine, and when it's done, you can find a way to make him drink it."

Gu Ruzhuo picked up the handkerchief, dipped it in the wine, and wiped Rong Jin's forehead, cheeks and hands first.After wiping these places, he paused in embarrassment.He seemed to hear the girl say last night that he was a man, but in fact he had no sense of reality at all.In addition, he still remembered that Rong Jin had agreed to him, which made him suspect that he was just dreaming last night.

He didn't hesitate for too long. Even if it was really a dream last night and the girl was really a woman, he had to offend.It's a big deal, I'll make amends to the girl when the time comes, and I can kill or cut into pieces.

Gu Ruzhuo gritted his teeth, and slowly untied Rong Jin's skirt.

The inside is flat.What happened last night was true.

Gu Ruzhuo stared blankly at Rong Jin's upper body, he didn't feel a strong shock, and he didn't feel the uncontrollable hot blood at that moment last night.

He just felt as if someone had grabbed his heart, making him so distressed that he couldn't breathe.

There were many bruises and bruises on Rong Jin's fair body, which seemed almost shocking.

Why didn't I notice it last night?When I looked at him, why didn't I notice this at all?I, unexpectedly, at that moment, only thought of thoughts and thoughts.Me, am I this kind of person?

Filled with disgust for himself and distress for Rong Jin, he gently wiped his body with a handkerchief.

There were some red and swollen wounds on Rong Jin's body, Gu Ruzhuo was afraid that they would become inflamed, no matter how reluctant he was, he could only wipe them with strong wine.Alcohol touched the wound, causing a strong tingling sensation.Rong Jin seemed to feel this pain even in a coma.He tried hard to open his eyes and wake up, but he was still trapped in the chaos, but he began to shout and talk nonsense uncontrollably.

"Dad, Mom..."

Gu Ruzhuo paused slightly.Even in the Rong Mansion, the role of Rong Jin's mother does not exist.Who is Ah Jin calling?

Rong Jin kept shouting, most of them could not be heard clearly, only a few words fell into Gu Ruzhuo's ears.

Most of them are calling "Dad" and "Mom", and sometimes they are called "Brother" and "Little Sister".

There are also some jumbled sentences.

"Sorry……"

"You lied to me...I don't believe..."

Gu Ruzhuo couldn't understand at all, he could only wipe Rong Jin's body over and over again.There was no thought in his heart, only full of love and pain.

After wiping for a long time, the doctor knocked on the door.Gu Ruzhuo went out to get the medicine.

"You find a way to make him drink it. Every hour, wipe him with wine again. Be careful, don't let him catch the wind." The doctor hesitated, but said frankly, "If you don't drink it all day Wake up, I'm afraid it won't be so good."

Gu Ruzhuo clenched his free hand in the sleeve: "Thank you, doctor."

Rong Jin never woke up.When drinking the medicine, Gu Ruzhuo could only use a small spoon to stuff it into his mouth bit by bit.Some swallowed, some didn't.There was a large bowl of medicine, but most of it was spilled.

In the middle of the night, Gu Ruzhuo almost collapsed.He sat on Rong Jin's bedside, firmly holding Rong Jin's hand, feeling like a knife was twisting his heart.

His eyes lingered on Rong Jin's face, and he said softly: "Does the girl like me too? Didn't the girl kiss me last night? That must mean she likes me. Don't be afraid, if the girl wants to leave, I will go with you too." .”

"I'm not afraid." He didn't know whether to tell Rong Jin or himself.Finally, he climbed onto the bed, hugged Rong Jin together with the quilt, and buried his head on Rong Jin's neck, "Wake up, I lied, I'm really scared."

"I am afraid."

Gu Ruzhuo gritted his teeth, not wanting to let his weak sobs come out.

Then, he heard a weak, but still audible, slightly angry voice.

"Afraid, what?" Rong Jin's eyes were half-opened, and Gu Ruzhuo could even tell that he was trying to roll his eyes, "A man, a man, a bit, can you be ambitious?"

……

The next day, Rong Jin half leaned on the bed, while Gu Ruzhuo sat by the bed and fed him porridge.

After eating the porridge, Rong Jin lowered his eyelashes and lowered his head slightly: "Did you wipe my body yesterday?"

The spoon in Gu Ruzhuo's hand fell into the bowl all of a sudden, his head was lower than Rong Jin: "Yes. It was me. I offended Ah Jin."

Rong Jin bit his lip slightly, but Gu Ruzhuo didn't see it: "Then you've seen it all. It's different from before. Don't you think it's a bit awkward and uncomfortable?"

Rong Jin once met a couple in real life. They were two excellent boys, but they broke up later. It is said that even at the last moment, one of them still couldn't accept it.Some people can psychologically accept that your lover is of the same gender as you, but physically it may not be possible.

It took Gu Ruzhuo a long time to realize what Rong Jin meant, and he said: "But, but, I haven't seen it before."

Rong Jin was choked by Gu Ruzhuo for a moment, and all his messy thoughts disappeared. He glared at Gu Ruzhuo angrily: "You haven't seen it, haven't you thought about it?"

Gu Ruzhuo seemed to be bitten by something, he almost jumped up in panic, his face was redder than Rong Jin when he had a high fever.

He, of course he thought about it.Even when he was sober, he didn't dare to think about it, for fear of offending and humiliating Rong Jin.But when I fell asleep, I couldn't control myself.However, Gu Ruzhuo, as a young man in his twenties who has never had an intimate relationship with anyone, and at the same time justly rejected He Qiusheng's invitation to watch erotic pictures with him, how could he come up with such a detailed scene?

"I, I only, only think about girls, no, Ah Jin's face." Gu Ruzhuo stammered to answer this question, and then asked with red ears, "Then, Ah Jin, who have you thought about?"

Rong Jin: "..."

Rong Jin's face was as cold as ice: "You are a scholar, don't you think it's impolite to ask such a question?"

Gu Ruzhuo felt wronged: "Ah Jin asked first."

The two looked at each other.

Rong Jin changed the subject without changing his face: "How do we leave?"

Changing the subject, Gu Ruzhuo also breathed a sigh of relief: "I asked the people in the village. It's not too far from Gai'an Mansion. But the people in the village don't go there very often. Only the shopkeeper in the village has an ox cart. We will go to Gai'an Mansion on the tenth day. After eleven days, we will take the ox cart of the shopkeeper to the city. Then we will hire a carriage and return to Huainan City."

Before Rong Jin fell into a coma, he mentioned to him that he suspected that the third uncle of the Rong family did what happened this time.It's not far from Haifeng Port, so he didn't send a letter to the Rong Family Firm.Anyway, Rong Jin still had some banknotes in his clothes.They left by themselves, and made plans when they were far away from the sphere of influence of the third uncle of the Rong family.

Rong Jin frowned: "Eleventh? Why don't you take a bullock cart tomorrow?"

Gu Ruzhuo said in a warm voice, "Ah Jin's body is too weak to withstand the exhaustion of the boat. Let's wait a few more days."

Rong Jin said anxiously: "But if you really have to wait eleven days, you won't be able to make it in time to try!"

"It's okay if you can't catch up. After three years, it's not like I won't take the exam. Ah Jin's body is more important."

Rong Jin thought for a while: "Well, you leave me here, and you leave tomorrow in a bullock cart. First rush to the capital, and after leaving here, you send a letter to the Rong family, asking them to come pick me up."

"Impossible." Gu Ruzhuo was very firm, "Although the villagers are still very old-fashioned and warm-hearted. But the heart of defense is indispensable, Jin, I will not leave you here alone."

After all, Rong Jin was good looking, and most of the villagers thought he was a woman, how could he leave Rong Jin here alone.

Rong Jin laughed: "I'm a man. What will happen?"

Gu Ruzhuo helped him to lie down, with a calm face: "It's the same. Whether it's a man or a woman, they are all the same in my heart."

It's all the top priority, so don't be negligent.

"I will take the test once every three years, but I only meet this person once in my life." Gu Ruzhuo tucked the quilt up for him, "Don't say it's only for three years, even if you don't take the test forever, it's not a big deal. "

Rong Jin lost his mind for a moment: "Will you never take the exam?"

Gu Ruzhuo thought he didn't believe it, so he didn't explain further: "Ah Jin, lie down for a while, and I'll make medicine for you."

After Gu Ruzhuo left, Rong Jin huddled under the quilt, closed his eyes, and murmured: "Is it okay if you don't take the exam?"

The system's voice suddenly appeared: [Host, have you really thought about it? 】

[I like him, Brother Tong, you should be more or less aware of it in your heart. ] Rong Jin closed his eyes with a calm expression, 【I remember, I can fall in love with people in this world. 】

The voice of the system sounded dissatisfied: [But falling in love while completing the task is not the same as giving up the task completely in order to fall in love.Don't you want to go back to the original world? 】

[I want to go back.But Brother Tong, you said that it doesn’t matter even if you fail a world mission.Obviously there is no deadline for the task, is there? ] Rong Jin's voice was pleading, 【I want to stay in this world for him, until the day he dies, and then go to the next mission. 】

[It is indeed possible.It doesn't matter if the task is not completed. 】There is a bit of earnestness in the system's voice, 【But this is only the first world.Did you just give up?There will be many worlds in the future, and in each world, you will meet many people.Parents, friends, lovers.Each one makes you feel worried.you give up all 】

Rong Jin was silent for a while, then said in a low voice: 【It's different. 】

[Whether it's the father here, or the master, Zhao Yu and the others, I can't tell the friendship I have for them, whether it's the original owner or me.But Gu Ruzhuo was different.From beginning to end, I met him. 】

【I know that he likes me largely because I helped him back then.But in fact, I'm not that good. I saved him because of the mission.His heart is too precious, even though I know I don't deserve it, I want to catch it. 】

The system was silent, and then asked: [But I remember that you, the host, have been tempted by him for a long time, but you have never wavered.Why was it suddenly decided? 】

She has always rejected him firmly, even when she said goodbye three years ago, it was just a promise to him that she would not like others.How long has it been since they reunited before they are so desperate?

Rong Jin did not answer the system's question.

Because he remembered that Gu Ruzhuo was in danger on the carriage, and he would be thrown out at any time, but he had been protecting him tightly; on the cliff, Gu Ruzhuo originally wanted to let go of his hand and leave the way of life to him In the end, the little tree broke, and at that moment, Gu Ruzhuo wanted to be under him.

He protected me with his life. I couldn't repay him with the same kind of heart, but how dare I find excuses to shirk?

The system saw that he was determined: [All right, but do you still remember that in the original book, you were the abandoned wife? 】

In fact, this was once Rong Jin's concern, but now: [I chose the path myself, if he betrays me, I will accept it. 】

Finally, the system casually said: [Just think about it yourself.By the way, you can't tell him not to try.After all, it is also one of the main tasks. If he is admitted to the top prize, we can also get more points.Besides, this is Gu Ruzhuo's future.One cannot be too selfish. 】

Rong Jin pinched the corner of the quilt unobtrusively: 【I know. 】

The system's sense of presence in this world has always been very low. It can almost be said that, except for reminding him where to find Gu Ruzhuo at the very beginning, the system has never intervened in the mission.Even when the two of them were almost dead, if Rong Jin hadn't called him, the system would have remained silent.

But why, he just mentioned, not to take the exam.The system appeared for the first time?

Although the system seemed to have been persuading him not to give up the mission, and only mentioned the exam in passing in the last sentence, Rong Jin was still aware of his real intention.

So, is the real point of being the number one scholar?