The sisters of Asahina's family in Brother War Doujin

Chapter 86 BE. The Heart That Can't Be Expressed

After returning to the hospital, Eina's condition began to come and go again and again. Although she seldom showed a painful expression, everyone knew it, knew it, and there was nothing she could do about it.

"A new job is coming, this time an album will be released." Smiling and holding her hand, Azusa sat at the place closest to her as usual.

Eina, who was wearing a ventilator, didn't answer, but just listened quietly.

"When the recording is over, I want to show it to you, because I'm thinking of you to sing." Azusa thinks this new song fits his state of mind very well, and it would be great if he can convey his heart.

The girl nodded slightly, but her eyes became loose, as if she was resisting the oncoming drowsiness, and finally the two eyelashes still blinked and blinked together.

"……Good night"

What else could he do?

Azusa thought about this question for a long time, knowing her physical condition, she still had hope and hoped for a miracle.Even if the miracle did not happen in the end, at least he loved her with all his strength, and he would not regret it.

No regrets, is that enough?

of course not.

All he wanted was all of her.

I want to date her in many places, I want to do a lot of things to make her happy, I want to see her rely on him more, I want to get closer to her, I want to have everything for myself...

This is greed.He's had enough, he can't think like that, he's happy enough.

But greed still grows crazily within him.

He rubbed the ring on her finger, which was his mark.

What else could he do... What could he do to undo all this...

……

Facing the microphone, he took off his glasses, and the familiar melody played in his ears, and his heart began to beat faster.

Her mind and chest are filled with her appearance.The smiling Uina, the indifferent Uina, the cunning Uina, the painting Uina, the cooking Uina, the lazy Uina... so many Uina...

The moment he opened his mouth, everything disappeared.Only the feeling called "envy" is left flowing in the blood.

Where is this feeling, this feeling that tortured him so much and that he couldn't give up, where is he going, and where should he put it...

……

"The effect is much better than expected, thanks for your hard work!"

"Really? That's really great, and I will trouble you in the later stage."

Azusa said polite words to send the other party away, and finally couldn't help but look back at the recording studio, "It's good if I can convey it..."

……

……

"I'm Nazu Asahina.

Sorry for worrying everyone, haven't been on Twitter for so long.

I heard that the album sales are very high, thank you very much for your support.

However, I poured my feelings and desires into this album, but in the end it still didn't reach the person I wanted to convey the most.

Even though I had expected such a situation to happen, I still couldn't suppress my feelings and confessed persistently.

I finally confessed successfully, which is amazing.

But no matter how hard I tried, she eventually left.

This strong emotion will definitely make me suffer for a long time.

I'm really sorry for making everyone worry, but I will take care of myself and work hard, so I can't be mean in places she can't see.

Thanks again for your support.

Sincerely, Azusa Asahi"

……

Putting down the phone, the tears of the man whose eyes were covered by the purple hair rolled down the beautiful contours of his cheeks, and the song that he had no time to let her hear was repeated in the earphones over and over again.

He has worked hard and he has no regrets.

but……

It hurts……

Really...really...it hurts...

The man tightly grasped the clothes on his chest, biting his lips until they were blue and white.

……

Was she in pain at that time?

No, it was smiling.Ukyo said.

It must have been a relief for her.Right Kyung said to him.

...Only freeing oneself or something...It's really cunning...Azusa clenched her fist and slammed it down.

The music on the headphones stopped abruptly.

"Special CD, a confession to my dearest, starring, Asahi Nazusa..." Once upon a time, the unedited original sound he put in it for her played, making him even more irritable.

Then there was a garbled code, "...Hello?"

The familiar voice that made the tear glands collapse in an instant stopped him.

"...cough cough..., brother Zi, you really can show such a shameful thing openly...it's so... shameful...

I mean sound, don't think of strange places.It's not that you insisted on me expressing my impressions, how can I say this kind of thing.

Well... that's all my thoughts.

...I have heard more direct and passionate confessions than this one, so of course I am not afraid of this excitement.

...I have nothing to say, what I have to say...

……

... Azusa, if you say it, you will definitely be able to get happiness..."

……

It's really... so willful from the beginning to the end, without even giving him a chance to choose, he decided everything on his own.

He was not as good as she imagined, nor was he so strong, he was just a silly man who would cry in places where no one would see him, and he was just pretending to be handsome in front of her before.

Without her, where would he have the courage to talk about happiness.

……

When Zi got the portrait that belonged to him, he burned it without hesitation.

without hesitation.

Sometimes I also think about it.Is he really as gentle as the one in the painting?he does not know.

However, this kind of Azusa belongs to Eina, he couldn't help thinking so.Then go with her and just show her alone.

...Maybe...that's all right?Azusa stared at the picture of her smiling face on the table again.

That way he doesn't have to worry.

Don't worry about what she is thinking, don't worry about whether she really likes him and how much she likes.

Don't worry that she will be taken away by other equally good brothers around, don't worry... Her expression looks like a dead thing.

She didn't have time to dump him in the end.

So... he is actually Eina's boyfriend, right...

And, nothing would stand in the way of the two of them anymore, and she would never leave him.

"... Azusa...?! Please, don't be like this, everything will be fine..." Sensing his intentions, Tsubaki was startled, and then panicked, "If you are in pain, everyone will be with you...Okay ?"

"!?, Azusa...what's wrong?"

Tsubaki's reaction made the brothers very worried, although it seemed to them that Azusa would lose his mind for a while looking at Eina's photo as before.

Azusa didn't say a word, but walked slowly to Tsubaki, saw him shed tears because of her pain again, and hugged him.

"...Sorry, brother," he heard himself say.

Azusa knew that she was probably broken.

The author has something to say:

At the beginning, Azusa told Eina that a new album was about to be released, and poured her heart into it, hoping that Eina could truly open her heart to herself.

It's just that Eina left before the album was finished.

Among the brothers, Azusa, who I like the most, is also the first to fall in love with Huina in the text, and she is also the one who understands her feelings the most and puts more effort into it.

It may also be that the depth of love is the depth of abuse.

Leaving Zi alone, where should his deep love be placed... In the end, it slowly rotted and broke in his heart...

Well... Students who don't like this feeling can ignore it... Please understand my tears in the middle of the night, I can't stop...

So it's probably a bit of a mess...

Then, should I continue with the next person's be or Azusa's he... If behe writes alternately, I'm afraid I will be fine...

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