God, please be gentle with me

His tears wet the neckline of Zhao Bin's undershirt, and Zhao Bin's tense heart melted in an instant. He stroked An Jiyu's trembling back and said softly, "Sorry, I didn't tell you earlier. You, because I... can't bear to see you disappointed, just like that day, when I agreed to let you study abroad in front of Grandpa An, the expression on your face was not only disappointed but also painful, but you didn't say a word to blame me... I don't want to That kind of thing happened again, so until the IELTS result came out, I didn't dare to reveal a word to you, An Jiyu, I really don't want to leave you..."

Zhao Bin was a little poor at words, obviously he had thought about many sweet love words before coming here, but when he faced An Jiyu, his head started to get knotted, all he could think of was the feeling in his heart when he first persuaded An Jiyu to study abroad reluctance.

Zhao Bin still wanted to organize his words again, and when there was a wave of nasty confession, An Jiyu suddenly raised his head, cupped his face with both hands and kissed him!

"Ah, Ji...!" Zhao Bin took a deep breath, and An Jiyu's moist and fiery tongue slipped in. Zhao Bin couldn't stand the unreasonable way of tongue kissing, wantonly declaring his love. Little struggle.

Although they did not stand in the middle of the road, but by the newsstand in the corner, which could block the eyes of many passers-by, they were still in front of the public.

"Hmm...!" Zhao Bin's waist and knees were limp. He didn't know whether it was because of insufficient oxygen, or An Jiyu's possessive kiss also aroused his desire, making his chest hot and his head hot. I was also dizzy, even the noise of people coming and going at the airport seemed to have disappeared.

But the sound was not completely lost in the ears, the pounding heartbeat, the sound of water mingling with each other's lips and tongues, the gasping sound that could not tell whether it was An Jiyu or himself... all made Zhao Bin's body become weaker. Fever.

When An Jiyu let go of his lips, Zhao Bin almost knelt down. Fortunately, An Jiyu understood his situation and stretched out his arms to wrap around his sinking waist in time.

"Binbin." An Jiyu looked affectionately at the flushed Zhao Bin, and smiled very brightly, "Do you know how much I want to hear you say this?"

"Ji Yu..." Zhao Bin stared blankly at An Jiyu's smiling face. Speaking of which, he hadn't seen such a sunny and excited An Jiyu for a while. His smile, his eyes, His whole body was shining.

This should be what people often say that people feel refreshed on happy occasions.

"I knew you didn't want me to go, but you had to let me go because of me and my future," An Jiyu said with a look of emotion on his face, "I know you are very sad, but when you said with a smile 'It's good to study abroad', I can't help wondering if I really deserve your love, you have paid so much for me, and I can only watch you suffer but there is nothing I can do."

"In the final analysis, this matter is between the two of us," An Jiyu continued, "No matter what grandpa says or does, I should stay by your side and spend every day, every month, and every day with you. Every moment in your life that matters."

"Ji Yu." Zhao Bin's eyes were moist. It turned out that An Jiyu understood his sadness and knew his "duplicity".

"Binbin, do you know? We haven't seen each other since you came home. I rely on work to numb myself every day. Only when I fall asleep when I'm tired can I stop thinking about you. But... the more this The more I miss you, the more I miss you. I can’t go to study alone. Even if I have a holiday, I can go back to China, but that short meeting can’t relieve the pain of lovesickness. I’ve figured it out during this time, and this road doesn’t work at all. "

"You mean, you're not leaving?" Zhao Bin sensed the implication in An Jiyu's words.

An Jiyu didn't answer, but took out two air tickets from his jeans pocket and handed them to Zhao Bin.

Zhao Bin opened it and saw that the name on the two tickets was An Jiyu, and the flight time was at [-]:[-] this morning, and the destination was the ticket at Kennedy Airport.

The second ticket is for the return trip, the next night, from JFK Airport to here.

Zhao Bin was a little confused, and looked up at An Jiyu: "This is it?"

"The ticket to go was given to me by my grandfather," An Jiyu explained, "I bought the return ticket myself. I just published a photo book. The company gave me a lot of dividends. The money is not only enough to pay me The return ticket money will allow me to rent an apartment here to go to college after I come back.”

"Then... are we staggered?" Zhao Bin was a little stunned. Although he was very happy that An Jiyu had bought a return ticket, but now that he was going to study abroad, An Jiyu was planning to return home. Wasn't it just a stagger?

"No," An Jiyu asked with a smile, "Which flight did you book?".

"American Airlines at 24:[-] tonight." Zhao Bin couldn't afford a direct ticket, he bought a connecting flight, and the journey would take [-] hours.Moreover, in order to see An Jiyu off, he had to stay at the airport all day.

"Then I'll book this flight too." An Jiyu said, and took out his mobile phone to operate.

"But..." Zhao Bin was still digesting the current situation. To be honest, he never thought that An Jiyu would buy a return ticket.

"Let's sit over there and talk." An Jiyu put on his mask and sunglasses, turned around and pulled up his suitcase.

"Huh?" Only then did Zhao Bin see that there was a very flamboyant purple lavender teddy bear sitting on An Jiyu's suitcase.

"Why, you don't recognize it," An Jiyu said with a smile, "You gave me this."

"Of course I recognize it," Zhao Bin smiled, "but how did you bring it here?"

"Important things must be carried with you, of course."

"Don't you feel embarrassed?" At the beginning, when Zhao Bin was waiting for the bus with it, he was often stared at by people.

"No, I still want to kiss it in public."

"What?" Zhao Bin stared round, only to realize that An Jiyu was smiling happily.

"You fool me?"

"Don't dare." An Jiyu was in a great mood, holding the teddy bear in one hand and dragging the suitcase in the other, and planned to go to the coffee shop over there with Zhao Bin.

The flight is at night, and it's only after seven o'clock in the morning, so they have plenty of free time.

"Wait, you go first." Zhao Bin said suddenly.

"What's wrong?" An Jiyu stopped and looked at Zhao Bin.

"This..." Zhao Bin was a little embarrassed.

"Do you want to go to the bathroom?" An Jiyu asked after thinking about it.

"No, you just sit in the coffee shop first, and you will carry my luggage for me." Zhao Bin was a little rushing.

"Binbin, what's the matter?" An Jiyu asked with his head tilted.

"It's just... I'm going to buy a photo book." Zhao Bin had no choice but to confess, "I was busy with the exam and forgot to make an order at the bookstore. When I remembered to buy it, it was sold out. Isn't this Is there? How about this, you wait here, I will buy it soon."

"Ah?" An Jiyu was stunned for a moment, and finally understood why Zhao Bin couldn't say it out loud, because he forgot to buy his own photo.

Zhao Bin turned around red-faced and went to the newsstand, took out his mobile phone to scan the QR code to pay, and asked the store for a copy of "It's Nice to See You".

"You're lucky," said the store owner, a middle-aged man who had been playing mobile games with his head down.

"This is the last one."

"Really?" Zhao Bin was overjoyed.

"Yeah, this photo book sells very well, and it's out of stock." The shopkeeper handed the photo book to Zhao Bin, and Zhao Bin hugged it, very happy.

"Binbin," An Jiyu appeared next to Zhao Bin, and whispered, "This is the first time I'm jealous of my photo."

"Pfft." Zhao Bin smiled, looked at An Jiyu and said, "How about I give you a hug too?"

"One hug is not enough, I want many, many hugs." An Jiyu said as he packed their suitcases and walked with Zhao Bin.

The shopkeeper continued to sit down and play games. Suddenly, he seemed to see something and raised his head again.

On the side of a giant advertising light box, stood a man carrying a black camera bag, holding up his camera to take pictures. No, it should be said that he was secretly taking pictures of the two young people who had just left.

"Is that person a star?" the shopkeeper thought.There are a lot of celebrities coming and going at the airport, and the tall young man just now is wearing sunglasses and a mask, and with that slender and straight figure, he really looks like a star.

"Which little fresh meat is it?" The store owner became curious. If there was no store to take care of, he would definitely follow this paparazzi reporter to watch the fun.

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"Sit here." An Jiyu chose a corner seat.There are not many guests here, and most people will choose to go to the restaurant inside to eat after going through the security check.

Most of the guests here come to see off.

The layout of the coffee house is dark, with many geometric log bookcases and large and small green potted plants. The ceiling is hung with dark coffee-colored silk and satin. The seats are L-shaped, which looks like an opera house at first glance. in the private room.

Each seat is separated by a green screen, so that guests at each table have their own private space.

An Jiyu chose table No. 12, which is at the leftmost corner of the coffee shop against the wall. You can’t see the entrance of the coffee shop, but it’s not easy for outsiders to see here. It can be said that it is a seat with high privacy. .

After Zhao Bin sat down, he wiped the log table top with a paper towel, then took the photo out of the plastic bag and carefully placed it on the table.

"You really treasure it." An Jiyu knew that Zhao Bin was not a clean freak, but he just couldn't bear the magazine getting dirty.

"How can you understand the feeling that I can't buy even if I run with a broken leg?" Zhao Bin flipped through the photos with a smile on his face. There was a photo of An Jiyu in college. He was sitting on the railing beside the basketball court, drinking water.

"Wow, it's really a poster just to take a random picture."

"Of course I didn't shoot casually. I saw someone taking pictures, and I deliberately posed." An Jiyu smiled and said, "It's a professional job."

disease? "

"Ji Yu," Zhao Bin closed the magazine, "do you think it's a pity?"

"Huh?" An Jiyu was using the coffee shop's self-service ordering on his mobile phone.

"Just leave the entertainment industry..."

An Jiyu looked up at Zhao Bin, and smiled softly: "Some jobs are very interesting, like going to the aquarium to have activities with sea lions, and some jobs are also very meaningful, like caring for children who are out of school, but as long as I am still a star , it is impossible for me to be with you freely. For me, these interesting things have become less interesting. As for public welfare things, even if I am not a celebrity, I can do it. It is nothing to regret."

"I understand what you mean." Zhao Bin nodded lightly, "Because I feel the same way, seeing so many classmates taking pictures with their families and friends, you know how much I miss you at the graduation ceremony... "

"I missed the previous things, but I don't want to miss the things about you in the future." An Jiyu raised his hand and held Zhao Bin's hand.

"Me too, I don't want to miss anything about you." Zhao Bin smiled slightly.

The breakfast for two ordered by An Jiyu: apple pie, pour over coffee, croissants, tiramisu, cappuccino iced coffee, sandwiches and salads are all served on the table.

While drinking coffee, An Jiyu asked Zhao Bin about his study abroad.

There were people coming and going at the newsstand before, not as quiet as here, and they can finally talk about this matter in detail.

"So, how did you come up with the idea to study abroad with me?" An Jiyu asked curiously.

"This matter has to start with a bowl of stewed eggs." Zhao Bin took a sip of iced coffee and said with a smile.

Time went back to the night when Zhao Bin returned home from Grandpa An, his parents had been talking quietly at the dinner table, and Zhao Bin knew that they were worrying about himself and An Jiyu.

Since he was a child, he never made his parents worry about anything, and he could always find a solution by himself, but this time he really didn't know what to do.

"If I also go to the United States to study, will I be able to get closer to An Jiyu?" Zhao Bin suddenly thought of this way when he took the meat stewed eggs out of the pot.

Probably because when cooking, he always thought about whether An Jiyu was used to eating after he went to the United States?Are you used to living?Also, knowing that he was going abroad, I should cook a few more meals for him.

Because An Jiyu said that he likes his cooking very much.

Cooking... Zhao Bin suddenly thought... If they go to America together, he will be able to cook for An Jiyu.

——Do you want to study in the United States?

But even if he has this idea in his head, whether he can go or not, and whether he can go or not, is not up to him alone.

First of all, you have to ask your parents for permission.

When Zhao Bin took the bowl of delicious stewed eggs out of the kitchen and sat down to eat with his parents.

He suddenly said: "Dad, Mom, can I go to study abroad?"

After waiting nervously for a few seconds, Zhao Bin noticed that Dad and Mom looked at each other.Mom smiled, and Dad said: "Yes, there is nothing wrong with it, but... it will be too late to apply for studying abroad. I'm afraid An Jiyu is ready to leave early in the morning."

"Yes." Zhao Bin nodded, "An Jiyu will go to New York to study, he has a favorite school."

"Son, don't worry, An Jiyu will keep his studies, and our family will keep ours." Mom looked more excited than Zhao Bin, "And it won't be too late. Didn't the college entrance examination results just come out? I have a My colleague’s daughter was admitted to some university based on her college entrance examination and IELTS scores.”

"The cost of studying abroad..." Zhao Bin clenched the chopsticks in his hand, always feeling that he had created a problem for his parents.

"Binbin, don't worry about the cost of studying abroad," Dad said with a smile, "We have already saved your college money, and your grandpa, grandma, grandpa, grandma, those uncles and granduncles will give you money." The red envelopes for further studies are enough to pay for the tuition and living expenses of the first year, and we can talk about it later.”

"Yes!" Mom was so excited that she couldn't sit still, "Son, you don't know how to solve this matter when I was bothered just now, but you thought of such a good idea yourself. My Binbin is really smart."

"Like me." Dad said, "Binbin, going to study abroad is not the point now, the point is what you want to do, don't have too many worries, sometimes you have to go by feeling, too many worries will make you There are regrets about things. You have to know that once some people miss it, they really can’t start all over again.”

……

When Zhao Bin said this, he had to stop and take a sip of coffee to moisturize his throat: "I think this should be the experience of my father chasing my mother back then."

An Jiyu opened his eyes in surprise. He thought that Zhao Bin's father would strongly oppose Zhao Bin's study abroad, but he was the one who supported him the most.

Each.

An Jiyu put the apple pie in front of Zhao Bin, watched him eat it, and said, "So, with the full support of your uncle and aunt, you made up your mind to study abroad with me."

"Yes..." Zhao Bin nodded and said gratefully, "There are also Fang Shuyao and the others. Shuyao asked his driver brother to accompany me to the interview, and Jia Lin accompanied me to read the IELTS questions and help me recite the words. Li is so busy, and she also helped me sort out college materials, and everyone is supporting my decision."

"But I don't know..." An Jiyu was a little lonely. During Zhao Bin's college entrance examination, whenever there was a trouble, he would know it immediately.