What is the so-called fault?

Passing through the familiar and unfamiliar passage, there was a dim light from the dilapidated living room door, she stopped in her tracks with a blank expression on her face.

"It's all because of you! It's all your fault! If it wasn't for you, the mourning star...how could I..." There was a muffled sound of cursing, followed by the weak crying of a woman.

Gently stroking the scars under the bangs that almost disappeared but always existed, yes, this is the time...

Behind the door she didn't want to pry into was a drunken man who for the first time grabbed her hair and knocked a long gash out of her forehead.Even though the gushing blood blurred her vision and the burning pain stimulated her nerves, she just sat quietly without making any sound.

But then he apologized, sincerely.She also expressed forgiveness.But she is actually clear that drunken words are true words.

What's more, she has already anticipated the upcoming things, but it doesn't matter, as the man said, that's what she should bear...

For the first time, there will be the second time, and the third time... One day they will go to hell together...

……

Lately I've been... having such boring dreams...

There is a blank in the blurred vision... Has she slept for a long time... But why is she still so sleepy?

"!? Wake up? I'll call the doctor right away!"

Is it Subaru's voice? ...she finally still...

She was very dizzy and didn't have much strength, but she could still feel that her poor heart was still beating feebly. It was really hard for her...

"Eina! That's great..." Then came Ukyo's voice, approaching with hurried footsteps, to be honest, it was a bit noisy.

"Asahina, can you hear us clearly?" The doctor's voice was close to her ears, and Eina could feel the discomfort of the harsh light on her pupils, and closed her eyes.

"Well... the consciousness is still clear, and it seems to be stable at present, but the follow-up treatment must be continued. Please prepare for long-term hospitalization..."

The chattering noise kept ringing in her ears, and many familiar voices were talking to her, but she only felt a buzzing pain in her head, and when it gradually quieted down, she fell asleep again...

……

There was no emotion on that pale, bloodless little face, and the amber eyes were half-opened and stared at the ceiling blankly, he tried, they all tried to talk to her, but there was no response...

Ema said that she often did this when she was hospitalized, and being in a daze can relieve the pain.So they stopped making any noise and just sat by her side feebly.

Azusa sat at the closest place to her, unable to take his eyes off her who was surrounded by various cold machines. He wanted to hold her hand and give her some warmth, but found that her hand was already occupied by needle tubes and measuring finger clips.

He finally knew why, the answer he'd been craving, the truth he'd rather not have if he could.

From the moment he heard the news of her accident, panic had taken hold of him.Fear, fear... Watching her being sent to the emergency room, my mind went blank, I couldn't see or hear anything except the red light that had been on for a long, long time.

He was very afraid, very afraid that he would be blocked in front of this door and never see her again...

The intensive care unit is very quiet, with only one machine of unknown function, and even everyone who comes in is sterilized and has to change into special clothes.

He could only watch her through the glass in front of the door for three days.Everyone can only see her through the small piece of glass. There is absolute silence inside the door, and absolute silence outside the door.

You Jing didn't know how he got here these three days, but he knew what he had done.He immediately reacted and organized his brothers to help, and sent Huina to the hospital quickly and efficiently. In the past few days, he also arranged for the brothers to take turns to guard and help as much as possible.Also pay attention to comfort some people who are too worried.

But he doesn't know how he spent these three days, it's very contradictory, huh.Asahina Ukyo, you also have today, and you finally paid the price for your arrogance, which you may not be able to afford.

When she was finally pushed out of the intensive care unit, everyone secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but what the doctor said to him at that time sounded in his ears, "This congenital disease cannot be cured, and even surgery won't help much. It can be said to prolong the time as much as possible, you should be prepared..."

As he watched her enter the new ward, he felt so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

Zao, who rushed to the hospital that day, was still wearing a neat suit and holding a briefcase.He walked slowly to the middle of the aisle, and the strong smell of disinfectant water wafted in the air. The brothers who used to be alive and well were sitting on the side in silence at this moment, only Shang Wei's slowed breathing was slightly rising and falling.

He grabbed You Jing's shoulder with one hand, and his voice was hoarse, "What's going on..."

"Eina...had an illness in the room, she...had a serious congenital heart disease..." Ukyo's explanation seemed so weak...

She once told him herself that she had a heart attack.He actually didn't believe it, because in front of him, she was like a naughty kitten, stretching out her paws to tease you from time to time, then jumping away and hiding somewhere.

He couldn't see such a mysterious girl clearly, but he had to admit that he really took such a girl to heart.

He didn't know what to do, so he just looked at her from the sidelines, like the present through the glass; he didn't know what to say, so he was often silent to her, just like she was to their present.

Yachen always knew that he was useless, but he never felt that he was so useless.He's a doctor, yes, but at that moment he lost all sanity, just flustered, and dazed.

It turned out that this is how it feels.

When faced with bewildered or even tranced parents bringing their seriously injured children, he once said righteously, "Please calm down and be rational. Panicking can't solve the problem."

The current self makes him understand how ridiculous he is. The knowledge he has learned for many years has not come in handy. This is the case now, and in the future... there is probably nothing he can do...

Gently drawing her face with his fingers through the thick glass, Yachen felt that he was always natural and he had never been so awake like now.

On the second day after leaving the intensive care unit, Eina woke up. This is good news. The fear these days seems to have come to an end.But they soon discovered that it wasn't.

Eina didn't wake up for a long time, but most of them were in a daze, as if they couldn't see their existence or hear their voices.

Kiori said that she was tired and wanted to rest...

The author has something to say:

The past two days are super tiring... Yesterday was a club activity, today is a class activity, super tired... I will never do it again...

Finally finished writing off and on...

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