God, please be gentle with me

"Yeah, it's not lovelorn...but it's even worse than losing love." Zhao Bin murmured, remembering something.

Although the school forbids students to fall in love early, there are many lovers who secretly communicate with each other.There are three couples in Class [-], and one of them has been dating since the first year of high school. It can be said that they are very affectionate.

But some time ago, they broke up because they couldn't agree on the college entrance examination, and even the results of the mock exam plummeted. Just last week, the two of them separated.

No matter if it was a girl or a boy, their faces were full of distress. Zhao Bin wanted to comfort them, but he couldn't find the right words, so he could only silently accompany them.

Han Jialin kept comforting the boy and said, "A man never sheds tears lightly." But the boy still cried on the seat, feeling that no one around him could enter his world.

At that time, he felt that the other party was too pitiful. When the college entrance examination was approaching, he suffered a breakup. It must have been a big blow, and he couldn't feel anything else.

It wasn't until now that I realized that the boy cried because he couldn't bear the pain in his heart.

Perhaps after the college entrance examination is over, it is not certain that they can continue their relationship. Zhao Bin has such expectations in his heart, but for his love...there is only hopelessness.

As long as you turn around and cross the road, you can reach the community.

But Zhao Bin couldn't move his feet any longer, and just stood at the gate of the demolition complex.

Like a ghost, Zhao Bin walked in. During the day, this place was full of ruins, and at night, it was even more difficult to see where the houses were and where the roads were.

When Zhao Bin turned into a small alley, he almost tripped over a pile of bricks and stones, and managed to stand still.At the juncture of the college entrance examination, if you break a bone or something, you are asking for trouble.

However, knowing that the demolition site at night is full of dangers, knowing that I should go home, have dinner, take a bath, and do review papers, so that everything can return to the step-by-step and orderly days before I met An Jiyu.

The organization in his head is very clear, Zhao Bin knows very well what he should do is the right thing, but... his heart hurts too much, and he is full of remorse.

Why so decisive?It's also good to keep the relationship of ordinary friends.

I must have been too panicked to find out that I had such feelings for An Jiyu, so I cut everything off in such a hurry.

Such a hasty end, no matter for me or An Jiyu, it is a kind of big harm.

"If you want a long-term pain, it's better to end with a short-term pain, but it turns out to be a mess." Zhao Bin felt that he couldn't be better, and he didn't have the courage to go to An An.

Ji Yu didn't have the courage to seriously give up.

So what if you come here?His harm to An Jiyu has already been done, and time will not turn back...

"What?" There was a man standing there, the place where he and An Jiyu "quarreled" and separated in the morning.

Zhao Bin took a few steps forward, stopped, and took a deep breath. He couldn't believe his eyes, the person standing there was actually An Jiyu? !

"Sugar?"

Although there was no light, but fortunately the moonlight was bright, An Jiyu saw Zhao Bin, and his tone was full of surprise.

"Why are you here?" Zhao Bin's eyes were still wide open, "You can't be... have been here all the time?"

Even though he asked, Zhao Bin felt that it was impossible. How could An Jiyu stay in the ruins all day, he was so busy... No, no, he canceled his work. In that case, he should Take the opportunity to take a good rest, so that you don't stay where you are foolishly.

"Well, I've been waiting here for you all this time." An Jiyu smiled with a relaxed expression on his face, "I've silently recited your name countless times.

Words, sure enough, you came to me. "

"Then, what would you do if I didn't come?" Zhao Bin asked stutteringly, extremely shocked.

"You will come." An Jiyu smiled, "Bai Tang... Zhao Bin, it's not the first time you've been duplicity.

At that time, I made you angry, and while you said you would never talk to me again, you secretly changed your number to help me fight monsters... After you left in the morning, I thought, what should you do if you regret it again?So I can't go, I want to wait here, or you won't find me when you come back. "

"You, you..." Zhao Bin was about to cry. Although he thought that time could not be turned back, he obviously forgot how gentle An Jiyu is.

"Well... may I ask, are you still angry?" An Jiyu asked cautiously.

"Well, I'm still angry, so you stay there."

"...Okay." An Jiyu was a little sad, but stood still obediently.

Zhao Bin walked towards An Jiyu, came up to him, then pressed his forehead against his chest, and breathed a sigh of relief.

"Hey?" An Jiyu, who was ready to be reprimanded and planned to coax Zhao Bin back no matter what, was completely stunned by this unexpected development.

Zhao Bin buried his head in front of his chest, how could this be possible?Of course, when in the game, such as when doing Valentine’s Day tasks, the two will complete the actions specified by the game, such as "hugging in front of the leader of the centaur tribe". It's like old age.

Hugs in the game are extremely romantic and are divided into three stages.

Step1: White sugar holds up Qing Gege's chin, eyes meet and discharge each other;

Step2: Qing Gege jumped into Baitang's arms, Baitang caught him, the princess hugged him, and a string of pink hearts emerged.

Step3: Bai Tang and Qing Gege hug each other tightly, and Qing Gege's head is leaning on Bai Tang's shoulder.

Every time he does this action in the game, An Jiyu will involuntarily smile sweetly. Now Zhao Bin's embrace is not as romantic as in the game. Zhao Bin just rests his forehead on his shoulder, looking "Helpless" look.

But why, his heart throbbed so much, as if he was kissed by Zhao Bin.

An Jiyu took a deep breath, really wanted to reach out and hug Zhao Bin, hold him tightly in his arms and never let go... But there was a voice in his head shouting all the time: "You can't do this! Zhao Bin hugged him. You are just a friendly expression, if you dare to mess around, he will really ignore you again! At that time, it will be useless if your intestines turn green with regret. "

"Yes, I can't hug him back." An Jiyu thought, he is a man, so he must hold back!Be tempted!

But another voice, like a little angel, also sounded: "An Jiyu, you can't let go of this opportunity. If you don't hug Zhao Bin at this time, you will regret it so much!"

An Jiyu was shaken strongly, good opportunities are fleeting, if you don't grasp it now, if you don't take the opportunity to express your heart, I am afraid that in the future...

"I'm sorry." Zhao Bin's sudden apology interrupted An Jiyu's inner wandering, "It's my fault."

"Hey, how is this your fault?" An Jiyu hurriedly said, "I ran to your door without authorization and attracted onlookers. You are right to be angry!"

"No, that's not what I'm apologizing for." Zhao Bin said softly.

I fell in love with you without your permission, sorry.

"Then there is no need to apologize." An Jiyu smiled, "Also, thanks to you, I only have one day off today."

"An Jiyu." Zhao Bin looked up at An Jiyu, took a deep breath and said, "I like..."

What is he saying? "... West? West what?" An Jiyu guessed Zhao Bin's words, but Zhao Bin hesitated to speak.

An Jiyu had never seen Zhao Bin with such a flushed face and a little cowardice. The eyes behind the lens were black and watery, really indescribably cute.Although Zhao Bin himself doesn't like being called "cute", he is really cute.An Jiyu felt that if the word cute was visualized, it would be Zhao Bin himself!

An Jiyu really wanted to take off his glasses and kiss him... It doesn't matter if he will be beaten afterwards or something. .

There is no longer a hesitant voice in my head, and my heart can no longer be hidden.

Before Zhao Bin finished speaking, An Jiyu said first, "Zhao Bin, I want to kiss..."

"Woooooo..." Suddenly, An Jiyu's stomach let out an extremely strange cry.

"Ah?" Zhao Bin blinked and said in surprise, "What's wrong with you?"

"Hey, I forgot about it!" An Jiyu pulled off his baseball jacket.It was a baggy coat, and before the zipper had even slid down to the bottom, a puppy's head popped out.

"Wow?" Zhao Bin was overjoyed and said, "Puppy!"

"It was going to sleep just now, so I put it in my clothes. It's really small, isn't it?" An Jiyu fished out the dog like a treasure, and put it into Zhao Bin's arms.

The puppy is not afraid of life, its little pink tongue just licks Zhao Bin's hand.

Zhao Bin narrowed his eyes with a smile: "It's so cute! Where did it come from?"

"When I was waiting here for you, I always felt something was staring at me." An Jiyu said seriously.

"Come on, can you feel the dog staring at you?"

"Hey, it was exposed by you..." An Jiyu smiled, "It was the one who kept humming and crying. I followed the sound and found it."

"Little poor is a stray dog."

"Looks like it's been a month and I have energy bars in my pocket but it's not interested and I'm having a headache what to do."

"Its teeth haven't come out yet, An Jiyu, congratulations on being promoted to a baby daddy, this is a milk dog." Influenced by his mother, Zhao Bin has liked animals since he was a child, especially dogs. Age, breed, etc., have a general understanding.

"What?" An Jiyu said in surprise, "Who would leave the milk dog here?"

"It's possible that the bitch was born here. Have you seen any other dogs?" Zhao Bin asked.

"Didn't see it."

"Where did you find it?"

"It's over there." An Jiyu pointed to the bottom of the alley.

"By the way, your phone is out of battery." Zhao Bin said.

"Huh?" An Jiyu took out his phone from his pants pocket, "Really!"

"I called you several times, but the phone was turned off."

"I thought they didn't want to disturb me, so they didn't call me." An Jiyu finally understood why it was so quiet today.

Mi didn't even call.

Zhao Bin smiled and shook his head.

"Are you going to find its mother?" An Jiyu followed behind Zhao Bin. Zhao Bin held the gray puppy in one hand and took out his mobile phone to light it up in the other.

"Well, the dog is so small, the bitch won't be too far away from the nest." Zhao Bin turned his head, "Be careful where you step, there are gravels here."

"Okay, be careful too." An Jiyu smiled and followed Zhao Bin closely.

Although the little milk dog is small, it seems to be very familiar with this area. When Zhao Bin walks with one hand holding it, it will grunt.

"This way?" Zhao Bin walked around the broken wall, and behind him was an open space of about [-] square meters. Judging from the colorful tiles on the wall and the wooden floor, it turned out to be a house.

Zhao Bin and An Jiyu walked through this open space, and further on, there was a pile of garbage accumulated by furniture.He didn't know if the bitch would be here, so when he thought about it, Zhao Bin saw the body of the bitch, a small yellow and white dog, like a skewer born of Jingba and Pomeranian.

It was crushed under an overturned refrigerator. It may have gone to search for food in the refrigerator, but the refrigerator was not stable. It could not dodge in time, and its lower body was crushed...it was completely stiff.

"What?" Looking at it, Zhao Bin's eyes were instantly wet, and a pair of arms stretched out from behind, hugging Zhao Bin and the little milk dog in his arms.

"Don't look at it." An Jiyu's right hand blocked Zhao Bin's eyes, and his left hand did not forget to cover the dog's head, not letting him look at it.

The sadness welling up in his heart was comforted by this gentle behavior, Zhao Bin stretched out his hand and shook An Jiyu's hand lightly: "It's okay, don't worry about me."

"really?"

"Well," Zhao Bin nodded, "Sometimes I also do volunteer work with my mother to rescue some small animals. I have seen worse scenes."

"But you won't get used to this kind of thing." It won't become acceptable in your heart just because you watch a few bad scenes.

"But we need to bury it, we can't leave it here." Zhao Bin said sadly.

"Okay, then you wait." An Jiyu let go of his hand, walked over and slowly lifted the completely overturned refrigerator, letting it fall to the other side.

The bitch barely shed any blood, and the body remained intact. An Jiyu found an empty shoebox nearby, and carefully put the bitch into it.

The puppy was particularly excited when it smelled the bitch, and kept twisting and turning in Zhao Bin's hands. Zhao Bin hugged the puppy and let it bid farewell to its mother.

An Jiyu chose a good burial place, which was in a flower bed not far from the demolition area.

This flower bed belongs to the road gardening construction, not the demolition site of the community. There are six eucalyptus trees in the flower bed, and there are magpie nests on the tree. An Jiyu took a piece of scrap iron as a shovel and kept digging beside a big tree. until the pit is deep enough.

The bitch wrapped in a shoebox was motionless under the licking of the puppies, as if she was asleep.

An Jiyu and Zhao Bin put the bitch into the deep pit together, and then sprinkled it with soil. The puppy seemed to understand that the bitch had left, and it was no longer restless, but lay down at Zhao Bin's feet.

"It likes you very much." An Jiyu said.

"But I can't take it in. My father is allergic to dog hair." Zhao Bin frowned and said regretfully, "I'll find an animal protection organization. They have professionals there who will take care of it."

"So, after it's weaned, can I adopt it?"

"Of course, but now I have to feed it." Zhao Bin picked up the puppy, "Let's go, I remember there is a can of goat milk powder at home."

"Huh? Can I go too?" An Jiyu thought that he was already on Zhao Bin's blacklist, and he was not allowed to go to his house again.

"You are his master, so of course you have to follow." Zhao Bin said, then smiled slightly, "Don't worry, my parents are not off work at this time, so I won't run into them."

"That's it, little thing, you are really my lucky star." An Jiyu patted the little milk dog's head and said seriously, "Without you, I wouldn't have the chance to go to Zhao Bin's house again."

"Then call it Lucky Star." After Zhao Bin finished speaking, he felt embarrassed again, "This is the puppy you rescued, and you are its owner, so you should name it."

"Zhao Bin, don't be too polite." An Jiyu smiled, "It's written all over your face: Let me name it, let me name it..."

"How could I!" Zhao Bin blushed.

"It's true, both eyes are shining."

"I didn't!" Holding the puppy, Zhao Bin stepped out of the flower bed and walked towards the community.

"By the way, what did you say you wanted to ask me?" Zhao Bin suddenly remembered something and asked.

"Ask? Oh... I want to kiss and ask you, how is school today?" An Jiyu turned a corner urgently, always feeling that it's not the right time to confess.What if Zhao Bin ignored him after he said it?

"It's okay... that's it, endless papers, endless books. Let's go." Fearing that the puppy would be hungry, Zhao Bin ran forward.

"Let me get the schoolbag." An Jiyu shouted.

"No need." Zhao Bin didn't turn his head, and walked like flying.

"Then you wait for me." An Jiyu hurriedly chased after him, and then he found that Zhao Bin had slowed down and was really waiting for him, and he laughed very happily.