save the lost girl

Ever since she collapsed and cried during the day, Sakai Mirai never left her room again, and even the meals were brought in by Qingguang from California. She just sat on the chair, propped her head and looked at the void silently, without saying a word. hair.

At dusk, the sky full of sunset glow dyed Pengshan a layer of warm orange. California Qingguang pushed the door in again, and at a glance saw Sakai Mirai, who had not changed his posture since the beginning, and the side, uneaten food.

Fu Sangshen, who had just been reincarnated for a few months, suddenly felt very angry. The black-haired and red-eyed boy strode towards Sakai Mirai, took the cold food aside, and replaced it with fresh, steaming ones The food, the tone is cold and hard: "Master, please have a meal."

Mirai Sakai still maintained that posture, and the answer to Kiyomitsu was filled with silence in the room.

California Kiyomitsu came to Sakai Mirai, squatted down, and turned her body around. His red eyes faced her dead eyes, and he said word by word: "Master, look at me!"

Sakai Mirai's pupils turned slightly, and seemed to meet the pupils of California Qingguang, but California Qingguang clearly saw that there was no focal length in those black pupils.

In her eyes, a deep night was reflected - she could see no one.

The black-haired Fu Sangshen stared at the person in front of him with red pupils, and gradually became painful. He said, "Master, who are you torturing?"

Hearing California Qingguang's words, Mirai Sakai's eyes showed faint ripples, but he returned to silence in a blink of an eye, and no longer gave any response.

California Qingguang put down his arms weakly, he just said in a low voice: "Master, please take good care of yourself." He walked out of the room, closed the door, and suppressed the last ray of light in the room.Holding the knife, he leaned against the wall by the door and sat down, with one leg bent, the knife resting on his leg, his hands crossed to fix the knife, and his head resting between his arms.He closed his eyes, but his heart could not be calm, the pair of pure black, dead eyes kept reappearing in his mind.

Sakai Mirai and California Qingguang are separated by a door, but they seem to be separated by a world, just like two star trails, which return to different paths after meeting.

Time seems to have passed for a long time, and it seems that it has only passed for a while, but California Qingguang feels that his heart is full of anxiety and sadness that he has never felt before.

California Qingguang thought, did he do something wrong?Or... because of myself, not humans?

While Kiyomitsu was thinking wildly, Mirai Sakai's soft call suddenly came from the room that had been quiet all along.

"Qingguang." Sakai Mirai's voice was hoarse, revealing deep fatigue, "Qingguang, I'm sorry."

California Qingguang pursed his lips, feeling a little awkward in his heart, he really wanted to ask the person inside if she still remembered how many words of sorry she said to him in the past few days!Ask her why she kept repeating "I'm sorry"... But he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid that he would get an answer that he didn't want to know.

Sakai Mirai did not get a response from California Qingguang, but she knew that he was outside the door, because California Qingguang would never leave her anyway.

She lowered her eyes and said in a harsh voice, "Qing Guang, hundreds of years ago, I left my world and started a journey of wandering in time and space."

This prelude, which seemed to be the beginning of a narration, was unknown to him and could never be touched - Sakai Mirai's past, which made Qing Guang hold his breath, and he vaguely thought of what she wanted to say.

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"...After Abe Seimei passed away, I have been to many worlds and met many people, but when I go back to the familiar world again, it is no longer the familiar era." Her voice is very calm , "Not to mention the familiar people, no one still remembers me, to me - that is still a strange world."

He unconsciously tightened the arm holding the knife, opened his mouth but didn't know what to say, and finally said nothing.Even though Sakai Mirai's voice was calm and unwavering, Kai Qingguang still felt that he seemed to hear the wailing in the depths of his soul.

"I'm really scared...Every time I'm a stranger, every time I'm in a strange world. So I'm afraid, if I never met, there would be no more forgetting and separation. ..." Mirai Sakai felt a little cold, and hugged herself deeply with her neck down. In the darkness, her pupils were wide open, revealing boundless fear, and transparent tears flowed from her empty pupils. The desolation of silent crying, "I have never been deeply aware that I am actually alone..."

"This road is so long, but I can only walk down it alone...With confusion and fear, I walk down alone. But I really..." Her voice was already hoarse, and she uttered It's like screaming from the soul.

"...I'm really tired." Her voice suddenly softened a lot, a lot, with deep exhaustion, and she seemed to have exhausted all her strength after speaking these words.

"I'm so tired..." Confusion and fear, fear and loneliness, these things have always accompanied her and entangled her.It was only a few hundred years, and she was already so tired, but thinking that she might have to go for thousands of years, or maybe even longer, she could no longer bear it.

She suddenly remembered what Abe Seimei said to her a long time ago - don't die, the future, no matter what.

Could it be that Abe Seimei knew that such a day would come, that's why he said that to her then?As the most powerful great onmyoji in the Heian era, the curse cast by Abe Seimei-the curse called "Don't Die".

Is it the last hope of his friend, or the cruelest torture to her.

Sakai Mirai has been trying her best to pretend to be a normal person. Human beings live in groups, so she doesn't want to receive strange eyes from others.Hundreds of years did not make her heart hard and strong, only made her more fragile and fragile.

But Shanglong Komatsu's words brought her back to her original form, broke the shell she had cast called "rejection", and severely tore open the darkness she was trying to hide in front of everyone.

But she knew he was always right.

It's her...too cowardly.

"Master." California Qingguang finally couldn't bear it any longer. He eagerly opened the door and saw Mirai Sakai curled up on the chair helplessly. He walked over and hugged her tightly. The one who is always by your side. Qingguang is... Fusangshen of the sword." I won't die, I won't lose my memory, I won't...leave her.

Sakai Mirai cried even more fiercely, and his heart felt as if it was being pinched.

Besides being sorry, what else could she give him?

California Qingguang, it shouldn't be like this, he should be more reckless, more flamboyant... far more dazzling and beautiful than he is now, not by her side...

Perhaps, without this memory, Qingguang in California will be more reckless in the future.

The author has something to say:

Today's condition is not very good... I caught a cold in the cold wind, and my head hurts, but I barely finished writing, and the number of words is not too much, so everyone can make do with it QAQ

Well, I don't plan to say more.Just discuss the plot. Qingguang began to feel distressed about the future, and he no longer wanted to treat her only as the master. The idea of ​​the future is very clear in this chapter... I think everyone can guess it?

Hmm...the separation hasn't started yet!don’t worry!

Finally, good night everyone!See you tomorrow!