[Sweet honey ashes like frost] Flowing clouds

"Liuyun!" I only heard someone call my name, followed by a commotion.The eyelids are so heavy that I can't lift them, and I don't even have the strength to open them. I don't know how long I've been sleeping like this. I was woken up by the crying of a child. When did Huajie have a child?

child?Where is my child?

When I opened my eyes, I saw my father holding a little guy in front of my bed, "Don't cry, don't cry, grandpa is here."

my child here?I was weak all over, and I couldn't make any sound in my throat, so I could only tap my fingers on the bed board to let my father pay attention to play.Hearing the slight sound, the father's hand holding the child was stiff for a moment, and he turned around in a daze. Only then did I realize that my father seemed to be so old, with some silver hair hidden in his hair.

"It's good when you wake up, it's good when you wake up." He comforted me like this, and comforted himself in the same way.He looked down at the child in his arms, "This child hasn't been named yet, and I'm just waiting for you." He carried the child to my bed and said, "It's a phoenix, quietly and cute."

"The other day you held the child and returned to the flower world covered in blood, which really shocked us. Don't mess around like this in the future. You are already a mother, so you have to look like a mother."

I pulled out a smile, hoping my father would relax.Turning my head to look at my little Phoenix, it has become white and tender in just a few days, everyone must really love this little girl.It's just that what I didn't expect the most was that my mother would bring me and the little girl back to the flower world.

"Relax yourself, take a good rest, and don't have to worry about your mother meeting..." The next words are self-evident, and I already understand what Dad wants to say.

It seems that everyone keeps silent and doesn't remember how I disappeared today, and I was also firmly guarded. According to their words, they just want to protect me well. There are too many rumors in the Six Realms.

Embracing depression and thinking, relying alone on looking at the distance and worrying, searching hard for seven years of fascination, full of love and longing, heartbroken and missing.

Looking at my little Yusi in the cradle, I just need to be with Yusi every day and take care of my body.

Finally, I couldn't help but go out, and told myself time and time again that it was wrong to do so, but I still wanted to see him once, because why?It may be that I am not as determined as I imagined, and I am not as calm as I look.

I turned into a demon girl, and stood far away looking at Xufeng...and Suihe...Suihe finally came to the end, but it's a pity that Xufeng and I came to the end completely, and we will never be together again possible.

"When the first flower of this year blooms, I will marry you." Xu Feng said so.

"Xu Feng!" I just watched Xu Feng embrace Sui He into his arms.I'm still hoping for something, since the day I personally destroyed the water-preventing beads, I can never go back.I just stood there stupidly, hiding behind the wall and watching.

"Who's there!" I turned around in a hurry, and I saw King Biancheng. I couldn't lose the face of Huajie anymore. I covered my face with a tulle, and looked back at Xufeng, and I saw him looking at him in disbelief. I.I'm gone, now my spiritual power is low, even I can hardly perceive my own thin spiritual power, let alone Xu Feng.

When I returned to the flower world, my Yusi was still sleeping obediently, so I lay on the guardrail and looked at her.She cried, crying sadly, because my tears frightened her.I hurriedly picked her up, "Hey, mother scared you, right? Well, mother will never cry in front of Yu Si again." I made up my mind, I was afraid that I would go back to him again, so I made a Decisions not made.I swallowed the Meteor Pill sent by Runyu.But as soon as the meteor pill entered my body, I started to feel pain in my chest. I knew it was because the meteor pill was fighting with my feelings.I tried not to think about Xufeng, but it was still useless. How can a person who has tasted sweetness be able to endure bitterness so much.

If things go on like this, sooner or later I will spit out the Meteor Pill, or the Meteor Pill will split open.

I could only get up, reach for the ice blade on the table, and go straight to my head. The sound of the dagger piercing the flesh was clear to my ears, and the blood flowed into my eyes. I felt something strange in my eyes, and I closed them subconsciously. right eye.With a slight turn of the dagger, the thread of love falls to the ground. The so-called green thread is nothing but a cloud of anger.I hold this thread of love like a ball of air, and there is nowhere to put it.But put it there so that no one will find out?

I wiped away the blood from my eyes, looked around and finally set my eyes on the thing that Yu Si was holding in his hand.It's the water-proof bead, the broken one, because Yu Si saw it when she took it out once, and she liked it very much, so I took it out and gave it to her as a toy.I wiped off the blood on my hands, gently opened Yu Si's little hand, and put the love thread into it, since I decided to cut it clean, I couldn't leave the last little thought.

Maybe this way the heart won't hurt anymore?

I took the water-proof beads and went to the small courtyard before. I looked at the furniture, flowers and trees, as if it was still in the past, before Xu Feng appeared.Although I didn't understand anything at that time, I was happy every day.I walked step by step to the spring in the backyard, as if I saw Xu Feng for the first time just yesterday.I looked at the blood-stained blue beads, thrown to the bottom of the water.No one will know what happened today except me!

When I returned to the bedroom, I heard Yu Si crying, lifted the hem of my skirt and pushed the door open, and saw my father hugging Yu Si, patting Yu Si gently, "Oh~ Grandpa's little Yu Si, don't cry, don't cry!" Crying. Your mother will feel distressed again when she hears it." Dad was pacing, and when he turned around, his eyes widened suddenly, and even Yu Si was crying, and he didn't remember to comfort him.

"Daddy." I walked over with a smile, my heart was full of pain, followed by a burst of heart palpitations.

He put Yu Si down and hugged me into his arms, "Why did you make yourself so messed up." He stroked the wound on my forehead with his wide and warm hands.

"It's okay, I will never get hurt again, and I will never worry you again."

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Next, Xu Feng's perspective and Liu Yun's perspective are intersected to narrate the whole story.

If I have time to update the other pit, I will come back and update a side story.