chasing light

It was a weekend and the weather was clear with a little wind.

Song Jinhang kissed Lu Shen on the cheek, and Lu Shen gave him a gentle smile.

Song Jinhang asked: "The weather is fine, do you want to go out? We can go play, how about the playground, or do you want to go to the park?"

Lu Shen looked a little happy, wrote on the paper: Playground, and then looked at him cautiously, blinking his eyes.

Song Jinhang was amused by his appearance, and took his hand, "Okay, let's go to the playground."

Song Jinhang took him on a roller coaster, on a wooden horse, into a haunted house, and finally on a Ferris wheel.

Lu Shen kept laughing, revealing two lovely dimples, Song Jinhang poked his dimples vigorously, Lu Shen blinked his eyes, and let him poke obediently without moving.

Song Jinhang felt that he had picked up a cute little animal, gentle and weak but equally fragile.

While riding the Ferris wheel, Song Jinhang took out the necklace he had bought long ago. It was a star strung together with thin silver chains. Song Jinhang put the necklace on for him, kissed Lushen's beautiful eyes, and said with a smile: "In the future You are mine, you can't go back on your word."

The deer laughed deeply, and there were tiny gleams in his eyes.Touching the star, he thought for a while, raised his head shyly and kissed Song Jinhang's lips, and put his arms around his neck.

Song Jinhang embraced his waist and took the initiative to deepen the kiss.

Song Jinhang smiled and said, "Lu Shen, I love you."

Lu Shen looked at him and smiled softly.

At noon, Song Jinhang asked him, "Are you thirsty? I'll go buy you water."

The deer nodded deeply.

Song Jinhang patted his head, "Wait here for me, I'll be back soon."

Lu Shen stared at his back, and then laughed.

Then someone patted him on the shoulder from behind.

As soon as Lu Shen turned his head, the smile froze on his face, and his eyes became terrified.

He was shrouded in a cloud of shadows, the tall figure blocked the light, his eyes widened, and he felt that all the sounds and warmth around him were leaving him.Lu Shen's body trembled slightly, he opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

The man laughed maliciously.

The deer was pale, like a frightened little animal.

That was his nightmare...and now he's coming for him.

Song Jinhang returned from buying water, but did not see Lu Shen.

He waited until three o'clock in the afternoon, but Lu Shen was still missing.

Lu Shen disappeared.

Song Jinhang lowered his head and smiled, what would happen during the few minutes he was away?

Song Jinhang took out the dagger he just bought from his bag. It was originally used for Lu Shen's self-defense, but now he can only use it in advance.He weighed the dagger and scratched it on his finger, and bright red blood came out immediately.

He wiped away the blood, and a casual smile hung on the corner of his mouth.

What will happen?

Now, isn't the answer obvious?

Lushen's hands and feet were tightly bound with ropes. He closed his eyes and fell to the ground motionless.

There was a strong smell of alcohol and blood in the air.

The man kicked Lu Shen hard on his stomach, and Lu Shen curled up reflexively, with a painful moan coming from his throat.

The man took another sip of his wine, cursed and said: "You are a fucking slut just like your mother! You go out to sell the man who fucked you when you go out to seduce him? Huh?" The belt swung at him.

Lu Shen closed his eyes, bit his lower lip tightly, and traced the shape of the star over and over again in his heart. It was the shining star Song Jinhang gave him.

Tears unknowingly rolled down his cheeks and dripped to the ground, Lu Shen shrank himself into a ball, biting his lips for blood.

Song Jinhang kicked open the weak door, and the smell of wine and blood mixed together and rushed to his face.

The man looked over in surprise while holding the belt.

Song Jinhang took a look at Lu Shen, picked up a stool on the ground, and smashed it hard at the man's head. Song Jinhang always knew that the back of the head was a very fragile place.

Kicking the man to the ground, Song Jinhang stepped on the man's hand, stabbed his knife deeply into his arm, and then slowly twisted the handle of the knife.

Song Jinhang said coldly: "If you dare to look for him again, I guarantee that next time this knife will be inserted into another place. If you don't believe me, you can try it."

Controlling violence with violence is definitely the most effective method, especially at this time.

The man howled like a pig, and stared at him, his eyes seemed to be able to quench the steel needles of resentment.

Song Jinhang ignored him and strode out of the gate with Lu Shen on his back.

Lu Shen put his arms around his neck and lay on Song Jinhang's back, looking very quiet.

Song Jinhang said: "It hurts, right? Just bear with it for a while, and I'll be in the hospital soon."

Lu Shen nodded silently.

Song Jinhang said again: "Lu Shen, cry if you want to cry, don't hold back, you make me feel bad."

Lu Shen was silent, and nodded after a while.

Song Jinhang said: "Lu Shen, why do you always get hurt? You are such a gentle and beautiful person but someone always wants to hurt you, Lu Shen, but it's not your fault, do you understand? It's their fault, they should Pay the price for what they have done to you, instead of asking you to bear it. Lu Shen, you are such a good person who deserves all good things. Lu Shen, you are already very good."

"Lu Shen, don't carry so many things, these are never your fault. Lu Shen, if you can't let it go, try to forget it, even if you can't forget it, it doesn't matter, I will be with you, me and you, we are together."

"Lu Shen, you are fine. Lu Shen, I love you."

Lu Shen gripped Song Jinhang's neck tightly, sobbing softly at first, and then burst into tears, tears streaming down desperately, Lu Shen cried so hard that he could hardly breathe, but bit his lower lip tightly to prevent himself from making a sound.

Song Jinhang turned his head and gently kissed his eyes, "Everything will be fine, Lu Shen."

Lu Shen looked at him with red eyes, showed an extremely ugly smile, and said in a hoarse voice: "Will you not want me?"

Song Jinhang said: "How could I not want you? You are such a docile person, if you lose it, you won't come back, right? How can I be willing?"

Lu Shen didn't speak anymore, just lay on his shoulder and shed tears silently.

After a while, Lu Shen whispered in his ear: "Let's not go to the hospital, it's just a little bleeding, I want to go home, is that okay?"

Song Jinhang asked: "Really not going? What if you hurt your internal organs?"

Lu Shen said: "I'm fine, it's just a little pain, is that okay?"

Song Jinhang stopped, turned to look at him, smiled and said, "Okay, if you kiss me, I promise you to go back."

Lu Shen hesitated, got off Song Jinhang's back, then reached for his lips with closed eyes, and licked them tentatively.

Song Jinhang opened his mouth slightly, and Lu Shenliang's tongue stuck in, and began to lick awkwardly.Song Jinhang touched his head, raised his chin, and gently deepened the kiss.

"Lu Shen, I love you." He whispered.

Lu Shen has always been a very docile person, which is different from cowardice.There is always sadness and anxiety in his eyes, and he is also an extremely clean person.Lu Shen is like fragile porcelain, which can be easily injured, but it is also flexible and tough.

Lu Shen felt that he had been waiting in a dark corner for the day when he would rot and stink, and Song Jinhang was the light, the warm and soft light that drew him out of the darkness and brought him to touch the world.

Warm... light.

The day Song Jinhang picked him up, there was light in Lu Shen's world—Song Jinhang was his light.