I heard you want to let me down

Rong Jin really didn't expect that Dai Chenglin would say such a sentence when he came to him.

Rong Jin's IQ is normal, he's not the idiot in idol dramas, he won't ask "what did you say" or "what's the meaning of senior brother" in naive surprise.He understood the meaning of Dai Chenglin's words very well.

All the details of getting along with Dai Chenglin in the past rushed into my mind.Those pastries and candied fruit that were sent to the mansion under various names; the uninterrupted letters and gifts during the outings; when Dai Chenglin looked at him, his eyes were extraordinarily soft...

Rong Jin's face turned pale, and he took a step back: "Senior brother."

Dai Chenglin looked at Rong Jin's reaction and suddenly smiled: "Needless to say, I understand what you mean."

"He's really pretty good." Dai Chenglin spoke very fast, he seemed a little afraid of Rong Jin's opening, he didn't look into Rong Jin's eyes, and forced a smile on his mouth: "I observed Gu Ruzhuo in the academy. He He is very talented and has a good character. I came here this time to congratulate my junior sister, but I don’t know why I said such a thing suddenly. You just think I’m in a daze, just kidding.”

Rong Jin didn't go down the steps Dai Chenglin gave, he interrupted Dai Chenglin's cover-up and strong support: "Senior brother, it's my fault."

After Rong Jin knew what Dai Chenglin was thinking, he asked himself, he could never say that he was innocent.The way he and Dai Chenglin get along with each other, if they are brothers and sisters, it is fine, but if they are brothers and sisters, it is far beyond the boundaries that should be.

He knew that he was a man, but Dai Chenglin didn't know it.If things go on like this, it is human nature to have affection.

It was because he was too selfish, he only thought that this was his only trusted and close friend of the same sex, and he didn't have a good sense of how to get along with Dai Chenglin.

Rong Jin had never felt so guilty and blamed himself before, he closed his eyes severely: "Senior brother, I am the one who is sorry for you."

After hearing Rong Jin's words, Dai Chenglin's expression went blank for a moment.Then, he smiled helplessly, a little more sincere than the smile he had just forced: "Junior Sister, do you think that you gave me hints about that when we got along, so I will Are you happy?"

"No." Dai Chenglin turned his eyes away, and looked through the window at an osmanthus tree planted outside the window: "Actually, I knew early on that when you treat me close, you just treat me like an older brother and have no other intentions. Between us It's actually inappropriate to get too close with each other, but I'm too selfish, knowing that you didn't realize it, but I never reminded you."

Rong Jin opened his mouth to say something, but Dai Chenglin shook his head at him: "Junior Sister, listen to me. Maybe this is the only chance for me to have a good talk with you."

Dai Chenglin looked at Rong Jin, trying to put on a look of relief, but his smile was sad: "You really don't have to feel guilty. I came here and said those things to you rashly. Actually, I know it myself, I I don't want to. If I really want to marry you, why haven't I made up my mind to tell you for so many years, I've been guarding you for so many years?"

"I always feel that I still have a lot of time, a lot of opportunities, to hesitate, to make choices, and to impress you." Dai Chenglin couldn't help turning his face away, not wanting Rong Jin to see his gaffe at that moment: "I'm too superior So I'm doomed not to get what I want."

On this day, Dai Chenglin said a lot, some of them were logical, some of them were confusing.

But no matter how many words, there is a time to finish.

Walking into the courtyard, he looked up at the osmanthus tree that he saw through the window in the flower hall before: "The osmanthus tree in the courtyard grows very well, and my younger sister gave me an osmanthus flower."

Rong Jin nodded, stood on tiptoes, searched carefully for a long time, and finally chose the most prosperous and beautiful branch.

Dai Chenglin treasured that sweet-scented osmanthus into his sleeve.

Rong Jin sent Dai Chenglin outside the gate.

Dai Chenglin looked at Rong Jin with a smile: "I left the wedding gift for my junior sister in the hall. On the day of my junior sister's wedding, I won't come."

"Ajin, I'm leaving."

……

There are strange trees in the courtyard, and the green leaves are blooming.

Climbing the bar breaks his glory, and he will leave behind his thoughts.

The fragrance is full of sleeves, and the road is far away.

This thing is so expensive, but it doesn't feel timeless.

……

Rong Jin knew that after this day, it was impossible for him and Dai Chenglin to get along like before.He will lose this person who has been with him for many years, who is like a brother and friend.

After coming to this world, he has been doing very well, whether it is character or words and deeds, there is an extraordinary fit with the original body.After so long, no one has ever noticed the difference between him and the original body.But he kept a string in his heart, and he didn't feel that he really belonged here. He kept reminding himself that I was only here to complete the task.This was the first time he strongly felt that the original body had become a part of him.He couldn't tell which ones were the original body's memories and emotions, and which ones were his own.

This is also his own life.

……

Although Rong Jin and Gu Ruzhuo were going to get married, it seemed that nothing happened to Gu Ruzhuo in this wedding.

He goes to the academy every day as usual.

One day, when Gu Ruzhuo came back from the academy and passed by the flower hall, he saw Shuangyun anxiously guarding outside the flower hall, sneaking a peek at the window from time to time.

Gu Ruzhuo walked over: "Miss Shuangyun, what happened?"

Could it be that Rong Ba and the others came to trouble the girl again?

Shuangyun was running around in a hurry: "Young lady is drinking alone in the flower hall, so we are not allowed to go in."

Thinking of Rong Jin's extraordinary kindness and tolerance towards Gu Ruzhuo, Shuangyun's eyes lit up immediately, and he begged, "Master Gu, the girl has always treated you generously, why don't you go in and persuade the girl? I'm really worried."

Without even thinking about it, Gu Ruzhuo agreed, and asked, "How long has the girl been in there? Did anything happen today?"

There were tears in Shuang Yun's anxious eyes: "Master Dai came here today, and talked to the girl in the flower hall for a while. After he left, the girl locked herself in the flower hall, ordered a lot of wine to go in, and kept It’s been almost an hour since I’ve been drinking.”

Opening the door of the flower hall, the smell of alcohol rushed in.Gu Ruzhuo was even more worried: How much did you drink?

He walked in and saw Rong Jin sitting at the table with his back to him, without turning his head, his mind seemed to be still clear, and he spoke clearly: "I said I just want to be alone."

Gu Ruzhuo pretended he didn't hear it, he walked over, and took aside the several small empty wine jars lying under Rong Jin's feet, so as not to let Rong Jin step on it and fall: "Young girl will get drunk if you drink any more."

"This wine is too weak." He refused to leave, but Rong Jin was not angry.Holding a flagon in his hand, he complained softly: "You can't get drunk even if you drink too much."

Gu Ruzhuo knew that Rong Jin was already drunk.

If he was still sober, Rong Jin would never speak like this.Not to mention these days, Rong Jin has been treating him very coldly in order to make him completely give up the idea of ​​staying in the Rong family and being a cow to Rong Jin.

Rong Jin slapped the wine jar hard on the table: "You either drink with me, or get out."

Gu Ruzhuo said calmly: "What's the point of drinking alone? I'll drink with the girl. But the girl also said that this wine is too weak, and the girl wants to drink to her heart's content. I'll go and change the girl for some stronger wine."

Rong Jin felt that Gu Ruzhuo's words made sense, so he nodded, "Okay, let's go."

Gu Ruzhuo walked outside the door and greeted Shuangyun.

Shuangyun hid by the window just now, and had already heard their conversation, so she glared at Gu Ruzhuo angrily: "I told you to go in, and I hope you will persuade the girl not to drink."

Gu Ruzhuo said softly: "Go get some wine jars, fill them with water and bring them here."

Shuangyun was startled, and hesitated, "What if the girl finds out..."

"No, the girl has already drunk too much. I can't tell the difference."

Soon, the wine jars filled with water were sent to the flower hall.Gu Ruzhuo opened one of them and handed it to Rong Jin: "Girl, here comes the wine."

Rong Jin picked it up and took a sip: "This one is also weak."

Gu Ruzhuo explained to him solemnly: "This wine is only weak, but it has a strong aftertaste."

"Really?" Rong Jin believed it. In his subconscious mind, Gu Ruzhuo was a good boy who couldn't lie: "Then I'll try drinking a little more."

Rong Jin hugged the wine jar, drank small sips for a while, his body began to slide down, and finally he lay down on the table slowly.He lay on his sleeve, raised his eyes to look at Gu Ruzhuo: "I feel like I'm drunk."

Gu Ruzhuo said softly: "Then I'll take the girl back to the room to rest."

Rong Jin's voice was very gentle, with a peculiar ambiguity after drinking: "I don't want to go out."

"The girl will rest here for a while."

Rong Jin nodded slowly, and slowly closed his eyes.

After Rong Jin was quiet for a while, Gu Ruzhuo felt that he might have fallen asleep, so he tugged on his sleeve tentatively: "Girl?"

Rong Jin suddenly murmured something.

Although he spoke quickly and his voice was muffled when lying in his sleeves, Gu Ruzhuo could hear him clearly.

What he said was: "Brother, I'm sorry for you."

The author has something to say: I found that my brother is very popular, hahahaha, but my cp will never waver. 【Cold】

This story actually has some very vague foreshadowing, I don't know if everyone will find it.But the foreshadowing is very vague, and it's normal if you don't see it.

Gu Ruzhuo was also very miserable, and it was a rival in love who finally showed up.

Finally, I would like to thank Ehe, Zuihuayin, Lulu, Xixi, the young and poetic mine; and Bufeng, Jiuwei, Xixi, Ouch, Damengmeng, Xiao, and an unnamed Little angel's nutrient solution; and, thank you for your comments, favorites and support.I will continue to do my best