21 Day Habits
Day 8, enlightenment
What is it like to pursue someone?
After returning to Lanyan base to complete the technical analysis of the magnetic card, Chu Xuan's work has come to an end, and he returned to the research in hand.In fact, he has only been in this world for three months. After confirming that this is not a place with rich resources enough for him to cultivate, Chu Xuan has already started to prepare to leave. Sora's figure, in fact he has left now.
Obtaining the rank of colonel in a special capacity and becoming the main person in charge of Lanyan Base, the technology currently being developed in this relatively backward world does not present any problems for Chu Xuan, as long as he controls the progress of research and development, for him, It's just a necessary means to maintain his current identity. His fundamental goal of staying in this world is to approach, or to pursue, nothing.
As far as Chu Xuan was concerned, after the Zhongzhou team disbanded in a relatively satisfactory situation, his attention was focused on a complete book of self-cultivation exercises he brought out from the main god space, and he did not directly exchange the exercises. Instead, he chose a complete exercise book.After independent research and successful foundation building, and with a deeper understanding of the cultivation system, he found himself in a situation similar to the demons that appeared when he unlocked the gene lock.If it's a love robbery, it's too early to appear. If it's a heart demon, when he merges with the clone Chu Xuan, it can be sure that there will be no more problems in this regard.At present, Chu Xuan still can't understand the crux of the problem, but if he wants to talk about emotional problems, he thinks of a person.
The old man who created him, whom he should call his father, has long passed away; the disbandment of the Zhongzhou team does not have any trouble or reluctance for him.So based on this inference, Cheng Kong is the only one who still has an impact on him along the way.
Although it is said to be utilitarian, his approach to Cheng Kong and his plan to pursue Cheng Kong are all in the final analysis to solve his own doubts.
Chu Xuan once read all the psychological research and analysis left by the replica Chu Xuan. The man who was essentially the same as him recorded Cheng Kong's affairs in detail, especially Cheng Kong's whole life habits and personality composition.
In the records of the replica Chu Xuan, Cheng Kong is a person who is used to acting independently, and at the same time he can be sure that the woman still has feelings for him.Cheng Kong has never been a person who pursues vigor and vigor. She is even very good at obtaining a fulcrum for herself in a chaotic environment. From Chu Xuan's analysis, choosing a reasonable identity to approach Cheng Kong and her Occupying a place in your life is the best way to get close.
However, things didn't go as he planned.
Cheng Kong's reaction was not as friendly as he expected, and his almost bored and withdrawn attitude made Chu Xuan wonder how the replica Chu Xuan and Cheng Kong got along.
The more closely he follows Cheng Kong, the more Chu Xuan realizes that the loopholes in the previous research on Cheng Kong's personality and preferences are different from his life of less than a hundred years. Likes will also become ethereal and empty, and it has never been her Chu Xuan who has formed a deep bond with her. For Cheng Kong, there are too many people who are more important than the people he likes.
This made Chu Xuan unhappy.
Before he even had time to understand where this unhappiness came from, he simply followed Kato Nami's actions and allowed himself to be kidnapped.
It's not that he doesn't have a better plan to get the magnetic card, and it's not that he hasn't noticed Kato Nami's change, he just wants to know Cheng Kong's reaction.When Cheng Kong sees him having intimate contact with others, will she feel as unhappy as he does?
The result disappointed Chu Xuan.
The woman didn't pay attention to him from the beginning to the end. The task, the follow-up, and the ending were all more important than his situation. He still didn't see the girl who was looking at him wholeheartedly many years ago. Inclusive of everything around, but also seems to have nothing in mind.
When she looked at him, her eyes were not even half as focused as she was on Jingle Chunshui, an old friend.
Emotional developments were beyond his control.
Chu Xuan was surprised to find that he was still longing for Cheng Kong to focus on himself again.
He likes her.
The Lanyan base was originally in the same city as Cheng Kong's unit, and Chu Xuan knew that Cheng Kong was not a showy person, so he wisely did not adopt any strategies proposed by his researchers who claimed to have rich emotional experience.In fact, when Chu Xuan was found in the Lanyan Base to inquire about various pursuit methods and actively offer advice and suggestions, Chu Xuan also investigated the emotional experiences of these researchers who claimed to be rich in experience and each said they were love saints. The conclusion is that 80.00% of them have not even held women's hands, so they simply put everyone's suggestions into the untestable area.Compared with these unreliable men, Guo Qingyuan alone provided him with more help.
On weekends in August, when there is no task, Chengkong’s fixed arrangement is to send Guo Qingyuan’s daughter, Guo Xi, to the city library first, and then she will go to the video game city to play video games until noon, and pick up Guo Xi to eat After lunch, the two of them will go shopping in the bookstore for an hour, and then go to the swimming pool together to cool off the heat.
Under Guo Xi's tip-off, Chu Xuan naturally waited at the entrance of the swimming pool.
"Oh, sister Cheng, it looks like you have something to do, I'll go first, remember to pick me up when it's time." Guo Xi pretended to be innocent, snatched the bag containing the two people's clothes from Cheng Kong's hand, and went to the swimming pool Run as if someone was chasing her.
Cheng Kong responded with a helpless smile, watching the girl trot all the way into the swimming pool, the smile on her face gradually faded. "You stopped doing scientific research recently and started studying psychology?"
"Why can't I?"
"..." Cheng Kong didn't speak, turned around and walked towards the shade of the path beside the swimming pool. Their conversation was not suitable for a public place like a coffee shop, but Cheng Kong didn't want to stand in the sun either.
Chu Xuan also walked over, not in a hurry to ask.
"You like me too, don't you?" Chu Xuan didn't understand. He knew that the feelings between each other could not be called love, but this kind of mutual liking between a man and a woman was enough for two people to come together.Even if they won't become a couple, it shouldn't be Cheng Kong's repulsive attitude.
"I like... yes, but just because I like you, doesn't mean I can let myself become a means to achieve your goals, doesn't it?" Taking a deep breath, Cheng Kong tried hard to control his emotions, "Can you be completely Answer me, why, do you have to be close to me? Don’t use the term liking, maybe you have really awakened your feelings and fell in love with me, but for you, a small liking is not enough to become a must Let’s get close to someone’s reason. If I’m not wrong, you can leave at any time, and this world of scarce resources should not be suitable for you to cultivate.”
"You don't have the confidence to be the reason for me to stay?" The man stared straight at Cheng Kong with scorching eyes, with a light in his eyes that the woman could not understand, but the words he asked pointed to the core.
Why did Chengkong affirm that Chu Xuan's pursuit has another purpose?On the one hand, it was because of her understanding of the man's past, on the other hand, in the final analysis, she still didn't believe that she would really be admired by this man who was good at calculating, wise and close to a monster.
Faced with this emotion, Cheng Kong is always not confident.
"Should I have such confidence?" The woman laughed at herself, with embarrassment and embarrassment on her face. It is undeniable that Chu Xuan's deliberate approach to her during this period has indeed caused her heart to fluctuate. , but when facing Chu Xuan, the girl who was so ordinary and everywhere like air many years ago woke up again.There is no such thing as liking or disliking Cheng Kong, who has become a god of death. She has been an underage god of death in Seireitei for a hundred years. These complicated relationships between men and women have nothing to do with her. After her body grows again, only pleasing to the eye and matching It's not suitable, she doesn't have the feelings of a little girl, she doesn't need deep and strong love.Only when facing Chu Xuan, the person she loved the most at first, she always felt that she was ordinary, and she was not confident about this relationship.
The initiative of the demon Chu Xuan was to make a request at the right time, which was not liking, but it was easy for Cheng Kong to accept. Now that Chu Xuan bluntly said that he liked it, Cheng Kong became hesitant.
Chu Xuan kept silent to give Cheng Kong enough time to ease his emotions after mocking himself, and then said abruptly: "Kiss me."
"Ah?" Cheng Kong was dumbfounded, watching the man's face enlarged in front of him again, leaving only less than a finger's width away, the man's breath sprayed on Cheng Kong's face with his words, it was a very clean breath , without any offensive taste.
"Should you be confident? As long as you kiss me, you will know." The man's eyes were focused, with unquestionable affirmation.
"Pfft." Cheng Kong couldn't help laughing, shrank his neck back, leaving enough room for his head to move, "Do you read too many strange books? Idealism is not advisable."
"If you don't try, how do you know it's wrong?" Holding Cheng Kongxiao's lowered head with dissatisfaction, and forcing the woman to meet his eyes again, Chu Xuan felt the urgency in his heart more and more clearly.It was an emotion longing to possess, even though he also understood that Chengkong's stay in this world was short, and he also knew how rare it was to meet this night, but he still wanted to possess it no matter the cost.
Facing Chu Xuan's focused gaze, he gradually put away the smile on his face and realized something in his heart. "You're right, how will you know if you try it? But...you may not be comfortable in this position." As she spoke, she pushed Chu Xuan's waist and took a step forward, pushing the man back Going to the wall, then raised his head and kissed the man's lips that had been kept close to him. He licked the man's lips with the tip of his tongue like tasting dessert, and then the tip of his tongue was swallowed by the other party forcefully. The entanglement of lips and tongue was unprecedentedly intense, Chu Xuan was like a child who had finally eaten Xinyi candy, licking and sucking repeatedly, completely inconsistent with the desolate image shown in the past.
The man leaned his back against the wall, lowered his head and chased the woman between his lips and teeth. He probably felt tired from bowing his head for too long. He put his hands on the woman's waist, lifted her up on tiptoes, and stood up straight, letting the woman I had to hug my neck, stand on tiptoe, and put my whole body on me, and the two finally became intimate.
After returning to Lanyan base to complete the technical analysis of the magnetic card, Chu Xuan's work has come to an end, and he returned to the research in hand.In fact, he has only been in this world for three months. After confirming that this is not a place with rich resources enough for him to cultivate, Chu Xuan has already started to prepare to leave. Sora's figure, in fact he has left now.
Obtaining the rank of colonel in a special capacity and becoming the main person in charge of Lanyan Base, the technology currently being developed in this relatively backward world does not present any problems for Chu Xuan, as long as he controls the progress of research and development, for him, It's just a necessary means to maintain his current identity. His fundamental goal of staying in this world is to approach, or to pursue, nothing.
As far as Chu Xuan was concerned, after the Zhongzhou team disbanded in a relatively satisfactory situation, his attention was focused on a complete book of self-cultivation exercises he brought out from the main god space, and he did not directly exchange the exercises. Instead, he chose a complete exercise book.After independent research and successful foundation building, and with a deeper understanding of the cultivation system, he found himself in a situation similar to the demons that appeared when he unlocked the gene lock.If it's a love robbery, it's too early to appear. If it's a heart demon, when he merges with the clone Chu Xuan, it can be sure that there will be no more problems in this regard.At present, Chu Xuan still can't understand the crux of the problem, but if he wants to talk about emotional problems, he thinks of a person.
The old man who created him, whom he should call his father, has long passed away; the disbandment of the Zhongzhou team does not have any trouble or reluctance for him.So based on this inference, Cheng Kong is the only one who still has an impact on him along the way.
Although it is said to be utilitarian, his approach to Cheng Kong and his plan to pursue Cheng Kong are all in the final analysis to solve his own doubts.
Chu Xuan once read all the psychological research and analysis left by the replica Chu Xuan. The man who was essentially the same as him recorded Cheng Kong's affairs in detail, especially Cheng Kong's whole life habits and personality composition.
In the records of the replica Chu Xuan, Cheng Kong is a person who is used to acting independently, and at the same time he can be sure that the woman still has feelings for him.Cheng Kong has never been a person who pursues vigor and vigor. She is even very good at obtaining a fulcrum for herself in a chaotic environment. From Chu Xuan's analysis, choosing a reasonable identity to approach Cheng Kong and her Occupying a place in your life is the best way to get close.
However, things didn't go as he planned.
Cheng Kong's reaction was not as friendly as he expected, and his almost bored and withdrawn attitude made Chu Xuan wonder how the replica Chu Xuan and Cheng Kong got along.
The more closely he follows Cheng Kong, the more Chu Xuan realizes that the loopholes in the previous research on Cheng Kong's personality and preferences are different from his life of less than a hundred years. Likes will also become ethereal and empty, and it has never been her Chu Xuan who has formed a deep bond with her. For Cheng Kong, there are too many people who are more important than the people he likes.
This made Chu Xuan unhappy.
Before he even had time to understand where this unhappiness came from, he simply followed Kato Nami's actions and allowed himself to be kidnapped.
It's not that he doesn't have a better plan to get the magnetic card, and it's not that he hasn't noticed Kato Nami's change, he just wants to know Cheng Kong's reaction.When Cheng Kong sees him having intimate contact with others, will she feel as unhappy as he does?
The result disappointed Chu Xuan.
The woman didn't pay attention to him from the beginning to the end. The task, the follow-up, and the ending were all more important than his situation. He still didn't see the girl who was looking at him wholeheartedly many years ago. Inclusive of everything around, but also seems to have nothing in mind.
When she looked at him, her eyes were not even half as focused as she was on Jingle Chunshui, an old friend.
Emotional developments were beyond his control.
Chu Xuan was surprised to find that he was still longing for Cheng Kong to focus on himself again.
He likes her.
The Lanyan base was originally in the same city as Cheng Kong's unit, and Chu Xuan knew that Cheng Kong was not a showy person, so he wisely did not adopt any strategies proposed by his researchers who claimed to have rich emotional experience.In fact, when Chu Xuan was found in the Lanyan Base to inquire about various pursuit methods and actively offer advice and suggestions, Chu Xuan also investigated the emotional experiences of these researchers who claimed to be rich in experience and each said they were love saints. The conclusion is that 80.00% of them have not even held women's hands, so they simply put everyone's suggestions into the untestable area.Compared with these unreliable men, Guo Qingyuan alone provided him with more help.
On weekends in August, when there is no task, Chengkong’s fixed arrangement is to send Guo Qingyuan’s daughter, Guo Xi, to the city library first, and then she will go to the video game city to play video games until noon, and pick up Guo Xi to eat After lunch, the two of them will go shopping in the bookstore for an hour, and then go to the swimming pool together to cool off the heat.
Under Guo Xi's tip-off, Chu Xuan naturally waited at the entrance of the swimming pool.
"Oh, sister Cheng, it looks like you have something to do, I'll go first, remember to pick me up when it's time." Guo Xi pretended to be innocent, snatched the bag containing the two people's clothes from Cheng Kong's hand, and went to the swimming pool Run as if someone was chasing her.
Cheng Kong responded with a helpless smile, watching the girl trot all the way into the swimming pool, the smile on her face gradually faded. "You stopped doing scientific research recently and started studying psychology?"
"Why can't I?"
"..." Cheng Kong didn't speak, turned around and walked towards the shade of the path beside the swimming pool. Their conversation was not suitable for a public place like a coffee shop, but Cheng Kong didn't want to stand in the sun either.
Chu Xuan also walked over, not in a hurry to ask.
"You like me too, don't you?" Chu Xuan didn't understand. He knew that the feelings between each other could not be called love, but this kind of mutual liking between a man and a woman was enough for two people to come together.Even if they won't become a couple, it shouldn't be Cheng Kong's repulsive attitude.
"I like... yes, but just because I like you, doesn't mean I can let myself become a means to achieve your goals, doesn't it?" Taking a deep breath, Cheng Kong tried hard to control his emotions, "Can you be completely Answer me, why, do you have to be close to me? Don’t use the term liking, maybe you have really awakened your feelings and fell in love with me, but for you, a small liking is not enough to become a must Let’s get close to someone’s reason. If I’m not wrong, you can leave at any time, and this world of scarce resources should not be suitable for you to cultivate.”
"You don't have the confidence to be the reason for me to stay?" The man stared straight at Cheng Kong with scorching eyes, with a light in his eyes that the woman could not understand, but the words he asked pointed to the core.
Why did Chengkong affirm that Chu Xuan's pursuit has another purpose?On the one hand, it was because of her understanding of the man's past, on the other hand, in the final analysis, she still didn't believe that she would really be admired by this man who was good at calculating, wise and close to a monster.
Faced with this emotion, Cheng Kong is always not confident.
"Should I have such confidence?" The woman laughed at herself, with embarrassment and embarrassment on her face. It is undeniable that Chu Xuan's deliberate approach to her during this period has indeed caused her heart to fluctuate. , but when facing Chu Xuan, the girl who was so ordinary and everywhere like air many years ago woke up again.There is no such thing as liking or disliking Cheng Kong, who has become a god of death. She has been an underage god of death in Seireitei for a hundred years. These complicated relationships between men and women have nothing to do with her. After her body grows again, only pleasing to the eye and matching It's not suitable, she doesn't have the feelings of a little girl, she doesn't need deep and strong love.Only when facing Chu Xuan, the person she loved the most at first, she always felt that she was ordinary, and she was not confident about this relationship.
The initiative of the demon Chu Xuan was to make a request at the right time, which was not liking, but it was easy for Cheng Kong to accept. Now that Chu Xuan bluntly said that he liked it, Cheng Kong became hesitant.
Chu Xuan kept silent to give Cheng Kong enough time to ease his emotions after mocking himself, and then said abruptly: "Kiss me."
"Ah?" Cheng Kong was dumbfounded, watching the man's face enlarged in front of him again, leaving only less than a finger's width away, the man's breath sprayed on Cheng Kong's face with his words, it was a very clean breath , without any offensive taste.
"Should you be confident? As long as you kiss me, you will know." The man's eyes were focused, with unquestionable affirmation.
"Pfft." Cheng Kong couldn't help laughing, shrank his neck back, leaving enough room for his head to move, "Do you read too many strange books? Idealism is not advisable."
"If you don't try, how do you know it's wrong?" Holding Cheng Kongxiao's lowered head with dissatisfaction, and forcing the woman to meet his eyes again, Chu Xuan felt the urgency in his heart more and more clearly.It was an emotion longing to possess, even though he also understood that Chengkong's stay in this world was short, and he also knew how rare it was to meet this night, but he still wanted to possess it no matter the cost.
Facing Chu Xuan's focused gaze, he gradually put away the smile on his face and realized something in his heart. "You're right, how will you know if you try it? But...you may not be comfortable in this position." As she spoke, she pushed Chu Xuan's waist and took a step forward, pushing the man back Going to the wall, then raised his head and kissed the man's lips that had been kept close to him. He licked the man's lips with the tip of his tongue like tasting dessert, and then the tip of his tongue was swallowed by the other party forcefully. The entanglement of lips and tongue was unprecedentedly intense, Chu Xuan was like a child who had finally eaten Xinyi candy, licking and sucking repeatedly, completely inconsistent with the desolate image shown in the past.
The man leaned his back against the wall, lowered his head and chased the woman between his lips and teeth. He probably felt tired from bowing his head for too long. He put his hands on the woman's waist, lifted her up on tiptoes, and stood up straight, letting the woman I had to hug my neck, stand on tiptoe, and put my whole body on me, and the two finally became intimate.
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