Don't Be Jealous, I Will Bend Myself

Shi Jin seemed to know everything in advance, and stretched out his hand to hug Ke Li into his arms, and Ke Li buried his head on Shi Jin's shoulder.

The warm embrace and real embrace made her finally feel a solid existence, as if someone shared with herself, and the throbbing pain in her heart eased a little.

But the picture of Xin Tu adjusting bit by bit in front of her could not be dissipated. Ke Li moved restlessly in Shi Jin's arms, probably due to too much mental exhaustion. Shen, slowly fell into a deep sleep.

"Let me do the emotional analysis this time." Shen Qing, who had been staying by the side, but was completely ignored by Ke Li, patted Shi Jin's shoulder and said in a low voice, "You are tired too, go rest first, okay Let her take it easy."

Shi Jin hugged Ke Li like a baby, put his lips on the top of her head, shook his head and said softly, "No, I have to stay with her."

Shen Qing rarely said seriously: "You are just waking up in front of her for a while, listen to sister's words, go to rest first, look at your current mental state, it is not much better than Xiaoli."

Shi Jin seemed to be hesitating.

Shen Qing said: "After sleeping and waking up, she is still yours."

"Then please, Sister Qing, take care of her." Shi Jin gently let go of Ke Li, and covered her with a quilt, "I'll come back after sleeping for at most two hours."

"Go." Shen Qing secretly sighed, feeling like he was treated as an outsider even though he was his real mother.

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Ever since seeing Xin Tu breathless in front of her, Ke Li's head has been dizzy all the time. She doesn't remember how she buried Xin Tu, how she explained the funeral to Liu Chun, and how Doudou acted according to her The series of parameters left behind gave birth to another self in that world, and then sent the self back to the real world.

She just felt weak all over, and suddenly lost her yearning for the real world, and she couldn't lift up her energy at all, as if she was a rag doll whose soul had been taken away.

"Are you awake, are you hungry? Look, Mommy cooks porridge for you." Shen Qing was smiling, still wearing a uniform, but holding a steaming bowl of lotus seed lily porridge in his hand.

Ke Li never knew that Shen Qing could cook. In her impression, they either went to restaurants or ordered takeaways. She ate like this when she was a child until she went to the school cafeteria. Of course, she also had a lot of pocket money.

Ke Li withdrew her gaze and stared at the ceiling dully. The throbbing pain in her heart had disappeared since she woke up. No matter how much she thought about Xin Tu, her heart would no longer feel uncomfortable. She knew it was because of emotional analysis.

Let her enter the mission world, give her feelings, and then let that feeling fade away. Now she is like the one described in the novel. She wants to cry but can't cry. It should be very uncomfortable, but now she can only be indifferent.

Ke Li knew that there was something hidden in it, and most of it was related to himself, but he still couldn't help complaining about Shen Qing, and his tone became much colder unconsciously, saying: "I won't do inexplicable tasks anymore, right?"

"I won't do it." Shen Qing promised embarrassingly, seeing that although Ke Li was no longer as sad as before, but his mood had not returned to normal, he couldn't help worrying: "Is there any discomfort?"

"No." Ke Li remained silent after finishing speaking, and did not drink the porridge that Shen Qing fed, but when she saw that Shen Qing's usual smile was gone, and she was even a little apprehensive, her heart softened suddenly, and she drank obediently. Porridge.

Ke Li woke up too quickly this time, she woke up as soon as she returned to the real world, and she should still be sleeping at this moment, so she fell asleep as soon as she drank a bowl of porridge.

In the dream, the image of the heroine in each world is gradually becoming blurred, but it seems to be becoming clearer, until the mind becomes more and more heavy, and finally the headache is splitting.

When Ke Li woke up again, there were only slight footsteps in her ears, the smell of disinfectant on the tip of her nose, and a needle in her hand. She thought she had traveled to a strange mission world again, so she sat up suddenly, Then... I saw Shi Jin lying on his stomach beside the bed.

"..." Ke Li looked around in a daze. She and Shi Jin were the only ones in the empty ward. She didn't understand how she was admitted to the hospital after just sleeping.

Ke Li wanted to lie back as gently as possible, but Shi Jin was awakened by Ke Li's action just now. She stood up reflexively to check whether the needle in Ke Li's hand was loosened and whether the drip was finished.

The movements were so proficient that she seemed to have learned nursing, and then she took out her mobile phone to send a message to Shen Qing, and then asked Ke Li in a warm voice: "Do you still have a headache?"

Ke Li shook his head in a daze, and finally said with difficulty: "I want to go to the bathroom, can I pull out the needle first?"

In Ke Li's impression, she didn't like to get sick since she was a child, and she almost never went to the hospital. It's just that she has the habit of migraine after graduating from university, and Shen Qing will come to the hospital with her for a physical examination every once in a while.

So she has no experience in IV drip.

"It can't be pulled out, it may be infected." Shi Jin seemed to see Ke Li's urgency, and raised his hand to take off the bottle, "If it's urgent, I'll just hold the bottle for you."

Ke Li: "..." She suddenly wanted to hold back Shen Qing.

"Don't worry, this is an advanced ward with private bathroom, so you don't need to go out to find the bathroom." Shi Jin seemed to know everything, and said very considerately, "And I will definitely turn my back on it when the time comes."

"..." Ke Li could only go to the bathroom with Shi Jin. Fortunately, the infusion was done with his left hand, so everything was more convenient, but the sound of running water always sounded so embarrassing, but the more he wanted to solve it quickly, the slower it was.

Even when Shi Jin turned his back to him, Ke Li still felt like he had been on a battlefield. It wasn't until after washing his hands and returning to the ward that the atmosphere became normal. Can get into the bed at the fastest speed.

I have to say that people's memory is always cruel. The pain that was hard to remember before, after the emotional analysis, is now so faded that as long as you don't take the initiative to think about it, you can completely pretend it never happened, just like those few people in the past. The world is the same, but there will be all kinds of doubts sprouting in my mind.

Ke Li didn't dare to think about it, but couldn't help thinking about it.

"What are you thinking about?" Ever since Ke Li woke up, Shi Jin had a slight smile on her mouth, and her voice was always gentle. She looked at her watch and bent down to help Ke Li put the quilt on. Tuck it in, "It's only past four o'clock in the morning, do you want to sleep a little longer? The doctor said that you won't be discharged from the hospital until tomorrow."

The two were too close, and Ke Li realized that Shi Jin put on light makeup, but it didn't cover the tiredness on her face.

"I'm not sleepy, but you, why didn't you just sleep on the family's bed?" When Ke Li thought of Shi Jin sleeping next to his bed just now, he suddenly felt a lot of helplessness, and felt that the current atmosphere was a bit awkward, and he hoped that Shen Qing could Get there early, especially after a bathroom incident.

Shi Jin said, "I've slept through it."

The quilts on the family members' beds are still neatly arranged, how does it look like they have slept?Ke Li didn't expose Shi Jin, and said, "I'm already awake anyway, so go to sleep."

"It's okay, just sit with you for a while and it will be dawn." Shi Jin didn't intend to leave.

If the distance from this bed can't satisfy her, how could she go to another bed.

"Then... that's fine."

The two fell asleep and sat, and neither of them spoke anymore. Ke Li closed his eyes but couldn't fall asleep. He could only look around. Only then did he find that the equipment in the room was unusual. There were various unfamiliar instruments, which seemed to be brain testers radio waves?

Did she have an operation?Ke Li touched her body, but there was no scar, even if there was, she couldn't feel nothing like her kidney was cut.

Shi Jin has been paying attention to Ke Li's situation. Seeing her writhing around in the bed, she couldn't help worrying: "What's wrong? Do you feel uncomfortable?"

"It's okay, why did I come to the hospital all of a sudden?" Ke Li originally planned to wait for Shen Qing to come to ask this question, but now her curiosity and all kinds of nonsensical doubts were filling her heart, she couldn't pretend anymore, and urgently asked Wondering what the hell is going on.

Shi Jin breathed a sigh of relief and said, "You have a high fever."

"It's just a fever?" Ke Li didn't believe it, how could a normal high fever use these instruments?

Shi Jin said, "It's just that the fever is already very serious."

Ke Li: "..."

She felt that she couldn't communicate with Shi Jin, and she was not a three-year-old child, so she didn't need to be as careful as protecting a porcelain doll, not to mention she didn't have that rich life.

Even though she thought so, a certain idea became more and more certain in Ke Li's heart, and she was even more unable to ignore everything and get along with Shi Jin normally, because she had an intuition that Shi Jin had an inexplicable relationship with her.

After the silence, Shen Qing finally came.

Ke Li's mind is full of question marks now, and when he sees Shen Qing, he can't wait to ask all kinds of questions, but when he comes to speak, he feels inexplicably nervous.

She attributed this to the fear of the unknown, stabilized her mind, and pretended to be relaxed: "Mom, I heard Doudou say that you will distribute girlfriends to me in reality, is it true? To tell you the truth, I I like those who are older than me, commonly known as sister love."

After she finished speaking, she stared at Shen Qing closely, trying not to let go of any clues, but unexpectedly saw a light bursting out of Shi Jin's eyes, as if she was a little... nervous?

Shen Qing was bombarded by Ke Li's words of "sister love" and her brain crashed. She thought to herself that it's a good thing she divorced early and didn't give Ke Li a younger sister, otherwise she didn't know what trouble would have happened.

She said, "You remember?"

"No, what should I think of?" Ke Li asked back, the moment she shook her head, she seemed to see Shi Jin's lost eyes, very similar to Xin Tu.

Hearing what she said, Shen Qing glanced at Shi Jin comfortingly, leaned over to Ke Li's ear and said, "It is true that a girlfriend will be assigned to you, and it will be the one you want if you don't want it, after all, you are the one who provoked her first." People's."

Shen Qing didn't lower his voice, Ke Li was startled by the sentence "you have to have it if you don't want it", subconsciously raised his eyes to look at Shi Jin, but just happened to bump into her warm eyes.

Ke Li seemed to be seen through suddenly, and hurriedly withdrew his gaze, forced a smile, and said: "Then we also have to look at who she is, what she looks like, and whether she has a good figure. I am very superficial, starting with appearance. Be loyal to your appearance."

Ke Li pretended to be relaxed and natural on the surface, but actually panicked inside. Shen Qing had already made it very clear that not only was she not single, but she also had a girlfriend, and it was she who provoked him on her own initiative.

However, when a girlfriend suddenly appeared, Ke Li didn't feel like he was out of the singles. Instead, he felt various emotions, including fear, confusion, and even slight resistance.

This is scarier than the contract marriage in novels, because girlfriends do exist, and she has memories to prove that they have loved, but everything about the so-called girlfriend is blank in her mind now.

Shen Qing said worriedly: "You are still emotionally unstable now, after I tell you, don't think about it."

"Don't think about it." The random thoughts in Ke Li's mind can go around the earth twice.

At this moment, Shi Jin, who had been quiet all this time, suddenly approached, and after getting Shen Qing's tacit approval, he stretched out his hand and introduced himself: "I, Shi Jin, am 32 years old, 1.7 meters tall and 52 kg in weight. Ministry, is your veritable girlfriend."

"I don't mind having a sister relationship with you. If you want, I can play other roles, have other relationships, and provide various services."

Her voice was gentle all the time, and the corners of her mouth were curved. What she said was obviously very serious, but it was extremely convincing, and it didn't seem like a joke at all.

Ke Li: "..."

The author has something to say: Please give me a dozen of such girlfriends.

I can!Anywhere! (morality is broken)