Black Moonlight's Self-Cultivation

Shen Jialan looked at him, and suddenly said, "Are you caring about me?"

The man remained silent, his lips were pursed tightly, and his eyes were deep under his half-covered bangs.

Shen Jialan said again: "Since you are no longer Zhong Liqing, who are you now?"

"Baiwan..."

"That's still a noob."

Bai Wan said displeasedly: "You haven't answered my question just now."

"There is no need."

Shen Jialan's eyes moved, and the color of the water inside was glistening, there was no fragility or sadness, it was clear that there were only the most touching feelings.

He raised the corner of his mouth and said, "As long as you still care about me and worry about me, that's enough."

He casually began to take off his clothes, threw the black sweater and pants on the ground, and even his underwear, and then climbed onto the bed under Bai Wan's disbelieving eyes.

"It's late, I'm going to bed, come, here..."

He patted the place next to him, indicating that Bai Wan had also fallen asleep.

Bai Wan didn't refuse, he had been a playboy for so many years, sleeping in the same bed with a man was not so difficult for him to accept, especially this man was Shen Jialan.

He took off his nightgown and went directly to the bed, Shen Jialan pulled the quilt and even rolled over with the quilt, and when he came back to his senses, he had already wrapped his arms around Shen Jialan and the two of them with a quilt.

"Xiaobai, are you a log?"

Shen Jialan was a little dissatisfied, and complained softly, while Bai Wan remained motionless, let alone stretched out her arms to hug herself, obviously still resisting.

"noob……"

Bai Wan didn't move, and let Shen Jialan's soft body hug her, and at the same time, she was approaching with a little soft breath.

Finally, he asked, "Galan, why did you come here?"

He had to ask, his mood was very complicated, it was impossible for him not to care about Shen Jialan, and the more he cared about Shen Jialan, the more he made himself despair, and the more expectations were the deeper despair.

Shen Jialan hugged him and said, "I'm here to find you..."

This time, he was the one who found his Xiaobai first.

"Why? Who am I, can you tell clearly?"

It's impossible not to be heartbroken, he still can't find his place in Shen Jialan's heart, whether it's Bai Wan or Zhong Liqing, he still can't find a place in Shen Jialan's heart.

It was too late for Bai Wan, Shen Jialan had lost his memory for 20 years, even if he had been looking for Bai Wan for 20 years, he would still put others in his heart, but that person was no longer Bai Wan.

And Zhongliqing is the wrong person, Shen Jialan will be kind to Shen Jiuli and the others, Shen Jialan likes Xu Mingzhe, but Shen Jialan will not like Zhongliqing, the only two times of intimacy are only because of desire, just desire, and there will be no other feelings.

"Ask yourself, we are no longer Xiaobai and the little monster. The little monster likes Baiwan and relies on Baiwan because of the fledgling plot. In the most pale and lonely time, the two of us were the only ones for each other, but... now No, you can no longer need Bai Wan, and I, since I lost the little monster, I have lost him forever."

He missed his little monster a lot and never forgot to miss him.

However, when they saw each other again, they realized that this encounter was not as surprising as they had imagined.

"Galan, it's not fair, but it's fair. It's something I expected I couldn't get."

Shen Jialan looked at him quietly, stretched out his hand to touch his chest, and said suddenly: "Xiaobai, I'm sorry, but I can't return you a complete little monster. But, I am very selfish, and I still hope to get you , if I take away the meaning of your life, then I will exchange it with myself, how about this idea?"

Bai Wan's eyes looked at him, and there was a vague yet distinct fiery emotion in his eyes. He hid his fiery expectation in his unmoving shell, and waited with bated breath.

At last……

He finally stretched out his arms to hug Shen Jialan, and murmured, "I'll be so happy..."

Shen Jialan, only Shen Jialan...

As long as you appear in front of me again, no matter what you ask, no matter what you do, as long as you appear in front of me.In this way, I and my emotions can find an exit and a pair of wings from this self-prisoned cage, and rescue me from this boundless despair. Only you are my only salvation.

...Galan, I miss you very much, always.

"You are my little monster, and you are also Jialan..."

"I'm."

Shen Jialan knew how, after losing the little monster, how the originally innocent Bai Wan turned into the cold-blooded, ruthless and treacherous Zhong Liqing step by step.

He sighed and said, "Fortunately, I remembered, I didn't lose you again..."

The two hugged tightly, and Shen Jialan leaned over to kiss him, kissing him from the forehead, eyelids, cheeks to lips, but it still felt that it was not the same.

Bai Wan smiled lightly, his smile was as clear as water, his innocence still remained childlike innocence, and he completely abandoned innocence, his sexy charm belonged to him now, two contradictory but consistent temperaments overlapped, reflected in this face on an unchanging face.

"Xiaobai is very pretty."

"really?"

"Well, it's just that I was too careless before..."

"Don't you need to mention the past again?"

Shen Jialan hugged him, and the two of them kissed each other, touching places that shouldn't be touched, it's rare that they didn't have any other thoughts and simply enjoyed such intimacy.

"Can't sleep, Xiaobai, let's chat!"

"OK……"

Time seems to go back to the past, but there is no chicken and duck talk in the past, the two of you talked about what happened in these years.

Shen Jialan was narrow-minded, deliberately jealous, and "forced" Bai Wan to say about his "happy" married life in the past two years. If he was not mistaken, a certain person was married.

Bai Wan obeyed him and told him everything in detail.

It turned out that after "Zhong Liqing" died in a car accident two years ago, he secretly left his original identity and returned to the Bai family, and then married Bai Susu in a low-key manner.

Of course, the premise of all this is Suo Lan's permission.

In this matter, Suo Lan was quite tolerant towards him and almost let him go, but he knew that the child in Bai Susu's belly was not his own, yet he still married Bai Susu.

No matter who is around him, no matter where he is, he just wants a temporary peace, and he feels too tired.

In Bai's house, Bai Susu and Bai Mo, who knew his identity, treated him very well, seeing him always silent or in a daze all day long, they would always please him.

Bai Susu gave birth to a daughter, even though several people knew the child's life experience tacitly, Bai Wan didn't say anything, he wouldn't like other children except little monsters, but it's not disgusting either.

He could see that maybe it was because she insisted on using the child to tie herself back then, but Bai Susu took the wrong step and got pregnant with the child, but she didn't love the child.

However, the mistake has already been made. Seeing that Bai Wan did not pursue this matter in particular, Bai Mo circled up and down like a peacemaker, even if it was just to maintain the superficial illusion, he still wanted their "family of three" to be harmonious and beautiful. Yes, at least not to breed more unnecessary hatred.

These two years of peace were very rare for Bai Wan. There was no blood, killing, disputes, and conspiracies. He passed these two years peacefully, or it could be said that he passed these two years with nothing to do.

Bai Susu was very kind to him, so good that she sincerely wanted to be a couple with him, even though she was rejected repeatedly, she still did not change her original intention.

He would see that child Bai Yuan from time to time, he looked like Bai Susu, he didn't like him very much, facing his non-smiling face, that child didn't necessarily like him much either.

Two years seemed to pass very slowly, but when I looked back, I found that it seemed to pass quickly...

Shen Jialan thought sourly, this woman Bai Susu really still has a wicked heart!

Holding Bai Wan in his arms, he decisively classified this person as his own, which meant that other people could not covet him.

The two were talking softly, and since it was too late, they fell asleep hugging each other without realizing it...

The next day, at an unknown time, Shen Jialan opened his eyes first.

Sleeping comfortably, he was too lazy to get up, and he was half lying on Bai Wan's body, seeing someone now, looking at his eyebrows and lips, he couldn't help leaning over to kiss him.

Bai Wan frowned, he was also in a deep sleep, and as soon as he turned over in a daze, he pressed Shen Jialan and started to fight back.

This one is moving around in the quilt, and this kiss has a smell of thunder and fire. Every man has that kind of impulse in the early morning.

Bai Wan opened his eyes, and saw Shen Jialan smiling at him, putting his hands on the back of his neck and stroking him, with a hint of encouragement in disguise, and his lower body was still gently rubbing against his tight spot.

"Galan, are you lighting a fire?"

Shen Jialan smiled charmingly, and said, "I'm in charge of putting out the fire."

Bai Wan showed a choked expression.

Shen Jialan said slightly distressed: "So, why do we just chat under the quilt all night, are we stupid?"

"Now, it's almost dawn..."

The way Bai Wan looked at him was... indescribable, like looking at a pervert.

Shen Jialan knew how tempting she was now, her snow-white body was half hidden in the ambiguous light, and her beautiful eyes were shining with sly light.

Bai Wan's gaze was involuntarily attracted to his rosy lips, which looked so delicious, and then a string called reason in his mind snapped——

He leaned down to kiss those seductive lips, perhaps because of joy in his heart, he seemed to be extra gentle this time, but the kiss made Shen Jialan almost out of breath.

Shen Jialan felt that Bai Wan's tenderness was like a flame that was just right, it was so warm and bright that he wanted to cuddle, even this flame made him flustered.

"noob……"

Bai Wan's charming eyes looked very harmless when he smiled, and he said innocently: "You said you were in charge of putting out the fire..."

Shen Jialan almost wanted to slap herself, but she blushed a little after being teased by him.

He remembered, when it comes to hooliganism and shamelessness, the person in front of him is at the level of a master!

Of course, the same goes for flirting techniques...

Bai Wan took his hand, and kissed the back of his hand affectionately. Then, when he lightly licked those fair and slender fingers, Shen Jialan finally couldn't take it anymore.

"Don't do this..."

Shen Jialan felt that his heart was about to jump out, he didn't need to think about it, he knew how embarrassed he was now.

Bai Wan also teased him, saying: "What don't you want? If you don't make it clear, I don't understand. I'm stupid."

Shen Jialan's reaction was to ruthlessly turn over and throw him down, and said viciously: "Don't do this, just go straight up, if you dare to hurt me, you will die..."

How could he say that he didn't want Bai Wan's gentleness, he was afraid to know that he used to treat other women like this in bed.

After all, Bai Wan is not really that cold and heartless in his bones.

When Shen Jialan lowered his head and kissed Bai Wan, the latter's throat tightened and he let out a joyful moan.

The skin on his bare chest was tight, the texture was smooth, and his figure was so sexy that he couldn't say anything. When Shen Jialan's hand brushed past him, his heartbeat couldn't help but throb.