Excuse me, I'm a heartthrob [Quick Transmigration]

Yan Jiuqin saw the wisp of smoke in a daze. He heard Zhaoyang's suspicious sobbing, and then moved his eyes away.

Yan Jiuqin didn't dare to wipe away her tears with his own hands, so he only handed over a silk handkerchief. Zhaoyang raised his eyes and saw that her eye circles were full of carmine, but she looked at him coldly with hatred. "Aren't you going to feed me medicine?" She didn't take the handkerchief, but asked coldly.

Tears flowed down both sides of her cheeks, as proud as she was, without avoiding, looking straight at Yan Jiuqin.

Yan Jiuqin lowered his eyes, picked up the medicine bowl, spooned a spoonful of the slightly cooled medicine, and put it in Zhaoyang's mouth very gently.

Zhaoyang didn't open his mouth, but said, "Are you going to feed me something cold?"

Although Yan Jiuqin couldn't get a stick of incense when he came in, the medicine was naturally not as hot as before, but it wasn't too cold.Yan Jiuqin immediately said, "I'll go heat it up."

"Reheat." Zhaoyang looked at Yan Jiuqin who stood up and wanted to go out to warm the medicine again, "I want you to boil a new medicine again. I don't want to drink this."

Yan Jiuqin nodded slightly, as if he understood.I don't feel annoyed in my heart, thinking that Zhaoyang's willingness to take medicine is very rare.He personally boiled a pair of medicine, which lasted an hour.

When it was brought in, he was afraid that Zhaoyang would fall asleep, so he specially put the bowl containing the medicine in a stew pot and warmed it with hot water. As soon as he entered the room, he saw Zhaoyang was still sitting on the bed, not closing his eyes.

Yan'er put charcoal around her to keep her warm.When he saw the son-in-law, he showed him some information about the princess with his eyes.

Yan Jiuqin took out an empty porcelain bowl, first spooned half of it from the medicine bowl in the stewing pot into the empty bowl, and then put the bowl on the side of Zhaoyang's bed. Zhaoyang sat there in a daze, and suddenly saw Yan Jiuqin.

"Princess, the medicine is ready." Yan Jiuqin called to her softly, stirred the medicine liquid with a spoon, put it in the spoon to cool for a while, and then brought it to Zhaoyang's mouth.

Zhaoyang just looked at him and asked, "Is it bitter?"

Yan Jiuqin thought he had heard it wrong, so he immediately replied, "There are candied lotus roots," and got up to get them. Yan'er had already handed them over, and Zhaoyang asked repeatedly, "Is the medicine bitter?"

Yan Jiuqin was stunned, and replied, "Good medicine tastes bitter, princess."

Zhaoyang only lifted his jaw slightly, "Take a sip and let me see."

Yan Jiuqin used another clean spoon, took a spoonful, and drank it.As if tasting it for her, he swallowed it and replied, "Slightly sweet. It's not too bitter."

Zhaoyang looked at him again, "Take another sip."

Yan Jiuqin took a clean empty bowl, poured some of the liquid medicine up, and took another sip with the spoon he had just used.He answered her again: "It's not bitter."

Zhaoyang only watched his Adam's apple twitch and swallowed the liquid medicine.Seeing that he dared not raise his eyes to look directly at him because of his superiority and humility, that snow-colored face, the eyes are blue and white, and the skin under the ears is so thin that blue blood vessels can be seen.

Yan Jiuqin coaxed her softly and said, "You can try it, it's not hot."

Zhaoyang still said, "You drink again."

Yan Jiuqin swallowed another half bowl of medicine, and gently passed the spoon containing the medicine juice over the mouth of the bowl, collected the medicine liquid under the spoon, let it sit for a while, and after reckoning that it was not too hot, gently put it into Zhao In Yang's vermilion lips.

Although Zhaoyang's complexion is not good, his skin is white and dark, his lips are red and his teeth are white.Naturally beautiful, she is also romantic when she is sick.He opened his lips slightly, and took a half sip.

Yan Jiuqin wanted to wipe the corners of her mouth with a veil, but she spat it out, black liquid dripped from her mouth, Yan Jiuqin hurriedly wiped it, Zhaoyang watched the slightest expression on Yan Jiuqin's face.

After wiping off the vomited medicinal liquid, Yan Jiuqin took another spoonful of medicinal soup, Zhaoyang drank it and spat it out again.Seeing Yan Jiuqin wipe her carefully, Zhaoyang suddenly asked, "Do you hate me? I'm a cripple, and you must know why I'm crippled."

After she fell from the tower that day, the Yan family went to investigate the princess slipping and falling from the tower.It turned out that the princess made an appointment that day, but it seemed that the other party didn't follow her, or maybe she didn't follow her spoiled temperament, so the princess who was extremely angry threatened her by jumping off a building.But the other party ignored it completely, and then the princess' false jump turned into a real mistake.

Later, the man slipped away in the confusion, and never once saw Zhaoyang after the broken leg.

It is natural for this kind of thing to spread, it is a shame for the family and it humiliates the Yan family.The Yan family let Yan Jiuqin handle it himself, after all, it was his wife's business.Yan Jiuqin hated him for letting Zhaoyang really fall off the tower. If he had been so considerate and sensible, he would have coaxed Zhaoyang down from the edge of the tower first, and then broke up.

But the other party is not the real murderer, naturally there is no way to send the other party to the Yamen, and there is no reason to seek revenge.

Zhaoyang likes others, others don't follow him, and others have done nothing bad. The evil fruit is planted by Zhaoyang himself, and naturally Zhaoyang eats it himself.

Yan Jiuqin didn't even take revenge on him and let him go.

But what Yan Jiuqin didn't know was that after he let him go, he died outside the capital three days later.

With Zhaoyang's character, how could the other party's bones be intact.It must be full of misery, but it must not wipe out the hatred of one's disability.

Yan Jiuqin only said, "You will get better."

"What else would you say besides this sentence?" Zhaoyang looked at him, pulled his lips, and mocked, "Do you like disabled people, people with broken legs, do you like them?"

Yan Jiuqin was only stunned for a while, then said softly sincerely, "The princess is in my heart, she is perfect, without any flaws."

Zhaoyang sneered, tears rolled down his eyes, "Oh really?" It is said that white jade has slight flaws and no one is perfect, but with you, Yan Jiuqin, I have become perfect?Zhaoyang asked him, "You keep saying that I will get better, but I just ask you, will my legs be better?"

Yan Jiuqin looked at her honestly: "It will be fine. I have searched all over the world for good folk remedies and miraculous medicines, which will also make the princess walk."

"That's nice," that's a nice lie.Zhaoyang Quan took it as a word to comfort and coax her.Knowing that nothing is possible, but it sounds so beautiful.

"Princess, let's drink medicine." Yan Jiuqin said.

After Yan Jiuqin drank two or three bowls of medicine that night, Zhaoyang only took two sips.Later, Yan Jiuqin personally fed her medicine every day, and the people around him, even Yan'er, did not touch any medicine when feeding her.

Changing the dressing, Yan Jiuqin and Yan'er came to change it for her in person. Yan Jiuqin untied the top bandage first, and then Yan'er exchanged the gauze inside. Yan Jiuqin avoided touching her skin, and even avoided looking at her legs and feet.

Yan Jiuqin has a new method of taking medicinal baths that can cure leg problems. Every two days, people will burn herbal medicinal water. Zhaoyang doesn't like bathing very much. Every time Yan Jiuqin spends countless energy coaxing her to try it, and even just needs to wash it once. , do not soak for too long.

Every time Zhaoyang gets up in the water, Yan Jiuqin outside the door has nothing to do.At first it was just soaking in water, but with Yan Jiuqin's insistence and care, Zhaoyang was willing to soak for a while longer.

Zhaoyang said that this method was useless, Yan Jiuqin was very patient, "just treat it as a normal bath," coaxed her with many things, even improved the wheelchair, and pushed Zhaoyang out of the yard on sunny days.

Zhaoyang didn't want to see people, and even refused to go out. Every time she went out, she would go out in the early morning and afternoon when there were the fewest people. Yan Jiuqin took her to play around the suburbs of the capital.

Sometimes, some merchants see them, one of them is bad at business, and the other is independent, they look like a couple of gods and immortals.It's just that the man has a very good temper, and he obeys the woman in everything.The woman said that the east must not go the west, and she took off her clothes and put it on the woman when she said it was cold.Buy whatever you want with her.Instead of a wheelchair, the man carried her on his back for a day.

The woman has a delicate and ruddy face, and sometimes she speaks a lot.The man is as gentle as jade, and listen.Sometimes a woman talks too much, and she will suddenly become silent. She doesn't know what she saw, probably a toddler, or a student running around after school.It was replaced by a man to coax her.

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At the very beginning, Zhaoyang had nightmares every night.Dreaming that I fell from a dangerous building and was smashed to pieces.Or be thrown out of the air and plummeted all the way to hell.

When she woke up crying, there was no one in private, and she called Yan'er, and Yan'er came from the side room to light a candle and incense for her, so as to calm her mind.Zhaoyang finds it difficult to fall asleep every time he has nightmares.After staying up for a long time until dawn, I was extremely haggard.

Later, when Yan Jiuqin learned about it, he put down a bead curtain and worked on official cases or read books on one side of the room.

Zhaoyang was sleeping on the bed on the other side of the room, the shadows of the candles around him were red, and he could see the figure of the man, leaning against the desk, reading a long book.It was inconvenient for Yan Jiuqin to study, and the surrounding lamps and candles were too dim.

Then I moved the lamp and candle closer, so that the words in the book could be seen more clearly.Yan Jiuqin read freely at night for a long time, and practiced calligraphy late at night.When Zhaoyang had a nightmare, he went over to light candles and incense for her to comfort the frightened Zhaoyang.

Zhaoyang was on the bed, looking at Yan Jiuqin in front of the desk, he saw that he was afraid that the room would be too bright, so he only lit a candle, the candle light was too dim, so he moved too close.

Yan Jiuqin's complexion was reflected by the candlelight, giving it a kind of whiteness floating by the river.The eyebrows and eyes are very black, drooping slightly, and the book is gently turned over a page, and the air is filled with the smell of burning aromatherapy and the faint smell of books and ink.

Zhaoyang saw that he was only wearing a thinner robe and a dark-colored single-breasted shirt. After a few days, he didn't know if it was an illusion, but he felt that he was losing weight faster than himself.

The red line under the ear, I don't know whether I have applied medicine or not, but it has not disappeared.

Thinking that it was the scar he had left on him, he suddenly felt like sand rubbing against the tip of his heart, and his eyes were dimly lit by the candlelight.

The feeling of regret is just like a window knocked over in the middle of the night. The wind blows over and disturbs the sandpaper in the house to "sand".The wind and rain are swaying outside, as if yesterday.

Yan Jiuqin suddenly looked at the other side of the bed, and realized that Zhaoyang had woken up at some point, so he put down his pen and walked over quickly. The princess had never liked to have skin-to-skin contact with him before, and he never let him help him, so he never touched her.

He only said that the candles in the lanterns around her were lit, and the incense for calming the nerves was lit, and he approached her and asked, "But it's a nightmare again?"

Zhaoyang just stared at him blankly, for some reason, there was a little hazy water color in front of his eyes.Seeing that she lost her mind, Yan Jiuqin thought she was frightened by a nightmare, so she sat on the edge of the slump and tried not to touch her to get close to her, "I'm here, it was just a dream, don't be afraid."