[Pseudo-comprehension] The Girl's Sun Belief

18.

"...Sorry, I lost my temper."

When she calmed down a little, Xijian realized how rude she had just done.

Letting go, biting her lips and taking two steps back, Xijian found that her clothes had long since become crumpled, half hanging on Karna's body in Chihaya, and the flower hairpin on her head was also crooked, skewed It slanted down to hold down her forehead hair.And Karna's eyes made her feel extra embarrassed, his expression looked very puzzled, and thinking about what he did just now...

At this time, it seemed that from the neck to the tips of the ears were hot from embarrassment, Xijian lowered her head and slowly straightened her clothes.

Then, she felt something gently falling down to cover her, peeking through the gap where her long hair hung down, and found that it was Karna who had picked up Chihaya and put it on her body.

Pulling Qianzao tightly, Xijian suddenly felt that her heart, which had just calmed down just now, was beating uncontrollably again.

"Anyway, no matter what, let's talk first..."

She held Chihaya's front with one hand, and stretched out the other subconsciously to pull Karna, but she froze suddenly when she grabbed his hand.However, Karna didn't seem to feel that there was anything wrong. "Okay." He said, obediently following her to the shrine.

When the two finally sat facing each other, Xi Jian suddenly didn't know what to say.

What should I ask? Questions like "how are you" are too silly, so should I ask why he didn't disappear first, or what is going on now?

While she was hesitating, Karna spoke up first.

"You've changed a lot, see you later."

When he compared the girl he saw now with the girl in his memory, he could find that a very obvious change had taken place in her.And the most obvious thing is, if her eyes used to be a clear pool of water that could be seen to the bottom at a glance, now looking at those eyes is more like facing the night sky or the sea, with something more secret hidden on the surface under the calm.

"Huh?...Ah, yes, it was indeed discovered by you."

She was taken aback for a moment, then smiled helplessly, and admitted frankly.

"I'm not the 'I' who summoned you in the first place," Yumi said, "but you still choose to appear in front of this me?"

At first, what Karna responded and admitted was the "evening sight" who knew nothing about everything and was immersed in innocent wishes like a blank sheet of paper, but now she is still knowing everything after knowing everything. A filthy person who chooses to resist fate according to his own desires.

Will such a self be recognized by him?

That question appeared in front of Xi Jian again.

"In my opinion, there is no essential difference."

Yet Karna told her so.

"Although there have indeed been changes in you that I don't know about, the rest has not changed," he said, pausing for a while, as if trying to find a more appropriate expression, "...as for me approving you Being my Master has nothing to do with this change."

——Since it doesn't matter what changes have happened, I will naturally respond to you again.

Xijian suddenly understood what he hadn't explained.

"Karna..."

What should I say about this person, Xi Jian doesn't know, this is a mood I have never felt before.Being recognized in this way by someone has nothing to do with anything else. What he sees and recognizes is only "herself", the individual "Yujian".As for other things attached to this individual, it seems that they are directly out of his consideration.

What kind of luck did I have to meet such a person...

"what happened?"

However, Karna seemed to take this as a precursor to her order, so he asked aloud.

"I... Ah, no, no, wait a minute..."

Xi Jian was a little dazed at first, and then suddenly understood that he probably thought he was going to say something to him, and originally wanted to evade it, but suddenly remembered something that he had to ask.

"That, Gouyu...?"

Yes, she still doesn't know where that half of Gouyu went after he disappeared.Is it still on him, or... In short, it's better to ask now.

"Is this the case..."

He nodded in understanding, then pulled up the Gouyu that had been hanging around his neck to show her.

"Do you need me to return it? After all, this treasure can only be regarded as your temporary loan to me."

"No, no, it's useless to me," Xi Jian felt relieved when she saw that Gouyu was still there, and quickly waved to him, "So I gave it to you, after all, it's more useful to you than it is to me. Much more."

……

Ahh, it's like this.

This is a scene that is even more beautiful than a dream. In this way, there is nothing that cannot be said to Karna casually, because he can understand no matter what it is.Even if he was told what happened inside the Holy Grail, that it was not the so-called wish-granting machine, but a container of "maliciousness", his reaction was "ah, that's it."

"The Holy Grail is not a 'wishing machine'...then the 'Holy Grail War' itself is actually meaningless."

"But those magicians don't know this, and, for humans, the temptation to get the chance to 'wish-fulfill' is deadly."

"That's true," Karna agreed, "However, I still sometimes feel confused about the matter of 'wish'."

"Doesn't Karna have a wish?"

"...Maybe there is." He thought for a while, and said with some uncertainty, "As a follower, fulfilling the Master's wish is my wish."

"It's not a wish."

Xi Jian quickly picked up his words.

"It's just your mission, or duty, Karna, but the 'wish' is about yourself. I mean, don't you have something you want to achieve for yourself?"

Something you want to achieve for yourself?

Karna rarely thought about it.Except for the obsession that "we must fight Arjuna" a long time ago, he has not consciously thought about what he wants to achieve for himself.In other words, he has become accustomed to putting himself out of consideration.Now it was suddenly pointed out by Yumi.

Is there anything you want to achieve for yourself?

Originally thought that he would give a "no" answer without hesitation, but he hesitated.

really not?

Xijian was watching him quietly waiting for his answer, but she didn't hear his voice for a long time.She found that there was a rare entanglement and confusion in his expression.To prevent him from being really detoured into a dead end by this question, Yumi said: "Then don't think about it, Karna, but as far as I am concerned, I hope you have."

Meeting his gaze, she repeated: "I hope you have."

"Because no matter what kind of wish it is, even if it's a daydream or an unbearable desire, it can make people keep going."

This was speaking to him, but it was more like speaking to herself.

Karna must have noticed something, he took a deep look at Yukino.

"Good," he said.

After lunch, Xi Jian suddenly remembered what he was going to do today.

The result of her sacrifice was to see Karna again, yes, but the original goal of "obtaining God's blessing" was not achieved at all.

...I must be happy and silly, and I only realized it now.So what should I do, do I need to perform sacrifices again?

That is definitely impossible.The essence of sacrifice is to make a request to the gods and hope that the gods will satisfy them. If one sacrifice is completed and the next one is carried out immediately, then what is obtained must not be a blessing. No matter which god, even her father, would be angry because of her behavior.

So what can be done is to investigate the root cause of everything as soon as possible, and then solve this matter directly from the source.

He quickly changed his clothes, and put on the furisode he was wearing when he summoned Karna again, Yumi suddenly felt a trance like turning back time.

——As if everything had returned to the beginning, when she and Karna were busy going around to solve the same difficult things.But now, he hasn't changed at all, but she has changed too much.

The cuff slid back a few inches due to her movement, revealing the somewhat hideous scar across her left wrist.Even if the wound caused by the Demon Sealing Arrow is healed, it cannot be eliminated, and the spiritual power will always be blocked and slowed down when it flows through this place.Also, even under layers of clothing, the wound stretching from the left shoulder to the chest still left indelible marks.

She was so aware of these apparent changes, and others.

However, she now also clearly understands another point - as Karna believes, some things will not change, and some changes are indifferent.

Yumi raised her head, just like at that time, Karna's figure was reflected on the screen.

...Yes, some changes are indifferent.

Anyway, no matter what kind of person he is, even if he becomes a person he can't recognize, as long as he is still around, he will definitely recognize her.

Thinking of this, Yumi turned out of the screen with a smile and walked to Karna's side.

"Let's go? ... After all, there is still a lot to do."

The author has something to say:

Why is woc's insight and emotional intelligence so high? ?I think I can't handle her anymore? ? ?

... Little Sun is afraid that there will be no chance of ky in front of her, what is going on, I am also confused

Should it be said that she did not live in vain for 200 years[email protected]$rfw

The number of words in this chapter is a bit small, because I really can’t move qwq

But I have sweetened it well!Come eat candy, everyone! !Come and suck up the little sun! ! !

By the way, quietly set a flag at the end... Hee hee, start preparing to load Yumi alter (grinning)