I heard you want to let me down

After Rong Jin finished speaking, Gu Yu's face changed for a long time, as if he couldn't believe it, surprises and pains flashed one by one, and finally he calmed down: "Master, you said, if you want to get something, you must overcome the corresponding difficulties. How can that be?" Don't you think there are any difficulties that you can't overcome anyway?"

Rong Jin was taken aback, he thought about it seriously, he didn't answer casually because he was arguing with Gu Yu, but nodded honestly: "Yes, a lot."

There are many things in this world that cannot be changed by humans, and there are many things that may be more important than love, but since they have not faced it, there is no need to mention it at this time.There was a hint of hint in Rong Jin's tone: "I hate being controlled by others, even if I like someone, if I want to hand over all my choices to him, I will not agree."

Gu Yu didn't know if he understood, he smiled slightly: "I don't think the same way as the young master, I don't mind being controlled by you, I am willing to listen to you in everything. But for me, if I'm with you, I must hurt you, and this is a difficulty I cannot overcome."

Gu Yu's eyes were very gentle: "If a person is willing to suffer for the person he likes, that is called love; but if he forces the person he likes to suffer with him, this is not love, but selfishness and possession."

Rong Jin interrupted him: "Wait, wait, there is a logical loophole in what you said. I personally think that generally this kind of choice should be decided by the person who really suffers, isn't it? Don't even look for a partner. Do you have to reveal all your family assets and count how much money each has before you get married, and you have to be exactly the same to be together?"

Gu Yu laughed helplessly: "The young master knows, I didn't mean that. In fact, I really have nothing compared to the Rong family, whether it's money or status, but if it's just these, I dare to promise you, because I know, As long as I work hard enough, I can give you these things one day."

He spread his hands: "There is only one thing, I can't do it no matter what. It's innate, no matter what I do, I can't become an alpha."

He used to keep silent, but in fact he was unconvinced in his heart.No matter when he was in the Gu family or in the military academy, he never felt that alpha was superior to beta.He is a beta, but with his own efforts, he may not be inferior to anyone else.Until he learned that Rong Jin was an omega, he finally had to bow his head in front of the reality, admitting jealously and reluctantly that alpha is indeed higher than beta, and is favored by heaven.At least, alpha can be qualified to pursue him and possess him.

After listening silently, Rong Jin asked him: "You are so concerned that you are not an alpha, because you are afraid that I will not be able to survive the estrus period, and I will resent you when the time comes, and then don't hug Pipa, I will always abandon you, yes ?"

Gu Yu said softly: "No. I'm afraid that in the future, I will make you feel painful."

He was not afraid that Rong Jin would dump him in the future.He had never expected Rong Jin to be with him, if he could be together, even if it was only for a while, he would have no regrets for the rest of his life.On the contrary, he knew that Rong Jin was a very responsible person, and he was even more afraid of Rong Jin's long-term relationship, because even if he regretted Rong Jin's responsibility and guilt towards him, he didn't dare to say it.He was afraid of Rong Jin's pain, and he couldn't accept that the pain was caused by him.

Gu Yu didn't elaborate, but Rong Jin could see the clues from his eyes. His heart, which was originally full of anger, became sore and soft for some reason.

In fact, Rong Jin thought about talking to Gu Yu about removing the glands. If he didn't mention it because of anger and quarrel before, Rong Jin dared not say it now. He was afraid that if he said it, Gu Yu would think that Rong Jin did it for him. For such a decision, one can't think about it and apologize directly.

Rong Jin thought to himself, forget it, he is a child, you are an adult, adults should tolerate children.Could it be that he was thinking wildly, and you also fanned the flames and quarreled endlessly? It's too shameful.

After the anger gradually dissipated and he didn't want to quarrel, Rong Jin actually knew how to deal with Gu Yu. He shrugged and said casually: "You think too far. The time limit for relationships is so fast these days, maybe it won't be reached at all On the day of estrus, we both looked at each other and hated each other, so we said goodbye directly."

"But, at least I'm sincere to you now." Rong Jin looked at Gu Yu who was stunned, and showed a half-truth and half-fake wry smile, "Gu Yu, it doesn't make sense for you to treat me well. After all, I Before I had time to experience the torment of the estrous period, I first experienced the pain of losing love in you."

"But forget it. If you don't want to, I can't force it. Maybe this kind of not being able to ask is itself a necessary experience in life."

After Rong Jin said this disheartenedly, he turned around and walked out slowly, counting one, two, three in his heart.

When counting to three, Gu Yu stopped him.

Gu Yu's voice seemed to be stuck in his throat: "Did I make you feel painful?"

Originally, Rong Jin was just trying to trick Gu Yu, but when he looked at Gu Yu's red eyes, an indescribable feeling slowly came out from the bottom of his heart.He said softly: "It's painful. I like you too, but you can't get the person you like. You have experienced this kind of pain, haven't you?"

Gu Yu looked at Rong Jin: "Then if, if the young master regrets it in the future and doesn't like it anymore, just tell me and break up with me, okay? Don't lie to me, and don't force yourself to be perfunctory."

Rong Jin's heart ached heavily, he closed his eyes, and solemnly promised: "Okay."

Gu Yu looked like a small animal that had been wandering for a long time and was finally allowed to enter the house to rest. He said in a low voice, "Then can I kiss you now? I really wanted to kiss you last night, but I didn't dare."

Rong Jin took two steps in Gu Yu's direction, and put his arms around Gu Yu's neck directly, with his lips next to Gu Yu's ear, he said in a breathy voice, "Kiss. ​​How you want to kiss, how long you want to kiss, no one is stopping you you."

Gu Yu pressed the back of Rong Jin's neck almost fiercely, then bowed his head and kissed it.

When Rong Jin was hugged by him, he thought to himself, nonsense, you like me, and I like you too, of course we have to be together, it's a fool to break up.As for the future, we will talk about it later.There is plenty of time to talk to him slowly about cutting the glands.He didn't believe that Gu Yu could really break up with him cruelly.