A Love Letter to Ome from One Thousand and One Nights

"Jiaqi, have you heard the heartbeat at three o'clock in the morning? It is so powerful and loud in my chest. But I dare not touch it, for fear of disturbing it, and it will disappear in the next second. It is unfounded Is it me? When we were young, we watched a documentary in class. The week before that, we watched a mother giving birth. I saw death on that day. I don’t know what the life teacher thought at that time, but he showed us those. Next After class, the whole class was very quiet. My deskmate said that I was pale. I think so, because I was really afraid of death. At that time, I couldn’t see ghosts, so I didn’t know what happened after death. The teacher said that mortals must die. There is one death. Thinking that no matter how hard I try to live, so many happy and unhappy things will return to nothingness in the end, I feel disheartened and secretly shed two tears. I am almost always the first to rush after class. Leaving the classroom. That day I was lying on the table without moving. It was a snowy day. The world was white, and I felt even more desolate when I looked out the window. There was no place from my hands and feet to my heart that was not cold. You pulled me Go out, give me your warm gloves and scarf, say it's troublesome to wear, let me stand aside, you squatted there, and made a little snowman. You made it for the little snowman with small blue stones Eyes, I think the noseless snowman is ugly, so I gave you the half of the red pencil in my pocket. After making the snowman, you ask, "Lin Weimian, is the snowman beautiful?" I'm too lazy to talk, maybe I rolled my eyes at you .Then Jiaqi you said, "Guess what will happen to it in two days when the weather clears up?" I said it would melt. You said, "That's okay, when it snows next year, I'll make another one for you." I suddenly You got greedy and asked to pile up one every year, and you agreed. That year you got chilblains on your hands. Do you remember? But even if you remember, you must not want to think of me now, because I am such a treacherous I can't imagine how sad and angry you are now. When I'm gone one day, I'll ask the famous actress to bring you all these indecent words I wrote to you. Then you will know that it is not You are the only one who is hurting. I am in this remote corner, always with you."

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"Recently I'm saving money. I write [-] words a day. I can write a short story in about two days. But I don't know what's wrong, Jiaqi, maybe I abandoned you, and it's retribution. I've already been rejected five manuscripts in a row. The more urgent you are, the worse your writing will be."

Jiaqi put down the wine glass in her hand, and turned a page.

"Jiaqi, after half a year, I'm still alive. I feel both lucky and sad. It seems that I can spend the time by your side, and I ran to hide in another place alone, which is a bit stupid. No, It’s very stupid, explosive and stupid. But this paragraph is still doing something else. We live in the country now. The reason is that in the summer, a policeman brother died in the line of duty while cracking down on drugs. He was wandering because he was worried about his grandmother. His grandmother is really old, and she is the only one in this world. She still has mild cataracts, and she can’t see clearly. Mingling and I pretended to be the wife and children of the policeman to accompany her through the most difficult days. Knowing that she has a great-grandson, she didn't feel so miserable after all. It's so remote here, we grow our own vegetables, and go to bed at nine o'clock every day. Do you know that in this village, every family raises several big roosters. Accurate timekeeping, alarm clocks, etc., no need. Neighbors are occasionally tense. I heard them swearing on the street a few times, and the swearing was so funny... But for this old lady who lost her son and daughter-in-law and now even her grandson, the neighbors are still Most of them were concerned. They all said that it was too much for the policeman to ask me to be his wife, because I looked like a minor, how could the people's police know the law and break the law. I argued that I was just looking young, but in fact I was almost thirty. They believed Been matching me lately. I'm feeling very distressed. Maybe we'll be leaving here soon."

Jiaji didn't sleep all night.The east has already turned white, and the floor-to-ceiling windows behind her fully present the intersection of day and night, a white light on the horizon, as if a seed called the sun is about to break out of the ground.Except for that one area that appears bright, the other parts are still dark blue in different shades.There are also some stars that have no time to hide, and also shone with a little desolate light.

Lin Weimian didn't know how much he wrote.She just read page after page.The first chapters also occasionally have typos and word order confusion.Afterwards, it becomes smoother and smoother.These inner monologue-like passages are wrong to say that they are diaries, and it is not entirely correct to say that they are letters, because she is not so rigid about the form, but it is difficult to define them.Sometimes she writes a whole page, and sometimes it is just a sentence or two, such as "I lost my mobile phone. Xie Jiaqi left Vanves, and there is no good thing in her already heavy life." Another example is "Jiaqi, today is your birthday, When I was inspecting the goods in the workshop, I was suddenly sad. There is a girl here who shares the same birthday as you, and she gave each of us an apple. I wish her happiness. I wish you peace."

Then suddenly, Jiaqi became nervous because she wrote: "Xie Jiaqi, a solemn decision. I don't think I can stand the temptation. That is, I'm not dead yet, and I still want to see you again. This temptation is too great I'm going to find you where you went to school, okay? Meet in a foreign country, I don't think your father's eyeliner is so poisonous, I disappeared for so long, they should relax their vigilance, right? Should I Contact you in advance?... I still don't want to, I dare not talk to you. I would rather you beat me up when we met, and I won't fight back, I swear! If your father still finds someone to stare at you, then I will Just hide in your dormitory. I recently read a Lily novel by chance. The heroine is also studying abroad. Her parents disagreed with her and her girlfriend, so the girlfriend went to live in her dormitory. The sky is high and the emperor is far away. Perfect. To tell you the truth, I'm better at home than that girl."

"Jiaqi, I'm in an Internet cafe right now. There are some boys playing games in the smoking area. They seem to come from a nearby university to stay overnight. They are so easily excited, and they like to be rude. Isn't this more interesting? Could it be that Jiashu will do the same Is it? I saw Jiashu’s news on Weibo, so I’m so happy for him. The famous actor fell asleep next to me. This name is mentioned so frequently, and you don’t know who he is. Once You almost met him, it was in Xiao Qiao's apartment, you were standing on the balcony, and I was talking with him in the house. He was the Xia official who gave me the yin and yang eyes. Because he made several incidents one after another An accident like mine, now I have been reduced to an ordinary person, and I have no power at all. The famous actor said, if I leave a person like him without the skills to make a living, he will be abducted by the dark gang soon, and his eyes will be gouged out and thrown in the Begging on the street. I know he's talking about a scene in an Indian movie. But I don't think it's impossible. Think he's really bad. But he's in the shape of a child, and it's hard to hit him. I can't do it. I should hate him, but I really need a friend. He happens to be a talker, and he has the same yin and yang eyes as me. The understanding between us may be slightly more than ordinary people. Recently we The part-time job I'm doing is also a bit weird, we wear voice changers and take some late-night calls. But luckily the plane ticket is saved."

"I am entrusting a famous actress to a full-time kindergarten for the time being. He is very experienced. He also asked someone to help me with my false identity. Now my name is Lin Future. He originally wanted to go with me, but the cost of traveling across the ocean Not expensive, secondly, he is really afraid of you... He said that you and I have known each other in a previous life. I like this kind of statement very much. It seems that we are destined to be together from life to life. I hope you will not dislike me for being ugly when you see me again Yes, I have really lost weight this year."

Jiaqi quickly turned a few pages back, skimmed through a few short pages, and suddenly saw the longest page so far.She pressed her beating heart through her clothes, and when she was about to watch it, her phone rang.Jiaqi was taken aback, panting slightly to look at the screen, it turned out to be Lin Weimian herself.She said on the other end of the phone: "Xie Jiaqi." Her tone was a little angry.Jiaqi hummed.Lin Weimian continued: "How did you sleep last night?" Jiaqi said it was fine.Lin Weimian let out a sigh: "But I've been thinking about you, don't you miss me?" Jiaqi paused, and adjusted her voice so that it wouldn't look strange, before she could speak, Lin Weimian spoke again: " I want to drink porridge." Jia Qi said: "Okay. I'll come later." Lin Weimian hesitated for a while, as if she wanted to say something but didn't know what to say, after a while she finally said: "Then, I'm hanging up the phone." Jia Qi agreed.

Maybe Lin Weimian would think she was a little cold.

Jiaqi got up and went to the kitchen to cook porridge, smashed the rice that had been soaked for half a day in the juicer, put it into the porridge pot, set the time, and returned to the original place.Read on.

"Jiaqi, I am writing this letter to you sitting on a bench in your school. Let's take it as a love letter. The sunshine here is good. It is light, gentle and powerful. If we really like As the famous actor said, the previous life is destined, you will pass in front of me, see an oriental man wearing a black mask, a beige shirt and a red and black plaid skirt, and then recognize me. I saw you yesterday. I wandered in Among the bustling people, the girl sitting next to her is a blonde-haired lady, wearing a very expensive champagne suit. You are standing on a stage ten meters away to give a speech, and you are talking about a plan for a business competition? As soon as you open your mouth , I suddenly felt sour eyes. The blonde lady next to me nudged me and asked me if I was okay. I turned my face, nodded to her, and smiled at her through the eyes above the mask. She looked back On the podium, she said that you are so dazzling, and asked me if I agreed. Really, my wedding day is so dazzling."

The author has something to say: it has become an epistolary :)

The text should be finished in two days.

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