God, please be gentle with me

"What? Are you following Fang Shuyao secretly?" Zhao Bin snickered, "How to pay attention? I don't know anything about it."

"Eat, eat." Han Jialin picked up the chopsticks and said.

"Don't change the subject!"

"This braised chicken is not bad." Han Jialin took a chopstick of the chicken and ate it, followed by another chopstick.

"Really? Save some for me." Zhao Bin hurried to pick it up. He was already starving, and he didn't care about his image. He picked up his rice bowl and started to eat.

"You bastard, can you look good when you eat, it will affect my appetite." Han Jialin complained about Zhao Bin, because the corners of Zhao Bin's mouth were covered with rice grains.

"I'm very hungry."

"Really, it's still the same as when I was a child, without any progress." Han Jialin smiled and stretched out his hand, his thumb gently brushed the corner of Zhao Bin's lips, and then ate the rice grains.

"I really don't understand the friendship between you boys." There was a girl sitting at the next table, and she was still holding her mobile phone.

"Ah?" Han Jialin and Zhao Bin looked at the girl blankly at the same time. She seemed to be from the second class.

"I've noticed you since just now, whispering sweetly, sharing food with each other, and now... are you here for real?" The girl simply sat here, and her face was full of anticipation.

"What are you talking about?" Zhao Bin asked in a daze, still chewing on the rice.

Han Jialin came to his senses, glanced at Zhao Bin, and burst out laughing.

"So, what are you laughing at?" Zhao Bin asked frowning.

Han Jialin didn't say anything, looking at Zhao Bin's confused and anxious look, it seemed that the anxiety he had been holding all morning had eased a lot.

As for Fang Shuyao——

The pointed end of the stainless steel chopsticks pierced into the ribs with such force that it even pierced through the bones.

Fang Shuyao looked at the spare rib poked by him expressionlessly, but he didn't intend to put it back into his bowl.

"Shuyao, what's wrong with this rib?" Wu Xi noticed that Fang Shuyao had been poking the rib, but he didn't move.

"It's nothing, I'm full." Fang Shuyao turned his chopsticks and put the ribs into Wu Xi's bowl, "You can eat."

"Hey, but your food hasn't moved much. Don't you have a bad appetite?" Wu Xi asked.

"It's nothing, I just suddenly remembered that there is still something to do with the teacher. Take your time." Fang Shuyao said with a smile.

"Okay then." Wu Xi nodded, Fang Shuyao is a busy person, everyone is used to it.

Fang Shuyao also smiled and waved goodbye to those freshmen and sophomore girls. He walked towards the door of the cafeteria, which was exactly the opposite direction to the tables of Han Jialin and Zhao Bin.

When Han Jialin noticed that Fang Shuyao had left, he just saw him walking out of the restaurant door.

"Han Jialin, you haven't told me yet, what did that girl mean just now?" Zhao Bin asked Han Jialin, and the girl had already walked away.

"It just means it's fun." Han Jialin was still teasing Zhao Bin, "You're still as dull as before, haha."

"I really don't want to be called slow by you." Zhao Bin stopped obsessing over the answer and started eating lunch attentively.

Fang Shuyao walked along the tree-lined road outside the cafeteria. The weather was fine and the road was illuminated extraordinarily brightly. Most of the students were using

There were very few people on the road, so he walked unhurriedly, but his right hand slowly clenched into a fist.

——I'm in a terrible mood right now!

I don't want to laugh, I don't want to talk, I don't want to see anyone, not even myself.

I don't want to think about why I would do such a boring thing. People like Zhao Bin, even if they can't eat ribs, it's okay. Is it necessary to buy so many to stimulate him?

As a result, it is only you who will feel uncomfortable.

Really stupid!

It's not like something I would do at all!

How many times do you have to commit stupid things before you realize that some things cannot be changed no matter how much you fantasize or desire.

...Sure enough, I shouldn't have borrowed that BL manga. If I had restrained my curiosity at that time, I wouldn't have so many things to do now.

But it's too late to say anything now, Han Jialin has already found out...

After three years of hard work, why did it start to collapse when it was about to end?

"Oops... I'm about... I can't hold on anymore..." Fang Shuyao stopped, not wanting to laugh against his will anymore, obviously he didn't want to.

Never want to just look at him and be unable to do anything.

I don't want to think about... the fact that "things without hope are destined to never come true".

Because things like facts always make people itch with hatred and heart-piercing, but there is nothing they can do about it.

I don't want to do this kind of futile struggle anymore... I don't want to ignore the pain in my heart anymore...

but……

A geography teacher walked towards her, and when she saw Fang Shuyao, she smiled with joy.

"Fang Shuyao, you did well in this geography simulation test."

"Really?" The moment Fang Shuyao spoke, there was no struggle on Fang Shuyao's face, and there was only a smiling face that was brighter than the sun, "That's what Teacher Liu taught well."

"Oh, every student is just like you, so I don't have to worry much." Teacher Liu smiled happily, "By the way, there are freshly printed geography review materials on my desk, please help me get them , and take it to your classmates."

"Okay, teacher." Fang Shuyao said with a smile.

"Then I'm going to eat." The teacher nodded with a smile, and went to the cafeteria to eat.

"Well, you go slowly." Fang Shuyao said goodbye to the teacher, and then met a few classmates and chatted with them for a while, no matter what, he didn't show the strong wavering gesture just now.

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"What's going on with Han Jiali? Are you sure you're not hungry?" Zhao Bin sent Han Jiali a WeChat message asking her to come to the cafeteria for dinner, but Han Jiali not only didn't come, but she didn't respond at all. This is really a rare thing .

Zhao Bin helped Han Jiali prepare meals with a fast food lunch box and planned to send them to her classroom.

"You go and send it off, but I won't go." Han Jialin said ruthlessly, the first class was Fang Shuyao's territory, and he didn't want to see him now.

"I didn't let you go either." Zhao Bin shook his head with a smile, and went to look for Han Jiali with his boxed lunch.

Zhao Bin came outside the classroom of class one, and happened to meet Wu Xi, who was also holding a lunch box in his hand, and was about to enter the classroom.

"Wu Xi, wait a minute." Zhao Bin stopped him.

"Zhao Bin?" Wu Xi looked at Zhao Bin and said, "Aren't Fang Shuyao and Han Jialin all right now? Why are you looking for me?"

"It's not Fang Shuyao's business, please help me hand over this lunch box to Han Jiali." Zhao Bin said, motioning for the lunch box in his hand.

"Why don't you give it to her yourself?" Wu Xi suddenly said angrily, "Is it really okay to let someone else do this kind of thing?"

"Ah?" Although Zhao Bin didn't quite understand, he could somewhat hear the displeasure in Wu Xi's tone.

Wu Xi turned around and went into the classroom.

Zhao Bin watched him walk towards Han Jiali. Han Jiali was sitting in her seat, but there was a circle of girls sitting around her. Their expressions were all serious, as if they were having a secret meeting.

"Student Jiali, I brought the food for you." Wu Xi said to Han Jiali, holding the lunch box with both hands.

Han Jiali's eyes were red. After she looked up at Wu Xi, she asked like a cannonball: "Why? I didn't ask you to bring me food, and do you know what I like to eat?"

Wu Xi was left speechless by the question, but the other girls smiled and said, "Oh, Jia Li, I bought it for you because I saw you didn't have lunch. Just say thank you."

Han Jiali still ignored Wu Xi, but because of Wu Xi's interruption, she saw Zhao Bin standing at the door of the classroom.

"Brother Zhao Bin! Why are you here?" Han Jiali stood up abruptly and ran straight to Zhao Bin.

"Hi, Han Jiali." Zhao Bin was in a dilemma, because at this time, sending out the lunch box would embarrass Wu Xi even more, but he also wanted Han Jiali to eat on time.

"Is this lunch box for me?" Han Jiali saw the lunch box in Zhao Bin's hand at a glance.

"Well, your brother asked me to bring it." Zhao Bin handed the lunch box to Han Jiali and said with a smile, "He told you to eat well and not lose weight."

"Brother? How could he be so careful?" Han Jiali couldn't believe it, "Is there something he wants from me?"

"No." Zhao Bin smiled.

"Then it's even more impossible for him to send it." Han Jiali snorted.

"Jia Li, you are so happy!" The girl in the class sighed, "Three handsome men hang around your lunch, what else is there to be sad about?"

"Which three handsome guys?" Han Jiali asked back.

"One for Wu Xi, one for Zhao Bin, one for your brother, isn't that three?"

"No way! It's only Zhao Bin, right? My brother and Wu Xi can't count!" Han Jiali said indifferently, and Wu Xi went back to her seat with a face of silence.

"Don't bully people like this." Zhao Bin couldn't help raising his hand and flicked Han Jiali's forehead. He has always treated her as his own sister, so sometimes he would want to correct her bad habits.

"Wow! It's so intimate!" The girls cried out, and another girl with a ponytail said, "Jia Li, I see you, don't be sad for An Jiyu, you already have such Good resource, isn't it?"

"Huh?" Zhao Bin was taken aback, "An Jiyu?"

"That's right!" The ponytail girl said with a smile, "You don't know, Jiali has been sad all morning about An Jiyu's matter, and she doesn't even feel like eating."

"It's not just Jiali, it's us too." The other girl sighed, "But Jiali is much happier than us, at least there is Zhao Bin, right?"

"Yes, yes!" The girls said enviously, "I also want someone to bring me lunch.".

"Speaking of lunch, I'm so hungry, let's go eat."

"Yeah." The girls all stood up, and no one paid attention to Zhao Bin's surprised expression.