Frost and wind sometimes exhausted - black hole fan

"But why did you fall asleep lying on the bedside?" Nie Mingyu asked this question that he had held back for a long time.

The movements of Lin Jiyue's hands slowed down, and her erratic eyes revealed that she seemed to be thinking about something quickly in her brain.Nie Mingyu stared straight at her, the beautiful and agile girl in front of him was like a butterfly resting on a stamen in his eyes.

Lin Jiyue blinked, raised her head to meet his gaze, and stretched out her left hand hesitantly, with her thumb and index finger bent into an arc, her palm suspended not far from her, as if holding an invisible telescope or Using the magnifying glass, she looked at his face carefully through the lens, hesitated to speak.

"You... have changed your appearance." The girl whispered this sentence.

"What?" Nie Mingyu didn't understand for a moment.

Embarrassment flashed across the girl's face, and she fed the remaining porridge into his mouth in a fit of anger. Nie Mingyu was caught off guard and allowed her to manipulate him, and then he heard the white porcelain spoon clang into the bowl the sound of.

Lin Jiyue flashed out of the door as if fleeing, Nie Mingyu didn't know why, but when he thought of her shy expression, a crimson cloud suddenly appeared on his face.

He remembered that when he was walking in the corridor of the school, Su Hong, the most beautiful girl in the class, passed by him. There seemed to be a sweet smell in the air. His heart beat faster, but he only dared to secretly look back at that beautiful figure when he turned a corner.There are other male classmates who peeked at him like this.At such a young age, the boy's arms were full of secret throbbing.

Later Liu Zhenhan said to him mysteriously: "Su Hong is interested in you."

"why?"

"You are the most handsome male classmate in our school. Those girls blush and feel shy when they see you, and Su Hong is no exception. Last time I saw her secretly looking at you." Liu Zhenhan said eloquently.

Nie Mingyu was faintly proud of himself, but was replaced by disappointment in an instant. The lingering temperature of the gang has not yet cooled down, just like the scene of his father being hung from a tree with his hands cut behind his back has never faded from his memory. He always remembers his "identity as a gangster", which is humiliating and shameful. Is tortured and powerless to resist.

He met Su Hong in the corridor again, she was chatting happily with two other female classmates, Su Hong caught a glimpse of him, and Nie Mingyu could clearly see the girl's shy look on her face.At that moment, he felt that his feet were light and fluttering, as if he was about to fly.He lowered his head slightly, hearing the sound of his heart beating nervously.

When he approached the group of girls, he could no longer hold back a fatal curiosity.He raised his head and met Su Hong's eyes—like a flock of autumn crows rising from the deep forest, Su Hong's face suddenly had a frightened expression.She and the other two female classmates made some kind of instinctive avoidance.

Nie Mingyu felt that his heart was suddenly pinched, and a huge pressure suddenly caused the blood in his body to rush violently, and he felt dizzy for a while.He left this place as if fleeing. In the wind, he heard joking laughter. Are they laughing at him?He felt that the muscles in his legs were pulled away, and gradually he couldn't support his body. He used up all his strength to hide under a tree, and couldn't hold back anymore, shaking his body.

The movements of those girls avoiding him, the fright that replaced the shyness that flashed across their faces, magnified and repeated in Nie Mingyu's mind over and over again, forcing him to recall more such movements. All looked disgusted.He remembered that he and Liu Zhenhan were walking in the alley together, a group of boys rushed out and surrounded them, and then there was a twirling fist and kick...

It was me who was wrong, and I shouldn't believe in this fragile love between men and women, what is it?Nie Mingyu laughed at himself for becoming a complete fool. When he lifted his face from his arms, it was covered with tears.

He never looked at Su Hong or other girls again, just pretended that nothing had happened, and the images of those Jiao Na gradually grew mold in his eyes.Those vulgar girls are full of old ideas, like pieces of wood.Whenever Nie Mingyu thought of this, his heart was filled with arrogance, and he would also think of the taciturn girl next door when he was a child.

She cunningly used distorted revolutionary theories to refute those children, she concentrated on weaving sparrows, and wrote the character "Ji" on the mound.She said, you have to remember my name.

She... shouldn't be the same as those vulgar people.

When Lin Jiyue was lying beside his bed, he could see half of her delicate side face. Her skin looked smooth and smooth. He really wanted to reach out and touch it, but he didn't, and now he regrets it a bit. .

When the girl came to the ward again, Dr. Wei had already changed the infusion bottle for Nie Mingyu.The girl was leaning against the wall, rubbing her toes against the floor, seeming to make a fuss.

Nie Mingyu didn't mention what happened in the morning, he asked, "Why didn't you leave?"

"My mother is on the night shift today."

"She just came to see me and asked how my family has been in the past few years..."

"Oh."

Nie Mingyu felt that he was talking too much, he was embarrassed for a moment, and said without thinking: "I'm boring by myself, please talk to me."

"There is nothing to say."

The small smile on the corner of Lin Jiyue's mouth was caught by Nie Mingyu's eyes: "Tell me a story?"

"Then what do you want to hear?"

"Anything." Thankfully, she came in anyway.

Lin Jiyue sat down on the stool beside the bed, tilted her head to think, and then her eyes lit up: "Do you know Pushkin's book "The Captain's Daughter"?"

"what……?"

Nie Mingyu knew about Pushkin. Most of his father’s collections were destroyed during the Communist period. Only some of them were put into boxes and buried in the ground. Among them was Pushkin’s poetry collection, but he really didn’t know what “The Captain’s Daughter” was written by Pushkin.And from Lin Jiyue's narration, it seems that it is still a novel with ups and downs.Nie Mingyu was intoxicated in the story of the uprising in the [-]th century. He looked at Lin Jiyue's excited look in a trance, and felt that it was a beam of light.

The light that shines into your world.

He reached out and took her hand.Her hands were warm and soft, like freshly baked pastries.The girl's body trembled violently, and the narration in her mouth stopped immediately.There is a huge force pulling their eyes to meet together, there is no dodge, there is nowhere to escape.