The sisters of Asahina's family in Brother War Doujin

After walking out of the operating room and explaining the operation to his relatives carefully, he walked to the corner of the corridor and leaned against the wall with weak legs while others ignored him.

Asahina's eldest son Masaomi.

Also dizzy today.

While rubbing his uncomfortable eyes, he put his weight on the wall behind him, resisting the nausea churning in his stomach, and his brain was dizzy after the operation.

"Hmm..." Originally, the operation was a stressful and energy-consuming thing. He was dizzy and had to bear at least four or five times the mental pressure, and he felt hollowed out every time it was over.

Today, Yachen quickly suppressed the discomfort and went back to the office to sort things out.

"Dr. Asahina is recovering very quickly today..." The sympathy on one side just ended the morning consultation and was about to go to lunch, "What? Are you looking at the materials again? What happened recently, I always feel that you are pushing yourself too much... ..."

"Well, there are some things I want to learn." Ever since he learned the girl's secret, he couldn't control himself. Perhaps it was the doctor's instinct that made him try his best to find a solution. It was rare for him not to be confused all day long. Even a lot of silence.

"...This is? Congenital heart disease?" The doctor who has a good relationship with him knew what it was after flipping through it, "Asaahina, don't you want to transfer to another department? Pediatrics is originally a department with few doctors. There are no more profitable departments, and the working environment is not very good. If you leave, it will really go bankrupt..."

"...No, I won't leave." Yachen took back the materials in the other party's hand, and smiled softly, "Besides, even if I go to study, I can't be a doctor in the cardiology department. Over there and coaxing children It’s a different job, and I don’t have that brain.”

"That's good. Anyway, pay attention to rest and don't get tired. I can't handle this pediatrics alone..." The other party didn't want to ask too much, so he hurried to eat in the small gap before the afternoon consultation up.

The small office fell silent, and Yachen silently breathed a sigh of relief. He wanted to take a sip of water, but saw his obvious dark circles reflected in the cup, which turned into a sigh.

Today he also returned to the apartment with a whole body of exhaustion. Recently, he couldn't take good care of Mi, so Yachen simply entrusted him to other brothers. His current state really didn't want to affect Mi.

Everyone was worried about him, but he really couldn't speak out, which was obviously good for her and himself.why?He didn't quite understand either.

Or perhaps understand.As a doctor, even if he hadn't studied this disease well, he still knew clearly that it was incurable if it was serious. Whether it was surgery or transplantation, it would only prolong life by a small amount at most.

He clearly remembered how cute she was when those bright amber eyes looked at him with a little bit of cunning.Eina is always gentle and polite, even if she makes some girlish teasing on purpose, she always calculates the distance with propriety.

Tell him not to advance or retreat.

Although he is natural, he is still conscious at any rate.After all, he is the eldest, and the benefit of living a few more years is not only to be respected, but also to supplement experience. The eldest son of Asahina's family has many minor problems, but he has never been confused in major matters.

So he can also clearly distinguish what kind of feelings he has for that child.If it was his younger sister, he would not feel happy when he saw her, nor would his heart beat faster because of her little words, and even if he couldn't see it, he would know that he was blushing.

I am a blood-sick doctor who has passed thirty and still has nothing to do, and she is a cute underage girl with excellent grades.

Therefore, most of his delusions ended with the cute girl being taken away by a young and promising handsome guy, or he was arrested as a pervert and shamed by all the doctors.

Therefore, in order not to be despised by all the younger brothers, Asahina Yasomi decided to continue to pretend to be stupid, just be a gentle and stupid brother.

However, the reality does not allow him to satisfy even such a small wish.

The more he understands, the more desperate he becomes. He is so afraid, he is just a coward, a coward who can't say what he likes.

That child is actually a gentle person.She squandered the last of her life indifferently, bearing all the pain alone, never caring about other people's opinions, and always keeping a distance from others.

She doesn't want to be hurt, because she has been hurt deeply enough, and she can't bear any more burdens. She doesn't want to hurt others, because the ending is just a tragedy, it's better to never take it seriously.

The smiling little face under the dazzling light of fireworks always appears in Yachen's dreams.She must not know what kind of lonely expression she had on her face at that time.

Sitting in the middle of a pile of materials and sighing was very useless today, when there was a light knock on the door, it was the child he liked who came.

Cleaning up in a hurry made things worse, Ya Chen simply ignored it as if he had given up.Eina didn't care too much, and straight-forwardly explained what she said.

Everyone is very worried about him like this, it seems to be my fault if it goes on like this, it is very troublesome, please be sober.That's roughly what it sounds like.

Why can't you say that about caring about others?

He could clearly feel the pain spreading from his chest at this moment, she must be in a thousand times more pain than this... Yachen tightly clenched his fists under his wide sleeves.

Please, please don't give up... I really don't want to...

"...Then, how does Brother Yachen know, what a relief it is for me to die early..."

She gently, with a lovely voice broke his fantasy.

He's just an idiot, easily swayed, and a single word can send him into self-doubt.Did he do something wrong?Is he desperately wanting to keep her, is it actually a kind of selfishness?

In the end, he couldn't do anything except hug her slightly cold body tightly and give her that bit of warmth.

……

Yachen chose to obey her, and life gradually returned to its original state.Going to work, taking care of my younger brother, other than that, my head is almost a mess.

He tried his best to forget this matter as she wished, and gave her the quiet life she wanted, but he still couldn't help but want to see her face after the tiring operation.After hesitating for a while, he still pretended not to care much and asked her about it.

Everyone looked a little strange, did something happen that he didn't know about?Thinking so, it was rare to see Kiori running in in a hurry.

It was a moment of haze covering from head to toe, and he didn't know where he got the strength to rush to the drawer where the spare key was placed, took the key and rushed to her room.

In front of her room, but she was so frightened that her hands were shaking, her legs were even weak, and she didn't dare to go in and have a look...

He has never been the one who can take on the heavy responsibility. He has no way to save her, nor can he give her hope willfully. He just needs to continue to be a good-for-nothing and useless eldest man.

That's it.

Looking at the two overlapping figures inside the thin layer of glass window, Ya Chen thought.

The author has something to say:

my big brother

In fact, the eldest brother is not really stupid, no one is really stupid, unless he is really stupid... Er...

If Ukyo, who does housework and takes care of problem children, is a mother, then the eldest brother who always thinks about everyone is like a father...a lovely father~

So I feel sorry for him