how many boogie i used to like you

Lin Ci quickly walked to the sofa and sat down, pulling the towel blanket to cover it.He looked up at Zhao Fengshi who was sitting next to him, clutching the blanket with his hands, his insteps straightened, and his toes curled up nervously.

Zhao Fengshi sat beside him, "Watching a movie?"

"En." Lin Ci responded, and looked sideways at Zhao Fengshi, "Why are you here suddenly?"

Zhao Fengshi changed his posture, and his shoulders moved closer. Lin Ci looked away. At the end of the film, with small white characters on a black background, Lin Ci stared intently.

"I'm coming to visit."

The corners of Zhao Fengshi's eyes were slightly raised, and Lin Ci's stunned expression was reflected in his eyes.

"Calling in?"

"I moved next door to you."

With her red lips slightly opened and closed, Lin Ci pronounced Zhao Fengshi's name, gasped in cadence, "Aren't you?"

Zhao Fengshi had seen enough of his surprised expression, he giggled, and he leaned on the sofa and said, "We are neighbors again."

Lin Ci's heart trembled, and he took a breath. The breath crawled from his pantothenic acid stomach to his heart. It was so numb and itchy that he couldn't help but raised his hand and grabbed the collar of his clothes.

Zhao Fengshi smiled at him with a look of begging for praise.Whether he knew it or not, his liking was so obvious.This ostentatious love and admiration breeds ambiguity, and Lin Ci can't think much.

His breathing was rapid, and Zhao Fengshi's face in front of him got closer and closer, and he backed away abruptly.

Zhao Fengshi frowned slightly, and he reached out to touch Lin Ci's hot cheek, Zhao Fengshi frowned and asked, "What's wrong? Why this expression?"

Lin Ci took a sharp breath, brushed Zhao Fengshi's hand away, and said to him, "Wait a minute."

He stood up and his body froze for a few seconds, then turned around, pushed open the bathroom door and closed it hard, Lin Ci leaned against the door panel.His heart was beating very fast, not like the jumping speed of a normal person, and he was struggling to breathe. His body curled up and walked over to the sink and opened the drawer.

The small white drawer was full of Valium drugs. With trembling hands, he opened a small bottle. Lin Ci swallowed two pills, turned on the faucet, and swallowed the pills stuck in his throat under running water.

He was at a loss. After all, he had never been ill like this before in front of others. His body was uncontrollably shivering non-stop. Cold sweat poured out of his spine, and his clothes were soon soaked.Lin Ci lay there panting, like a fish thrown ashore suddenly, his gills squeezed air, his lungs hurt like hell, and his temples seemed to explode.

The running water was splashing, and Lin Ci secretly let out a few sobs in the sound of splashing water.

At this moment the door was knocked, it was Zhao Fengshi's voice, he asked: "Are you okay?"

Lin Ci suddenly raised his head and saw himself in the mirror. His eyes were red, but his face was pale. He hurriedly wiped off the water droplets on his face, turned off the faucet, and said towards the door, "I...I feel a little uncomfortable."

"Uncomfortable? What's wrong?" Zhao Fengshi took a step forward and looked at the closed door with a deep furrow between his brows.

"Lin Ci, please open the door."

Zhao Fengshi yelled a few more times, but the sound of gurgling water stopped abruptly, and the door finally opened.

Lin Ci leaned on the door, his face was wet, he looked at Zhao Fengshi, the light in his eyes was like a broken starry sky.

"I feel a little uncomfortable."

"What's wrong? Did you eat something bad?" Zhao Fengshi stepped forward and put his arms around his shoulders.

Lin Ci let out a "hmm", complied with him holding her, walked back to the living room and sank into the sofa.Zhao Fengshi lowered his head and looked at him worriedly, Lin Ci frowned, with a disturbed look on his face, Zhao Fengshi sat beside him, reached out and stroked his hair gently, rubbing it lightly as if touching a small animal.Lin Ci's eyelids closed heavily, and his body stretched slowly. He was lying on the sofa, as thin as a puff of smoke.

Zhao Fengshi's hand brushed past his ear with a soothing frequency, and he behaved without any other movements.He was a little lost, at a loss for Lin Ci's sudden fragility.Zhao Fengshi's hand moved down slowly, he grabbed Lin Ci's shoulder, and pressed her into his arms inch by inch.

Lin Ci's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he was embedded in the extremely gentle spring water, as if he had found driftwood. He grabbed Zhao Fengshi's sleeve and asked softly, "Are you really back?"

Zhao Fengshi's body shook violently, and Lin Ci murmured weakly, "Don't go again."

Some fine snow was left behind, Zhao Fengshi's heart became hot again, he seemed to have endless energy, he was so happy that he didn't know what to say, he looked at Lin Ci dully, slowly It took half a beat before he knew he was going to nod.

What does it feel like to love someone to the extreme?Zhao Fengshi couldn't figure it out before, but now he saw the answer when he saw Lin Ci.

The breath he breathes is all roses.When the wind and rain hit the ice and snow and fall, even the injury will only be, ah, a rose in the rain and in the snow.

I want to treat him carefully, pick him up from the wind and snow, wipe off the rain and snow from the petals, and tell him that I am here.

Lin Ci was the rose in Zhao Fengshi's heart, but Zhao Fengshi was a seed that fell quietly from the bottom of his heart.

……

In the thick summer and wet rainy season, Zhao Fengshi camped his family beside Lin Ci.He just moved in, the furniture in the house was arranged randomly, a few cardboard boxes were placed in the middle of the living room, the second floor was still empty, Zhao Fengshi was not in a hurry to tidy up the room.

He led Lin Ci into the house as if he brought Mrs. Yazhai back to the top of the mountain, and led him around upstairs and downstairs.The layout of the houses here is similar, the only difference should be that Zhao Fengshi had someone make a balcony on the side wall of the second floor, which was derived to face Lin Ci's master bedroom.

Lin Ci walked around with him, and accidentally tripped over a stack of cardboard boxes on the stairs when going downstairs, and staggered forward without standing still.Zhao Fengshi grabbed him, and when he was able to pull him, his face suddenly froze. He held Lin Ci in his arms, and let out a muffled groan from his back.

Lin Ci was dazed for a few seconds, and immediately got up when he realized it. He took Zhao Fengshi's hand, and saw Zhao Fengshi lying on his back.The dust on the cardboard box rustled down, his face was dirty, his brows were frowned, and his body slowly curled up.

"Zhao Fengshi..."

Lin Ci carefully wiped off the ashes on his cheeks, Zhao Fengshi's brows fell deep, and he squeezed one eye, biting his lower lip with his teeth, which seemed to be in extreme pain.Lin Ci had never seen Zhao Fengshi like this before. His head was hit hard by something, his breathing became short of breath, cold sweat broke out on his forehead, he gritted his teeth and took a deep breath, whispering Said: "Can I see your legs?"

Zhao Fengshi's face seemed to turn pale again, Lin Ci didn't wait for his answer, and reached out to pull his pants.Zhao Fengshi was startled, holding his trouser belt, he couldn't laugh or cry and said, "You...don't pull me this way."

A thin blush appeared on Lin Ci's face, and he loosened Zhao Fengshi's belt, and put his hands on his thighs, Zhao Fengshi shivered from the scalding heat.

He sighed in his heart, never thought that one day he would sell miserably in front of Lin Ci.Zhao Fengshi bent his left leg, and the light brown trousers were slowly rolled up by him. The skin that was not exposed to the sun was slightly pale, and the calf muscles were thin and wrapped around the bones. Extending to the top, one could see a hideous scar crawling away, occupying the the whole knee.

Lin Ci's pupils contracted, his expression was dazed and dull, his red lips were slightly parted, and his teeth were clenched up and down. He seemed to be unable to bear it, his heart was smashed open, pain came from everywhere, and when tears were about to flow , the body was suddenly embraced by Zhao Fengshi.

"Lin Ci, I'm fine, it's all over."

Lin Ci's body was trembling in his arms, trembling constantly, her face was pale and her teeth seemed to be hurting.He needed medicine, any Valium would do, but he had nowhere to go.

Zhao Fengshi hugged him and told him over and over again that it was okay, don't cry, everything was over.

Zhao Fengshi's hand stroked his back, like a spring breeze blowing on his face, like warm water clearing his heart, he became a flower in Zhao Fengshi's palm, skimming off the cold snow, he will eventually recover.