The sisters of Asahina's family in Brother War Doujin

"I, just believe what I see," Yachen gently caressed the top of her hair with his warm big hands, as if treating a fragile treasure.

"Everyone sees things differently. Unfortunately, I don't have vision or wisdom, so I can only..." He said and kissed her on the forehead, "Look at what is in front of me."

"I understand, even if you can't say it..." He stared at her so earnestly, making people feel momentarily in a trance.I have never seen him, serious and reliable.

No matter pain, sadness, reluctance, or other emotions, she can't really talk to others. This is not only her choice, but also her obstacle.

She locked herself behind the wall, not only preventing others from approaching, but also locking herself.

Ya Chen knew that she would not get out of the disease by herself, and none of them could forcefully break this balance, otherwise she would be the only one who suffered in the end.

"That's enough..." He held her in his arms and murmured.

"Even though I am very greedy and want to have more, it is still very satisfying to me at this time." It is already a luxury of happiness to be able to feel her temperature like this now.

"Even if it's just a nice word on my lips, I'm still very happy, Brother Yachen." She responded with a smile.

"...Let's go back." Yachen didn't continue this topic, but held her cool hand and smiled back.

As always, she was back where she belonged.

He obediently obeyed the doctor's words, and smiled at everyone who came to visit, but the amber eyes that never changed were the ancient well.

Maybe when I occasionally see that warm tall figure, I feel a little unspeakable sadness...

……

When the coldness outside the window gradually disappeared, little by little, replaced by warm spring, she finally lost her last freedom.

Such a weak and ugly self made Eina very tired, but she should be like this as a matter of course.

I'm so tired... let's sleep for a while...

……

In the blurred vision, there is some warm light at the position of the window in memory.The familiar feeling spread all over the body, the feeling as if the soul had been completely pulled away.

The feeling of not being able to move even a finger and... the feeling of being bound by various things.

It's almost...so tired...

"...Nai...?..."

Good...warm...sound...

What gradually became clear was that person's face, gentle...cute...

"Eina, please... don't go... okay?" He begged with a very sad expression...

She moved her finger lightly, letting him hold it tightly, and finally stopped on his tear-wet cheek under her guidance...

There was a dull touch from the fingertips, drawing his face inch by inch, from eyes to nose, lips...

"...so tired..." she said softly through the breathing mask.

She is really tired...

The man in front of him shook his head, his smile was uglier than crying, but he held her hand tightly.

"...Don't cry..." Her fingers wiped away the tears from the corners of Yachen's eyes, but they were wet again immediately.

"... next time... I won't... get sick..." The feeling of shortness of breath gradually came up...

"...I don't want to...work hard...study..."

"Okay..." He nodded.

"I want to...go to...many...places...only draw...what I like..." His face gradually became blurred again...

"...Well, it's up to you." His voice was choked and trembling.

"...and...and...meet...you..."

The irresistible drowsiness caused her to gradually lose her light, and the last thing she saw was his appearance... so good...

"...E...Na..." Even the voice of calling gradually faded away...

Next time... don't treat me like a child anymore...

……

"...good night", he trembled, smiled, and said good night to her one last time she couldn't hear.

so heavy...

The pain that pressed tightly on his chest was a heaviness he had never felt before.

As a doctor, he used to think that he was paralyzed, and looked down on him. In fact, he had never really felt the heaviness of life...

The heaviness of loss...

……

Doctor Asahina's life has changed more or less.

Still smiling all day long, still coaxing the children patiently, he is still him.

It's just that everyone gradually noticed that the always confused elder brother no longer has the habit of always forgetting things, and no longer has the natural nature that makes people unable to help but feel helpless.

He is a careful person, but he is loose by nature. As an elder brother, he doesn't need to be outstanding, as long as he looks at everyone from the sidelines, he is satisfied.

Gradually, Yachen became more like an older brother, and he himself understood the changes in himself, maybe this is... growing up...

It's ridiculous, people in their thirties really mature.

He has always been self-righteous, thinking that he is protecting everyone, but in fact, he is the one who has always been naive and dependent on his family...

It's just that there is a price for growing up, and if possible, he also wants to remain so naive.

If there is a next time.

You don't get sick, go many, many places, do everything you want to do, and finally you will meet me.

I will no longer be powerless, I will no longer feel inferior, and I will be more reliable than now, and have the power to protect you.

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It's time to start school... sleepy all day long...