live for yourself

"The village chief disagrees with us, because it is said that you were killed by Inuyasha. But she insisted, that firm expression..."

"She loves you very much! Chi Lian."

"We got married smoothly, with our own vision, even if no one blesses you! I will still help her village as before..."

"You are luckier than me."

Chi Lian Chi Lian smiled wryly, and continued, "It's just...one day, on the way back, I fell into a hole, and I couldn't get out of that hole at all!"

"I was anxious because I was afraid that she would be worried. I kept running and couldn't get out. Later, I met the master. The master told me that according to the divination, she would be in great trouble. If I want to help her through the trouble, I have to change." I have to get stronger, I can only get out when I become stronger..."

"Master Qingxuan? Who is he?"

"I don't know, he just said that I have a master-student relationship with him, and he threw me a book for me to practice and then disappeared..."

"When I had the strength to escape from the cave, I returned home and saw ruins. I looked for her everywhere! I found the village chief and asked, but the village chief told me that when I disappeared, she found out that she was pregnant. And she insisted on giving birth to a half-demon, who was beaten and scolded by the villagers, and finally the child was beaten to death, but she went crazy because she couldn't stand it, and fell into the river and drowned..." Chi Lian said His hands kept tightening, the sharp nails pierced the flesh bleeding, and tears glistened in the golden eyes.

"..." Kikyo lightly touched Chi Lian's hand, some injuries could not be understood without personal experience.

Chi Lian let go of the mutilated hand, and continued, "I almost collapsed, and I even wanted to kill myself. But the next day, I saw Nian Lian, and forced to question the village chief, only to find out that Nian Lian was killed by the village. Long took care of her, and she left..."

"Maybe love is the doom of the witch, but fortunately, she didn't die..." Kikyo understood the pain, the pain of leaving a loved one,

"Afterwards, I kept looking for her, but I couldn't find her. One day I met the master again, and he said that when the souls of the dead break through the law and return to the world from the ruins of nothingness, she will appear..."

"Revenant souls... return to the ruins without falsehood... isn't that talking about me?" Kikyo said softly.

"But... Kikyo... You have been back for so long, why hasn't she appeared... Master, is he lying to me?" Chi Lian's tears finally fell.

"Perhaps, she will come back to you soon..." Kikyo gently wiped the tears on Chi Lian's face with his hand, Chi Lian also loved her deeply.It's just me, there is only one person, and I have decided not to have any emotional entanglements with Inuyasha.

Chi Lian lowered his head and wiped it again, "What about you, will you return to Inuyasha?"

Kikyo looked at Inuyasha in the distance, just in time to cast his gaze at him, Kikyo lowered his eyes to avoid it, turned back to Akaren and said, "No, now I only live for myself, and I won't live for anyone anymore."

"Kido, you don't understand. The first loss, even if the heart hurts unconsciously, it is not so strong, and the second loss is just in front of your eyes. The pain is unbearable. It’s obvious! From a certain point of view, Inuyasha and I are also similar.”

"He already has Kagome, that girl healed his wounded heart by his side."

"If it weren't for them saying that Kagome is your reincarnation, if Kagome doesn't look like you, even if you are one soul, do you think he would take one step closer to her?! What's more, you are not alone, He just loves humblely and wants to find something to rely on to survive. Human beings are very selfish animals! They use their whole life to communicate with you, but they only exist for a short time in your life. This is the sorrow of demons, so You don’t want to be in contact with people, not to mention, you’re still a witch.”

"Maybe you are right, but the red line of fate between me and Inuyasha was broken 53 years ago... there is no possibility between us..."

"Fate is something...you can't know..." Looking at Kikyo with lowered eyes, Chi Lian changed the subject, "If you hadn't said it so fast, I wouldn't have recognized it so early, thank you. "

"He misses Dad very much!" Kikyo watched Nian Lian in the distance showing off his newly learned moves to Qi Bao.

"I understand that feeling very well!" Chi Lian followed Kikyo's eyes, stood up and walked over.

Kikyo also walked over together, but no one noticed that there was another pair of eyes watching every bit of this place in the distance.

"In the future, I will teach you more, okay!" Chi Lian hugged Nian Lian, who nodded happily.

"I see you are so happy, you can't see your eyes from laughing..." Seeing Nianlian Kikyo who was smiling happily, he couldn't help but patted his head.

Looking at this scene, Inuyasha's heart throbbed non-stop. Looking at the scene just now, although he couldn't hear their conversation, he could hear the crying of his heart, and he could only grieve secretly.

Inuyasha looked at Nianlian who was sleeping in Chilian's arms, and then at Kikyo, finally couldn't help it!

"Kankyo! I want to talk to you alone!"

"..." Well, let's talk about it, that's fine.Kikyo secretly said.So he followed Inuyasha into the woods.

"What's the matter?" Kikyo asked lightly.

"What's going on? What's going on with that kid? What's going on with that dog monster? And what's going on with you?" Inuyasha looked at Kikyo for a long time, and finally opened his mouth excitedly and shouted.

"It's none of your business!" Kikyo replied coldly, looking at the excited Inuyasha, as if it was just a hallucination, she felt that Inuyasha seemed to be a little choked up when he spoke just now.

"Only I can protect you! Kikyo! I won't let go!" Inuyasha stepped forward and grabbed Kikyo's shoulder, he didn't want to lose Kikyo!Watching her leave helplessly, such a scene is too painful!Hugged Kikyo at once, and hugged it tightly.

Seeing Inuyasha like this, Kikyo softened her heart for a moment, but she won't sink in again, and what needs to be broken must be broken clean and not messy.

Suddenly Inuyasha's face was close to Kikyo, and when his lips were about to touch, Kikyo reacted and struggled vigorously, "Let me go!"

"Don't let it go! I won't let it go again! I regret it! I won't let you go!"

"Really?" Kikyo raised an eyebrow.

"Yes!" a firm voice.

"Don't regret it!" Kikyo mobilized his spiritual power, and the blue light around his body bounced Inuyasha away.

"Kidkyo? Why? Why do you always run away from me?"

"Inuyasha, you already have Kagome..."

"Kankyo, I...not...you listen to me explain..."

"Inuyasha, treat Kagome well." Kikyo shook his head to stop Inuyasha's words, "I have said three years ago that Inuyasha is Inuyasha, Kikyo is Kikyo, and it doesn't matter anymore. When the red thread of fate is broken, we will be together again." I can't connect anymore. And now we are just companions! Partners who will destroy Lingshi Jade together! Apart from that, we have nothing to do with each other. I Kikyo, I don't live for love, let alone for you Inuyasha. ! Live only for yourself!!”