live for yourself

"I don't have an appetite, you can eat first, I'll go and see other places..." Inuyasha picked up the cup noodles and put them down silently.

"Really, then I'll help you solve it!" Qibao happily snatched the cup noodles from Inuyasha's hand, and didn't notice anything unusual about Inuyasha at all.

It was different from usual, this time, Inuyasha didn't quarrel with Qibao, but stood up straight, and walked towards the sacred tree not far away, with long silver hair and red fire mouse fur, under the reflection of the setting sun, It seemed a bit lonely.

"Inuyasha..." Kagome looked at Inuyasha who was walking towards the setting sun, and suddenly there was a feeling that she and Inuyasha had gone farther and farther.This feeling has been lingering in her heart since Kikyo disappeared in Inuyasha's arms, and she can't get rid of it.

"Is Kikyo really that important? Inuyasha, do you really love me in your heart? Or, do you just regard me as a substitute for Kikyo?" Kagome thought like this, even bringing the surrounding atmosphere into a heavy stand up.

Maitreya and Coral looked at each other in blank dismay, their intersection with Kikyo was much less than Kagome's, so they were naturally on Kagome's side.

"Kagome, don't think too much, Inuyasha just can't forget the death of Kikyo, after all..." Coral said, anyway, Kikyo has helped her too much, not to mention that she saved her life twice , In the end, he also chose to protect the life of Amber, so Coral is very grateful to Kikyo, if there is no Kikyo, he would have died long ago, and his younger brother Amber would not be alive.

Maitreya, who was beside Shan Shan, hesitated to speak. After all, this was a matter between Inuyasha, Kagome, and Kikyo, and they could not intervene. "Kagome, I think Inuyasha will figure it out."

"Coral, Maitreya." Kagome looked at the two of them and shook his head, "I'm fine, but I'm worried about Inuyasha..."

"Kagome, don't worry, if Inuyasha dares to do something wrong to you, I will definitely not let him go!" Qibao, who had already eaten and drank enough, jumped into Kagome's arms and waved his fist, "Don't look at me I'm still young, when I grow into a big monster, Inuyasha will definitely not be my opponent."

"En." Kagome patted Qibao's head amusedly, and felt much better.That's right, I still have so many friends by my side, and Kikyo is no longer there, it's already in the past tense, I don't believe that after getting along day and night, I can't replace Kikyo's position in Inuyasha's heart?

The setting sun, the evening wind, and the imperial tree.

Inuyasha touched the remaining arrow marks on the God tree, looked at the sunset not far away, with an indelible sadness on his face.Time seems to stop moving forward at this moment, everything is the same as 50 years ago, the same sunset, the same evening breeze, the only difference is the people around.

It was a new moon, the most vulnerable moment for him as a half-demon.He inadvertently broke into the range of Maple Village. That night was the first time he met Kikyo. No, it should be the first time he saw Kikyo.At that time, he was hiding behind a tree, watching Kikyo in a priestess costume mercilessly shooting hundreds of monsters.He had to admit that he had already been overwhelmed by Kikyo's demeanor at that time, he had never seen such a person, who was obviously seriously injured but refused to let himself fall down.Covered with blood, but with endless loneliness in his eyes.

One is a witch who keeps walking along the bloody road; the other is a poor half-demon who can't be considered a human being, and is not a real monster, constantly looking for her own status.This is how they positioned each other in the first place.Around the Jade of the Four Souls, he had countless duels with her.He has never won her head-on, but for some reason, Kikyo has never used the demon-breaking arrow against him, and he is the only demon Kikyo has never killed.They walked together on the road to eliminate demons, and he became Kikyo's most solid backing. At that time, they cooperated tacitly like partners for many years.

Looking back now, everything was so beautiful.

To this day, he still can't forget the vow he made with Kikyo outside the Maple Village at sunset...

"Inuyasha, if you don't fight, are you not you anymore?"

"Have you asked this question before?"

"Do you want to give up the fight?"

"what?"

"Do you want to give up fighting and try to be an ordinary human?"

"Want me to be human?"

"You must be able to, half of your blood is human."

"If the jade of the four souls falls into the hands of evil monsters, its power will increase; but if you use its power to become a human, the jade will be purified and may disappear."

"By that time, Kikyo, what will happen to you?"

"I am the guardian of the jade of the four souls. If the jade of the four souls does not exist, I will become an ordinary woman."

"Kankyo, I am willing to become a human. I have no hesitation, I am willing to become a human!"

"Inuyasha..."

"So, you also have to be an ordinary woman, to be my..."

"Kankyo..." Inuyasha murmured.At that time, you accidentally fell into my arms, and the evening wind seemed to stagnate. That was our first kiss.At that time, you were warm and soft, and you were the one I was most unwilling to let go of.That tenderness is still what I miss to this day.Kikyo, if we could have noticed the ghost spider's unruly thoughts towards you earlier, wouldn't we have fallen for Naraku's tricks, and would our endings have been completely different?Why, Kikyo, I obviously wanted to protect you, but why, no matter when, I couldn't do it!

At this time, Kikyo, who was thousands of miles away, suddenly seemed to have sensed something, raised his head and looked at a certain direction in the sky, with an inexplicable and inexplicable emotion on his face.

"Master?" Cong Yunya noticed that the platycodon was slowing down, and asked without knowing why.

"Nothing." Kikyo came back to his senses.

"Master, do you miss your hometown? In fact, we can also go back first, after all, we can't rush to find the seven-star grass." Cong Yunya suddenly remembered that there is a time difference between Wuwangguixu and the present world, "Also, I forgot As I told you, it has been three years since returning to the present world from Return to the Ruins of Nothing."

"No, I'm not who I used to be, and it's no longer my hometown. There's nowhere to go, so why bother." Kikyo interrupted Cong Yunya Cong Yunya's words lightly.