Net king and colleagues: cool view and full moon
Chapter 141 No 2 Zhou Zhu: Ending Love and Nearing Nirvana
Sometimes let nature take its course, in fact, because there is nothing you can do.
But if it was her, she would definitely say that being beyond her power does not mean she is powerless.
Fuji Zhousuke, the recognized genius, finally encountered a difficult problem - what should he do if he fell in love with an impossible person one day?
He had never thought about this problem, and he really didn't know how to deal with it.
That day she followed Xiao Bantian to watch Qingxue's training, but she hadn't expected that she would play such an important role in the future.He thought that Mochizuki was just an ordinary girl, and came to see how they played, or to visit other schools called detectives but actually to hang out.If he knew that one day he would fall in love with her, he would definitely be more proactive, at least not ending their first meeting so flatly.
But when he thought about it, she and Atobe were already very familiar.
Mochizuki is very special. The first time this cognition was deepened was on the day of the Metropolitan Assembly.
Yuta actually doesn't hate him, he knows it.But he doesn't seem to be good at being a very lively elder brother, every time he will make the atmosphere very awkward, the most sad thing is that he has a lot of words in his heart, but he doesn't know how to express them, which always makes the unhappy people break up become the result.
But that day, Mochizuki drove Yuta over with a few words, which really surprised him. After all, he knew how awkward his younger brother was. At home, only his sister could cure him, not even himself.Even from a distance, he could see Yuta's emotions, but she calmed down everything so nonchalantly, and let him speak for the first time.
I should really thank her.
It's just that despite this, Buer didn't really want to have a further relationship with her.The biggest reason why he doesn't want to be friends with her is - he can't understand her.Although he himself smiles every day and is used to covering up all his emotions with a smile, he has never met such a person. He also often wears a polite smile, but always hides his true emotions. Under the mist, she His true thoughts are hard to see through.
If I had to describe it in one word, it would be terrible.It has reached a terrible point, so Fuji has been deliberately avoiding it. He thinks that people like Mochizuki can be left to Atobe. Anyway, that gorgeous guy doesn't seem to be troubled by anything.
But he regretted it, really regretted it.
Because of the vague self-suggestion all the time, he thought he didn't care.But that battle against Shiro Shonan, he followed him uncontrollably, seeing her protect Ryugasaki with a one-on-three, seeing her teasing lips and eyes flaring, seeing her use all her coldness to push back all those who tried to get close .At that time, he was both excited and regretful.
Buer thinks that he doesn't like complicated people very much, so he keeps keeping Mochizuki at a respectful distance.But it took him a long time to understand that he didn't like it because he was afraid of being hurt, because he was afraid that he would not be able to hold it.In the bottom of his heart, he will be touched by such a person, and he will also have mixed feelings because he understands too late.
At this time, he knew that there was already a subtle aura between Mochizuki and Atobe.
One step late, only one step away, but never catch up.
Many people know that Buer hates Guanyue, because Guanyue taught Yuta that trick irresponsibly, even regardless of his physical condition.But Buer knew that Guanyue had calculated it, it was just a hard mouth, otherwise Yuta would not follow him so wholeheartedly, otherwise Buer would not just bully him occasionally.Fuji just thinks this is very interesting, anyway, he is very good to Yuta, unless he gets angry, otherwise he will not really double the amount of training for Yuta (Yuta: No! He often does this!!).All in all, he felt that Guanyue should get used to bullying Guanyue whenever he met her.
It's just that there was an episode that day, before "Mizuno-kun" had time to refute, he saw Mochizuki and Atobe playing on the street tennis court.It is said that Atobe cleared the field in advance, but now that the group has changed, some people seem to be dissatisfied with the two occupying the place to play singles.Anyway, it was easy, so he simply took Guanyue with him.
Like most of the time, Bu Er still continued the daily habit of not being serious.He wanted to win the Ministry, but it seemed that he couldn't win, and it didn't change much if he won.Seeing that Atobe was a little angry, he felt that it would be boring not to restrain himself, so in the end he simply became a training partner, and it would be nice to let Mochizuki have a good time.Only this time, the Atobe alarm was sounded directly, which made Fuji feel very complicated, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad.
He didn't get along with Mochizuki very much, and most of it belonged to him who hesitated to speak, Mochizuki saw half of it and stopped looking.Fuji knew very well that Mochizuki was pretending to be stupid, and was trying to minimize the time spent together, but this was what made him unhappy.He admitted that he paid too much attention to her, but how did he get to the point of being vigilant?For a long time, Fuji was even angry.
The consequences of being angry are generally not very good, unless the other party is mature enough and patient enough to tolerate.Mochizuki has both of these, but she doesn't want to use them on him.This made Fuji even more unhappy - even as ordinary friends, even if they didn't meet as much as himself, Mochizuki was so patient with Echizen and Kikumaru, but once he came to him, it became a fast forward.
After all, he was actually a little confused about what he wanted.
Want to be with her?
No, Fuji still has some resistance to such an overly smart girl.
Want her to treat him like a normal friend?
But that would obviously make him even more unhappy.
This kind of entanglement is not a genius, but it really happened to a genius.When another girl appeared in Qingxue, when the overly active Mizuki Dai began to talk endlessly, he admitted Mizuki's strength, but missed Mochizuki even more.
Mochizuki is smart, he knows it.But in the obvious comparison with others, it will make people feel how powerful it is.
Mochizuki Zhizi is always so calm and painful. Others may still be confused, but she realized it very early on. She is very mature and can understand what everyone is thinking. , but never said it out, but walked along smoothly, people don't know whether she is relaxed or tired, and people don't feel that she is safeguarding other people's self-esteem.
And Shuimu Dai seems to be standing in the perspective of God. Many times she has to admit that what she said is right, but no matter how you look at it, she feels that she talks too much. A girl who is so sensitive should know what it means to see through without telling the truth.It's not that she's so smart that she's not so smart, it's more like... the game has a cheat, and she's clearly not sure, but watching it makes people upset, and it has a sense of inappropriateness.
He thanked Shuimu Dai, she made him understand that he fell in love with Mochizuki.
It was the thing that frightened him the most, but it was true.The more twists and turns, the more hindsight, the more heart-wrenching.Those things he didn't want to admit and didn't dare to admit, finally became unavoidable, after things had no room for turning around.
She is as beautiful as a peach blossom, she is flawless, and she is suitable for a house and IKEA, all of which have nothing to do with him.
But he is a genius, a genius will not be stupid, a genius will not allow himself to be disgraced, and being in a mess has nothing to do with him.
Tezuka is a very special person in Fuji's life. Their friendship is incredible and expected by others. This time, as he expected, Tezuka didn't give him any advice, because he listened to nothing. do not go in.Mochizuki is very tactful, but also very stubborn. Now that he has identified one person, there is no room for others to intervene.
The only thing he was grateful for was that no one tried to guide him in a condescending manner, Tezuka was playing dumb, and Yuta didn't mention anything, even though he knew in his heart that his disguise was not so successful.For Yuta, he still feels guilty. His younger brother likes desserts very much, and he also likes the sweet-scented osmanthus cake made by Mochizuki, but he has never been to the dessert shop where she works.And he couldn't do anything.
At the moment when it was really clear, the ending between them was also clear.Before that, Bu Er had done some things more or less. Although they were all fluffy little problems, they existed after all.It was only after the school festival that he really warned himself that there would be nothing in the future.No matter how much entanglement and suffering, it only belongs to him.
Knowing the stranger, so give up chasing.
The time when I really left, the sound was the smallest.And he never allowed himself to create an obnoxious cacophony.
But it was a shameful thing to say, and he regretted it.Regret falling in love with such a person, she is perfect, especially in front of him, because she doesn't love him.
Just put it down, it should be able to survive the years of being overdrawn.
And this long wishful thinking finally needs her to come to an end.He has never received any feedback that might misunderstand him, which should be enough to make him give up, but it just keeps him in the way, reminding him every moment that this is an experience that makes him humiliated, although no one has noticed. .
As before, Mochizuki still understood.She hasn't done anything, and his emotions have nothing to do with her - but she is a person who considers everything, even for others, she doesn't leave any negative possibility.The first and last intimate contact, the moment she let go of him, Buer already understood.
From the beginning to the end, the two of them did not miss each other's thinking.Fuji Zhouzhu never took it to heart, because some things have been sinking in the bottom of his heart all the time, so deep that he always understands their existence.And Mochizuki Zhizi never allows herself to be disturbed by external things, once and for all is her way, and at the same time she does not delay at all, and always takes care of the people around her and cleans up everything.
He never understood her.On the contrary, his thoughts were clearly seen from beginning to end.
Her maturity, her thinking, her efforts to control everything, he never noticed.He only saw her beautiful side and her attractive side, and he was not qualified to face everything with her.
Fuji Shusuke is not attractive in front of Mochizuki Chiko, because a transparent person is not attractive.
Fuji Shusuke doesn't really like Mochizuki Zhiko, because he has never seen and will not like the real her.
What he is obsessed with is the silhouette in his heart, that strange and special time.
By now, the show should be over.
Bu Er will never tell others that those days that only belonged to him, that one-way crush that was doomed to end without a disease, were the most beautiful, cleanest, and most painful time in his life.
So desperate, yet so sweet.
In the remaining time, there will be more important and more beautiful fragments breaking into his life, but there will never be such a person, and there will never be such a self again.The deepest corner of his heart will not be reserved for someone who will never be his, but there will always be a small place where the girl he fell in love with for the first time stands.
No matter how time goes by, she is slim, soft like a girl, and warm like a youth.
It's just that no matter when they meet again, there will no longer be any ripples in his heart.
As she wishes.
But if it was her, she would definitely say that being beyond her power does not mean she is powerless.
Fuji Zhousuke, the recognized genius, finally encountered a difficult problem - what should he do if he fell in love with an impossible person one day?
He had never thought about this problem, and he really didn't know how to deal with it.
That day she followed Xiao Bantian to watch Qingxue's training, but she hadn't expected that she would play such an important role in the future.He thought that Mochizuki was just an ordinary girl, and came to see how they played, or to visit other schools called detectives but actually to hang out.If he knew that one day he would fall in love with her, he would definitely be more proactive, at least not ending their first meeting so flatly.
But when he thought about it, she and Atobe were already very familiar.
Mochizuki is very special. The first time this cognition was deepened was on the day of the Metropolitan Assembly.
Yuta actually doesn't hate him, he knows it.But he doesn't seem to be good at being a very lively elder brother, every time he will make the atmosphere very awkward, the most sad thing is that he has a lot of words in his heart, but he doesn't know how to express them, which always makes the unhappy people break up become the result.
But that day, Mochizuki drove Yuta over with a few words, which really surprised him. After all, he knew how awkward his younger brother was. At home, only his sister could cure him, not even himself.Even from a distance, he could see Yuta's emotions, but she calmed down everything so nonchalantly, and let him speak for the first time.
I should really thank her.
It's just that despite this, Buer didn't really want to have a further relationship with her.The biggest reason why he doesn't want to be friends with her is - he can't understand her.Although he himself smiles every day and is used to covering up all his emotions with a smile, he has never met such a person. He also often wears a polite smile, but always hides his true emotions. Under the mist, she His true thoughts are hard to see through.
If I had to describe it in one word, it would be terrible.It has reached a terrible point, so Fuji has been deliberately avoiding it. He thinks that people like Mochizuki can be left to Atobe. Anyway, that gorgeous guy doesn't seem to be troubled by anything.
But he regretted it, really regretted it.
Because of the vague self-suggestion all the time, he thought he didn't care.But that battle against Shiro Shonan, he followed him uncontrollably, seeing her protect Ryugasaki with a one-on-three, seeing her teasing lips and eyes flaring, seeing her use all her coldness to push back all those who tried to get close .At that time, he was both excited and regretful.
Buer thinks that he doesn't like complicated people very much, so he keeps keeping Mochizuki at a respectful distance.But it took him a long time to understand that he didn't like it because he was afraid of being hurt, because he was afraid that he would not be able to hold it.In the bottom of his heart, he will be touched by such a person, and he will also have mixed feelings because he understands too late.
At this time, he knew that there was already a subtle aura between Mochizuki and Atobe.
One step late, only one step away, but never catch up.
Many people know that Buer hates Guanyue, because Guanyue taught Yuta that trick irresponsibly, even regardless of his physical condition.But Buer knew that Guanyue had calculated it, it was just a hard mouth, otherwise Yuta would not follow him so wholeheartedly, otherwise Buer would not just bully him occasionally.Fuji just thinks this is very interesting, anyway, he is very good to Yuta, unless he gets angry, otherwise he will not really double the amount of training for Yuta (Yuta: No! He often does this!!).All in all, he felt that Guanyue should get used to bullying Guanyue whenever he met her.
It's just that there was an episode that day, before "Mizuno-kun" had time to refute, he saw Mochizuki and Atobe playing on the street tennis court.It is said that Atobe cleared the field in advance, but now that the group has changed, some people seem to be dissatisfied with the two occupying the place to play singles.Anyway, it was easy, so he simply took Guanyue with him.
Like most of the time, Bu Er still continued the daily habit of not being serious.He wanted to win the Ministry, but it seemed that he couldn't win, and it didn't change much if he won.Seeing that Atobe was a little angry, he felt that it would be boring not to restrain himself, so in the end he simply became a training partner, and it would be nice to let Mochizuki have a good time.Only this time, the Atobe alarm was sounded directly, which made Fuji feel very complicated, and he didn't know whether it was good or bad.
He didn't get along with Mochizuki very much, and most of it belonged to him who hesitated to speak, Mochizuki saw half of it and stopped looking.Fuji knew very well that Mochizuki was pretending to be stupid, and was trying to minimize the time spent together, but this was what made him unhappy.He admitted that he paid too much attention to her, but how did he get to the point of being vigilant?For a long time, Fuji was even angry.
The consequences of being angry are generally not very good, unless the other party is mature enough and patient enough to tolerate.Mochizuki has both of these, but she doesn't want to use them on him.This made Fuji even more unhappy - even as ordinary friends, even if they didn't meet as much as himself, Mochizuki was so patient with Echizen and Kikumaru, but once he came to him, it became a fast forward.
After all, he was actually a little confused about what he wanted.
Want to be with her?
No, Fuji still has some resistance to such an overly smart girl.
Want her to treat him like a normal friend?
But that would obviously make him even more unhappy.
This kind of entanglement is not a genius, but it really happened to a genius.When another girl appeared in Qingxue, when the overly active Mizuki Dai began to talk endlessly, he admitted Mizuki's strength, but missed Mochizuki even more.
Mochizuki is smart, he knows it.But in the obvious comparison with others, it will make people feel how powerful it is.
Mochizuki Zhizi is always so calm and painful. Others may still be confused, but she realized it very early on. She is very mature and can understand what everyone is thinking. , but never said it out, but walked along smoothly, people don't know whether she is relaxed or tired, and people don't feel that she is safeguarding other people's self-esteem.
And Shuimu Dai seems to be standing in the perspective of God. Many times she has to admit that what she said is right, but no matter how you look at it, she feels that she talks too much. A girl who is so sensitive should know what it means to see through without telling the truth.It's not that she's so smart that she's not so smart, it's more like... the game has a cheat, and she's clearly not sure, but watching it makes people upset, and it has a sense of inappropriateness.
He thanked Shuimu Dai, she made him understand that he fell in love with Mochizuki.
It was the thing that frightened him the most, but it was true.The more twists and turns, the more hindsight, the more heart-wrenching.Those things he didn't want to admit and didn't dare to admit, finally became unavoidable, after things had no room for turning around.
She is as beautiful as a peach blossom, she is flawless, and she is suitable for a house and IKEA, all of which have nothing to do with him.
But he is a genius, a genius will not be stupid, a genius will not allow himself to be disgraced, and being in a mess has nothing to do with him.
Tezuka is a very special person in Fuji's life. Their friendship is incredible and expected by others. This time, as he expected, Tezuka didn't give him any advice, because he listened to nothing. do not go in.Mochizuki is very tactful, but also very stubborn. Now that he has identified one person, there is no room for others to intervene.
The only thing he was grateful for was that no one tried to guide him in a condescending manner, Tezuka was playing dumb, and Yuta didn't mention anything, even though he knew in his heart that his disguise was not so successful.For Yuta, he still feels guilty. His younger brother likes desserts very much, and he also likes the sweet-scented osmanthus cake made by Mochizuki, but he has never been to the dessert shop where she works.And he couldn't do anything.
At the moment when it was really clear, the ending between them was also clear.Before that, Bu Er had done some things more or less. Although they were all fluffy little problems, they existed after all.It was only after the school festival that he really warned himself that there would be nothing in the future.No matter how much entanglement and suffering, it only belongs to him.
Knowing the stranger, so give up chasing.
The time when I really left, the sound was the smallest.And he never allowed himself to create an obnoxious cacophony.
But it was a shameful thing to say, and he regretted it.Regret falling in love with such a person, she is perfect, especially in front of him, because she doesn't love him.
Just put it down, it should be able to survive the years of being overdrawn.
And this long wishful thinking finally needs her to come to an end.He has never received any feedback that might misunderstand him, which should be enough to make him give up, but it just keeps him in the way, reminding him every moment that this is an experience that makes him humiliated, although no one has noticed. .
As before, Mochizuki still understood.She hasn't done anything, and his emotions have nothing to do with her - but she is a person who considers everything, even for others, she doesn't leave any negative possibility.The first and last intimate contact, the moment she let go of him, Buer already understood.
From the beginning to the end, the two of them did not miss each other's thinking.Fuji Zhouzhu never took it to heart, because some things have been sinking in the bottom of his heart all the time, so deep that he always understands their existence.And Mochizuki Zhizi never allows herself to be disturbed by external things, once and for all is her way, and at the same time she does not delay at all, and always takes care of the people around her and cleans up everything.
He never understood her.On the contrary, his thoughts were clearly seen from beginning to end.
Her maturity, her thinking, her efforts to control everything, he never noticed.He only saw her beautiful side and her attractive side, and he was not qualified to face everything with her.
Fuji Shusuke is not attractive in front of Mochizuki Chiko, because a transparent person is not attractive.
Fuji Shusuke doesn't really like Mochizuki Zhiko, because he has never seen and will not like the real her.
What he is obsessed with is the silhouette in his heart, that strange and special time.
By now, the show should be over.
Bu Er will never tell others that those days that only belonged to him, that one-way crush that was doomed to end without a disease, were the most beautiful, cleanest, and most painful time in his life.
So desperate, yet so sweet.
In the remaining time, there will be more important and more beautiful fragments breaking into his life, but there will never be such a person, and there will never be such a self again.The deepest corner of his heart will not be reserved for someone who will never be his, but there will always be a small place where the girl he fell in love with for the first time stands.
No matter how time goes by, she is slim, soft like a girl, and warm like a youth.
It's just that no matter when they meet again, there will no longer be any ripples in his heart.
As she wishes.
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