Monkey and Feather

"Why are you wearing a mask?" I asked him curiously.

Because the appearance of players in this world is randomly generated, since it is not their original appearance, why should they cover it.And it only covers the upper half of the face.

Seeing me staring at his face, the other party quickly reached out to help the white mask on his face, but his eyes were dodging, and he hesitated and said, "No...it's nothing, it's just for decoration."

I know he's prevaricating, but since people don't want to talk about it, I don't need to ask more.

As soon as the subject changed, I asked another question that made me even more curious.

"Looking at you, you should be very powerful, but why do I feel that your strength is very unstable, and sometimes I can't even feel your breath."

I actually noticed it from the very beginning.After being with the monster monkey for a long time, I have become more and more cautious.

The man sat down on the ground, spread his hands, and murmured: "I am also puzzled by this. Sometimes I feel a strong force surging, but I just can't use it."

His words made me even more puzzled: "Strange! It's so strange! How could a player be like this?"

The man suddenly became serious, his eyebrows were twisted into a "Chuan", and he lowered his voice: "Besides, you might not believe me~"

Seeing his mysterious appearance, I became more interested and moved closer to him: "Tell me and listen."

But he hesitated again, and it took him a long time before he sighed and said: "Forget it~" The man shook his head slightly as he spoke: "I told other people, and they all said I was crazy.

Made it far away from me now.cut!A group of second-hand goods who have never seen the world! "He cursed, showing aggrieved face.

The more he said this, the more interested I became, and I asked him: "It's all right, let's hear it, I won't be like them~"

The man turned his head, stared at me for a few seconds, and finally said frankly: "Okay! Then I will say it!"

He bit his lip and frowned even more: "Actually, I play this game differently from you. Because I am in this world, I have a completely real feeling! Just like in our real world!"

"Ah! What!?" I opened my mouth in shock, unable to speak, because I really didn't know what to say.

"That's why, when I met those heavenly soldiers before, I wanted to escape, because I was afraid of death! Real death!"

As the man spoke, his body trembled.Obviously, he has experienced death here, and, extremely painful, the pain caused by many deaths!

He looked at me, but sighed in disappointment: "I told you, you won't believe it. Alas╯﹏╰"

"I believe it!" I looked at him firmly and said seriously.

The man just lazily stretched out his hand to breathe out, but was frozen there by my words.

In an instant, he jumped up to me, with incredible excitement on his face.

"You really believe what I say!? Didn't you say that on purpose to make me happy?!"

I shook my head slightly, still staring at him, and repeatedly expressed my firm attitude: "I believe, because... I am the same!"

"Ah! What!?" He was surprised this time, his whole body seemed to be turned into a statue, and he froze in place, looking at me dumbfounded.

I didn't speak, just looked at him like this.

After a while, he slowly lowered his arms, and confirmed again and again in a very slow and soft voice: "You also have real feelings here?!"

"Hmm~" I nodded slightly.

"Emotions, sorrows and joys? Including, including the pain of injury and the fear of death! You can feel it?!" He spoke word by word, and I could clearly see his pupils dilated slowly.

I nodded again and said: "I can feel it very clearly, especially the torture and death after experience!"

……

No one was talking anymore, he just stared at me like this.

For a long time, until, two lines of tears flowed out on the face with a hint of excitement, joy, and relief.

It can be seen that he has been through a lot.And I, like him, just, I am enduring.

His name is Xiaobai. I didn't ask if it was his real name or the name of the game, and he didn't say either.But it can be seen that he is indeed a little white, an idiot white.

But I believe that what he said is true, although it sounds a bit mysterious.

He came into contact with this game a month later than me. My game was brought to me by a man in black, but his contact with this game was a dream.

A muddled dream.

At that time, he was looking for his lost girlfriend, and he was depressed all day long. He said that his girlfriend was very sad and left him.She searched all over the world, but couldn't find her.

Until that person appeared, he drank a lot of wine that night, his eyes were hazy, and he didn't know if he was in a dream.

A female doctor in white attire whose face could not be seen clearly told him that he could find his girlfriend in this game.

When I woke up another day, I just regarded what happened last night as a ridiculous dream, but suddenly found that the game was placed beside my bed.The game is already running.

Maybe there is really a god helping him in the dark, so he started the journey of finding love in the game.

"Mysterious! It's too mysterious!"

But it also makes people sigh, sigh that he is so affectionate, no matter whether he is sick or not, he goes to the doctor randomly.Because I love someone, I don't want to give up any chance, any glimmer of hope for this.

This reminds me of the earthquake that year. A man kept digging the house in ruins with his hands. Even though his hands were bleeding, even if he didn't sleep, he kept digging for the sake of his loved one.Just for that glimmer of hope.

"So did you find him?" I asked him softly and gently.

Hearing me ask him this, the man's eyes dimmed, and there seemed to be tears in his eyes: "I have inquired about almost every place I have passed in this world, but I just can't find her."

My heart was sour, and I couldn't help feeling sorry for him, and asked softly: "You must have experienced a lot of hardships and hardships, right?"

The man looked up at the sky, heaved a long sigh, and said slowly: "Yes~ especially if you go to places where there are many monsters, you are often close to death.

Fortunately, I have the ability to restore my body, but even so, I still died more than 1000 times, but I'm used to it, as long as I can find her, I don't care even if I die [-] times! "

"What!? Died more than 1000 times!!" I was completely shocked by his words, as if my chest was stuffed with something, and I couldn't breathe.

I have experienced death, but only a few times.Death is not scary, it is the fear brought about by death, which is extremely tormenting.So, I don't want to die, and no one wants to die.

And him!But for a woman, a woman who doesn't know where she is, she died more than 1000 times!Maybe there will be more in the future!

Is this love?

Sad and pitiful!There is such an infatuated man in the world, how happy this woman should be, it really makes me envious and jealous.

Think about myself again.Where is my love?do i have loveWill the demon monkey do this to me?Ha~ Who would do this to me?

I lamented for a long time, and asked him later: "What's her name? Tell me, and I'll look for it for you!" For this kind of good man, I can't find any reason not to help him.

The man smiled at me gratefully, and said melancholy: "I don't know the name of his game, I only know her real name, which is called Yu! The rain of raindrops."

"......rain!!"

My whole body seemed to be struck by thousands of lightning bolts, and I stood there blankly, my whole mind went blank!

Isn't that my real world name?rain!When did I have a boyfriend? !And the boyfriend who died so many times for me!Is there a mistake! !

right!I must have made a mistake, after all, there are many people with the same name.

Thinking of this, I calmed down and continued to ask: "Apart from her name, do you know anything else about her? For example, her appearance, her hobbies, home address and school."

The man gave me a strange look, then frowned and pondered for a while, then slowly said: "She is very introverted and autistic, so I don't know much about her.

As for looks, everyone's looks have basically changed in this world, it's useless to say that, in reality, she moved again,

But I used to live in our H city, No. 36 Xingfu Street, and went to high school in our H No. [-] Middle School, but these seem to be of no use. "

...peat!It's really me! !

I'm completely blinded this time!

If it is true as he said, the man named Xiaobai in front of him came to this world for me, searched all over the world for me, went through untold hardships for me, and even died more than 1000 times! !

This...what the hell is going on! ?

Why! ! ?

Seeing my strange appearance, Xiaobai looked at me even more strangely: "What's wrong with you? Why is your expression suddenly weird? Could it be?!"

He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and his voice became hoarse: "Do you know where Xiao Yu is!?"

"Xiao Yu!" What a familiar title, it's been a long time since a boy called me by my name, the last time it was Kai.

But now, it came from another man's mouth.Should I say yes?Confess with him?I'm not a girl who can tell lies.

I was tangled and contradictory in my heart, at a loss, just looking at him, I wanted to see him clearly.

But what I saw was just a man with anticipation in his eyes, so pure, nothing else~

"No... I don't know~" I didn't dare to speak loudly, the voice was so small that I couldn't even hear myself.The only thing I heard was my guilty heart beating extremely fast.

"Oh~" The flames that had just ignited in his eyes became dim in an instant. He drooped his head and bit his lips lightly, as if he had suffered the most painful blow in the world.

My heart suddenly seemed to be twisted by something, and it was extremely sore, but I knew that this was not one-tenth of his heartache.

I really want to appease him and tell him the truth, I am the person you have been thinking about and looking for.

However, I can't do it, my heart can't do it, it already has someone else, and it won't easily fit in someone else.

And the only thing I can do is to leave him with a thought.

A thought that will never come to fruition!

The author has something to say:

I've tried my best, I know the writing and plot are not very good, but that's all I have.

I sincerely hope that someone likes to watch it. Being liked by someone is an extremely happy thing.

Is it such a luxury for her and me?