[HP] Companion

"what are you doing?"

"What are you doing again?"

This is another dream.

A vast and endless forest, the branches extending to the sky cover the scorching sun in the sky, the branches and leaves are tender and tender, flying insects are flying in the forest, playing chaotic music.

is this englandOr Germany?Or which jungle in the east?I drove away the small flying insects in front of me, and tore apart the branches that hindered my walking.The needles on the stem scratched my hands, and the blood dripped on the verdant life.

Then I met Voldy.This is the second time I met him in my dream.It may be that the consequences of preventing him from making Horcruxes were too disastrous, and subconsciously I avoided his past.I haven't seen him in my dreams since.

He was taller than I remembered, his handsome face was a little pale, his slender fingers held the wand and pointed at my chest.Nagini coiled around him, hissing and spitting.

"If you appear in this place, it means..."

"It means I'm dreaming."

His frowning brows relaxed slightly, and he withdrew his wand, but he did not relax his guard: "Then why did you appear here? Why did you do this? You are very clear about the consequences of talking to the past."

"I don't know why I'm here. I'm doing something else."

"Something else?"

"revenge."

We were silent. Voldy walked in front, I followed him, and Nagini disappeared as early as the moment we talked. Voldy seems to be very familiar with this place, cleverly bypassing the places that are difficult to pass due to the growth of nature, he took me through a path, and then through a swamp, we walked for a long time, until my clothes were stained After clearing mud spots and dirty water, we walked out of the forest.

I asked what Voldy was doing.He said he was looking for something, he said he was doing something.Of course, there is no need to explain what happened next.

It is now [-]. Grindelwald was defeated by Dumbledore a year ago and imprisoned in the extremely strong Nurmengard Prison he built himself. Since then, the saints have lost power.Of course, Germany, as the headquarters, suffered the most serious damage. There are many families inside and outside who are eager to replace the Hellmann family.It took Edith a year to stabilize the situation and keep the family's status.

Grindelwald was defeated, but Edith was not, and she kept a large group of saints.The Ministry of Magic has always been under the control of Grindelwald and Edith, and tried to take this opportunity to imprison Edith but failed.Edith relied on the surviving saints to eliminate some forces.Coupled with the whitewashing of himself, in the end, it didn't destroy the hard work Hellman had accumulated over the years.

The saints collapsed, and Christon returned to the family.Edith handed over the position of patriarch to him, but she chose to rest.

Edith did need a break.In less than half a year, her hair has turned gray, and her wrinkles are more obvious than before.Sometimes she stood there, but felt like a stooped old man.I have never seen her cry since that night. Mr. Osman said that she has been wronged enough and cried enough.She had no more tears to shed.

In the past, the Saints were the dominant family, but now the forces of dark wizards are everywhere.I knew that Tom must be one of them too.And it is the most powerful among them.

"Is your body really okay like this?"

Finally Voldy arrived at a mansion.It was gloomy inside, only one light was turned on, making the other places even darker.There are no decorations inside either, except for a painting of a skeleton wrapped in snakes in the middle of one wall—the symbol of the future Death Eater.

Voldy sat aside with a slightly puzzled expression.I nodded and sat across from him.The sense of distance makes me feel at ease. Although Voldy's tone in the letter is so kind, meeting is different.Meeting him years later made me feel rusty about him.

"You know, Alice, in the past two years I have been very interested in some murder cases..." Voldy looked up at me, his meaningful smile flashed, "They used to work together in the same place, their deaths There are also some similarities in the law, they all died of unknown reasons, and the murderer left no trace... It's as if they suddenly appeared and then disappeared."

"You left no trace when you killed Myrtle and Riddle."

"It's impossible to kill without traces. It's because I know it well that I'm curious about these cases." Voldy walked behind me, he bent down and lay next to my ear, his breath burning my side face, "I Went to investigate where they used to work together...and you said you were taking revenge. The answer is obvious, dear Alice."

"Merlin seems to have given Hellman a special gift... People with Hellman's bloodline may have the opportunity to observe the past. And these people can also change what happened a day or two ago. Killing a few people in the past is not a big deal. What a problem."

"Even if I killed it, so what?"

"You don't understand at all."

After a few years, he became irritable and irritable. Voldy strode up to me and pulled me up with one hand. He was like a fire-breathing dragon, and he seemed to eat me angrily: "You don't understand me at all. What are you talking about, Alice! This kind of magic is not a gift, changing the past is at the cost of your own life, you have killed so many people with this kind of thing, you are crazy, Alice! You have Saint, you still have Death Eaters, who can't help you avenge, you have to—”

"The one who doesn't understand is you, Tom. I can't ask the saints to help me at a time like this. And you—how many of your Death Eaters are there? Do you have the energy to help me? They're all over the world, one by one Cunning. By the time you find a person, he may have fled to another place. This thing can only be done by me. Besides, I can't control myself."

I can't control myself.I'm getting more and more out of control over my dreams.Every night, I fall asleep chanting the names of those people, and I have already come to them when I enter the dream.I wanted to wake up from the dream but couldn't.I take this to be Merlin's will.I must have been fated to kill them, and that's why it happened.

I can't control my murderous hands.I can't control my wand.I love violence, I love the convenience that violence brings, and I love the pleasure that death brings me.That is the nature engraved in the soul.From Annie's wreath, to the slander of Hagrid, and the Death Eaters whose fingers I cut off, and now.I like the way they tremble in front of me, I like the way they lie before me begging for forgiveness.It makes me happy.

Besides—

"Why do you insist on being so obsessed with me? I just appeared in your life earlier, Voldy."

why?why?A question I can't figure out.A question I never figured out.

At first I thought Voldy was just using me as his appendage.So I have to obey him, I have to stay by his side.But then what?I went to Hufflepuff and he forgave me.I quarreled with him and he didn't hurt me.I wanted to stay away from him, but he didn't refuse.Eventually I'm going to Germany, to find my family.He knew exactly what Edith was up to, and that I might never return to England, but he let me go anyway.

……why?

Being able to achieve this level is no longer an accessory, but... love.

But how could he love someone?Even if he had kissed me in the Room of Requirement, I never thought he loved me.I thought it was just a kind of possession, but I love him, so it's just a willingness to fight and a willingness to suffer.

"Because you are mine, and everything about you is mine. Without me in the orphanage, you are a helpless monster. I tolerated you, so you must pay the price. Your life must also belong to me .”

"So you can't die."

Voldy stroked my blond hair, then my cheek, and finally he lifted my chin, and he came closer.Our lips meet.It was a long, frantic kiss until I was almost suffocating.His dark eyes were like an abyss, and his voice was hoarse: "I want to see you, Alice. Edith Hellman still has some means to blockade Germany. No one can get in now."

"Do you think she will let me go back to England?"

"If you want, she will definitely agree. It's useless to stay there, if you insist on using your abilities willfully."

I'm already bleeding.

The blood this time was more terrifying than the previous ones, and it made me even more flustered.I thought I was going to spend my last days in the lonely and desolate Hellman, but once again Voldy gave me hope.He understands my hatred, understands my despair, and more importantly, he loves me.

I didn't care about my own life when I started revenge.However, at this moment, I began to regret it.

I don't want to die.At least not today.Please let me see Voldy again.This person has been with me since I was a child.Let me see him one last time.

"Stop crying, Alice. Go back to your time and get some sleep."

Vision is changing. Voldy disappeared from my sight, his mansion disappeared, and the forest in the distance disappeared.I wake up from a dream.The hour hand points to 2, and there is no sign of dawn yet.I drank the medicine in my hand and got up to deal with the blood on my body.I'm used to these things.After I dealt with it, I lay back on the bed and fell into a deep sink.

This time I didn't think about their names, I didn't go back in time, and I didn't have nightmares.I just slept soundly.Just like the time when I first came to Heilmann.At that time, I was happy to find my family, everything about Hellman was novel, I cooperated with the treatment obediently, and my dream was peaceful.

Instead of now, in the manor, there is no trace of life, and everything is desolate and decaying.