Director, I refuse to like you [Entertainment]

In the silence, Shi Loulou asked her stupidly, "Why do you think so?"

Luo Jin didn't speak, he pinched her slender and slender wrist, rubbed it once, and then raised his eyes and said: "When I was young, I really hope that we will always be seventeen or eighteen years old."

She looked at Luo Jin's eyebrows and eyes, which were much colder and cleaner than five years ago. There used to be a slight flatness on the edge of her eyebrows, but now they have been completely repaired. You can imagine it with your eyes closed.

The school is like a theater, you sing and I come on stage, each individual is occasionally tired, but in the end you can still stay with a group of people you like, chatting yesterday, joking today, and it will be the same tomorrow.

She matured much earlier than Luo Jin, and only cared about her own life and happiness. Seventeen or eighteen years old is very good, but she is different from Luo Jin in that she has a different way of life and the ease of obtaining happiness.

While she was still thinking about the living expenses of the university, Luo Jin was already worrying about where to fly abroad this summer vacation.

Luo Jin acts like an adult and thinks ideally like a child.

Shi Loulou pinched her earlobes, put her hands down and looked up at her suddenly, and asked her softly, "Today, do you remember the day when you checked your grades in the college entrance examination?"

"Huh?" She was fiddling with her new script.

"The results came out that morning, and we both passed the exam. I worked at Starbucks during the day, and you couldn't wait to come to the store to celebrate with me. After sitting for a whole day, I was embarrassed not to order, so I drank more than ten cups of coffee."

"You still remember such a shameful thing." Luo Jin was speechless.

She didn't respond, and continued: "After work, we walked to the lake in a small park. You chatted with me happily, and then you suddenly asked me if I wanted to be with you. You stood under the willow tree, Looking back at me, you are very close to the edge of the green grass, and you said that if I don't agree, you will jump off."

"I know you scare me. The lake is less than one meter deep, but at that time I suddenly became unhappy. Even though I went to the physics department of P University, which I like, I even thought, I can't be with you Yes, I think you liked me so much at that time, I was suddenly very scared, afraid that one day I would also like you so much."

"and then?"

Luo Jin didn't pay attention to her last sentence, but asked about the follow-up, Shi Loulou didn't intend to say this, and didn't react for a while, wrinkled his nose, trying to recall what happened later.

"Then...then I stopped talking, you looked at me, and gradually became a little angry, you thought I was lying to you, you looked at it, and felt a little embarrassed, so you found a reason, Say you want to go to the toilet. On the way to find a public place, your face was ugly, and I suddenly felt a little annoying at that time, and I think you are no better than the childish brother you said. "

Shi Loulou was not good at deceiving people, he just said what was on his mind, but Luo Jin was not happy.

"Then what did you promise me to do later?" Luo Jin's expression darkened.

She thought of that impressive scene, her eyelashes were long and black, her dark eyes were habitually inattentive, but she still maintained her elegance and arrogance, her red eyes pretended nothing had happened, only then did she realize that Luo Jin was not going to the bathroom for nothing , just hid in the toilet and cried secretly for a while.

She turned her face, and unconsciously yawned when disturbed by the temperature, Luo Jin was still holding her hand, she had no choice but to face her very close, and just talk in her ear.

"The two of us were walking, and we really ran into one. You came out of the toilet and turned your head away from me on purpose. In fact, I saw your eyes were red. I think you were bullied by me, so I want to make it up to you. I promise you." At the end, Luo Jin saw her long and curled eyelashes slapped, obviously telling the truth.

It turned out to be like this, no wonder she always felt that the enthusiasm for her when she was young was not even as good as a physics problem.

"You just sympathize with me, you don't like me." Luo Jin looked at her with a cold face, she turned her head away, as if she knew at this moment that her first love girlfriend was not because she liked being with her, and there was discouragement in her eyes Cold depression.

Looking at her profile, Shi Loulou forgot what she wanted to say, and when she calmed down, she remembered what she was going to say.

"It's not like that." She shook her head in denial.

She thought for a while and said: "When I was young, I liked a kind of candy very much. It was very cheap, but at that time, my family had no source of income except my grandmother's work, so I seldom ate it. I always thought about it, Later, when I grew up, I forgot its name, and I couldn’t find it no matter how hard I looked for it. Later, I became a star and occasionally went to a remote town to film a movie. When I saw it, I bought a lot of it and sent some. go back."

"Maybe I ate too much suddenly, I got tired of it soon, and I will buy it again later, keep it in the refrigerator, but I will eat one after a long time, I still like its taste a little bit, but I like it It's still faded, compared to the original, I no longer have such a strong desire for it."

"Are you tired of me?" Luo Jin spit out a sentence, looked at her with a slightly gloomy face, and said slowly: "So that's how it is."

how could be?

Shi Loulou opened her mouth, not understanding why she would think so.

She didn't know that Luo Jin was already in a hurry, and he couldn't even think of what to say.

Shi Loulou knew that she had misunderstood.

She looked at her and blinked, not noticing a tear fell down her cheek, and then she said the thoughts that had been haunting her since she fell in love with her.

The thought was like a bush of thorns around her, not going forward, not going back.

"I'm just afraid, to you, I'm just this kind of candy."

She never said this, firstly, Luo Jin probably didn't understand why she thought so, and secondly, she understood that Shi Loulou felt that it was embarrassing to show insufficiently in front of the person she liked.

Luo Jin quickly understood what she meant, turned his head suddenly, looked at her in shock, frowned, and in an instant, his tone became severe, uttering each word, gnashing his teeth, "When I was young, you are Miss me that much?"

Her silence meant acquiescing, and Luo Jin's heart was shaken for a moment, he felt wronged and angry at the same time, his eyes were turbulent, his face was ashen, in Shi Loulou's eyes, he looked like an angry beast.

Afraid of facing Luo Jin, who was fierce to her, she lowered her head lazily, and wanted to retract her arm, but she squeezed it even harder.

When Luo Jinsiji saw her for the first time, he felt that there was a melancholy that could not be hidden under this girl's shy and cute smile, so after being with her, he wanted to treat her well and make her happy. Unhappy, she never thought that she had such a delicate and sensitive mind, knowing it for a moment, annoyed that she didn't believe in herself, annoyed that she kept all her thoughts secret, and didn't say a word, but seeing the tears on her eyelashes, Luo Jin Suddenly my heart softened into a puddle of water.

She admits that the gap in family background is a certain hindrance in a relationship. When she was young, her emotions were more pure, and she had to be timid and hesitant when dealing with matters related to this aspect.

And because of her confidence, she acted more frivolously and casually due to her environment since she was a child, but she didn't know that this created an illusion for Shi Loulou, and made her feel even more insecure.

She thought Luo Jin was just playing around.

Luo Jin was silent for a while, loosened her wrist, leaned over to hug her, stroked her back tenderly, and said bitterly: "When I was young, I was afraid that I would give you my whole heart."

She sighed, feeling uncomfortable in her heart, how can you say that I was just motivated by a whim, moved by myself, and lost my mind because of the unwillingness to get candy?

The time on the phone passed twelve o'clock, the moon was shining like water, the curtains were half drawn, and the muffled sobbing of the person in his arms stopped, and he hiccupped.

Luo Jin didn't know whether to laugh or cry, helped her sit up, got out of bed and poured a glass of water, she touched her head, and said: "Drink more times, and swallow slowly."

Shi Loulou obeyed obediently, but after doing it once, she handed over the water glass and nodded her head in response to the occasion.

"belch."

"Not yet?" Luo Jin frowned.

She regained her composure, crying until she hiccuped made her a little embarrassed, looked down at her nails, refused to meet Luo Jin's eyes, and explained softly: "It's just like that when you cry, it will be fine later."

Luo Jin put the cup away, thinking that she didn't want to sleep together during this period of time, probably because she wanted to keep a little distance from her, so as not to get "tired", his movements paused, Luo Jin stretched out his hand to help her cover the quilt, and said softly: "Then I'll go back first, get up early in the morning and ask your assistant to apply eye contact to you."

When the light was turned off, Shi Loulou watched Luo Jin walk to the end of the bed, tried to maintain his composure, wanted to say thank you to her, but couldn't help being sad, Luo Jin was really disappointed in her.

"Why are you crying again?" As soon as Luo Jin walked to the door, she heard a small sob. She turned around and saw Xiao Xiao buried her head in the quilt, like a wronged ostrich.

"Don't cry." She coaxed, the broken hair on the side was messed up around her mouth, Luo Jin reached out and brushed it away.

Shi Loulou couldn't help feeling guilty, he didn't hear this sentence at all.

Her hands tightly held the quilt, but Luo Jin couldn't hold it. He was extremely helpless, and deliberately said in a cold tone, "If you cry any more, I'll leave now."

When she heard this sentence, she remembered that she said she liked her so much and had a girlfriend before breaking up. Now she was crying, and after less than three words of coaxing, she became impatient and wanted to get angry. She stuck out her head and her eyes were red and swollen. Looking at her intently, hiccupping while sobbing, "Then let's break up."

Luo Jin paused, and now his face turned cold, "What did you say?"

The author has something to say: It’s okay to be stuck for a day, I really can’t write abuse, I want to be a bit contradictory, but I don’t have enough writing power, sorry!

I will continue to write, and I will update it when I reach the number of words. I still owe you three more.