Surgical situation meets the narrow road

The turmoil over the photo passed as quickly as if it hadn't happened.

Everything was as usual, Yang Fan and Lu Chenxi still turned on the flirting mode as soon as they met.

It's just that sometimes things are going well, but something happens suddenly, as fast as a tornado, people are caught off guard and completely unprepared.

"Doctor Lu..." It was the call from the emergency department, and the voice was very flustered. "The carotid artery was cut..." Lu Chenxi's brows became more and more wrinkled after hearing the upside-down illness for a while.

"Director Yang...Director Yang!" He vaguely heard someone calling Yang Fan over there, Lu Chenxi ran over and said to the phone, "Is Director Yang here too?"

"What I told you just now...is Director Yang. I don't know who is going to kill Director Yang like this!"

"What did you say?" Lu Chenxi was stunned for a moment, as if she didn't realize it, "What does this have to do with Director Yang?"

"You, come and see for yourself." She even heard crying.

Lu Chenxi desperately rushed to the operating room, and when she arrived, she told herself that she would not do it, it would not be Yangfan.

She took a deep breath, Director Zhong and Teacher Fu were in the operating room.

She glanced at the person on the hospital bed, even though her face was stained with blood, she couldn't hide that familiar face.Lu Chenxi didn't dare to look any more, because she saw that there were already three straight lines on the monitor beside her, without any fluctuations.

"Teacher Fu" Lu Chenxi looked at Fu Bowen as if asking for help, and said in a soft voice, "Teacher Yang, how is he?"

Fu Bowen avoided her eyes, which were slightly wet.He lowered his head and said softly, "He has been rescued, but...he hasn't recovered his breathing and heartbeat."

"No, it won't, it won't." Lu Chenxi shook her head desperately, she looked around, everyone lowered their heads. "No, I'm going to call the Department of Cardiac Surgery, Neurosurgery..." She said a series of "all come down for consultation."

Lu Chenxi rushed out directly, and no one could stop her.

Fu Bowen looked at her panicked back, and took off his glasses sadly.

As a primary school boy, he was also amazingly talented in the thoracic surgery department.It's just too utilitarian.No matter what they say, they are also brothers. Although there are conflicts between them, he never thought that he would never want to see the situation like today.

And Chen Xi... She is a good child.He is clear about how much Chen Xi, who just came to Renhe, liked him as a junior, and hated him in recent years.Because the world of Chenxi is too black and white, and the world of Yangfan is too complicated, full of gray between black and white, good and evil.

Lu Chenxi refused to believe it until she ran a long way, because it was so sudden.Yesterday, just yesterday they were fighting.Today, how could Yang Fan lie lifeless on that hospital bed today?

Her eyes were blurred, Lu Chenxi wiped away her tears, and continued to run upstairs.

She suddenly remembered many, many, many things.

A lot of time with Yangfan.

She is from?

In fact, he used to be her belief in studying medicine.

She used to like this teacher so much.

Until she found out that he was not what she thought at all.

Lu Chenxi was crying while running, she didn't know whether it was because of crying or because of running, she was out of breath.But she dared not stop.

Until she saw a white-clothed figure at the corner, that figure... She stopped for a moment as if she had stepped on the brakes, and stood there stupidly looking at the person not far away.

Lu Chenxi stared at him firmly, as if the people around him didn't exist and she couldn't see them.If her gaze could be turned into substance, a hole might be burned out in that person's white coat.She didn't move forward, but kept looking at his back.

The man seemed to have sensed something, and when he turned around, he saw Lu Chenxi.He subconsciously looked at Xiao Tang at the side, and thought helplessly, now Lu Chenxi is going to quarrel with him again! However, when he took a closer look at Lu Chenxi, he suddenly froze.Her eyes were red from crying, and the blood and despair in her eyes were still reflected there, as if there was some terrible news.Her hair was disheveled, her bangs stuck to her forehead wetly.The body is trembling slightly.She looked at herself with stubborn and dazed eyes, and the sadness between her brows seemed somewhat unreal.She stood there and stared at him stupidly, her eyes seemed as if he would disappear in the next second.

Yang Fan's heart seemed to be pricked by something. He had never seen Lu Chenxi look so sad. It made him... let him have an indescribable... heartache.It was as if someone had moved something that he was reluctant to move.

Yang Fan took a few steps in Lu Chenxi's direction, and Lu Chenxi's gaze followed him closely as if glued to him by solid glue.

"What's the matter?" Before the word "ha" was finished, Lu Chenxi seemed to be stimulated by something, and suddenly moved, and ran straight towards him, and hugged him violently.

Yang Fan was stunned, he could feel Lu Chenxi crying, the low cry seemed to be suppressing something desperately.The hands around his waist hugged him tightly, trembling violently.

Yang Fan blinked, and slowly, with some hesitation, he also circled Lu Chenxi.His left hand patted her back lightly.

"Okay, okay, don't cry." His voice was soft, as if he was afraid of scaring Lu Chenxi. "what happened"

"Someone is bullying you"

"No way, Renhe, who would dare to bully you except me?" He slightly distanced himself from Lu Chenxi, took out a handkerchief from his pocket, and gently wiped Lu Chenxi's tears.

She looked at him motionless, but she wiped away more and more tears.

Yang Fan panicked, "Don't cry, please tell me something. Whoever bullies you, I...I'll help you..."

Before she finished speaking, Lu Chenxi stepped forward and hugged him again. She nestled against Yang Fan's shoulder and rubbed against Yang Fan's shoulder, and this time she spoke.It's just that Yang Fan, whose voice was choked up, listened intently for a long time before he understood.

"Teacher Yang, don't die..."

"I will never quarrel with you again..."

"Don't die please"

"Lu Chenxi" Yang Fan was about to be laughed at by her angrily, "What's the matter with death? You've hugged her for so long, the living and the dead can't feel it."

When Lu Chenxi heard this, she pushed Yang Fan away with a swish, took off the stethoscope around her neck, and put it on Yang Fan's chest.He was wearing a little too much, Lu Chenxi took off his white coat and suit without further ado.

"Lu Chenxi, what are you doing?" Yang Fan blushed again.

Lu Chenxi didn't even look at him, she concentrated on listening to the stethoscope, her heart was really beating.real!

She grabbed Yangfan's arm and jumped up and down. "Teacher Yang, you really have a heartbeat!"

Does he have an abnormal heartbeat?

A robot without a heartbeat

Lu Chenxi wiped away tears, then raised her lips and smiled.

The appearance of crying and laughing is really... extremely embarrassing.

But she just stared at Yang Fan, silly.Yang Fan felt a little embarrassed when she saw her.

What is this God unfolding

Have you two forgotten that there is someone behind you?

Xiao Tang, who was ignored, thought to himself, it seems that his stapler is really useless.

Director Yang has changed too fast.

Just now, she swore to him that the photo was a matter of angle, and it was done by someone with a heart, and he had nothing to do with Dr. Lu.

He was still relieved at the time, "Let me just say, how is it possible for you two?"

This time it was really a slap in the face.

It hurts.

Watch a live broadcast for free.

So here comes the problem, since Director Yang is still fine.

So who was that person Lu Chenxi saw in the operating room just now?

What's even more strange is that just after Lu Chenxi ran out, the man's heartbeat indicators began to recover again.

Everyone tried their best to rescue him, but he was still rescued.

He must have been in a coma for months.

After waking up and recuperating for a while, curious people in the department asked him what his name was.

Because his voice was not suitable for speaking, he was given paper and pen.

He unscrewed the cap of the pen and wrote down the words "Wang Tianfeng".

Chapter 8

What happened a few months later is temporarily unknown.

At this moment, Yang Fan looked at Lu Chenxi who was smiling brightly but with tears in his eyes, and handed her the handkerchief in his hand.

"Fuck it, how old are you, and you still cry like that." There was a touch of helplessness and distress in her tone, soft and gentle.

As soon as the words came out, both of them froze.Lu Chenxi looked up at Yang Fan with red eyes. He was wearing glasses, but he couldn't hide those bright and beautiful eyes.There is a slight smile inside, small like fluorescent dots, and the flames are gradually igniting.Time seems to love him very much, and he has not changed much from six years ago.

Lu Chenxi silently took the veil.

"Thank you."

When she was returning the veil, she saw Yang Fan open his suit which looked a bit messy, and remembered that she had ripped off his clothes just now in a hurry, and she felt a little embarrassed at this moment.She rubbed her eyes, and went forward to button him up, trying to get back to normal.If Lu Chenxi was sober, he probably wouldn't have done this, but just now his emotions were too ups and downs, and his mind was already a mess at this time.She just thinks it should be tidied up after being messed up.

Yang Fan stood there stiff for a moment, he didn't move, and slightly lowered his head to look at Lu Chenxi.Seeing her buttoning her buttons earnestly, she is like a primary school student completing her handwriting homework carefully.When it was buttoned to the neckline, Lu Chenxi inadvertently raised her head and glanced at it, and met a pair of smiling eyes, Yang Fan was looking at her.The eyes of the two met, both were startled, and then they both looked elsewhere at the same time.Lu Chenxi put down her hand and took a step back as if she had just reacted.

For a moment neither of them spoke.

Lu Chenxi remembered that she actually seldom cried.

But it was so rare that Yang Fan bumped into him, how embarrassing he was.

Last time, it was more embarrassing than this time.

A patient was brought in near the end of get off work that day.That was the last patient she received that day, and it was also the first patient who died when she came to Renhe.

That's when she broke down.

"Lu Chenxi, why are you crazy?" Yang Fan held an umbrella and caught up with Lu Chenxi who was walking slowly in the pouring rain.Her face was covered with water, and it was impossible to tell whether it was rain or tears.

Yang Fan took off his suit and wrapped it around Lu Chenxi's dripping coat.Pull her to the direction of his car.

Lu Chenxi didn't say a word, and didn't look at him, as if she was in a daze, completely immersed in her own world.If she hadn't seen the pain hidden in her eyes, she would have thought she was really stupid.

He opened the door and pushed her into the passenger seat.Yang Fan also closed his umbrella and got on the car from the other side.He found a dry towel from the car and handed it to Lu Chenxi, her hair was wet.

Lu Chenxi didn't respond.

Yang Fan sighed lowly, turned sideways to wipe her hair.

"Teacher Yang..." The car was quiet for a long time, and Lu Chenxi finally spoke.As soon as he opened his mouth, tears rushed out as if he didn't want money.

When Yang Fan saw her, he burst into tears instantly, and subconsciously wanted to wipe her with the towel in his hand, but then remembered that it was for wiping her hair, and hurriedly threw it aside.He was a little panicked, raised his hand to touch Lu Chenxi's cheek, paused, and put it down.

"Teacher Yang, if you give me another chance, I will definitely be able to save him." Lu Chenxi faced the patient's death for the first time, and couldn't accept it for a while.Her heart hurt suddenly, it was as heavy as a big stone, and she was a little breathless.

"Chenxi, our doctors are not gods. We also have many times when we are powerless. Not all patients can be brought back from death." Yang Fan patted Lu Chenxi's hand soothingly. Lu Chenxi He clenched Yangfan's hand as if grabbing a life-saving straw.

Yang Fan turned his head to look at her in surprise, but she still looked at a loss.Yang Fan let her hold it without making a sound.

"But...but..."

"Chenxi, I understand your feelings. But what I want to tell you is that since you have chosen this profession, today is just the beginning. To be a good doctor, you need not only high-level skills, but also strong psychological qualities .” Yang Fan’s tone was flat but faintly revealing his gentleness. "Chen Xi, haven't you been telling me that you want to become the best doctor in the thoracic surgery department?"

"Chenxi," Yang Fan held Lu Chenxi's hand back, and said to her, "everyone has this first time, right? You have to overcome it and yourself to be a good doctor. A good doctor can't stop death, he We can only do our best to fight death, and leave the rest to God's will."

"Okay, don't think too much about it. It's just in time for get off work, so go back and have a good rest." Yang Fan paused, and looked out the window, "It's raining so heavily, where do you live, I'll take you back."

Lu Chenxi whispered an address.

Yang Fan sat in the driver's seat for a while, seeing that Lu Chenxi was still sitting there and didn't intend to let go of his hand, Yang Fan hesitated for a while, feeling that the hand held by Lu Chenxi was scorching hot, the scorching temperature seemed like Has spread to the heart.He turned his head to look out the window uncomfortably, "That... Chenxi."

"Yeah." Lu Chenxi was still immersed in a sad mood, and replied casually.

"I'm going to drive." He was still looking out the window.

"Oh." Lu Chenxi nodded unconsciously.

Yang Fan had no choice but to turn the key with his left hand to start the car.Come on, you can drive with one hand anyway.

Lu Chenxi's consciousness at that time was actually quite vague, as if the whole person was enveloped by that sad and sad atmosphere, and the only trace of warmth came from Yang Fan.At that time, she thought that Teacher Yang was really gentle.

"Doctor Lu."

Yang Fan opened his mouth to break the awkward and ambiguous atmosphere.He fastened the last button on the neckline, and then looked at Lu Chenxi with a gentle expression.

"Now tell me, what happened just now?"

"Just now..." Lu Chenxi seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and looked up and down Yang Fan carefully for a while, "Director Yang, do you have brothers, dear, the kind of twins."

"No," Yang Fan shook his head.

"Then who is that person in the operating room?" Lu Chenxi was puzzled, and could only attribute it to the fact that the world is so wonderful.

After Yang Fan knew the cause and effect, he raised his eyebrows and smiled.He looked at Lu Chenxi, raised his head slightly, and said with a bit of arrogance, "I didn't expect that Doctor Lu would be so sad if I died. I thought Doctor Lu wanted me to disappear as soon as possible."

When Lu Chenxi heard this, she looked back at Yangfan with a complicated expression. "I hope...you can..." She hesitated to speak, but finally said nothing.

"I'm sorry, Director Yang. I lost my composure just now."

"It's okay, Doctor Lu, go get busy."

Chapter 9

Encounter Nine in Sagiriku

"Director Yang," Lu Chenxi stood there and did not leave, she fixedly looked at Yang Fan, "Do you still remember what you said to me when I first joined Renhe... when I met the first patient who died? "

Yang Fan was taken aback for a moment.

"Doctor Lu, how can I remember such a long time ago?" He looked away from Lu Chenxi's tear-stained face and said calmly.

"You told me...a good doctor will inevitably face many, many deaths. And only after experiencing these, can you understand the value of life better. Only then can you always remind yourself that you will never forget the original intention of studying medicine." Lu Chen Xi looked at Yang Fan, with a glint in her eyes, like a starry river, she repeated what Yang Fan said to her at the beginning, with a very serious and focused expression.

Yang Fan lowered his eyes, put his hands in his pockets, and looked dull, as if he didn't care what Lu Chenxi said.However, he knew exactly what Lu Chenxi was referring to.

That day was the first patient who died since Lu Chenxi came to Renhe.The little girl was in a lot of pain, she was in a daze after work, it was pouring rain outside, she seemed to be invisible, she walked into the rain stupidly, if he hadn't pulled her back, maybe when she would have walked.

In this state, he was worried about Lu Chenxi being alone, so he sent her home.

When Lu Chenxi got out of the car together, she felt top-heavy and dizzy, but this was not as good as the pain in her heart.She couldn't help sneering, her mental quality is really bad.Teacher Yang must be quite disappointed with her like this.

When Lu Chenxi thought of this, her mood became even more depressed.

"Teacher Yang..."

Standing at the door of the house, Lu Chenxi whispered to set sail.Yang Fan looked at her expression, then looked at the door, and said with a smile, "Why didn't you bring the key?"

Lu Chenxi shook her head, found a bunch of keys from her bag and opened the door.

"It's been raining for so long, you should go take a shower and change your clothes, or you'll catch a cold easily." As soon as he entered the door, Yang Fan urged Lu Chenxi to take a bath.He watched the girl walk slowly. After wearing wet clothes for a long time, it is easy to get damp, which is not good for the body.

Lu Chenxi's brain is not enough now, and she is dizzy, so she went after hearing what he said.

When she took a shower, changed her clothes, and went downstairs, she felt dizzy even more.She didn't see Yangfan in the living room, and felt a little disappointed for some reason.I found some medicine and prepared to go to the kitchen to boil some water.

She walked over in a daze, but saw Yang Fan wearing an apron.Lu Chenxi was a little surprised, "Teacher Yang"

Yang Fan turned his head, and the apron of the cute cartoon Pikachu was tied on his body, which was really inexplicable.Lu Chenxi couldn't help laughing.

Yang Fan followed her gaze and looked down, then followed her and smiled.Yang Fansheng's delicacy, the way he lowered his head and pursed his lips in a smile made Lu Chenxi see a bit of beauty.Lu Chenxi has always known that Yang Fan's eyes are very clear, but for the first time, he found that when he smiled, his eyes seemed to be condensed with streamers, reflecting the fine Milky Way, and the gentleness deposited inside was like the reflection of moonlight on the water surface, floating Heavy, false and true, attracting people to linger.

Seeing Lu Chenxi standing there stupidly, Yang Fan turned around and handed her a bowl of ginger soup. "Drink some cold first, and the meal will be ready later." His tone was like talking to a child.

Lu Chenxi nodded obediently, walked to the dining table with the bowl of ginger soup in her arms and sat down, drinking it one mouthful at a time.

When Yang Fan's fried dishes came out, Lu Chenxi was still drinking the bowl of ginger soup.Yang Fan took a look, but he hadn't bottomed out yet.

"Teacher Yang," Lu Chenxi stared at him from the time he walked to sit down.

"What's wrong?" Yang Fan asked softly.

"Do you think I'm particularly useless, with such poor mental quality." Lu Chenxi sat there dejectedly.

"This is normal." Yang Fan looked seriously at Lu Chenxi, who was bowing his head, and said to her in a warm voice, "Everyone who is a doctor has to go through this once. Facing death for the first time, how many people can not change their faces? Let alone one A good doctor will inevitably face many, many deaths. Only after experiencing these, can he understand the value of life better. Only then can he always remind himself, and never forget the original intention of studying medicine.”

"Can I really be a good doctor?" Lu Chenxi stared at the bowl in front of her, and said in a daze, "Mr. Yang, sometimes I feel powerless when I see those patients in such pain. I can't relieve their pain." , may increase their suffering.”

Yang Fan looked at Lu Chenxi quietly with gentle eyes. "So, the more powerless you feel now, the more you must be determined to be a good doctor, a good doctor who can rejuvenate. Only by working hard to improve yourself can you save more patients, right?"

He looked at Lu Chenxi's serious expression, smiled and said, "Lu Chenxi, I believe that one day you will become one of the best doctors in Renhe Thoracic Surgery."

Lu Chenxi looked up at Yangfan, her dark eyes were shining brightly. "Really"

"Of course it's true." Yang Fan smiled and nodded, he looked at Lu Chenxi who suddenly looked up and stared at him, the light in her eyes was so dazzling, what a child.Yang Fan couldn't help but rubbed her soft short hair, and whispered to her with a smile, "When that day comes, as your teacher, I will definitely be proud of you."

"Okay! It's a deal! I will definitely work hard! When the time comes, the teacher will keep his word!"

"What did I say"

"You said you would be proud of me! Don't go back on your word, when the time comes, you'll have to praise me every time you meet!"

"All right, all right, I promise you." Yang Fan smiled helplessly, and nodded in agreement.

At this time, standing in front of Yang Fan, Lu Chenxi, six years later, is already one of the best doctors in Renhe Thoracic Surgery (the timeline cannot stand the test), but he...but he made a slip of the tongue.

"Teacher" Lu Chenxi looked at him with stubborn eyes, "Is your original intention... still there?"

Yang Fan finally raised his head to look at Lu Chenxi, he suppressed the complicated emotions in his eyes, and said calmly, "Chenxi... there are some things you don't understand."

"I don't understand anything. I've been in Renhe for six years! I'm no longer the intern who didn't understand anything." Lu Chenxi was a little excited, but she didn't want to quarrel with Yang Fan as before. up.She took a deep breath and continued to say, "Teacher, I know that some things are normal. Not only in the hospital, but everywhere. I just don't want you to be the one who did these things. If it was someone else, I would just I will feel disdainful. But it is you, I still feel sad and disappointed."

"I still remember how devout your eyes were when you read us the Hippocratic Oath."

"You are telling us that the operating room is our battlefield, and there is no room for sloppyness at all. We must learn to be rational and how serious our expressions are when we are calm."

"You used to be my belief in studying medicine."

"Teacher, it is you who taught me to stick to my original intention. I have been following it all the time, and I dare not forget it for a moment." Lu Chenxi stared into Yang Fan's eyes for a long time, "What about you, have you forgotten?"

Chapter 10

narrow road ten

"Yang Fan, I like you." Lu Chenxi looked at Yang Fan who was writing at his desk, without any premeditated confession.She saw that Yang Fan seemed to froze for a moment, let go of her hand, and the pen she was holding rolled to the ground.

This can be said to be caught off guard.

It seems that Lu Chenxi always doesn't follow the routine.

Yang Fan still remembers Lu Chenxi telling him more than a month ago

"Teacher, you taught me to stick to the original intention. I have been following it all the time, and I dare not forget it for a moment. And you, have you forgotten it?"

"Teacher, I only found out in the past few days that you started to change because you didn't have the money to treat your father... But have you ever thought about how many people like you can't be cured and can't afford expensive medicinal materials?" You often say, I don’t give patients a chance to choose, so what about you, do you give them a chance to choose cheaper drugs? Renhe’s therapeutic drugs are almost monopolized by Pioneer, right?”

"Teacher, you once said that when you first entered Renhe, you wanted to become the best doctor in Renhe just like me. But now, have you realized the dream you wanted to realize when you entered Renhe?"

"Teacher, don't you feel that your original intention has been shelved for too long? Haven't you found that your behavior has gone against your original intention? Is what you have now really what you wanted at first? What's the point?"

Yang Fan was silent at that time and did not speak.

He went back and thought about it for a long time.

A few weeks later... Lu Chenxi found that Xiao Tang looked at her as if she was looking at something poisonous, and she felt baffled.After learning about it, I found out that Director Yang has reduced the purchase of Pioneer's medicines and increased the introduction of other similar and cheaper products.Lu Chenxi couldn't figure it out. I had quarreled with Yang Fan so many times before, but I didn't see any reaction from him. Could it be that he was soft and not hard?

Yang Fan couldn't figure out what was going on with this little girl, Lu Chenxi. Why did she suddenly come to his office and say this?

Yang Fan didn't lift his head to pick up the pen, and then continued to write as if nothing had happened, but he didn't know what he was writing, and his wandering eyes faintly revealed the inexplicable panic in his heart.He didn't want to, and vaguely didn't dare to delve into the reason for his panic.Yang Fan subconsciously buried his head a little lower, as if there was some great and shocking news in the document in front of him.

"I know what the young doctor in the courtyard is up to tonight, Lu Chenxi, since you smell like alcohol, I don't care about you." Yang Fan's voice was calm and calm. "Tomorrow, after you sober up, you will take this sentence back."

Lu Chenxi took a few steps closer, she bent down slightly, and said softly, "I drank, but I'm not drunk."

"Yangfan, why don't you look up and dare not look at me?" Lu Chenxi stared at Yangfan with her head lowered, the smile in her eyes was like peach blossoms in March, bright and gorgeous, which made her a little more beautiful.

At this time, Yang Fan, who raised his head, was dazed by her smile.His hand holding the pen tightened a little, as if reminding himself of something. "Lu Chenxi," Yang Fan's expression was so pale that he almost showed no expression.He still didn't answer Lu Chenxi's words, "Go back to rest early after drinking, and get up early for work tomorrow."

"Director Yang." Lu Chenxi suddenly changed her words, her expression looked very cute. "Can you stand up for a moment?"

Yang Fan hesitated for a moment, then put down his pen and stood up.

"What's up"

Yang Fan looked at Lu Chenxi who walked around the table in front of her, before the word "thing" could be finished, it disappeared from their tightly pressed lips.Lu Chenxi tiptoed to kiss him, her soft lips rubbed against his lips indiscriminately, and her right hand wrapped her arms around his neck.

Yang Fan's calm expression finally cracked inch by inch.A little panic flashed through his eyes, although he didn't want to admit it, the joy in his heart couldn't be fooled.It was like fireworks suddenly blooming in the night sky, so gorgeous that he couldn't stand it.

He froze there and didn't dare to move. Lu Chenxi's temperature...Yang Fan closed his eyes, but couldn't help but respond to her kiss, as if all his rationality had been wiped out. sound.The left hand unconsciously wrapped around Lu Chenxi's waist, and the two of them were already close to each other even tighter.

When the two separated, Lu Chenxi's face was flushed, and Yang Fan's ears were also red.He saw the subtle smile in Lu Chenxi's eyes, saw Lu Chenxi's lips opening and closing, he couldn't help but think of the taste on those lips just now, and looked away uncomfortably.

It's just that Lu Chenxi's voice is still in my ears.

"Yangfan, I like you."

"Do you like me?" Lu Chenxi's expression was charming, she looked at Yangfan fixedly, the smile on her lips was like the morning light, warm and charming. "If you don't like it, just now...why didn't you push me away?"

"Chenxi," Yang Fan also looked at Lu Chenxi, feeling a little helpless when his reason returned. "Do you know how old we are?"

"you know……"

"I just want to know, do you like me?" Lu Chenxi continued to smile, asking for an answer persistently.

"Chen Xi," Yang Fan also smiled, he smiled very gently, with a bit of poignant hesitation in the gentleness.He said slowly, "You are the best student I have ever taught, and of course I like you."

"You know that's not what I'm asking, apart from being a teacher, Yang Fan, do you like me?"

Yang Fan opened his mouth, he tried to say something, but found that apart from the word "like", everything else was against his will.

how can you not like it

For so many years, he watched her change little by little, feeling her from closeness to alienation and even disdain for him.He thought, her temper had to change, Fu Bowen couldn't protect her for the rest of her life.Neither can he.He wanted to teach her how to behave in the world, but she was full of thorns in every sentence.

The two walked away.

like.If you don't like her, why bother to spend so much time on her? Why keep a person who quarrels with you every day by your side?

It's just that he was never willing to admit that he had such thoughts for her, and he suppressed those throbbing in his heart.

But looking at Lu Chenxi in front of him, he couldn't deceive himself any longer.

"I like it." He heard his soft voice breaking free from the shackles of reason.

"Chenxi, I like you." Yang Fan's eyebrows were soft, with affection in his eyes, he looked at Lu Chenxi just like he looked at the girl he loved.

"But..." He paused, "Chenxi, you are so much younger than me, and you will meet many people who are better than me and more worthy of your liking."

Chapter 11

"Really, then I'm going to like someone else." Lu Chenxi said deliberately, "Don't regret it." She smiled with eyebrows and eyes crooked, with a bit of teasing and mischievousness.

Yang Fan lowered his head and remained silent, only his eyes moved slightly.He wanted to take a look at Lu Chenxi, but for some reason, he held back.

"Yang Fan, I know what you're worried about." Lu Chenxi looked at him seriously, "Age, identity, public opinion."

She also had scruples.

That oolong in the operating room made her realize the position of Yangfan in her heart.When she was holding Yang Fan and crying out of breath, when she ran to the director of the department for consultation and her mind was full of Yang Fan, when she learned that it was an oolong, she was ecstatic and recovered, she faintly knew This person in front of her is very important to her.

Suddenly an idea popped up in her mind that she had never thought of before.I... don't you like sailing?Otherwise why are you so nervous about him?

Don't think about it, don't think about it any more, Lu Chenxi.

Her reason told her not to think any further.

But there is still another voice persistently ringing in my heart.

Lu Chenxi, you just like sailing.

just teachers and students

Do you dare to say that you feel the same way about Yangfan as you do about Fu Bowen?

aren't they all your teachers

Lu Chenxi's heart was in a state of confusion, a kind of confusion mixed with bitterness and sweetness.

She heard her inner voice and wanted it to stop, but it kept repeating itself.She couldn't control her beating heart.

This caused Lu Chenxi to turn away subconsciously the next day when he met Yang Fan in the corridor of the hospital, just like a mouse meeting a cat.

"Doctor Lu." Yang Fan felt strange and stopped her.

Lu Chenxi turned her head and saw Yang Fan in a white coat, looking at her with a smile on his face, the sun shining between his gentle brows, the warmth was constant, gentle and soft.I'll watch it tomorrow, but... I can see something different today.Lu Chenxi felt that her face was getting hot. She stood there and watched Yang Fan walking towards her, feeling inexplicably nervous.

"Why do you run away when you see me?" Yang Fan looked at her mockingly and smiled.

"Director Yang," Lu Chenxi lowered her head and smiled, "You look good in blue." As soon as she said the words, Lu Chenxi almost bit her tongue, and she turned her head in regret. How did she speak her mind?

Yang Fan looked down at the blue shirt in his white coat, feeling a little strange in his heart.He remembered that there was only one blue shirt in his closet, it seemed... something was missing...

"Cough..." After he realized that his thoughts were a bit strange, he coughed uncomfortably, his eyes glanced at Lu Chenxi's face, before he could speak, he heard Lu Chenxi say in a hurry, "I still have surgery, go first get ready."

Lu Chenxi nodded to him, and trotted away.

At that time, Lu Chenxi did not expect that today she would stand in front of Yang Fan and express her love.

"But I don't think these are any problems." Lu Chenxi's eyes were bright, as if the stars and stars in the whole river had fallen into her eyes with a smile, "I like you, and you like me too. Why not be together?"

The eyes of the two collided in mid-air, Yang Fan looked at Lu Chenxi, her cheeks were flushed, and the corners of her eyes were smiling, her joyful appearance was like the brightest sunshine in the afternoon, dazzling him, but she couldn't bear to hide it.

What a little girl.He looked at her, the smile on his lips bloomed and then slowly froze.

"Yangfan, don't you think that you are too nice to Lu Chenxi?" At this moment, he remembered what Fu Bowen had said to him.

"Why don't you treat Lu Chenxi very well?"