Black Moonlight's Self-Cultivation

No, just like Zhong Liqing said, the combination of two things is definitely not a coincidence.

Jiang Xinya's child is in Yubai's hands, and Yubai killed Jiang Xinya, there is still a missing link in the middle, that is the reason why Yubai killed Jiang Xinya.

Now it seems that it seems reasonable, that is, Yubai has something to hide from himself.

Shen Jialan didn't believe that Yubai would betray him, similarly, he was not naive enough to completely believe in Yubai, after he indirectly killed Yubai's father and killed the most respected person of Yubai.

Inadvertently getting another message from Zhong Liqing, Shen Jialan's mind has quickly connected all the events with the timeline, and quickly found the information he wanted.

Maybe, he already knew what was going on...

Mu Wanyan, who was stared at by other people with piercing eyes, was under a lot of pressure. She said with some embarrassment: "I don't know that person, I only know from the time that Yaya was 17 years old. At that time, my Yaya was still very obedient..."

No one knows what kind of thoughts are in the heart of a girl born in such a family. Her father is very romantic. I heard that there are many mistresses and children outside, and her mother always loses her temper and quarrels with her father because of these things. Once and next time.

Because she is the only daughter of her mother, she never doubts her mother's love for her. She also strives to enrich herself as her mother expects, to study and go to school, and to learn various etiquette instruments, dance art appreciation, etc., which can improve her temperament and image. Knowledge, elegance in every move.

She paid a lot, sacrificed her hobbies, sacrificed countless hours of fun, and sacrificed the opportunity to shape her true self.

Looking at the bright and flowery girl in the mirror, she felt that it was just a puppet with strings, exquisite and beautiful, but lifeless.

Then, one day she said to her mother, Mom, I am so tired, wearing a mask and living like this is even more tiring, this person is not me.

"I regret it. I shouldn't have forced her because of my selfish desires. She said she didn't like ballet dancing, she didn't like beautiful and elegant long skirts, she didn't like being well-behaved, she didn't like looking at other people's faces, and she didn't like being reserved and gentle. What I hope She doesn't like everything, she doesn't like to be a standard lady from a famous family in the eyes of others... Then, she became rebellious, but she was happy, she met the man who made her give herself up, she should be very happy I like that man. Actually, I know that she is not as slutty as all of you think, having sex with many men, she just likes and tries to understand the so-called love, the kind of love that is cared for and loved by others. The feeling of being gentle, she thought it was love, but she still foolishly believed in love. And that man didn't show up again until she gave birth to a child. I was angry at the time, but I didn't know who that man was... ..."

At that time, Jiang Xinya was still very young, and the first person she told was Mu Wanyan when she found out she was pregnant.

She desperately persuaded her daughter to abort the child, and desperately asked her to weigh the pros and cons before making a choice. The daughter without children can still marry well. This matter can be treated as nothing happened, but it will be different after giving birth to a child. Not to mention ruined reputation, the Jiang family would be the first to do such a scandal and would not let her go.

However, Jiang Xinya also resolutely refused, no, mom, I don't want to listen to you.

Facing her stubborn daughter, Mu Wanyan knew that she was determined. Her daughter was no longer the gentle and easy-to-handle personality before. Her stubbornness scared even a mother like her.

The two finally gave in to each other and reached a preliminary agreement, that is, Mu Wanyan helped hide the fact that she gave birth to a child, and then Jiang Xinya would listen to her and send the child away, and then she could not mention this matter to anyone .

Jiang Xinya agreed.

Although Mu Wanyan was heartbroken, at this point she could only hold on, otherwise, she was afraid that Jiang Xinya would admit the fact that she had a child out of wedlock regardless.

Her daughter cannot be ruined like this.

After all, Mu Wanyan had experience in giving birth, and she usually secretly helped some at home, so that Jiang Liang, who was not at home, didn't notice anything wrong. Jiang Xinya didn't notice anything when she dangled in front of him when she was seven months pregnant. .

When the time was almost up, Mu Wanyan pretended to travel abroad with her daughter, and they went out to play for more than a month. Jiang Liang had an unpleasant quarrel with her because of the discovery of the illegitimate child, so he let them go out of sight and out of mind.

He didn't care whether he had been away for a month or two months, and he would not take the initiative to contact Mu Wanyan.

In the end, it was just like that.

Mu Wanyan thought that no one would find out, so she went to a medium-sized hospital, and when she went to take care of her expectant daughter, she wrapped herself tightly in a scarf and sunglasses.

However, no matter how careful she was, she still left some traces, but as long as no one checked them, they would not be exposed.

Jiang Xinya gave birth to a son, and as a grandmother, Mu Wanyan had nothing to be happy about. She waited anxiously outside the delivery room just because of her daughter.

There is no mother who does not love her children.

Jiang Xinya, who tried her best to give birth to the child, was lying on the hospital bed, looking at her mother's haggard face and busy figure, because she wanted to hide this matter as much as possible, so whether it was prenatal or postnatal, the mother did it all by herself. take care of her.

Because she gave birth to a child, Jiang Xinya knew the almost hopeless pain that fell on her body at that moment and the innate motherly love nature that was inseparable from that newborn life after birth. At this moment, she suddenly understood mother's will.

Mother loves herself no matter what, and loves herself more selflessly than anyone else, but she resists this because of her mother's strict requirements and excessive expectations of herself, and she even questions her mother's love for herself.

She thought she was her mother's marionette, she thought her mother was controlling her life, she thought her mother was just using herself as a tool for glory, but she forgot that behind all this was always her mother's love for her like.

Think about it, the mother is actually very pitiful, she loves her father, but the father doesn't love her and doesn't care about her, the father has other women and other children, but the mother has only herself, even she takes care of herself My own feelings are more than my mother's feelings.

This time, she finally shed tears and completely compromised with her mother.

She said, Mom, send the child away!I will hide his existence from everyone, and, sorry, I may really not be able to live in the way you expect...

Originally, she was lying to her mother, thinking that she had given birth to a child anyway, so it would be nothing if she regretted to her mother.

However, she doesn't want to do that now.

She thought that she had let her mother down, even if there was one thing that made her happy, the mother would be happy after sending off the child, and would not worry so much about herself.

Mu Wanyan also cried when she heard her say that, the mother and daughter cried, both sad and helpless, but grasped the last trace of comfort given by each other.

Mom, don't cry, I'll be fine.

Well, you can go to see him again in the future, don't be found out, I'm sorry for him...

"I originally wanted to ask someone to send that child to someone else's home for foster care, but that person was not very reliable. The child who went around was sent to an orphanage, and then I found it again. Yaya went to that orphanage later. As a volunteer, every time she secretly looks for an opportunity to meet that child, even if she knows that the child is not doing well, she dare not do anything else. Telling stories and singing songs, hugging me and crying and laughing when I came back, I am happy but also sad.”

Mu Wanyan wiped away her tears, she didn't know if that decision was right, because the result was too cruel for her daughter.

Zhong Liqing was unmoved by her sad look, and asked calmly: "What about after that? Did that man still not show up?"

Afterwards, Jiang Xinya's affairs were almost known to everyone, and she became a well-known prostitute in the upper class of the imperial capital, so she was the only one in the imperial capital who was a famous lady, and her reputation was similar to that of Zhong Liqing to a certain extent.

Although Jiang Liang felt ashamed, he gradually stopped caring about his daughter and alienated her a lot.

Only Mu Wanyan protects her like she protects her eyeballs, it's fine if she can't hear other people's gossip, and whoever dares to say that under the eyes of the Jiang family will never end with others.

Therefore, the Jiang family also kept their mother and daughter at arm's length, and allowed Jiang Xinya to continue to degenerate like this.

It is no secret that Jiang Liang's women and children are outside. Anyway, they all think that when the time is right, maybe Jiang Liang will divorce Mu Wanyan directly, and then another woman will move into Jiang's house with her son.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Xinya was killed at this juncture.

Mu Wanyan's heart ached when she thought of her daughter, the distorted and frantic eyes were not fake, she said bitterly: "I heard Yaya call on the phone once, I guess it was that man, Yaya might be talking to that man that time. The man had a falling out, and I heard Yaya yelling, saying, "What is a sub-human should have a sub-human way of life" and "I don't need you anymore", "I'm just a tool for you to use, right" and so on If not, I haven’t heard anything else.”

Zhong Liqing tilted her head, Xiaomi showed a "sure enough" expression, and the others looked at each other puzzled.

Shen Jialan squinted, and it was indeed him.

Lin Ye repeated one sentence playfully, and said, "Demihumans should live like subhumans. What does that mean?"

Zhong Liqing smiled charmingly, and said, "It's very interesting, it means that the way of life of our demihumans is definitely different from that of ordinary people."

Lin Ye asked humbly, "For example?"

"We demihumans want to be strong, powerful, and powerful. As long as we have a united front, it will not be difficult to conquer the world."

other people:"……"

Lin Ye smiled, and said with contempt: "You, a patient with secondary illness, can go to take medicine."