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Mo Sheng ran out of He's house with all her strength, the panic in her heart made her unable to breathe, she could only gasp with her mouth.He Yichen's figure and shouts behind him made her run faster.

Running all the way, Mo Sheng didn't notice that she had already run towards the middle of the road.The lights of the cars in the distance made her feel dazzling. She blocked her eyes with her hands, not trying to avoid the cars, but stood there blankly.The driver honked his horn desperately, but Mo Sheng still didn't move.Just at the very moment, a body stood in front of her, protecting her against his chest.

Fortunately, the speed of the car was not fast, and the driver also took correct evasive measures to avoid a disaster.And the car crashed straight into a tree on the side of the road, and the driver got out of the car without any serious problems and cursed at people directly.Mo Sheng was protected in He Yichen's arms, she was trembling, she was afraid.Seeing that the man in his arms, He Yichen, didn't want to get entangled with that person, he called someone to come over to deal with the funeral, and left the scene with Mo Sheng.

Back at home in the urban area, Mo Sheng walked back to the bedroom without saying a word, and locked the door behind her.No matter how He Yichen yelled or knocked on the door, Mo Sheng ignored her, she was not angry, the development of the matter made her mess up.Although she was mentally prepared, when that moment came, she still couldn't control her emotions.

"Mo Sheng, can you listen to my explanation? I know I'm wrong, and I shouldn't hide it from you. But I care too much about you. I'm really afraid that you will leave me after you know the truth, and I will go crazy. This world can no longer live without you. Mo Sheng, are you listening?" There was no sound in the room, no crying, no complaints.Such Mo Sheng made He Yichen even more flustered.

Half an hour, an hour, two hours.Time passed minute by minute in He Yichen's words, but Mo Sheng's ignorance made him sit wearily at the door, leaning against the door, cigarette after cigarette in his hand.

"When I was born, my identity was determined, and others were envious." He Yichen began to open his heart, speak out his inner words, and present himself completely in front of Mo Sheng.

"But the more I grow up, the more I have my own ideas. I began to hate this established life that grew up with a golden spoon in my mouth. It makes people unable to see the future and self. Your life has been established since birth. It is planned, what kind of school to go to, what kind of people to play with, what kind of skills to learn, and even what kind of person to marry. Everything is not up to you, so I am tired of this kind of life. When I was 18 years old, I ran away from home. When I was happy that I was able to step out of the country smoothly, I didn’t know that what awaited me was the treatment of being escorted back to the country.” Speaking of this, He Yichen smiled wryly.

"The following days can be imagined. My passport, identity card, and bank card were all confiscated. I was even deprived of the opportunity to study abroad. I could only stay in China and be monitored by them. So I gave up on myself and refused to go to university. .Under the influence of relationships and money, they contacted a passable university and forced me into it. But my rebellion and nonsense made me pay a heavy price."

Looking back on the past, everything made He Yichen feel that his healed wound was being torn open again, causing him pain and making him unable to breathe freely.

Mo Sheng in the room is listening to He Yichen's narration through the door. This is the He Yichen that she doesn't know, and let him hide the He Yichen that is not known to outsiders. "And then?" Mo Sheng finally asked aloud, she wanted to know, she wanted to understand, she wanted to enter his world.

He Yichen took a puff of cigarette, his eyes became sad, "I lived an extremely chaotic life in college. In order to annoy my family, I randomly got a girlfriend and spent money. I was surrounded by a group of drinking and meat friends. Entering the police station It’s commonplace. I thought this kind of protest was my declaration of war on that world, and I thought I could win this war. But in the end, the cruelty of the war made me realize how ignorant, willful, and selfish I am.”

The sound stopped suddenly, causing Mo Sheng to walk to the door worriedly, holding the doorknob.

He Yichen adjusted his emotions and continued to say, "I don't remember why I entered the police station again. I just remember that day was the most ruined day in my life." The strength of Chen's appearance is peeled off layer by layer like an onion as he narrates, and what is exposed is a weak heart. "That day, I lost my parents. On the way to the police station, they got into a car accident because of me." He Yichen's voice could not be heard at the end of the speech, only slight sobs.

When Mo Sheng heard this, her heart was shocked, and she opened the door.He met He Yichen's eyes of self-blame, remorse, sadness, and grief.He sat there like a helpless child, surrounded by smoke and cigarette butts scattered around him.Mo Sheng hugged him distressedly, "I'm sorry!" Mo Sheng didn't know what to say to comfort this scarred man.

"It's not that I want to hide it, it's not that I don't want to tell you, it's just that I'm not ready to face that family, my family. I don't want to make that a burden for you, and I'm afraid that you won't be able to bear it after you find out. He chose to leave me because of everything." He Yichen hugged Mo Sheng tightly, fearing that Mo Sheng would disappear before his eyes if he let go.

The two of them stood by the door like this, hugging each other tightly to keep each other warm. "Afterwards, it's like I've changed into a different person. I grew up overnight." He Yichen smiled mockingly.

"Yi Chen, if..." Mo Sheng felt sorry for him for revealing his scars

"It's okay. I changed universities, became taciturn, and only focused on my studies and career. Then I went abroad, and it took me five years to become who I am now. I don't know how to deal with the guilt and self-blame in that family. Just avoid it. In recent years, grandma has been unable to do what she wants, and I hope that we brothers will work together, so I will try to share some of the heavy responsibilities and obligations." After saying this, He Yichen felt relieved, and looked at Mo Sheng, "Mo Sheng, will you forgive me? Don't leave me, okay?"

Mo Sheng stroked He Yichen's head, wanting to comfort him, give him warmth, want to give him everything she can give.She didn't know that He Yichen's heart was full of scars, and she didn't know how he spent those years.Heartache, heartache, and pity have occupied her whole body and mind, and she has no intention of pursuing her own tremors, her own timidity, and her own loss of ground after knowing the truth.