Monkey and Feather

([-]) Live absurdly

When I woke up, there was nothing around me, there was no blue sky above my head, no white clouds under my feet, and I was just floating in this white space.

"It hurts~" I tried to move my body, and a strong pain instantly swept through my whole body.

Monster Monkey! ?

There was a flash of light in my eyes, and I ran towards him who was not far away.

He curled up, looking like he was seriously injured, and his mind became more and more dazed. I hurriedly took out a pill and stuffed it into his mouth, and then ate one myself.

"Are you ok?"

I don't know when Xiaobai appeared by my side. He was not injured, but looked a little weak.

"I'm fine, how about you?"

"Well, I'm fine."

The atmosphere was a bit awkward, just like those men and women who meet again after breaking up, because they can't get what they want, so they are embarrassed.

Suddenly, I noticed a problem.

There is no one else here but us!

"Where are the others?" I asked Xiaobai hastily, with a vague premonition in my heart.

Xiao Bai frowned, closed his eyes, and spit out two words after a long time.

"died."

"What!? Dead? What do you mean?" I only felt a rumble in my head, suspecting that I had heard or thought wrong.

"Dead, all dead, to protect us." Xiaobai turned his back to me and looked into the distance, his voice full of desolation.

"Protect us!!? This, what is going on?" I couldn't believe it was true, but the facts before me couldn't help me to fantasize too much.

"They used all their strength to protect us, but they themselves were shattered by the self-destruct of the Jade Emperor."

"Broken!?"

"To be exact, it was wiped out."

I fell limply on the ground and opened my mouth, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't make a sound.

"They said that my power can help you, so they also protected me." Xiao Bai shook his head slightly, and put on the mask again.

"Let's go," Xiaobai said lightly.

"Where are you going?" I picked up the demon monkey, which was the only one I had left.

"Go where you are going."

Xiaobai stretched out his finger to the top of his head, there was a fragmented and transparent barrier there, which was the last door.

But I'm confused, I don't know whether to wear it, I don't know if it's worth it for this moment...

The moon is completely gone, our power has been completely liberated, and my belly is getting bigger and bigger.

([-]) Why do it

I still went through it and came to the "end".

But I don't know why.

For the dream of the demon monkey?For Xiaobai to survive?In order to save those people who are like plants?Or is it to give an explanation to the brothers and sisters who gave their lives?

I don't know, but I'm still here.

The surrounding area was still white, and there was nothing.

The demon monkey said that it might be possible to get out through all the barriers, but now that I have arrived here, nothing has happened, not even seeing those huge and strange people he said.

"Monkey Monkey, we're here, but there's nothing here~" I lay down next to Monster Monkey's ear, crying and said to him, but he didn't seem to hear it, just shaking his head from side to side crazily, his eyes blurred.

"Don't worry, wait first," Xiaobai sat cross-legged beside me, closing his eyes to concentrate.

Seeing his calm look, I couldn't help being curious.

"Xiaobai, do you know something?!"

I thought of the female doctor who brought him to this world, that mysterious woman, she told me that someone had left this world, and she also said that she was in this world when the monster monkey broke the sky, and she also hoped I can help the monster monkey break through this day, for Xiaobai, for those vegetative people.

She is a great and noble person, but I don't know much about her. It seems that she knows many secrets about this world, but she doesn't tell me, or wants to hide.

However, she seems to have told Xiaobai that at least Xiaobai knows a lot that I don't.

Perhaps, the only thing he doesn't know is his real self, a vegetative person lying down forever.

Although Xiaobai is a vegetable in the real world, she must have a way to communicate with him.

"Don't think too much, just do it according to your original purpose." When Xiaobai spoke, his eyes were still closed, and he was still calm, not at all like the original him.

I stroked the monster monkey with one hand and stroked its stomach with the other.

Maybe there's nothing I can do except wait...

The author has something to say:

Many people don't know why they live, and many people live to find out why.When you know the problem, but are eager to solve it, then the first problem is ourselves.Because, we always lack security, and we always need something to rely on to live better and be our true self.

But, is this really the result?