I heard you want to let me down

In fact, when Rong Jin went from the bedroom to the dining room this morning, Gu Yu hadn't left the Rong's house.He originally wanted to leave, but when he reached the door, he thought that the vase in Rong Jin's bedroom was still empty.So he turned back and cut a bouquet of flowers for Rong Jin, and stood quietly at the corner downstairs, wanting to put it in the room for Rong Jin after he left.But when Rong Jin's room door was pushed open, Gu Yu panicked and thought, if the young master is an omega, it doesn't seem very good for him to casually enter and leave the young master's room.In the end, he just put the bouquet of flowers that he carefully picked for a long time at Rong Jin's door.

Then he left the Rong family.

When leaving, look around the room, every piece of equipment displayed here, every moment spent, bears traces of Rong Jin.He touched the presents that Rong Jin had given him over the years one by one, turned on the broken star light on the roof to look at them for a while, and finally took away only the pajamas that Rong Jin gave him yesterday.

He should really stay away from Rong Jin.Madame is right.He should be thankful that Rong Jin didn't like him, and he never knew his feelings.

A friend asked him with a smile in the tavern, why he was willing to come back from home so early this time.He leaned against the table with some drunkenness, and said silently: "I have no home."

Yes, he decided to leave.If he stayed and watched Rong Jin go on a blind date with each of the alphas with his own eyes, and finally chose one to fall in love with, he didn't know if he could persevere, and if he would do anything to embarrass Rong Jin.

But only one day later, Rong Jin appeared in front of his eyes. It seemed as if his heart had been scraped into a bloody piece, but the construction of his heart that had been completed collapsed in an instant.He knelt down on one knee, resting his forehead on Rong Jin's knee.He also wanted to calm down, but Chen Qiuyan's words hovered in his mind from time to time.If, if the young master marries such a person...

Rong Jin's voice pulled him out of the dazed state: "Get up, what does it look like!"

I don't know but I thought you were proposing.

Gu Yu obediently did not kneel down, but did not get up either. He sat cross-legged on the ground, resting his head on Rong Jin's knee.

This is a dependent, even coquettish gesture.Rong Jin froze for a moment.

When Gu Yu first arrived at Rong's house, he was still a young child. Although this child was reticent and cynical, he still showed a little weakness and immaturity that belonged to children from time to time, but a few years seemed to pass overnight. Soon, this kid who is afraid of ghosts, who is obviously terrified but tries his best to act calm, will really become a decent and stable boy, and even take care of Rong Jin in an orderly manner, and no longer show his weakness and dependence to him.

Rong Jin stroked Gu Yu's hair, he felt sorry for him, but he had to teach him a lesson: "You say I'm sorry, do you think there is something wrong with you?"

Gu Yu whispered: "I caused trouble for the young master."

Rong Jin sighed, and he knew it was like this: "No. You shouldn't hit him."

Gu Yu clenched his fists: "It was he who spoke rudely first."

Rong Jin's voice faded: "Gu Yu, according to the federal law, even the speaker of the federal parliament can't send someone into the medical cabin in broad daylight just because someone secretly lusts after him. You don't care about this matter."

"But……"

Rong Jin interrupted him: "No but. Yes, today's matter was settled in the end. But what if? What if I was concerned about the relationship with the Chen family and didn't protect you; what if the people from the school came late today Point, you really beat people up; in case the Chen family is so angry that they will sue you if they fight against the Rong family. So many cases, have you thought about what you will do if you leave a criminal record on your personal file do it?"

Rong Jin was actually a little annoyed.

Although Rong Lin occasionally fights, she is more measured and lighter than Gu Yu.It is completely different from "comparison" between classmates, causing bruises and swollen eyes, and sending people from outside to the medical cabin because of your disagreement.

Rong Jin looked at Gu Yu, and slowly slowed down his voice: "Ah Yu, I don't blame you. I just think that a person like Chen Qiuyan is not worth doing anything that will hurt you for him. Although he is a Bad guy, but your future is precious."

Whacking a mouse is also afraid of hurting the jade bottle.Rong Jin could more or less guess what the man said, although he was not happy, but he couldn't accept Gu Yu's irreparable loss because of this incident.In the Federation, it is very important for a file to follow a person's life. The more you want to go up, the more innocent you are.He didn't want Gu Yu to miss the opportunity he wanted because of today's impulsiveness.

Rong Jin patted Gu Yu's head: "Next time, don't fight with others because of this. It's no big deal to be said a few words. I don't care."

Gu Yu always listened to him, but this time he was silent for a long time, and slowly shook his head.His voice is very soft, but the meaning inside is firm: "But I care."

"I said I would protect you. You can't let him say that about you."

Rong Jin laughed: "This time, I accidentally let you hear it. What if someone goes home and closes the door and accuses me, what will you do? Other people's mouth is the most unforceable thing in this world."

Gu Yu looked up at Rong Jin: "But I heard it, so I can't pretend like I didn't hear it."

Rong Jin's heart softened.He thought to himself, Gu Yu was only eighteen, even in his previous world, he was still a passionate half-grown child.He didn't say anything about weighing the pros and cons, he just smiled and said: "If you really want to protect me, try to become stronger."

Gu Yu nodded seriously: "Okay."

He used to think that his existence and intentions only disturbed and burdened Rong Jin.But now he suddenly woke up.In the beginning, he didn't want to possess Rong Jin. To get Rong Jin, what he wanted at first was to protect him. It had nothing to do with whether Rong Jin would be with him or not.

If Rong Jin is doing well, he won't bother him. If Rong Jin needs him one day, he will protect Rong Jin from the wind and rain.He wants to protect him, so he must not indulge in grief and give up on himself because he can't get it, but work harder.

Gu Yu looked at the faint tiredness and depression in Rong Jin's eyes: "Master, are you unhappy today? It's not just about fighting."

The corners of Rong Jin's mouth twitched, wanting to smile lightly and jokingly: "The sensible child in the family is also rebellious now, I think that you and Rong Lin may have to take turns inviting parents in the future, how can I get up happily."

Rong Jin didn't say anything, and Gu Yu didn't ask, the atmosphere was silent for a while.After a while, Rong Jin stammered and said, "Well, it's actually a bit annoying. If your parents, no, if it's your mother, or me, want you to marry someone you don't like, you will agree ?"

Gu Yu's nails sank deep into the palm of his hand, but the expression on his face was calm: "For the young master's marriage, does Madam already have a satisfactory candidate?"

"That's not true. Yesterday's blind date was just sent to the medical cabin by you? He probably won't come to see me again." In fact, Rong Jin felt a little ashamed to tell Gu Yu about it, but he really felt uncomfortable, and there was no one suitable for him The person said that when Gu Yu asked, he had no choice but to bite the bullet and say, "You know, it's the one you called today."

Gu Yu nodded and listened to Rong Jin quietly.

"My mother didn't specify anyone. But my mother insisted that I continue to see each other and make sure in the next six months. Uh, my mother wants me to find an alpha. I don't know how to explain it, but I do resist it. "

"Does the young master have a sweetheart?"

Rong Jin was helpless: "Why is your first reaction always like this? Really not."

"Don't worry too much, young master. You still have plenty of time. Take your time and find someone you like."

Rong Jin muttered: "I don't think I will find someone I like."

He didn't know how to tell Gu Yu that he was actually an omega, so he couldn't tell him his real concerns and thoughts.But even if he really said it, Gu Yu wouldn't be able to understand it.After all, everyone in this world thinks that an omega should be born with an alpha.Just like cats eat fish and dogs eat meat.

"Young master thinks this way because of Chen Qiuyan?" Gu Yu tried his best to comfort him, "He is indeed bad, but not all alphas are like this. He is not good, let's find another one. There will definitely be good ones, Many friends around me are very nice people. The young master will definitely find an alpha who has a good character and loves the young master."

Rong Jin smiled noncommittally, and continued on his own: "Gu Yu, I refused to go on a blind date today and had a fight with my mother. I can see that she is very sad and even cried. If If I continue to insist, maybe the whole family will not understand and will be very sad. I feel very guilty. For a moment, I thought about it, or just agree to forget it, and find someone who doesn’t like me, but wants to marry me. Anyway, I don’t Who has stipulated that life must be lived according to one's own wishes. I have been blessed by my family for more than [-] years, and I am a waste who cannot go to the battlefield. I may not be able to make any contribution to the family in this life. If I can marry a prominent family , it can be regarded as doing something good for the family by the way. It is also possible to prevent everyone from being sad and embarrassing."

Oh, and it can also contribute to the federal eugenics.

"But after thinking about it later, I still don't want to. I don't want to give up my own wishes just to make everyone happy. I may, really, be a relatively selfish person."

Gu Yu's eyes were gentle and bright: "But the young master really thinks that if you wrong your own wishes, everyone will be happy?"

Rong Jin didn't speak, but Gu Yu affirmed: "No, that's not the case. We all know that the general and his wife didn't want the young master to get married for the so-called contribution to the family at all. Maybe everyone's opinions are different, but in the final analysis, yes Because everyone thinks that only by following their own opinions can the young master live a better life. Isn't the ultimate goal still the same?"

"How can you be happy if you end up having a miserable life? It just creates more cracks and more damage."

Resentment on one side and guilt on the other will only lead to more problems.

Rong Jin murmured: "But I'm making her very sad right now."

Gu Yu smiled slightly: "Madam didn't argue with the young master to persuade you and control you. Therefore, it's not that obedience can really solve the problem. But young master, the opinion of the madam may not necessarily be wrong, why don't you try? How about getting in touch with more people, if you meet someone who is just right for you, isn’t it true that everyone is happy?”

Rong Jin tilted his head: "What if you can't meet it? If it is true, you have to choose one of two opposite paths?"

Gu Yu didn't look into Rong Jin's eyes, and said softly: "I don't know either, the young master can only weigh himself. No matter which one the young master chooses, I hope the young master can live a relaxed and happy life."

"But no matter what, the young master is definitely not a waste. Although he can't go to the battlefield, the young master is very good at pharmacy, isn't he?" Gu Yu raised his face seriously, "Didn't the young master teach me this in the past? No matter what it is , No matter how much or how little, you can have your own strength and contribution. Don’t belittle yourself, and don’t give up on yourself.”

Rong Jin was lectured well, and he still used the chicken soup he had used before, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.He frowned: "Your punishment is over? Don't you still have push-ups and leapfrogs after running? Don't be lazy, do it!"

Gu Yu: "...Oh."