[Pseudo-comprehension] The Girl's Sun Belief

11.

When Ximi woke up the next day, she was horrified to see that Karna really appeared in front of her with a bowl of rice porridge.

He seemed a little embarrassed, Jian Xijian looked surprised, and explained: "I wanted to prepare more, but because I didn't know how to control the heat at first... Ah, from this point of view, cooking is indeed impossible. An underestimated skill."

With the help of Karna, Xi Jian sat up halfway, and took a sip of the rice porridge. Both the temperature and the taste were just right. It can be seen that the person who cooked the porridge really put his heart into it.She blinked, and praised softly: "It's very delicious, Karna did a great job, and she's also very talented in this area."

"……yes."

He looked even more embarrassed, his eyes turned to one side, and the thin blush on his fair cheeks was particularly conspicuous.Xi Jian was busy drinking porridge with her head down, not noticing the change on his side.

After finishing the porridge in a few sips, Xijian cast her eyes out of the window.It was a sunny and sunny scene outside, as if nothing had happened in the city.

"Strange, the crack has been sealed, why do I still feel that something is about to happen...?"

She looked out the window, her eyes seemed to fall somewhere through the sky.

Karna hesitated for a moment, and said, "Perhaps, the Holy Grail War is about to end."

"Is it over... If it's over, will Karna leave?"

"Yes, as a servant, being allowed to live in this world should only be during the time of the Holy Grail War."

"Is that so..."

Hearing such an answer, Xi Jian seemed to be in some kind of melancholy.She lowered her eyes and gripped the quilt tightly with both hands.

"It's inevitable, after all, Karna is only a temporary help, I borrowed the 'opportunity' of the Holy Grail War."

She smiled helplessly and put on an open-minded look.

——However, I don't want to say goodbye.

There was a voice in my heart saying so.

Subconsciously, there is no basis for thinking that after this farewell, there will be eternal loneliness. Obviously, there are like-minded friends, but, how should I put it, it is better to say it is an instinctive fear. I am afraid of being separated from everything, but there is nothing in my memory. People have been separated, is it because the more they have not experienced, the more afraid they are?But whether it's self-willed or crazy, I don't want him to leave.

She struggled in embarrassment and crazily like a drowning person grabbing a life-saving straw, but a softer smile appeared on her face. "Then we must bid farewell to Karna when the time comes." Yumi said.

not like this.Let him stay.

"Well, this time is indeed a very strange experience, Xi Jian, you are also a very strange master."

"Is it because I don't want to grab the Holy Grail at all?"

"No, it's not," Karna seemed to be looking for a suitable description, "Ah, in short, it's an existence that I can't forget in every way. Meeting you can be said to be my greatest luck."

He spit out words that made Yumi tremble all over with a sincere expression.She was stunned, and the smile froze on her face, as if her whole body had been petrified, only Karna's voice echoed in her ears.

Can the acquaintance in just a few days really leave such a deep mark?

I don't know at night.

Her perception of emotion has never been particularly keen, but such a strong emotion has never been seen before.Just hearing him say such words, it was like being caught in the heart.Karna was still his usual look, and he didn't seem to feel that he had said anything extraordinary.

Is it because I am too sensitive...or is it because of some other reason?I always feel that I seem to be very wrong today...

Xi Jian quietly stretched out a hand to caress her chest, and she could still feel the excessively violent heartbeat through the not-so-thin clothes.She glanced out of the window again, and there was still peace outside the window.

In the end, what is going to happen?

Xijian was ordered to rest by Karna again.

Said it was an order, but she didn't want to refute what he said even more.Karna doesn't seem to be obsessed with fighting now, even if the result of Yumi's recuperation is that he can only stay with him in the shrine, he has no objection.

Xijian began to dream again, intermittently dreaming about the actions of the remaining groups of masters and slaves, dreaming of increasingly fierce conflicts and battles, bloodshed and death.But every time she wakes up from the broken dream, what she sees is always a peaceful and quiet courtyard of the shrine.Because no one cleaned it, the ground was already covered with litter.Those battles didn't seem to happen in this city, or in other words, she was deliberately isolated from those battles.

The spiritual power is slowly recovering, and the previous excessive overdraft still caused some consequences. Even with the mysterious medicine Karna obtained, the recovery speed still cannot satisfy her.But in short, the amount of summoning shikigami is enough, and she is no longer so weak that it is difficult to even get up from the bed, but can move around.

Speaking of other participants, in fact, Yumi had already been investigated and tested by those participants. Since Karna directly killed an assassin who appeared near the shrine, the prying from all sides became more and more intensive It seems that they want to clarify the information of their group.

However, whether it is Emiya Kiritsugu who uses technological means, or Tohsaka Tokiomi and Kenneth who use magic means, their investigations ultimately point to "nothing".

As if being deliberately obscured, when they target "that girl", they will lose their direction like walking into a maze full of thick fog.Who she is, where she comes from, and what identity she is cannot be "seen".And her follower, if they deduce it, can get a clear clue, but they just can't get in touch with the final "real name".

Know who it is, can describe his true identity from all directions, but can't "say" that "name".

Without knowing the real name, it is impossible to know the ability of a servant with certainty.The other party is always covered in the mist, while the other side is exposed in front of the other party like a ****—this is the conclusion of all the investigations.

What kind of purpose does the other party, the mysterious eighth group, have?

Whether such an investigation has brought pressure to the combatants, I am afraid that only they know.

Of course Xijian didn't know.Although she knew that someone was investigating her, she didn't take it to heart.It could be self-confidence, or it could be a "god" born with contempt for human beings.

There is a boundary between human beings and gods. People who try to cross the boundary to see the real gods rudely, not only the adults of Gaotianyuan, but even those gods who rely on faith to exist, will probably only take this as a joke.

She cares about another thing.

According to Karna, the Holy Grail War will end when the last group of winners (survivors) emerges.Judging from the brutality of the battle she saw in her dream, the final result will be revealed within two days.It didn't seem quite right to say that this was the source of her premonition.

If it's just "the end of the Holy Grail War", it can't match the fear and pressure that this premonition brings to her.If something happens that matches this premonition, it must be a devastating disaster...

The sky outside was still clear.

As the sky gradually darkened, the uneasiness piled up.Xi Jian paced around the room a little anxiously.Karna must have had a premonition, his expression obviously became serious, and he even frowned.

"There must be something..."

Xi Jian muttered to herself, twisting her hair nervously with her fingertips.

It was gradually getting completely dark outside the window, and the night shrouded the entire Fuyuki City. She looked up at the night sky again, as if there was a huge monster dormant beneath it.

Then, she noticed that a fire was faintly lit in a certain direction.

That is……

"Fuyuki Civic Hall!"

Blunting the place name without thinking, Yumi grabbed Karna's arm violently.

"Let's go now, there must be something over there!"

When they arrived at the Civic Hall, the golden "cup" had already revealed its shape on the stage among the ruins.

Two men were fighting in the ruins. They were fighting in full swing. No one noticed the abnormality here, nor did they notice the two who appeared suddenly.

Karna and Yumi were attracted by the "cup" at the same time.

"Is this the holy grail that those people are chasing..."

Xi Jian thought about it, but what puzzled her was that what surged in it was clearly so thick and heavy that it was suffocating malice.

At this moment, she keenly felt that "something" was broken in her body.

Karna beside him suddenly made a suspicious voice.Xijian turned around, only to find that Karna was gradually turning into golden spots of light.This scene had such an impact on her that her mind went blank for a moment, and she couldn't even reach out her hand.

"...I see, the Holy Grail is recalling me."

Karna obviously understood the current situation, his feet had gradually dissipated, and those light spots were spinning and flying towards the sky.However, he still looked so calm, his blue eyes fixed on Yumi, her shocked expressionless face.

"It seems that we can only go here. Although I don't know why I feel a little regretful, but this memory is very precious. Thank you and see you later."

Half of his body had disappeared, and at the same time, some tiny light spots also flew out of Xi Jian's body.Xi Jian seemed to have regained her language skills at this time, she opened her mouth, her voice was low and hoarse, "See you later."

"Is this your wish? Sorry, it seems that I can't realize it for you..."

"... Karna!"

Yumi suddenly raised her voice.

"I say goodbye, that is to meet again! Your name is still with me, and you still hold my Gouyu, you—"

"So, I'm really lucky. . . . Goodbye, see you in the evening."

At the last second before he disappeared, Yumi saw the corners of his lips twitch slightly—it was a smile.

Karna disappeared in front of her.

Xi Jian stood there blankly, with an unknown sound buzzing in her ears, her eyes were blurred and she couldn't see anything.Was there a good farewell?Such a sentence suddenly jumped out of her heart, but she didn't answer. She seemed to be numb, and now she could neither respond to her own heart nor the outside world.

At this moment, the holy grail behind her had floated into the air, and what poured out of it was the black mud that she had judged as "malicious" before.The black mud flowed down from mid-air, covering everything it touched at an extremely fast speed.

Then, the numb girl was swallowed up by the black mud.

As if being pulled into a scorching hell, the surrounding sky turned the color of dried blood, and the ground was black mud surging and spreading.

There is something whispering in the ear, which is full of malicious temptation.Xi Jian was originally watching all this with a blank face, but when the black mud touched her body and the voice rang in her ears, her head hurt violently again.

Stretching out a hand to press her forehead, she frowned impatiently.Then, her impatience quickly turned to shock.

In the blurred vision due to the severe headache, she vaguely saw a familiar figure walking towards her.

Messy white hair, tall and slender figure, black tights covering most of the body, a flamboyant and conspicuous red cloak behind him, and a bright golden armor on his body.

"Karna...?"

"See you in the evening."

His voice came, but also indistinct.

"You didn't...disappear?"

"Karna" didn't answer her, he just said to himself: "Please tell me your wish, see you later."

Xi Jian blinked slowly, as if puzzled by what he said so suddenly.She didn't speak, and "Karna" didn't speak either, he just looked at her quietly, with a soft curve on his lips.

"desire……?"

"Yes, if I remember correctly, it's 'meet you again', so please tell me once again."

No, no, this is wrong!

The black mud wrapped up silently, but Yumi didn't notice it, and she looked carefully at the opposite "Karna" again.

Yes, the look is exactly the same, but...

The girl suddenly showed a smile, although she smiled towards Karna, but there was no trace of warmth in those eyes.

"Wish..."

She walked towards "Karna" step by step, and the moment she came across him, she flicked her sleeves, and something appeared in her hands out of thin air——

The pupils of "Karna" shrank suddenly, it was a golden arrow, and the tip of the arrow touched his chest.Xi Jian gritted her teeth and exerted force with her hands, and the arrow pierced straight through his chest as if there was no obstacle.

"...If you want to pretend to be someone else, please wash off your stench first."

She let go of her hand, panting, and took a step back with her legs weak. At the same time, she watched "Karna" who was pierced by the golden arrow slowly fall. The moment he touched the "ground", he was surged. The black mud quickly swallowed up.When that face was engulfed bit by bit by the black mud, a circle of pale golden light suddenly appeared around Xi Jian's body, as if she had woken up suddenly, her whole body trembled uncontrollably.

Although he knew that was fake...but...in a sense, he just killed "something" who had Karna's appearance with his own hands.

...Even with that face in front of him, can he still do it?

——No, not right.Rather, it was precisely because of that face that he was able to strike.After all, compared to "I really did it", it is more unforgivable that "'that' dared to pretend to be Karna"...

……Is it really?

Xi Jian felt that her mental state was wrong, but she didn't know what was wrong.Or in other words, being in this space, being able to maintain a fairly calm thinking has already taken up most of her energy.The annoying seductive sound rang in her ears again and again, and "some part" in her body echoed it happily.

--who I am?

In a trance, she suddenly had such an idea.

——Who am I?

If I am the daughter of Lord Moon Night, why have I never met my father?Thinking about it further, why don't I have a clear memory of "childhood"?

——"Xijian", as the daughter of Lord Tsukiyomi, should be 16 years old this year, but she has never met her father or mother, and has been wandering between several shrines alone... 16 years.

Wait, last year, was I 15 years old?

All the things she had ignored before suddenly came up, and Gouyu, who had been ignored by her for a long time, trembled rapidly. When she recalled it again, she vaguely realized that some of her memories seemed not continuous. Instead, it seems to be constantly being reset.The more she thought about it carefully, the more Xi Jian felt that she was full of disobedience.And this sense of disobedience that made her flustered kept urging a "certain part" in her body that became more and more active.

There was silence around her, and the black mud surged around her. Although she couldn't get close to her now because of the mysterious golden light surrounding her, their influence on her still continued, and the voices that only she could hear became more and more pressing.

Before coming to Fuyuki City, she had never thought about these issues.

That's carefree... No, it's better to say that life is ignorant.Obviously, now is the era of mysterious decline, and even the power of "Onmyoji" and "monsters" have been greatly weakened or even disappeared, so who taught me those "skills"?Even her friend, who is also a descendant of the gods, collected beliefs as a human being and became the living god Dongfeng Gu Sanae because of the reproduction of the miracle.

——Then what exactly is oneself?

As if suddenly awakened from a long dream, Yumi suddenly opened her eyes wide.

The arrow that pierced through "Karna" quietly and automatically returned to her hand, and the cold touch made her tremble.She lowered her head to look at the arrow, the body of the arrow was clean without a trace of blood, but she was indeed holding this arrow just now...

"Why don't you make a wish?"

Suddenly, the messy voices in her ears merged into one voice, entwining her sweetly and tenderly.

"Look, you have already reached before the 'Holy Grail'. Although you are not the one who was chosen in the first place, your obsession at this time is enough. It is not impossible to open the back door for you~

"Don't you want to know . . . what you are?"

The arrow in his hand, the voice in his ear, those strange memories, and the bad premonition in his heart, all of which made Xi Jian feel cold all over.

The author has something to say:

【Currently available information】

· There is a problem with the identity of the heroine, she is not the simple "daughter of the gods" she always thought before

·The memory of the heroine is passive

· From a certain point of view, she has the possibility of being transformed into an Alter

I flipped through the outline, how should I put it about the specific setting of the heroine, it's very [Muffling]

...It's not easy to spoiler now, but it's the kind of tone that I think is touching, although it must be very bloody.

FZ is coming to an end, I'm going to try to find out the foreshadowing

Fast forward directly to the cup, the little sun will be offline for a while, let's hand over the stage to the little prince of the moon Ju Xijian and her little friends (×)

However, it will be gg when I save the manuscript in this chapter, just in time for the exam week, and it will be updated until the 17th

Come back on time, everyone don't abandon me qwq