Excuse me, I'm a heartthrob [Quick Transmigration]

He knew that there would be such an end, but he still chose this path for short-term possession.He prepared everything for it.Even towards life and death without fear.

He is very happy.

The only regret is that Nederland's gun was fired at a Fifth Army soldier who knocked him down on the main hall.

He thought he was dead, although the Netherlands didn't feel sad for him at first, but time will prove that he will remember himself for the rest of his life.This is like a handful of grass growing in the heart, which needs to be cut off constantly, otherwise, in spring and autumn, it will grow and fill the whole heart, and Ye Mi will suffer to death.

He was raised, or imprisoned in the palace, just like he was under house arrest in the Netherlands. The difference is that the Netherlands did not visit him as frequently as he did day and night.

He thought the Netherlands kept him on a whim until his execution, but it didn't.

And the Netherlands did not come to see him.That's the only difference between them imprisoning each other.

He was in the palace, thinking about the Netherlands crazily day and night.The grass that should have grown in Netherland's heart was moved to his heart, and it grew wildly every day and night.Every time he thought about the Netherlands, the knife he hid would cut a knife on his hand or body.

The knife is sharp, with an extremely thin blade, and can cut off the skin on the arm, exposing the bright red flesh.Or poke it down on a hard place, and you will hear the sound of the tip of the knife grinding to the bone.This was tried before he was under house arrest in the Netherlands, but was soon discovered by servants and soldiers, who tied themselves to the bed, confiscated the knife, and put away all sharp things.

In fact, he didn't want to commit suicide, nor did he intend to self-mutilate on purpose. It's just that he thought about the Netherlands so madly, it was itchy, like a drug addiction, and he had to carve something on his body to calm down the addiction in his bones .

When he went to the Netherlands, the Netherlands found many small scars on his body, and once couldn't help asking him, "What's on your body?"

He just said: "Ye Mi, you can't let me cut it off again." Just like you have a brand on the battlefield, I also have a scar on my love field.

The Netherlands raised him in the harem, where he was well-clothed and well-fed, and he was satisfied with everything except being grounded.

But the Netherlands never came to see him once, and Garcia missed him every day.

One day, Ye Mi came to the palace where he was imprisoned, and the servant unlocked the door for him. As soon as he entered the door, he saw a shadow on the ground lying on the ground, as if he was asleep on the ground. Ye Mi went to help the man on the ground, and saw He was thin, his gray hair was pulled back by Ye Mi, and he saw his eyes closed.

The king of the Netherlands was a little annoyed, "Who takes care of the prince's daily life?"

The servant outside the door was terrified and kowtowed for mercy.

Ye Mi picked up the poor Garcia from the ground, and carried him to the bed. Only then did Ye Mi realize that he was wearing shackles, and there were marks on his body that the servants abused him and pinched him, because Garcia had been yelling or When he wanted to see him, the servant starved him deliberately in order to cure him.

Knowing this, Ye Mi was very angry and called all the servants who had abused Garcia to be punished.

A medicine spoon from the feed was passed to Monty's mouth, and the juice flowed out along his chin. After Ye Mi wiped it dry with a towel, he fed it again, but it still flowed backwards.Ye Mi had no choice but to take a sip by herself, stick it to his lips, and pour it in, so that she could drink half of the bowl.

Some time ago, Ye Mi was too busy, with internal and external troubles, and it was already two months after he dealt with the state affairs of his new enthronement.He hasn't come to see Monty for two months, and he has a bit of a shadow on the former king.But after going back and forth, after torturing his conscience, (actually, Gu Chenchen felt that time could handle the ooc problem well), he came to see Monty.

Monty had lost a lot of weight, his cheeks were sunken, his eyes were sunken, and his complexion was like ivory.Ye Mi took off the clothes on him and put on clean clothes, the man was still asleep and unconscious.Ye Mi felt really uncomfortable, what kind of torture did he make a person refuse.

Ye Mi kept Garcia’s many collections of poems and the treasures he had read, used supplies and collections for him. From the time he was a little prince to the king, Ye Mi let him know almost every item long ago. The servant put it away for him, so as not to damage or lose any of Monty's belongings.

Ye Mi read many of his excerpted poems, all of which were poets he read with him before.Among them are two poems, which are copied repeatedly in the collection of excerpts.

After so many years, Ye Mi has long been unable to see clearly that he wrote it back then. He only knew that it was written by him because his name was written in the column of the poet next to the title of the poem.Recalling carefully, one song was written by him for Garcia's homework, and the other was written for Garcia.

"How many people love your charming and charming time

The beauty of loving you comes from falsehood or sincerity

There is only one who loves the sincerity of your soul

Love your weathered face" (by Yeats)

Ye Mi finished reading silently, eyes drooping, covering his eyes.Until I read every poem in the collection of poems.

Ye Mi wrapped the collection of poems in suede, each book, or the title page was loose, or the lines fell off, all were re-stitched by hand, the outer skin was re-wrapped, and the dirty inside and the traces of being stepped on by soldiers were given Ye Mi fixed and improved.

Ye Mi saw a diary written by Garcia, from when he was a little prince to when he was a king.

An excerpt from Monti García Hilstrand follows:

"I have been in this new place for three months, and I still don't know the language here. My elder brother Ye Mi can speak my language, he sleeps with me, tells me nice stories, and he tells me to love Love yourself before loving others. That is to say, I have to love myself first, and then love Ye Mi, that’s right.”

"It's raining heavily today, and I found that I don't need to hold an umbrella for myself. There are soldiers holding umbrellas for Ye Mi. Ye Mi hugged me, and we walked in front of a row of soldiers. The soldiers were afraid of Ye Mi. This is the first time I saw Ye Mi like this. Terrible. But I know he would never do this to me."

Ye Mi silently stopped on this page, and saw the last sentence of this diary, "I know he will never treat me like this", but he still treated him like this, after he knew that he had feelings for him other than his brother After that, he was imprisoned and his legs were broken.

"Ye Mi likes to dance tango and read movie posters. I don't like it at all. Watching him dance and women holding hands around the waist, I like to sulk. Every time Netherland sees me like this, he has to coax me for a long time. Later I I learned to lose my temper and cry, and the Netherlands never took me to the dance hall again. I am very happy."

Ye Mi didn't know what kind of feeling he felt, and his fingertips ran across the Dardanelle writing that was gradually neatly written, although there were still many typos on it.

"I discovered Ye Mi's secret. He takes sleeping pills at night to fall asleep. Therefore, I can't sleep at night and disturb Ye Mi."

In the past when he was a child, Ye Mi would coax him to sleep first, and then take sleeping pills to fall asleep.In front of Ye Mi's eyes was the well-behaved and distressing Monty. He was considered an "orphan". He grew up in the Dardanelles with no one to rely on. relatives.

"There are girls in my class who confess to me and write letters. People in school who are always good-looking or popular will fall in love first. That is a trend. I also want to fall in love, but I am not interested in them. Face to face For them, I know nothing except the poems and pictorials that Ye Mi told me about.”

I was writing a letter with the Poseidon letter slowly.

"I got to know a guy named Lynd who was smart and kept secrets and he was going to be the greatest politician of the century, and it showed to me. I thought he could help me, and we had a common sense of poetry. My hobby. I told him I like men, what is he afraid of, Oscar Wilde also likes men.”

"I still can't forget Hera after so many years. I imagined her wandering alone. When I saw her for the first time, I felt the anger and sadness of being robbed of the things I loved for the first time. Even though I knew later that she didn't Can't take it away."

Then I don’t know why, and I used Dardanelle to write the diary again, maybe I don’t want people to know the secrets in his diary.

"Ye Mi was demoted to stay at home. I was a little happy. I was happy because he was able to accompany me. I was also a little sad because I saw that he didn't go to his favorite battlefield. I saw his occasional lonely expression. Linde told me This is a homosexual disease, he wants me to change, after all I will be king in the future."

"I had a conflict with Linde. But it's not important. After Ye Mi fell asleep, I kissed him secretly. Since he refused to let me kiss him last time, I haven't touched his lips for a long time."

"Yemi read Shelley and Byron's poems to me in Quran. I like Don Juan. He is invincible, heroic, and surrounded by women. Yemi sometimes teaches me strange poems: goose, goose, goose, below What I forget. He said it was the best literature for children's education in the place where he was."

"Ye Mi seems to be going to the battlefield again. I heard some news from Linde's house. I think I have to do it."

When Ye Mi saw this, he knew what to do, it was the attempt to give him an injection, and he found out.After that, he was placed under house arrest in the room.

After writing here, the first article after that is, "Ye Mi is dead."

Then there is no record after that.

Many pages are blank.

Then turn to the back, and there is a new record.

"I was rescued. You can't take sleeping pills at home, you have to choose a place where there are no people."

"This is my second suicide. I jumped from the roof, thinking that the wind would send me to Ye Mi, but I was kept in the dark until Linde woke me up. I was in the hospital."