A Love Letter to Ome from One Thousand and One Nights

She hated her mother.She wished that her life would be worse than death.

At first, she was just a little uncomfortable, when the mother said to her father, "If it wasn't for the child, I would have broken up with you long ago".This made her feel a little panicked, as if she was an executioner who strangled other people's freedom.But there was also a little bit of luck, as if the reason why this family did not fall apart was all due to her.She is nothing more than the Dinghaishenzhen in the family.

On the morning of the competition, she forgot to take the score.I had memorized the score by heart, so it's okay if I don't take it.But she is the kind of cautious character, even if she is safe, she still hopes to have a way out as a guarantee.So she asked the taxi driver to back it up again.The door was left open for some reason, and the parents were up in the living room.When she passed by, she heard her mother say in it: "That's different. I thought we would never see each other again. Who would have thought you would bring us back to China. Now that I meet him again, the original feeling is still there. Old Du , you know me, I can’t lie to you. I used to lie to myself and didn’t feel it. Now I can’t lie to myself, so let me go.”

There was a long silence, and she didn't make a sound for a long time - in fact, only half a minute passed.Immediately, his father asked, "What about Duran?"

The mother said, "I will take care of her. He also has a daughter, and he may not be able to get it. He loves Lanlan as if he loves his own child."

She was sitting on the stone steps at the door, and the sky and the earth were suddenly dark.She sat there for a long time, and when she got up, her legs and feet were already numb. The driver had already asked her to pay the bill and sent her away.She didn't know until that day that the showdown of adults can be so peaceful, her future, her home, can be dismissed so easily and in a few words, like stains on a white marble tabletop, wiped with a wet towel, Just erased.

She didn't go to the competition because her hands hurt.There was no problem in the examination, bones, tendons, ligaments, even she practiced piano so hard, but she didn't even have tenosynovitis.The doctor advised her to see a psychiatrist.A fellow student outside of Chongyang told her that the original orchestra still welcomes her, and maybe she needs to relax.But at this time Lin Ci had already begun to introduce her to a psychiatrist eagerly.Linge and Ge had a fierce fight. It is said that because it was their first love, they were teenagers when they met each other, and when they rekindled their old love in middle age, the relationship would be surprisingly delicate.She moved with them to a new house, watching with cold eyes, as if she had eaten too much overnight food and suffered from indigestion every day.It wasn't gastroenterology, but a licensed psychiatrist. The more doctors she saw, the more she seemed to have a serious mental illness.When her mother introduced her to strangers, she always said: "The child is not in good spirits."

But one day, Ge Shuzhen was beaming with joy, took her hand and said, "Lan Lan, my sister is coming in two days, you have to get along well with her."

She sneered in her heart, it seemed that the unlucky Lin, like her, was about to suffer from the hot eyes of these two people.

The day Lin Weimian came, it was raining. When she got out of the car, she stood by the window and looked down. The little one came up slowly with her father. After entering the house and having fun for a while, Ge Shuzhen came to call her , Said: "Come out and meet my sister."

She opened the door and came out, and saw the little girl on the sofa, but she was taken aback in her heart. She was sitting there, timid but strong, with her back straight.The texture is pink, the eyeballs are like smooth black glass, with tens of thousands of watery spots blinking, and a crystal purple blouse is wrapped around the body.Seeing her, he seemed very defensive, pursed his lips and didn't call anyone.Maybe it's because I can't decide what to call her, maybe I don't like to call her.When Lin Ci urged her, she called out timidly: "Hello, sister."

They had eaten that day, and Ge Shuzhen wanted to cook another meal, but Lin Ci stopped her, saying that it was fine to eat leftovers, and the children were sensible and didn't pick.Ge Shuzhen said that's okay, without further ado, rolled up her sleeves and showed off her unique skills, and made a pot of glutinous rice balls for Lin Weimian.The snow-white glutinous rice balls are filled with rose-purple sugar fillings. She will never eat that kind of greasy stuff.

But Lin Weimian seemed to like it very much. He was holding a small bowl, and the spoon was held with great style, as if he was not eating simple glutinous rice balls, but a tribute from the local officials to the royal princess. It was too hot to eat, and her eye circles It was stained with a little drunken red, as if it was about to cry, but then it learned to be good, pouting and blowing the small glutinous rice balls in the spoon, it was cool before eating, this time it was delicious, and slowly ate half a bowl of glutinous rice balls After finishing, her eyes became brighter, her lips became redder, she silently put down the bowl, and rubbed her stomach.

Ge Shuzhen smiled and asked: "Xiao Mian, do you still want it?" She shook her head.Ge Shuzhen said again: "Auntie has made a lot, and if I don't eat it now, it will be lumpy tomorrow morning." She hesitated for a while, and said hesitantly, "Then, I will eat some more." Ge Shuzhen went to fill the second bowl of glutinous rice balls and came back. She sat on the sofa in a daze, and said with a smile, "Huh, Lan Lan is still here? You really like my sister?"

She suddenly realized that she had stayed outside for too long, was not self-closing enough, and was not cheerful enough to look like a psychopath. In order to keep her character from collapsing, she hurriedly got up and fled back to the room.Then I thought about it, the glutinous rice balls were white on the outside and purple on the inside, and her person was just the other way around.

I thought that such a young child has not yet been finalized, like a dumpling, which is rounded and flattened by the environment.We are in the same disease and pity each other, and it is unknown if we can become sisters in the future.Who knows that at a young age, he has big ideas, and there are already people he misses.Flipping through the book thousands of times.She turned secretly one day, and there was mostly a figure of a cool girl inside, most of the time it was a snapshot, and her photography skills were not very good.

She took one of them and went to the study to ask Lin Ci.

Lin Ci was flattered, because she rarely took the initiative to talk to him.When he destroyed her original family, he did everything he could to please her, but he couldn't get her to call "Uncle Lin".Lin Ci knew everything, saying that it was Xie Jiaqi, and Lin Weimian was the best friend, and they grew up together.

It is not true to say that she has no mental illness at all, she has apathy, and rarely has such strong love and hatred towards strange people or things for no reason.

She can't wait to tear that Lao Shizi to pieces.

She admits she is jealous.

She is jealous that Lin Weimian is different from her peers, that tenacious vitality, obviously has reached two ends in front of her parents, but she is not at all wilted. Less than three days after she transferred to another school, the teacher at the school called Lin Ci and said yes Some boys in the class were scolded and cried by her, and asked her father to discipline him more, "The little girl should not be so fierce."Lin Ci mentioned it at the dinner table, and laughed loudly, as if very proud, but Lin Weimian frowned and criticized her father: "Dad, you are also a teacher yourself, this is not something to be proud of." Ge Shuzhen also laughed.Lin Weimian explained again: "It's just that he provoked me with the dialect first, and I couldn't understand the bullying. Others translated it to me, which is very obscene, so of course I have to scold him." She watched the whole process in a daze I was taken aback.

She is also jealous of the people in that book, thousands of miles away, but they are so inextricably missed.

She is pathetic.She is only herself.If she were dead, she would still be wiped away with a towel, like a stain on a marble tabletop.

This life, which was so boring to the end, had another turmoil one day, when she found the pregnancy test report on her mother's dressing table. The new child had been formed for several months, and was about to stretch out its tender tentacles to the world.She rushed to the bathroom in an instant, vomiting instead of her mother.Lin Weimian came over to hand her a tissue and asked if she was okay, and when she heard she said it was okay, she went back to her small room.

Her mind was in a mess, and suddenly a sinful colorful flower bloomed out of the chaotic black soil.

——Go, take her away.To the ends of the earth.

At that time, the only person she will know around her is herself, and the spiritual support she lives in the photo album has not been taken away, so the only one she can rely on is herself.Go, get out of here, get out of all this filth and chaos.

She left, it was revenge for Ge Shuzhen.The disappearance of Lin Weimian was a blow to Lin Ci.

Take Lin Weimian to a place where birds are singing and flowers are fragrant, to a place where the seasons are warm like spring, and live with her, feed her, be her pillar, play the violin for her, and listen to her brave words.

The joy in her heart reached the climax of her life when she started the old car.

But halfway through the drive, she suddenly thought, she is so old and so smart, it is inevitable that she will find someone.Maybe call the police.So abducting her is not a perfect solution after all.It is best if two people die together and are buried together.

People can't just think about it casually.Especially evil thoughts, and Qi Nian.

The idea of ​​her joint burial had just taken shape when the big truck ran straight over.The car's brakes failed.They fell straight into the lake.It was an old car that didn't even have an airbag.When the lake water poured into her lungs, she saw the crying on Lin Weimian's face.The bottom of the lake should have been dark, so she couldn't see clearly.So she suspected it was an illusion.Including someone talking to her in the sound of gurgling water later, this should also be a hallucination.The only thing that was real was the excruciating pain all over my body.She seemed to be falling apart.

"Jiaqi, I'll be back later." Right now, her whole body seemed to be falling apart, and when she woke up, she heard her voice, but it was a pity that she was talking to someone else.

She wished that she could also tell her about herself, as close as she and Xie Jiaqi were.

One day not long ago, the two of them were having lunch in a small restaurant, and she was sitting behind the two seats, only to hear Lin Weimian whisper to Xie Jiaqi: "Jiaqi, sexual orientation is determined by genes, right? If you haven't met I don't even know me, what kind of girl do you like?" Xie Jiaqi didn't make a sound.Lin Weimian seemed to give her a push, urging her, "Tell me, old man." Xie Jiaqi said, "I will definitely meet you." Lin Weimian asked: "You are too conceited——if I get lost, just find me." I can't see you anymore." Xie Jiaqi said: "Because Xiao Mian is my destiny." He added slowly: "I'll go find you."

Two high school girls talking like this while eating?Shameless!Will there still be an appetite in the future?She was so angry that she stood up and left. The shopkeeper yelled from behind: "Hey, miss, you paid the bill, and you don't want the food?... You don't want it, it's not our problem, tell us Nothing to do...don't look for us..."

She also wanted to be like the two of them, saying something that made more than half of her face go numb after hearing it.She wanted to tell Lin Weimian, to see her face flushed with shame.But normal people would not be interested in the thoughts of murderers.People on Lin Weimian's mother's side thought she was trying to kill someone, and believed that she was mentally twisted.Although her initial thought was to kidnap, it wasn't to kill her.

But no matter what the intention is to commit a crime, the crime is the ultimate fact, and manslaughter also bears criminal responsibility.When she was an undergraduate, she took a media course, and the professor said in the class: "It is the most despicable act in the world to whitewash criminals."

She felt shaken at the time.

"Are you awake?" Backlight looked over, Lin Weimian's chin was pointed.

Dulan turned over and touched his pocket. The mobile phone was in his coat pocket. He took it out and saw that it was ten forty in the evening.She was still wearing the beige coat.There is an infusion needle on the back of the hand.

Lin Weimian sat in front of the bed and peeled apples.

Time passed minute by minute.

She finally lost her patience, put the half-peeled apple on the bedside, and put the fruit knife there, and said with a bang sound, with a bit of exasperation: "Why are you doing this? You know your own illness, and you can't eat that Plant something. Are you looking for trouble for me on purpose? "

That's right, just looking for trouble.Hope you can stay longer.Unexpectedly, the play was over and he was admitted to the hospital.

She didn't make a sound, so the ward was silent.

"Xie Jiaqi said you like me..." Lin Weimian opened his mouth this time and looked towards her.Although biting her lower lip, she was a little bit hesitant to say something, but there was no warmth in her eyes, and there was no tenderness in her eyes.It's not like when I looked at Xie Jiaqi, it was full of little stars.Even their childish quarrels would bring tears to her eyes and a blush to her cheeks.

"You asked me earlier, but didn't ask why you came here. Because I wasn't brave enough, I wanted to ask, but I didn't dare." Lin Weimian stared at her seriously, "Now I'm asking you. Why?"

There was no trace of blood on Dulan's pale face, and his lips were pursed as if they were locked.

Lin Weimian stared at her, thinking to herself, Jiaqi, come and see this huddled person, if it were you, would you leave her in the apartment and leave her alone?You must understand me.

Duran seemed unwilling to show her, turned over and lay on his side to the other side.

"There is a bad debt between me and you, and it is also a muddled one. I don't believe what you said that day, because you speak too badly of yourself. People always defend themselves openly and secretly. But you put I said that I was completely bad, but I lost my credibility." Lin Weimian stood up, pacing anxiously in front of the hospital bed, "Now I will sort out the matter one last time."

"If you wanted to kill me first, and you planned the car accident, then I don't owe you anything, because you asked for everything."

"If that day was purely an accident, then I owe it to you, because I started it. I won't let you drive me, maybe you have become a famous violinist by now. And I went to question at the beginning of the year, and you took the responsibility The upper body is because, because you see that I am so anxious to put all the responsibility on you alone, thinking, thinking, I just let me go. Isn't it?"

Duran still didn't answer.

Lin Weimian bit the bullet and continued to talk to himself, reasoning and deducting: "Jiaqi said you like me? Did you come here for this reason? If it is for this reason - then you will never get what you want, because I only like Xie Jiaqi in this life. The reason why I asked you to get the photo album today is not because I went to see you halfway, but because there are photos of Xie Jiaqi in it. I can't let you throw it away. So You don't have to be like this for someone who doesn't care about you at all."

On the way to the hospital with the ambulance, Lin Weimian was wondering whether this was the right time to confess, after all Dulan was already so weak.She bet on the latter whether what she said made things worse or used fire to fight fire.If she is held hostage by her illness, then this trick will be used more ruthlessly in the future, so it will be even more unclear.

"If it's not for that reason, then what exactly do you want?"

It is true that she has paid a great price in private, she will go to hell in summer.But so what, if the person involved didn't know, and didn't admit it, it wouldn't count as repayment, because it couldn't appease her resentment at all.

The room was still silent.

The walls were all pale with lights.

"You don't owe me anything." Dulan sat up suddenly, getting up in a hurry, and the infusion tube on the back of his hand returned blood.The paleness on her face remained undiminished, but she wore a morbid smile, "I really want to die with you. I couldn't get the position next to you when I was alive, so it's the same to get that position after death."

Lin Weimian's heart beat wildly.She didn't want to have such a deep bond and relationship with anyone other than Jiaqi.She is afraid, she wants to run away.

"Since you only love Xie Jiaqi in your whole life, don't give sympathy here. I don't need that kind of thing." Dulan shook his phone, with a miserable victory on his face, "Be careful that she will become suspicious because of this, yes If you have a grudge, I'm very happy to hear it. After all, if you break up, I will have another chance. "