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It was already very late at night, Utopia calculated the exercise heart rate in a suitable rhythm, and made a pleasant ticking sound. Qi Siming ran along the main road, and his driver followed behind him at a leisurely pace.

Because of the circle culture, the housing subscription rate in the area of ​​Ling Yan's house is very high, but it is not difficult to find that the lighting rate of this brilliant mansion at [-] o'clock in the evening is unimaginably low, and each house is exquisite. The dormant black giant beast, with heavy barriers, reminds strangers not to get close.

At Ling Yan's house just now, it was as if Qi Siming had encountered a well-prepared but over-the-top exam.

He patiently explained to Ling Yan that from psychological motivation to cognitive behavior, he had done enough homework and learned enough knowledge. It became a mouthful of medicine, so there was a strong empathy, saying that he was willing to continue to give him emotional support, but he couldn't talk to him about love affairs.

He used words very professionally, and he was almost confused by himself when he said it, but Ling Yan didn't respond, he just lowered his head and ate the small cake he brought, nodding his head from time to time to show that he was listening.

His reaction made him flustered.

Ling Yan used to have a hard time eating, and he always had a stomachache after taking the medicine, but at that moment, he was so obedient, he ate everything, even some matcha flavors that he didn't like.He wasn't in a hurry to eat, nor was he very aggressive, but Qi Siming just looked scared and felt that Ling Yan didn't even chew, and just swallowed abruptly into his stomach.

The air was filled with all kinds of possibilities. He remembered the video recordings of mentally handicapped people he had watched in the past few days, and suddenly panicked. He didn't know, whether Ling Yan would suddenly collapse and go crazy like them.

After waiting for a long time, Ling Yan finally looked up.

Without the imaginary crying and hysteria, he looked at him quietly with glazed eyes and asked, "Why are you telling me so much? What do you want to emphasize to me? - Only those who are physically and mentally healthy are equipped with feelings , the feelings of a patient like me are not feelings, not only are they not rare, but they are also not believed—"

His eyes were so sad, as painful as the rain in the night, and he made a hissing sound of pain, "What you said before didn't mind, was it to coax me? Didn't you take the initiative that day? Could kissing be okay too?" Are you kidding me? Can you not count? When I said I like you, which word do you think I pronounce incorrectly? Why do you believe the so-called psychotherapist but not me? "

His grievances swirled around his lips several times, his voice was choked to pieces, and he asked him stubbornly why he refused to believe him.

Qi Siming didn't dare to answer.

It doesn't matter if you say he is cowardly or selfish, because in the final analysis, the answer is only four words: I don't like it enough.

It hurts so much, but it's the truth.In his teenage years, he was not a passionate person, unable to cast unreserved admiration for all the lovely and beautiful qualities, and the time they spent together was so short, and in such a short time, it was not enough for him to take responsibility, Not enough for him to control risks, not enough for him to go the same way through storms, not enough for him to deliver physically and mentally.

Later, when Ms. Wen Hui came back, she was alarmed. When she entered the room, there were several staff members in suits and leather shoes behind her.She was a little surprised when she saw Qi Siming, as if she hadn't expected that there would be guests at home so late, she glanced at her son, then gave Qi Siming a difficult look, and politely asked him to go out for supper first .

She was a woman who had been loved too much by the years, her face often appeared on various channels, and Qi Siming was a little overwhelmed at first sight - it was the first time he saw Wen Hui in person, she was even more beautiful than in the camera, but that time , her whole body reveals an unconcealable exhaustion, as if a butterfly has just flown across the entire sea.

Of course there was no supper in the living room, so Qi Siming said goodbye to the two of them apologetically and left.

It's just that he never thought that it was the last time he saw Ling Yan, and it was also the last time he saw Wen Hui.

The chemical weapons incident in the Capitol continued to ferment within a few days, and four senior members of Congress and their staff were implicated in succession. The preliminary investigation by the Special Intelligence Agency suspected that it was the work of country R spies.

On January 1, Ling Yuanshen, a senior cabinet member, died after being rescued in the hospital due to exposure to nerve agents.When this news was released, the whole country was shocked.

Subsequently, the Secretary of State officially announced the plan to expel country R's diplomats, preparing to impose extensive sanctions on country R.

On the second day, before the mourning ceremony for Ling's high-level officials was held, his wife Wen Hui committed suicide at home.

Utopia's headline push was this news, and Qi Siming was shocked when he saw it.

His hands were trembling uncontrollably, and he contacted Ling Yan subconsciously, but there was no answer from Utopia, which showed that Ling Yan had already blacklisted him.

He picked up Tata's newborn cub from the incubator next to the bed, put it in his arms, and drove to Ling Yan's house to stop him.He wanted to see him, and he promised to give him the little squirrel, but all he saw was a lot of black-clothed workers moving.

He stepped forward to inquire, and the response he received was that the owner had already moved out, and when asked where to move, they said that they could not disclose the personal privacy of the boss in a business-like manner.

Wen Hui was well-known and well-known during his lifetime. When he was young, he hosted large-scale national media events for ten consecutive years. At the same time, he was well-known as a pioneer writer. Later, he served as the chairman of the Utopia Management Committee and worked hard to manage the Utopia Management Committee for more than ten years.

She died suddenly, and the entire Utopia management committee was caught in a major earthquake.

For a whole week, the media has been covering this incident overwhelmingly.The names of Ling Wen and his wife are no longer limited to the social and political pages.

In today's high divorce rate and the popularity of marginalized emotional experiences, martyrdom has already become an ancient legend, and Wen Hui's behavior—this kind of resolute implementation of monogamy and one pair for life, touched the hearts of the people. whole society.

The media seemed to have the same view of chastity overnight, thanking them for their contributions during their lifetimes, commemorating their great love, and calling for Wen Hui's heroic sacrifice.Ling Wen and his wife are like a benchmark, erasing the essence of the political marriage between the high-level cabinet and the Utopia Management Committee, packaging it strictly with loyal and unswerving love rhetoric, and making the final appearance.

Amidst the uproar of public opinion, Qi Siming was only shocked. He couldn't even imagine Ling Yan's reaction when he read the long media report praising his mother's suicide.

Wen Hui's father, Dr. Wen Boyuan's cold food was reheated by the media, and his behavior of not marrying after his wife's death was also spread as a good story. It was excavated, and it is said that it was adopted by Boqi, the head of VI District, and entered the psychological center for treatment due to the severe trauma of the death of his parents.

The tragic social situation put an end to the relationship between the two, and Ling Yan disappeared from Qi Siming's life just like that.

There was no goodbye, no retention, no reversal, and no warning.

Qi Siming's boastful, promised spiritual support and life companions no longer have to be fulfilled. He no longer has to endure a strange person sitting next to him, and he no longer has to neglect his circle of friends because of a Ling Yan. How hesitant to refuse, it is ridiculous to be so anxious now.

After that, he began to pay attention to political news and District VI, and even went to the Institute of Psychology at the University of Bath in the UK during the university semester, but he returned in vain and failed to find any admission information for Ling Yan.

It was also at that time that he finally understood the era he lived in. Even if the number calculations are in tens of billions, the computer calculations grow exponentially, and the communication speed reaches tens of trillions of light, when you want to find out about a person, you will still listen to him. less than.

Occasionally he would dream of that overly pale and beautiful young man. In the dream, Ling Yan still looked like he had not grown up. Facing the screen codes that ordinary people could not understand, he created his colors and passions alone and focused. Sometimes the screen turned, Switching to Ling Yan's terrifyingly empty bedroom, with only one bed, he held his hand and pressed his warm flesh, his eyes seemed to cry and said to him, why don't you believe me?

This is the case with many teenage romances.

Either because of timidity, or because of cowardice, in short, there is no good result.

It's just that growing up is a fleeting thing, and before Qi Siming has time to regret it, life has already stripped him of what an adult should be, and those fleeting likings and vague ambiguities have gradually become unnecessary. Recall the past.