how many boogie i used to like you

Lin Ci walked into the kitchen and picked up a few pinches of green tea leaves with tea tweezers. The water in the glass kettle boiled slowly. Lin Ci stared at the layer of boiling bubbles and moved the cup over.

The scalding hot water drenched the tea leaves, and the green leaves stretched out in the water, sinking and floating in the cup.

Is there always a few times in a person's life that is upside down, ups and downs, ups and downs, ups and downs, ups and downs, ups and downs, from birth to death, the extremely annoying people only need to do one thing right, they will look at them with admiration, and the troublesome misunderstandings will be resolved When it was uncovered, the extinguished love was rekindled with a look and a movement.

He looked back at his scribbled and dark life, and thought of what Zhao Fengshi had said to him, every single word was etched in his heart, and he would never forget it.

"Do you know that I used to like you?"

He clearly remembers a few words, how many pauses, the slowness of breathing and the speed of heartbeat.Zhao Fengshi's love is like spring rain, so soft, affectionate and joyful, but it is also bitter winter rain, hot lava, pieces of broken glass that plunge into Lin Ci's heart.

But he still indulged in it. After love sprouted, life revived, and spring came. The glass shards in Lin Ci's heart were picked away one by one, and he felt that he had come alive.

In the living room, Zhao Fengshi tremblingly stared at Luka with wide eyes, suddenly the golden hair's tail shook, Zhao Fengshi opened his eyes wide, and "Don't come over" turned into a tragic scream, with a trembling ending.

He was frightened to death, he was thrown onto the sofa by Luka.

Lin Ci came out with the cup, and saw Zhao Fengshi playing with Luka, putting the cup on the table, Lin Ci stood aside and looked at them with a smile.

Zhao Fengshi wanted to save face and suffer, his fingers were tense and turned white, his tears were about to flow out of fright, and seeing Lin Ciguang beside him couldn't see him, his face was full of smiles, he almost died of anger.

After finally pushing Luka away, Zhao Fengshi's curled fingers trembled slightly, and he smirked with a pale face, "Haha, Luka is still so naughty."

"It really likes you very much, and it is not so close when others come."

Zhao Fengshi was taken aback, and blurted out, "Is there someone else coming to your house?"

After saying this, he felt something was wrong. Fortunately, Lin Ci didn't seem to notice. He sat next to Zhao Fengshi and touched his shoulder lightly. Zhao Fengshi sighed softly, and heard Lin Ci say, "Sometimes the editor will come over."

Zhao Fengshi frowned slightly when he heard it, and heard Lin Ci's brisk voice, even with a little smile, he said, "Wait a minute, you still have Luka's saliva on your face."

"Ah!" Zhao Fengshi couldn't help screaming, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and stood up all of a sudden.Lin Ci pursed her lips and held back his hand to make him sit down again. She took out a piece of tissue paper and wiped her cheeks with the soft and white paper. Zhao Fengshi smelled the faint scent of lemon.

The silly dog ​​just now had indeed licked his face. Zhao Fengshi's back felt chills when he thought that his face was full of animal saliva. He had no time to take care of it, and obediently let Lin Ci wipe his face.

Lin Ci stood, Zhao Fengshi sat, Lin Ci asked him to close his eyes and he closed them, and asked him to turn his head, he turned his head, more obedient than Luka.

Long and thick eyelashes hang under the eyelids, and the upper and lower eyelashes are clustered together. The tissue paper rubs against the eye sockets, and the thin eyelids with light blue bloodshot eyes tremble slightly.Lin Ci stared at Zhao Fengshi's face, he moved forward inch by inch, the paper towel formed a small square barrier and covered Zhao Fengshi's forehead, he lowered his head, held his breath carefully, and wiped his lips lightly.

Maybe it's not a kiss at all, it's the product of involuntary feelings, the sadness of reunion after a long absence, the ignorance or the ignorant look on his face.

Zhao Fengshi asked him if he was alright?

Lin Ci said to wait.

Zhao Fengshi closed his eyes, he felt Lin Ci's movements, rustling sounds, the touch on his face changed from tissue paper to cool skin, and Lin Ci's hand slid across his cheek.Zhao Fengshi froze, and the skin on his face instantly burned, and then he heard Lin Ci's smiling voice, and the other party asked, "Zhao Fengshi, are you afraid of dogs?"

It was as if there were thousands of thunderbolts, each of which hit Zhao Fengshi's vitals.

The butterfly left the flowers in panic, flapping its wings and flying with difficulty. Zhao Fengshi opened his eyes and tried to make himself look like he had been wronged. He was shocked and said, "Why do you say that? How could I be afraid of dogs?"

If he went to audition at Zhanli, the director of Zhan would probably think of their friendship and assign him a dead body to act after seeing his acting skills.

Lin Ci looked at him with a smile, "Are you really not afraid? Then I let Luka come over?"

"you……"

When Zhao Fengshi choked out a word, Lin Ci laughed out loud, it was rare for him to be so carefree.Zhao Fengshi didn't expect that he could make him so happy, he felt so honored, he couldn't hide the smile on his face, he scratched his hair, embarrassed, "How did you find out?"

"I noticed it when you first saw it, and your face turned pale with fright."

"Then you still don't stop?" Zhao Fengshi's face was full of you, how could you be like this, "You just watch me being licked and pounced on by Luka, you don't have any mercy!"

He seemed to be acting in a drama, his expression could be as exaggerated as possible, Lin Ci laughed so hard that his stomach ached, he leaned on the sofa, his eyes were gone from laughing, "I just want to see how long you can pretend? Who told us Were the two dead enemies before?"

Looking at each other, Zhao Fengshi snorted, the corners of his mouth slightly raised, he stretched out his hand to poke Lin Ci, and said in a low voice, "Don't say it, as long as you know."

"Don't tell me, it's absolutely confidential." Lin Ci made a sealing gesture.

After Lin Ci finished this action, Zhao Fengshi clenched her hand.

It was out of physical instinct that he felt how the person in front of him could be so cute. He pinched his wrist and rubbed his fingers twice.

The atmosphere calmed down, and ambiguous feelings grew, Lin Ci sat up, he held Zhao Fengshi's hand instead, and said: "I know there are some things you may not want to mention, but I always feel that I should know something.

I still can't believe what happened three years ago, Zhao Fengshi, can you tell me why? "

Zhao Fengshi's expression froze, and he shrank back, but Lin Ci's hand held him tightly, and he didn't move, or he didn't want to move.

He likes Lin Ci so much that he doesn't even dare to say that he likes you, for fear of breaking the current relationship.

When he fell silent and there was no smile on his face, Zhao Fengshi looked like a gloomy light coming through the treetops in winter.He is not the kind of person who easily hides his expression. When Lin Ci couldn't see him, he could still pass by, but now every expression and every hesitation are clearly reproduced by those eyes. Zhao Fengshi has nowhere to hide of.

"It's not actually a suicide," he said.

Zhao Fengshi raised his head, with a pretended relaxed smile on his face, and said to Lin Ci: "I don't have a good relationship with Zhao Junru, he is willing to perform surgery on you, but there are conditions. He asked me to marry a woman."

Lin Ci was startled, and shouted in a low voice in disbelief: "How can this happen?"

"Nothing is impossible." Zhao Fengshi said: "I didn't agree later, he didn't plan to continue helping me, and then I..."

Speaking of this, he was probably a little embarrassed, scratched his head and smiled, "Maybe it's a bit vulgar to say it, I went to force him to die that day, and I jumped in front of him. You won't die if you fall down.

But I didn't expect Zhao Junru to be so powerful, he sent me abroad directly while I was unconscious and unable to move, I..."

After that, he couldn't continue, his body was hugged hard, and the cry echoed heart-rendingly in the room, it was so loud, it was so loud that Zhao Fengshi's heart trembled unwillingly.

He patted Lin Ci's back helplessly, and comforted him, "Don't cry, I... am I okay?"

How could he not cry, he was trembling and sobbing, "It's all my fault, it's my fault."

If they were lovers, Zhao Fengshi would be able to hold Lin Ci's face in his arms, kiss his lips softly and comfort him softly, caring like spring rain, but unfortunately they are not.

So I can only comfort him tirelessly and jerky over and over again, telling him not to feel guilty or sad, he is already healed, he is really healed.

He came out of the pain, he flew out of the shackles, escaped from the prison.He can still live as wanton as before, this time no one can restrain him.

He slowly hugged Lin Ci tightly, and said: "I read a lot of books during my rehabilitation, imagining that I would be like you, enrich myself, and then it would be really useful.

In fact, it’s really no big deal for me, it’s just a little painful but it’s tolerable, and it’s because I didn’t think carefully. It would be fine if I told you in advance, but I think that if I told you in advance, you would definitely not have the operation , so they all had to come secretly. "

"Come here secretly? Arrange surgery for me secretly, plead with your father secretly, and jump down from a three-story building secretly. Zhao Fengshi, how could you do this."

Lin Ci raised his head suddenly, and his voice couldn't help raising his voice.

There was light in his eyes, a strong burst of light, like the scorching sun in midsummer.

Listening to his questioning, Zhao Fengshi looked at him blankly, and when his eyes collided, he had an illusion.

It was like seeing Lin Ci more than ten years ago, Lin Ci shining brightly like the sun, Lin Ci who was full of emotion and always full of vitality, Lin Ci who opposed him and refused to back down.

Lin Ci in his heart, his little lion is back.

Involuntarily, Zhao Fengshi's hand stroked Lin Ci's eyebrows, rubbing it away from the corner of his eyes, and said, "I want you to see it."

During his injury and illness, his cousin Zhao Si'an once came to visit Zhao Fengshi, and for the first time, his idle cousin put on a serious expression on his face.

The two brothers seemed to be confronting each other in the ward. Zhao Si'an told Zhao Fengshi that he felt that Lin Ci was doomed for Zhao Fengshi, and all the disasters that Zhao Fengshi had suffered were because of Lin Ci.

Hearing this, Zhao Fengshi frowned at first, and then slowly relaxed it. He always felt that Zhao Si'an didn't understand anything, and he didn't want to learn from him, so he only said a word to him.

"He was never my doom, he was my hope."