God, please be gentle with me

"Shuyao always feels that I don't care enough about him. I don't deny this matter." The goddess continued, "Family and career have to be chosen, but I don't care about him at all. In fact, I understood it earlier than he himself He is gay, probably because I gave birth to him, no one knows his child better than his mother. What's more, I only have him as a child."

"Fang Shuyao...do you know?"

"He obviously thought I didn't understand, otherwise he wouldn't quarrel with me." The goddess smiled slightly, "Children of this age are prone to rebellion, even Fang Shuyao is the same."

"So," Han Jialin tried to conclude, "the reason you quarreled with him was not because he was with a boy?"

"Of course not. Sexual orientation is not something I can do whatever I want, and compared to sexual orientation, I was once worried about whether Shuyao was sexual/cold/sentimental."

"what?"

"To tell you the truth, before meeting you, Shuyao not only had no interest in girls, but also didn't have much enthusiasm for boys. He mingled among a bunch of adults all day long, because he was a gifted child, so he and his peers People don’t have much to talk about. In addition, because of our work relationship, he often needs to transfer schools. He has stayed in elementary schools in China, France, the United Kingdom, and the United States, and he has no long-term friends.”

The goddess sighed, "He still didn't have any good friends until junior high school. In the United States, other kids were dating, and he was just studying...I don't think this is the way to go on, and he is not a child anymore, so he doesn't need to be with you all the time. Take it with you, that's why he was sent back to China to study for a few years."

"I didn't even know that Fang Shuyao had stayed in so many countries..." Han Jialin realized that he knew Fang Shuyao only from the three years in Mingguang High School, no, it was the last two months.

"He is a child who keeps everything in his mind." The goddess smiled, "I heard that he has had a crush on you for three years."

"Yes, yes." Han Jialin blushed.

"Speaking of this, I really have to thank you, because of you, I know my son is not sexual//cold//, he will want to find a lover, so he won't be alone in this life. For me, his Lifelong happiness is more important than whether he is gay or not, and whether he has offspring." The goddess said emotionally, "I am his mother, and I will not harm him. Similarly, I cannot harm you, you are also your mother's child .”

"What does it mean?"

"You are not gay, you will fall in love with my son only because my son is outstanding, he makes you fall in love, but you are still not gay. Maybe now you are dazzled by love and don't feel anything, But in the future, when people of the same age around you get married and have children, you will regret your choice today. I can’t sacrifice the happiness of other people’s sons just because I love my son.”

The goddess said, "This is also the content of my conversation with Fang Shuyao. He is a smart boy. Although he is now using extremely naive methods to fight me on a hunger strike, he will eventually figure it out. There is something between you and him. There are too many uncertain factors, you are still too young, especially you, Shuyao's mind has already surpassed his age, but you... It's just that there are too many possibilities in the future, if you fall into an inappropriate situation now In love, there is no guarantee that you will not experience bitterness in the future. Han Jialin, why do you have to regret and suffer at that time?"

Han Jialin felt that he should say something, especially after the Goddess said such a long and pertinent sentence, but what's the matter with his chest hurting so much, it seemed like it was about to burst.

Is it because what the goddess said is true, and I have no way to refute it?Or was her sentence "he will figure it out eventually" too damaging?

Fang Shuyao will eventually figure out these things, and obediently follow his mother to study in the United States... The relationship between them ended naturally, is this the development?

Before Han Jialin came here, he thought he would win for sure. Just because he and Fang Shuyao liked each other, Aunt Fang couldn't do anything to them.And he has to explain to Aunt Fang that love is gender-neutral, even if they are boys, they can be together...

Now think about how naive he is.

He had already lost this battle before it started, because Aunt Fang's focus was not on loving or not falling in love at all, but on the future.

Whether it is him or Fang Shuyao's future, there are too many uncertainties.

Han Jialin even fully understands Aunt Fang's worries. He is a straight man. There is nothing wrong with him. Even if Fang Shuyao has feelings, he still cannot accept it.

Other boys, even if that person is Zhao Bin, a childhood sweetheart.

The passionate love with Fang Shuyao really made him ignore many things.

He and Fang Shuyao have different sexual orientations, and the two grew up in completely different environments, and even their mothers are so different, if

His mother knew that he and Fang Shuyao were dating... A family war is necessary, which is why Han Jiali asked what to do in the future.

And Han Jialin still feels that the showdown with his parents is something that needs to be resolved "later", and when this "later" is, he actually has no answer in his heart. .

Because he hadn't thought that far... It wasn't until Fang Shuyao's mother suddenly appeared that he realized that this "later" was actually very close, right in front of him.The problem had always been there, he just didn't realize it.

"Fang...Fang Shuyao, can I go see him?" Han Jialin said in a hoarse voice, as if he had suddenly returned to reality from a fairy tale, "I'm a little worried about his body."

"Of course," the goddess smiled softly, "and, I believe he's been here all along."

"What?" Han Jialin looked up, and sure enough, he saw Fang Shuyao coming down the stairs. It seemed that he had been standing there listening to their conversation.

Fang Shuyao looked a little haggard, as if he had stayed up for several nights, and his whole body was exhausted, but what worried Han Jialin the most was his eyes.

There was pain and despair in those eyes.

Once, Han Jialin saw Fang Shuyao look like this, it was when he kissed himself for the first time.In the men's room of the school, Fang Shuyao bumped into him suddenly and kissed him... Then his eyes were full of despair and sadness...

Is it because of the domineering Young Master Fang?Han Jialin almost forgot that Fang Shuyao was also a very delicate guy.

Aunt Fang's worry is not wrong. If he regrets being with Fang Shuyao in the future and wants to get married and have children, Fang Shuyao's blow may be fatal.

So if it is broken now, it may not be a bad thing.At least now their entanglement is not that deep, after careful study, their intimate contact is only two months.

Two months ago, they were still so "strange" to each other.

Fang Shuyao walked towards Han Jialin slowly, stopped, and looked at him.

"Fang Shuyao," Han Jialin paused, looked at him and said, "Did you hear what Auntie told me?"

"En." Fang Shuyao nodded slightly.

"I really don't understand you. You have such a mother who loves you and thinks about you, yet you are still on a hunger strike." Han Jialin suddenly smiled, raised his hand, and lightly touched Fang Shuyao's fair cheek.

Fang Shuyao didn't speak, but after glancing at his mother, he fixed his gaze on Han Jialin.

"You have to eat well, you've lost weight." Han Jialin said with a smile.

"I can eat. Han Jialin..." Fang Shuyao frowned slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but he held back.

Although Fang Shuyao didn't continue, Han Jialin knew what he wanted to say.Fang Shuyao hoped that he would not mention breaking up, but as Aunt Fang said, Fang Shuyao is very smart, he can figure it out.

No, Fang Shuyao had already figured it out, so he clearly wanted to keep him but refrained from speaking out. Fang Shuyao was very afraid that keeping him at this moment would be a kind of harm to him in the future, after all, he is not a comrade.

Han Jialin suddenly discovered that Fang Shuyao's intentions were not so difficult to understand. Why did he always think that Fang Shuyao was a difficult person to understand?

"Fang Shuyao, do you want to break up with me now?" Han Jialin looked at Fang Shuyao and asked directly.

"I..." Fang Shuyao bit his lips subconsciously, this is his characteristic small movement when he feels suffering and irritability.

"If you think breaking up now is a good thing for me," Han Jialin nodded, "then let's break up."

"Ah?" Fang Shuyao took a sharp breath, and his face became even paler.

"Then, let me chase you." Han Jialin looked at him and said with a bright smile, "What can I do? I have already introduced to my sister that you are my wife."

Both Fang Shuyao and Fang's mother's eyes widened, especially Fang Shuyao's bright eyes filled with tears in an instant, but they still stared at Han Jialin closely, Fang Shuyao's face was full of disbelief.

"Aunt Fang, now I am the one who actively pursues Fang Shuyao, so it doesn't matter?" Han Jialin smiled and said, "I really don't know what will happen to us in the future. As you said, we are still too young, and the future is full of uncertainties." Sure, but now this choice is made by me, and it has nothing to do with Fang Shuyao. If you say that you are gay if you actively pursue boys, then you can also regard me as gay. It's just that I really like Fang Shuyao, and Fang Shuyao also likes me, that's fine."

Han Jialin suddenly remembered the love history and marriage of his parents just now. His parents only started dating after graduating from university, and then got married and had children.

Although the way they express their love is very subtle, Han Jialin knows that they are deeply in love with each other. .

In short, regardless of homosexuality or heterosexuality, it is because of love that they come together, at least that is the example that his parents have set for him over the years.

In this case, why bother to distinguish between the opposite sex and the same sex?

Han Jialin suddenly realized that he was right in his initial position, they liked each other, and this was the winning chance!

And when Han Jialin said these words, Fang Shuyao's tears finally fell down uncontrollably, his teardrops glistened, ran across his flushed cheeks from excitement, and fell silently to the ground.

Fang Shuyao's mother was also surprised by her son's tears, as if she saw him cry for the first time.

Yes, except when he was a child, he had never seen him so sad or cry so happily.

He has always been so calm, a precocious and sensible child in the eyes of adults, but it turns out that his heart is also full of emotions, and he also longs for love and being loved.

"Fang Shuyao, although you look much better when you cry than my sister, but you always cry like this, your eyes will hurt, right?" Han Jialin wanted to stop Fang Shuyao's tears, so he reached out to wipe his face clumsily.

"Do you want me to stop crying?" Fang Shuyao had tears in his eyes, but a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"Yes." Han Jialin nodded.

Fang Shuyao smiled, stretched out his hand to hook Han Jialin's neck, and kissed his lips.

"Ah, you... um!" Han Jialin struggled a few times, and cast his eyes towards Fang's mother. This Fang Shuyao is too... huh?Where did Aunt Fang go?

Immediately afterwards, Han Jialin tasted the salty taste of tears, and when he was in a daze, Fang Shuyao's tongue slipped in.

It seems that if it is a kiss, Fang Shuyao will stop crying.

Han Jialin thought, stretched out his arms and hugged Fang Shuyao's back, and didn't let go for a while.