【Group Cool】Dis Aliter Visum

This is crazy, this is really crazy! ----- Kurapika paced back and forth in the lobby of the hotel basement, clenched and loosened his fists, his whole body seemed to go crazy in the next second.That man, that man!First of all, it was just a hint, a disapproving touch that Kurapika could easily resist.Then there was that kiss -- after that, after that -- Kurapika's mind kept spinning in frustration and confusion, like a trapped animal with no way out.After Kuroro fell off the cliff, Kurapika should be excited, jumping, and relieved, but these emotions only overflowed when he saw the man alive and intact--everything went backwards, and Kurapika Lapika was pretty sure that this was planned by the spider boss from the beginning, and the boy was so anxious about his sudden change of feelings that he refused to even look at Kuroro after that.

Then, Kuroro touched him -- literally, "touched" him, touched Kurapika in a way no one else had ever done to him.He should feel sick, feel bad, but back then Kurapika just felt very comfortable, very comfortable... and now?He felt embarrassed and ashamed.He didn't know how he was going to face the man, how he was going to muster up the courage to go back to the room, but Kurapika had to do it in the end.He'd already done a lot of shameful deeds in deciding to get Redeye back from that extreme spider boss, Kurapika reminded himself harshly -- a lot had happened and he didn't want anyone else to know .He could do it, he could go back to the bedroom up there and ignore what had just happened as if it didn't matter at all -- it was just a small price to pay to get Redeye back, he could do it.

-----Like hell.

Kuroro looked up when Kurapika came back -- thank the Spider-Boss for not saying anything.Kurapika couldn't even meet his eyes, he quietly walked over to a bed and buried himself under the covers.The boy hadn't taken off any of his clothes, and it was impossible for him to change into pajamas before going to bed after what happened to Kuroro just now -- impossible.Kurapika's back turned to Kuroro, he heard the sound of pages turning in the book in the other's hand, the bastard didn't look flustered at all, he just sat there reading, like he just didn't----him no ----- he's not -----

Kurapika couldn't think.

Kurapika could hear the pages of the book turning every few minutes, and he didn't think he could fall asleep ----- not until the awareness of the man behind him faded away, after Kuroro uttered before his presence in the room disappears ----- Kurapika's body is tensing, his back and shoulders are aching, he doesn't think he can fall asleep in this situation, but sleepiness still comes Later, the boy finally fell asleep.

Kurapika was awakened by the aroma of coffee.He had a dream last night, but he wasn't sure what the dream was about.The boy brushed his hands back through his hair, and Kuroro appeared next to his bed, without saying anything, and handing Kurapika a cup of coffee.Kurapika took the cup gratefully, but he couldn't believe he could look at the man right now.The boy took a sip of his coffee and swept his hands across his bangs again. "Thank you," he said finally, knowing that his face was turning red, but there was nothing he could do to make the heat subside.

Kuroro paused next to Kurapika, who tried to focus on the coffee so he wouldn't have to look at the spider boss.The silence between the two grew heavy, and finally Kuroro asked, "Are you angry?"

Kurapika thought about it. "I'm at a loss." He said honestly, "Can I... ask you a question?"

Hearing the sound of clothes rubbing against each other, Kuroro sat on the bed next to Kurapika: "Ask." He said.

Kurapika took some time to organize his thoughts. "I don't... well understand the reasons behind you," the boy said. "To me, they sound counterintuitive, and I need to think about it now...I really, really need to sort out my thoughts." He glanced A glance at Kuroro's nod. "Next week," Kurapika said, before hesitating for a moment, "Next week, my friends will be meeting in Zaban City, and I really, really want to see them."

"You want to go alone?" Kuroro asked, watching Kurapika's face intently. "You're asking me to take a big risk."

Kurapika nodded, "I know." The boy licked his lips, trying to figure out a way to persuade Kuroro to agree to the request: "It's not a smart choice for me to drive alone in this situation, but I really need it right now." .” He hesitated, and finally said, “I beg you.” Although Kurapika finally added this sentence, the boy’s words cost far more than these three Chinese characters.

Kuroro was silent for a while, which made Kurapika's heart sink, he was quite sure that the other party would never let him drive.Finally Kuroro said, "Look at me." His voice was so thin and soft that it didn't sound like a commanding tone, but Kurapika found his face turned to Kuroro automatically ----- he Didn't even hesitate.Kurapika's eyes were still fixed on the mug in his hand, but then, his eyes met Kuroro's dark eyes.Spider-head watched him quietly, as if trying to read his thoughts from the boy's eyes, and then he said, "Kiss me."

Kurapika blinked, and the heat on his cheeks rose again: "Do you want me to kiss, kiss you?" Kuroro nodded, and the boy thought for a while before asking, "If I do this, will you let me go?" ?”

After that, Kuroro stared at the other party again intently, but he didn't answer right away, and the atmosphere seemed to be tense. "If I don't see any intention of breaking your promise," said the Spider Chief at last.

"That doesn't sound good," Kurapika said, looking away. "You can just make it look like I'm trying to run away, and that'll stop me from doing so."

"I could," Kuroro responded, "but I wouldn't -- not without a very good reason for it."

Kurapika sipped his coffee, trying to think of what to say or do next. "I'm not sure I should trust you," the boy finally replied.

"That's up to you to decide." Kuroro said lightly, he reached out and stroked Kurapika's cheeks with two fingers, and then gently let them sweep along the skin of the other's cheeks: "You don't have to believe me or It's about trusting me."

Kurapika sighed and finished his cup of coffee. He put the empty cup on the coffee table, brushing the fingers of his right hand against the skin of his palm.After a while, the boy took a deep breath, and then exhaled. He leaned over to close the distance between Kuroro and Kurapika's lips ----- Kurapika's lips touched each other's, and the lips rubbed against each other. Then he moved back, but Kuroro suddenly raised his hand and buried it in Kurapika's blond hair, lifting his head so that their lips could be brought closer together.

Kurapika let out a soft gasp of surprise, feeling Kuroro's grip on his hair deepening.Then the spider leader stuck out his tongue and licked (like) Kurapika's lips lightly (like) lightly (like) like a dog, causing the boy's hand to fall on his shoulder and tighten the clothes on his shoulder—— -The whole room started to spin, Kurapika's heart was beating violently in his chest, when Kuroro put his tongue(worship)head(support)(don't)in(want)(be)his(yard) mouth As he walked in, he heard a soft whimper ----- then realized it was coming from his own mouth.Kuroro's arm sneaked around Kurapika's lower back like a snake and pulled the boy closer, Kurapika wasn't sure if he remembered how to breathe.

Suddenly, Kurapika's hand was raised and buried in Kuroro's black, soft hair -- he felt hot, cold, everything was spinning, his whole world seemed to be centered on Kuroro Luo is like wrapping his tongue around.Kuroro grabbed Kurapika's waist again and pulled him closer to him, Kurapika found him straddling the man's lap, he moaned softly, the sound made the boy Pulling back to reality, he suddenly pushed Kuroro away ----- sitting on Kuroro's lap, his eyes wide open, his cheeks flushed ----- the scene in Kuroro's eyes, the nakedness flowing inside Lust and hunger, it made Kurapika's hands tremble and his heart beat violently.Kuroro stood up and turned his back on Kurapika.

There was a long, weird silence in the room, and then Kuroro said, "When we get over the top of the mountain, I'll buy you a plane ticket." He went to his luggage and pulled out some clothes: "I'm going to take a shower now , we will drive when we come out.”

Although Kuroro wasn't looking at him, Kurapika nodded.When Kuroro walked into the bathroom and closed the bathroom door, the boy brushed his hair with one hand, then two—he forced his breathing back to normal, poured another cup of coffee and tidied up. room stuff.After Kuroro came out of the bathroom, his hair was still wet, maybe he wanted to go outside and let the cold wind dry it, Kurapika still couldn't look at the other's face.The two bought a few days' worth of food from the hotel owner, and Kuroro estimated that it would take about 2 to 3 days to go east out of the Sakagi Mountains.Because Kuroro and Kurapika were concentrating on their own thoughts, they walked the mountain road quietly all day long, only stopping at lunchtime and after nightfall.

Kurapika knew he was lost in thoughts in his head, but he wasn't sure why Kuroro was as silent as he was.Kurapika had caught the man watching himself and thinking a few times, and he wasn't sure what made Kuroro act like this, he felt like a code that the spider boss was trying to crack.This night, the two slept next to each other, and despite the cold weather, it was impossible for Kurapika to sit on Kuroro's lap again ----- when Kuroro's arms were pressed against him and the heat was transmitted to his body Sometimes, it reminded Kurapika of last night -- Kuroro wrapped his arms around his waist and touched him intimately.This memory made the temperature on the boy's face rise again, and it took Kurapika a long time to fall asleep.

Kurapika woke up and found himself on Kuroro's shoulder, he sat up straight and Kuroro opened his eyes.The boy stood up and stretched.Kuroro's dark eyes were staring at him, which made Kurapika's chest tense, and he cleared his throat and looked away.The leader of the spider didn't speak. He stood up and took out the food from the luggage. The two had breakfast on the road, wishing they could get out of the mountains as soon as possible.They only stopped to rest at night, and now there was only the downhill journey left, the snow was no longer covering the ground, but the weather was still cold, Kurapika didn't think he needed to stick to Kuroro to keep warm, he took a nap all night, Rise at the crack of dawn, eat breakfast before moving on.The closer they got to the foot of the mountain, the warmer the temperature became. Around afternoon, Kuroro and Kurapika took off their warm clothes. When they rested again at night, they were only wearing a thin underwear. The trees are showing their green leaves.

They lit a fire in a little clearing surrounded by woods, and sat around to eat their supper.The firewood in front of Kurapika was burning, and the red and yellow flames lit up the small open space. Occasionally, the fire would make crackling sounds, lying on the firewood like a giant dragon on fire. superior.Kuroro stood up to add firewood, and Kurapika watched the spider boss sit back on the fallen tree trunk, leaning over with his arms in his thighs and his hands folded under his chin.Kuroro let his bangs down most of the day today, to accentuate his large, unreadable dark eyes, making him look younger.

"How old are you?" Kurapika asked, his voice was very soft, as if he didn't want to break the calm of the night, he knew that Kuroro would hear what he said.

The man being asked tilted his head and grinned so as not to make him look more age-appropriate. "Hmm..." he said, looking at the Kuruta boy through the fire, "I will be 27 years old in a short time."

Kurapika nodded, observing his face in the orange firelight. "I thought you'd be older," he commented, "I mean before seeing your fake corpse."

Kurapika's words made Kuroro smile slightly. "Am I too young for a criminal?" he asked.

"And you're too old to flirt with a young man now." Kurapika shot back, amused by what he had said.

The smile on the man's face didn't fade. "You're a legitimate object," he said with a shrug, "and not uninterested." Kurapika shrugged his right shoulder and looked away, and Kuroro made the point, and he knew it was true Yes, I cannot refute. "I'm going to say," the spider leader began, then paused, waiting for Kurapika to look back at himself before continuing, "I'm going to say that I've never met anyone as talented as you."

"Are you trying to compliment me now?" Kurapika's tone was a little colder than he'd like.

Kuroro shrugged: "I'm just stating the facts." He replied easily, the firelight shining on the man's face, making his dark eyes look like something from another world, weird and frightening fear.There was silence between the two for a while, broken only by the sound of firewood.

"I need to admit it," Kurapika finally said, a slightly bitter smile twitching at the corners of his mouth, "I've never met someone as lawless and ignorant of human morality as you."

"Well, that's part of my charm, isn't it?" The spider leader looked amused. "Freedom." He paused, meditating. "True freedom comes from no responsibility. I need to take responsibility for the brigade—to keep it safe and alive. Why do I need to be responsible for the rest of the world?" Things take responsibility and add to the burden? Protecting yourself and your loved ones is someone else's choice, I just want to..." He stopped mid-sentence, which made Kurapika unconsciously lean forward, looking aroused curiosity. "That's not important." Kuroro took his unfinished words away gently: "I understand that you don't agree with my way of doing things, because in the past days, no matter how I explain it, you will only become more angry , I won't make any excuses." Kuroro looked up into Kurapika's eyes: "I kill people because I don't care, I don't care because I don't know those people, and I don't want to know them .My allegiance is only to those I care about ----- and that is my brigade."

Kurapika's eyes turned a fiery red -- Kuroro didn't care?He slaughtered his people, his parents, his friends, and he didn't care? !Kurapika didn't realize his body was moving, but suddenly, he found himself standing in front of the spider boss, staring at him fiercely, his eyes burning with anger.He remembered that Kuroro said that his emotions would swallow up reason, and the boy is now proving that Kuroro is right, but he can't control himself.

"I will -----" His voice became fragmented, Kurapika almost couldn't suppress the anger in his heart: "I will kill you ----- some day in the future." He gently Commitment, gritted teeth authentic.Kurapika felt his chest tense and burn, as if it was going to explode the next moment.

"But you won't," Kuroro said, grabbing Kurapika's right fist and then the other as the left came up to his face. "You won't," he repeated, in an affectionate tone, "You're tired of blood and destruction. Because of this, you can't kill me." Kurapika's throat seemed to be pinched and he let out a choke , he pushed the man away, he didn't even have the strength to refute.Kurapika just glared at him, body shaking, full of rage, knowing how vulnerable and incapable he was to the man in front of him, knowing that Kuroro was right.

And it pained him.

TBC