2084

A 2084 CDC study showed that one in five people was sexually molested as a child, one in four was physically bruised after being beaten by a parent, and one in three couples or couples experienced physical violence, One in four grew up with relatives who had alcohol problems, and one in eight had witnessed their own mother being beaten.

Human beings seem to have been living in unimaginable isolation, violence, and indifference, and then continue to cheer up and restart. Most rape victims and children who have been sexually harassed will be extremely depressed when they think of their past experiences. They work to overcome those horrific memories, overcome their weakness and shame, try to act as if nothing happened, and move on with their lives.

People's brains deny memories, but their bodies don't forget.

Slightly similar danger signals will activate the stress circuits in their brains and trigger strong negative emotions.

Sophia was terrified.

When Qi Siming bent down, his elbow pressed tightly against her throat, and her throat was humming, and she could only feel the pressure so close that she couldn't breathe. Immediately afterwards, the game hall was dark, and the fear was covered with darkness. Those painful memories suddenly flashed back in her mind, and she suddenly kicked and cried uncontrollably. For a moment, she seemed to be a dying person who was thrown into the sea of ​​suffering and struggling.

But at this moment, Qi Siming let her go.

The lights were turned back to their original brightness and even turned up a few degrees.

Qi Siming knelt down and asked her lightly, "Are you scared?"

Sophia's face was full of tears.

She looked at him and complained, "You bullied me."

Qi Siming said helplessly, "I'm sorry."

Sophia flattened her mouth and shed two lines of tears uncontrollably. She said, "You don't like me."

Qi Siming pressed his temple and felt a headache.

The girl looked at her sadly, with tears streaming down her nose, "Why don't you like me?"

She really looks like a little girl whose first love has been crushed. Although she has been lively and bright for the past two days, she looks like a flower that has been broken by the wind and rain, with branches shaking and leaves falling, pitiful.

Maybe this little girl really likes him?Qi Siming thought vaguely, although he didn't know what he liked, they were so different in age, he just took her for two days and had six meals with her.

He thought, if she hadn't taken a fancy to him, even if it was any of her peers, he would applaud this little girl.She is so brave. When she meets someone she is interested in at such an age, she dares to try her best to get close to him, talk to him, ask him questions, praise him for being so attractive, and try her best to win his favor.

Although a bit bold and unrestrained, but compared to those women who look forward and backward and play hard to get, I don't know how much more honest and stronger.

It was he who had preconceived it, and it was he who didn't welcome her very much at the beginning, that's why she thought her behavior was inexplicable.

Qi Siming suddenly felt that what he said just now might be too harsh, he could teach her a lesson, but it seemed that he shouldn't hurt her self-esteem, and said briefly and contemptuously, "Not everyone will be fascinated by you".

Actually no, such a beautiful and passionate little girl, the whole world should be fascinated by her.

But what is said cannot be taken back.

He looked at her distressedly, and sighed, "Silly girl, can't you observe by yourself without your Brother Ayan telling you?"

Sophia looked at him tearfully, puzzled.

Qi Siming was a little helpless, "I live in the same room with him, sleep on the same bed, we are lovers, why do you think I like you?"

Sophia wasn't with Qi Siming when he went up the stairs holding the handrail of the stairs.

Probably because she was shocked by the fact that Ling Yan and Qi Siming were a couple. The little girl lost her love before she confessed her love. She had mixed feelings for a while, and she urgently needed to rebuild herself. lay down.

The game cabin has already set a time limit for minors, and it will automatically pop open when the time comes. Qi Siming is not afraid of her being playful, so he said good night to her and went upstairs.

He walked briskly, and suddenly felt very good without conscience. He walked into the kitchen in three steps at a time, picked up a bottle of beer and a stack of sausages, and when he took these things upstairs, the corner happened to be Ling Yan was about to go downstairs.

He was a little happy, like a big wolf dog begging for a reward from his master, and asked, "Ah Yan, are you awake? Are you hungry? Let's go upstairs to eat... I just chatted with that little girl, and I feel that what she said should be okay." It’s somewhat believable, let’s ask Lawyer Wu to expand the scope and investigate carefully.”

Ling Yan ignored his words, and asked with a frosty face, "What did you do to her?"

"what happened?"

Ling Yan stretched out his hand to push him aside, "Get out of the way!"

On the night Sophia moved into this house, Ling Yan asked the electronic housekeeper to monitor the body of Sophia, a minor. Just now, Sophia's blood pressure and heart rate rose suddenly, and he received an emotional alarm in the house.

The facts were the same as reported by the electronic steward, Sophia was not playing the game, she knocked on the hatch of the game cabin but did not connect the connector, she hid in the metal cocoon, her back was arched from crying, and her face was bloodshot.When Ling Yan lifted the lid, he saw her holding her hands with her eyes closed, shivering and biting her nails.

She wallowed in her terror, her rose-colored nail polish bitten jagged.

Ling Yan's heart ached violently, tears almost fell down, he stroked Sophia's hair, and asked her softly: Don't lie here, let's go back to the bedroom, okay? Sophia didn't open her eyes, but the tears flowed so fast, Ling Yan knew she had heard, so he carefully hugged her horizontally.

Qi Siming stood on the stairs watching with some hesitation, and made a gesture of reaching out to take him over, but Ling Yan turned sideways, gave him a hard look, knocked him away and went upstairs with Sophia in his arms.

All trauma caused by the outside world becomes a struggle inside and inside the body.

Confusion, terror, anger, shame or fright, the stress response system will give a lightning-like response when a crisis arises. Similar sounds, situations, smells, and pictures will quickly make people confused, paralyzed, and out of control.

And these are beyond the control of human reason.

Sophia kept crying that night, she seemed to be crushed, her face was bloodless, she grabbed Ling Yan's pajamas and lay on top of him, crying bitterly, she said it was just like that day, she said it was very dark, the wall It was very cold, she couldn't speak, someone pressed her over...

More than a month has passed, Sophia has communicated with Su Xian, the police, lawyers, and psychologists, but if there is no guidance, even now, she is still trembling, trembling so much that she can't tell a complete and smooth beginning and end, and can't say that Sub-specific bullying, as if those things were beyond the scope of her words, she couldn't describe them.

She just clutched Ling Yan's clothes tightly, tightly.

March 3th, March 7th, March 3th... no holidays, no holidays, a seemingly ordinary school day, a seemingly ordinary night, the little girl went home in an ordinary way, maybe still thinking As he was thinking about going to the store to buy some snacks, he was suddenly picked up and thrown against the wall!There was no light, there was no light in that place, her mouth was covered, her limbs were paralyzed by terror, her throat was pressed against her throat by fear, her gastric juices flowed back, her internal organs convulsed, she struggled desperately with fear, but her heavy body still pressed her. It was still pressed hard.

Memories are sleeping beasts that open their eyes wide open when they open their eyes.

Ling Yan hugged her into his arms, she couldn't stop sobbing, and the trembling spread to him.

She said that all the saliva was rubbed on her face, she said that he was hitting her body, it was so heavy, every time she hit it, she felt like she was going to die.

Trauma is lifelong.Ling Yan covered his mouth all of a sudden, and at that moment he felt like he was about to spit it out.

Feeling that he had reached his limit, he stroked Sophia's hair tremblingly and asked her cautiously, "Do you want to talk to your mother?"

He was overwhelmed by despair, and he had no way to comfort her.

Fortunately, there is still a calm person this night. Sophia only reacted after hearing his reminder, and immediately opened Utopia and dialed Su Xian.She turned on the loudspeaker, Ling Yan only felt that the voice of this woman who had only met online sounded so stable tonight, and the voice of excessive smoking was full of strange vicissitudes and tenderness. She obviously didn't say anything to comfort her, but Just a "baby" and a "don't cry" make people feel nostalgic and satisfied in every possible way.

Su Xian said it would take more than 20 minutes. After hanging up the phone, Sophia stopped crying. She put her head on Ling Yan's lap and said, "I have a headache."

Ling Yan asked her, "Do you want to turn on Utopia's emotional therapy?"

Sophia shook her head slightly.

Then she asked him, "Do you trust me?"

Ling Yan held her hand, as if holding the temperature of each other, "I never doubted you...don't be afraid, everything will pass."