God, please be gentle with me

It was already 06:30 in the evening, and the activity related to the charity sale of pet products was successfully concluded.

All items, including pet snacks, clothing, toys, etc., were auctioned for a total of 10 yuan in relief funds.An Jiyu also pledged to donate another [-] sick cats and dogs.

The most worrying thing about the rescue center is the lack of funds. Some cats and dogs have to choose euthanasia because they cannot receive medical treatment due to lack of money.

The person in charge of the rescue center is a 45-year-old middle-aged man. He has been thanking An Jiyu for his loving donations, especially An Jiyu's strong support for the charity sale, which moved him very much.

To say that the most exciting part of today's event is probably when Fang Ling said that the special guest An Jiyu was welcome to come on stage, the reporters all looked around because they didn't see An Jiyu in the audience, and then, the doll cat standing beside him walked away Go on stage and take off the headgear.

Although An Jiyu's hair is a bit messy, and his cheeks are still red because of the heat, but I have to say that An Jiyu, who was recently rated as the No. 1 male artist without makeup by netizens, really stands the test.

This face is still so handsome, and because of the fat cat belly, it looks cute.

Surprised reporters immediately focused on An Jiyu, asking him how it feels to wear a doll costume, and kept asking him about the shooting of his new movie.

But An Jiyu smiled and said, "I'm the host today, not the lead actor."

Then An Jiyu fully assumed the responsibility of the host, introduced the magazine and the animal rescue center to the media and the audience, and let everyone know the living environment of stray animals, as well as scientific feeding of animals and other information.

An Jiyu called on everyone to be responsible and not to adopt or abandon animals at will.

Because An Jiyu brought the topic to the rescue center, the person in charge was very happy, and the charity sale was extremely lively, which was three times the amount raised in the past.

That's why the person in charge will still hold An Jiyu's hand after the event.

Zhao Bin went up to make a rescue, and the person in charge thanked Zhao Bin very much, thinking that he also worked hard today.

Then the person in charge will clean up the booth with everyone.All the goods for the charity sale, including magazines, were sold out. What they have to do now is to reorganize the cartons, packaging bags, etc., and take all the usable ones back to the rescue center. .

Zhao Bin was collecting paper bags, and An Jiyu was drinking water. He finally took off the doll costume, quite reluctantly.

Because when wearing it, he can turn into a big cat and play with Zhao Bin.

"An Jiyu." Fang Ling called out, noticing that even though An Jiyu was drinking water, his eyes were still looking at Zhao Bin.

"Yes, auntie." An Jiyu, who had been leaning against the table, straightened up immediately.

"Come here, Auntie wants to talk to you," Fang Ling said.

An Jiyu glanced at Zhao Bin who was concentrating on tidying up, nodded and said, "Okay."

Fang Ling took An Jiyu to a relatively secluded guest rest area, where there was a large artificial banana tree and some soft leather round stools.

Both Fang Ling and An Jiyu sat down, An Jiyu smiled and asked, "Auntie, if you have something to say, just tell me, I will do my best."

"Ji Yu, it's like this. If Auntie has something wrong, you're welcome. You can point it out directly." Fang Ling was not ambiguous, and she couldn't be ambiguous about her son.

"Yes, please tell me."

"Speaking of which, I'm not familiar with you, but... it's probably because Binbin likes you very much. An Jiyu is always long and An Jiyu is short, so for you, I don't think you are a big star , It is the sense of distance of the young master of the group." Fang Ling said frankly, "Sometimes I also wonder why you treat Binbin so well and our family so well, is it because Binbin is born with noble people to help good luck?"

"Auntie, for me, Zhao Bin is the noble person in my life." An Jiyu smiled.

"How do you say that?"

"Before I met Zhao Bin, I felt that the whole world seemed to have nothing to do with me. Yes, I am the heir of Tianyu Group and the most proud grandson of my grandfather. I am the kind that others say, not winning at the starting line but winning I was born at the finish line, but... I often feel that none of this has anything to do with me. Because even without me, the group will continue to develop, and the earth will continue to turn."

An Jiyu smiled self-deprecatingly, "It's a very strange feeling, everyone is obviously around me, but I can't find a sense of existence."

Fang Ling understood what An Jiyu meant. Compared with "An Jiyu", the identity of "Heir of Tianyu Group" was probably more dazzling and important, so the people around An Jiyu only saw "heir" in their eyes. ", not An Jiyu.

"I have been living by 'identity' since I was a child. I know that compared with many people of my age, my life is already very happy. If I say these things to my friends, they will think that I am making a fuss, no," An Jiyu couldn't help He sighed, "For them, how can I still have troubles? If I have troubles, what should they do with their lives?"

"So, I thought, then I will live the life that everyone expects. As long as I complete the tasks assigned by my grandfather, as long as I get the best grades in the test, as long as I am the first in everything, even if I have a young master's temper, others will respect me." It's a smiley face." An Jiyu said a little embarrassedly, "My mother even trained me for this, thinking that I was too arrogant and reckless, and I didn't look like an heir at all. But isn't what I am doing an heir's business? ? Am I not 'identity' enough? I'm getting more and more confused, I don't know what's wrong with me, is it a rebellious period or something else... I can't find myself."

"Until..." An Jiyu suddenly smiled, "Until I met Zhao Bin."

"Did you meet in the game?" Fang Ling asked.

"Yes." An Jiyu nodded, "Online games are a good safe haven. They can make me temporarily forget the real world and make me just me. But I soon realized that I like playing games so much, not just Because I like the world in the game, what really keeps me is the person in the game, the girl named 'White Rabbit Toffee is delicious'."

"Girl...couldn't it be Binbin?" Fang Ling blinked and asked.

"Yes. Auntie is really smart." An Jiyu smiled, "At first, we all thought that the other party was a girl, but because of some things, we always missed the meeting, but when I saw Zhao Bin's first date on the escalator At a glance, you can tell that he is Bai Tang."

Fang Ling didn't speak anymore, she wanted An Jiyu to speak on her own.

An Jiyu also understands that he likes Zhao Bin, there will always be a showdown.Although he didn't want to see Fang Ling hating him, and didn't want her to misunderstand that he was helping Zhao Bin for other purposes, but if he didn't say it out, Fang Ling would keep guessing and there would be more misunderstandings.

"When I was in the game, I liked being with Zhao Bin very much, but I don't know when I fell in love with him." An Jiyu said frankly, "I fell in love with him when I recovered. I heard before that there is no reason to love someone. Once you fall in love, you are in love. There are so many right and wrong. I find it ridiculous. How can it be possible to fall in love with someone without any reason, but It wasn't until I realized that I really fell in love with a boy, a boy I met in a game, that I realized that love is really like that."

"However... I like Zhao Bin not because there is no reason at all, but because there are too many reasons and I can't find it... Auntie, I like Zhao Bin telling me that the sun is very good today; I like Zhao Bin's treatment of me. Said: Marvel movies are very good. This made me start to notice the weather, the movies that are showing, the colorful world, and the fact that no matter who I am, my heart is always Beating for me."

"Sure enough...you like Zhao Bin." Fang Ling inhaled lightly, clenched her hands involuntarily.

"Auntie, I love Zhao Bin." An Jiyu looked at Fang Ling and said earnestly and emotionally, "I know you don't like to hear this, I know I give you a headache, but please don't let me leave him, okay?"

"An Jiyu," Fang Ling showed a embarrassed expression, "seriously, I never thought that my son would have a boyfriend. No, I should say that I was surprised that he had a friend like you... In the thinking of his father and I, Binbin will marry a wife in the future and have two children... Although this little life is not rich and powerful, it is also fulfilling and happy."

An Jiyu lowered his eyes slowly, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

"However, I also respect my son's choice," Fang Ling said after sighing heavily, "So, I will not prevent you from dating."

"Dating?" An Jiyu thought he heard it wrong.

"Well. You are already dating." Fang Ling said, "Don't hide it from me. I have eyes to see that you are so close. You still hide it from me. You just don't want me to object."

An Jiyu finally realized that Fang Ling misunderstood that they had already established a relationship, so she didn't object.

"Auntie, actually..."

"You don't need to say more, I understand." Fang Ling said, "I know why Zhao Bin didn't tell me, you two should continue to keep it a secret, you should understand the reason better than me, Zhao Bin is just a A child from an ordinary family, he can't stand those big winds and waves."

When Fang Ling said these words, she inexplicably remembered a questionnaire survey she had done when she was in college.

"Would you object if your child was gay?"

I don’t remember the other topics, but Fang Ling was impressed by this one. She still remembers that she wrote “The child’s life is his own, and he can decide it by himself.”

At that time, she was still a child in the eyes of her parents, expecting to be independent as soon as possible, so she answered like this.

Thinking about it now, how can this kind of thing be completely left to the children to decide, of course parents have to participate in it, this is probably because the position changed after becoming a mother, and the thinking naturally changed accordingly.

But the only thing that has not changed is that she hopes that Zhao Bin will be healthy and free from disease and disaster in this life. It would be great if Zhao Bin can get married and have children, but if not... as a mother, she just wants him to be happy .

This is not a compromise, but a positive attitude to face the problem.

After all, she can't replace Zhao Bin to live his life, she can only continue to guard her son.