[Japanese Edition] Love at First Kiss] Female Supporting Struggle

After the last math class in the morning, Reiko Matsumoto yawned, feeling that her nerves had finally relaxed after a morning of collapse.

If English is the subject that Reiko can confidently say is good at, mathematics is the subject she struggles the most.

Purely abstract logical thinking is really difficult for Lizi.Every time she takes math class, she can't wait to cheer up 12 points, not daring to miss a word.Fearing that it would happen, I was distracted for ten seconds, and then the whole class instantly turned into a funny story that happened to me.

After tidying up the books, Lizi lay down on the desk in a very unimpressive manner.Stretch your arms forward as much as possible, arch your back back, and stretch like a cat.

Feeling that the spine was pulled apart a little bit, Matsumoto Reiko felt that she had regained her vitality.

Look up and look forward to the right.Irie Naoki sat in the row in front of Reiko, with an aisle between them.

Unlike Reiko Matsumoto, whose body was about to be hollowed out, Naoki Irie still sat leisurely and relaxed, as if he was not attending a class, but listening to a lecture.

And it's an easy lecture.Reiko thought.

Um. . . . . .It's like Sheldon Cooper going to a lecture by Brian Green in The Big Bang Theory.Reiko scattered her thoughts aimlessly

When I think of Sheldon Cooper, I think of his elemental song, and he took off his pants and showed his Uranus (chrysanthemum) to the audience.

The interesting clips in "The Big Bang Theory" that I have seen before, flashed through Lizi's mind like a film.Recalling the interesting plots one by one, she couldn't help smiling.

Irie Naoki looked back at Reiko, and saw that she seemed to be remembering something, with a very pleasant smile on her face.

It's really curious, is there anything interesting in this morning's class?

Seeing the confusion on Irie Naoki's face, Reiko smiled even more happily, and raised her eyebrows pretending to be mysterious, well, this is the fun that only time travelers can have.

Irie Naoki glanced at her, pursed the corners of his lips, and made a disgusted smile.

"Reiko, do you want to eat? I brought a bento."

Reiko Matsumoto opened her mouth, and just about to say something to Naoki Irie, she was distracted by the voice next to her.

Watanabe Junichi took out his bento box and raised it to Reiko.He was sitting on the left of Matsumoto Reiko, and there was also an aisle between them.

"Ah, okay."

Sundunan College has a restaurant and a canteen.When school first started, Lizi went to the restaurant to taste it, and the taste was not bad.In addition, students can also bring their own bento.

Matsumoto Reiko is a bento pie, which is mainly for better control of calorie intake.

Although it is said that the general Japanese food uses very little oil, it is not like the Chinese who like to use oil for cooking. Even the cooking oil sold in supermarkets is at most one liter.

However, Lizi is still used to bringing her own meals, so that it is more convenient to calculate the calorie intake, and it can also effectively ensure a balanced nutrition.She is already in adolescence when she is prone to gaining weight. If she is not paying attention, her weight will change a lot.

Of course, it would be boring to pay attention to diet every day, so every week, she will treat herself.

Since Reiko Matsumoto brings her own bento every day, Junichi Watanabe, in order to have lunch with her beloved Reiko, of course also brings a bento every day.

Taking lunch out of the table, Reiko Matsumoto looked up at Naoki Irie, "Hey, Naoki, let's come and eat together."

Naoki Irie is also a bento group.His mother is a housewife who is very good at cooking and prepares lunch for Naoki Irie every day.

Watanabe Junichi was upset when he heard that Matsumoto Reiko invited Irie Naoki to come over for dinner.He likes Reiko, and can feel that Reiko has a crush on Naoki Irie—this is not a difficult task, Reiko is always open about the people and things she likes.

I like you, you like him.For 16-year-old Junichi Watanabe, this is a sad story.

However, although Junichi Watanabe is unhappy that Reiko likes Naoki Irie, he will not hate Naoki Irie because of it, let alone get angry with Reiko because of it.

As he himself said, no matter what kind of sacrifice, he is willing.In his opinion, who Lizi likes is Lizi's own choice.All he needs to do is to always be nice to Lizi, and he believes that one day, Lizi will always fall in love with him.

not to mention. . . . . .

Jun Watanabe has a feeling of sympathy for Naoki Irie.

The first time I saw Naoki Irie, Watanabe Junichi knew that Naoki Irie, like himself, was a person who was rejected by his classmates and could not integrate into the class group.

Although Junichi Watanabe's appearance is not as good as Naoki Irie's, but because his family is much richer than other classmates, and he wears glasses—no one in the class wears glasses, and because of his excellent grades, he has always been regarded by other classmates repelled.

Junichi Watanabe always remembers that no matter in class or in clubs, he is always alone.During sports activities, no one is willing to be with him; during group study, he is always excluded by other classmates in twos and threes.

Because he has experienced the pain of one person himself, he can't bear the pain of others.

"Ah, yes Naoki, let's eat together."

Irie Naoki looked at Matsumoto Reiko, then at Watanabe Junichi.

People always have to find a group.In middle school, in order to be able to integrate into the group, Naoki Irie made many attempts. He tried to make himself like an ordinary person.For this reason, he even went to the video store to steal things like other students, as if by doing so, he could be recognized by others and enter their world.

Irie Naoki glanced at Matsumoto Reiko, he always remembered that Christmas in the second grade of middle school.

"You think I'll be sad if you don't play with me?"

The girl in sailor uniform seemed to be saying something ridiculous.

"Please don't use your pathetic weak mentality to speculate on my thoughts. After all, your so-called groupism is nothing more than a group of weak people huddling together for warmth. The ridiculous customs left over from the agricultural society, because a person is too weak, in the society There is no way to live in the world, so I have to gather a bunch of people. But, sorry, I am the one who wants to become the absolute king, who wants to stay with a group of people like you who are destined to be the denominator."

The girl in the sailor suit smiled confidently and brightly. Although she said sarcasm, there was no contemptuous emotion. Instead, she seemed to be stating the facts, which was the calmness of a strong man.

Her heart is like a green pine, standing quietly, upright and unshakable by the wind and rain outside.

However, just when people wondered if she was too arrogant, the girl showed her face and said,

"However, if there is anyone among you who also wants to see the scenery on the top of the mountain, I am still willing to be friends with her. But, if you want me to stay with you at the foot of the mountain, then forgive me."

The goal is firm, principled, unshakable by the environment, but not alone because of it.

How amazing.Irie Naoki thought, what she said was exactly what he thought in his heart.And what she did was exactly what he wanted to do but couldn't.

Irie Naoki was born in a wealthy middle-class family.His father was the one who changed his class through education in the 70s.

His parents' backgrounds were not high. According to the statistical indicators of the 1955 "National Survey on Social Class and Social Change", they were all from the lower class.In the golden age when "[-] million people are in the middle class", Naoki Irie's father realized an intergenerational change in the social class he belonged to because he was admitted to the University of Tokyo.

However, although their status has achieved a change in class, psychologically, they still stay in the class they used to be.This is more evident in his mother.

Although Naoki Irie is his mother's child, Naoki Irie, who was born in a middle-class wealthy family since he was a child, has completely different ways of thinking, social identity, value standards, etc. from his mother who was born in the lower class.

Naoki Irie couldn't understand many of his mother's thoughts.This is not simply a generation gap due to different times, or because of the period of resistance, but more because of the differences formed by different classes of origin.

Emotionally, Naoki Irie loves his mother, but he cannot agree with his mother's thoughts and behavior style.

In the family, he could not get a sense of security.In school, he couldn't get a sense of belonging.

Naoki Irie has been smart and handsome since he was a child, but instead of being sought after by his classmates, he became the object of rejection by his classmates because he "likes to show off" and "deliberately attracts attention".

The entire student life was unpleasant for Irie Naoki.And this kind of unhappiness became more and more intense after he entered the second grade of middle school, and became more sensitive and thoughtful, and even became painful.

Whether to become an ordinary person and integrate into the world of ordinary people is an important problem Naoki Irie faced in his second year of middle school.

His father is busy with work, and he also knows his father's hard work, so he can't bear to bother his father with his own affairs.His mother was too naive to offer any help.

Just when he made up his mind to become an ordinary person, Matsumoto Reiko's words were like a gust of wind blowing from the Mongolian plateau, sweeping past his heart with overwhelming momentum, blowing away all his fog It's spotless.

Perhaps for others, Reiko Matsumoto's speech is nothing more than the nonsense of a girl in the second stage of middle school; but for Naoki Irie, who is in the same confusion, it is tantamount to a thunderstorm.

However, Irie Naoki frowned slightly at Matsumoto Reiko who was joking with Watanabe Junichi, she didn't even remember him!

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